One Night With a Cowboy
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Oklahoma Nights Romance
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Synopsis
Oh yeah. A single look at the leggy blonde in the stands and Tucker Jenkins is ready to buck all night long. It's time to forget all about his cheating ex and his usual hands off policy.
Becca Hart is an East Coast professor. Not a buckle bunny. But no degree can prepare her for the moves of the sexy bull rider she hooks up with at her first rodeo . . . or the shock of finding him at her first Oklahoma State University staff meeting.
Tuck knows it's all about holding on, no matter how wild the ride. Now he just has to convince Becca that a rough start out of the chute doesn't mean they aren't a smokin' combination.
Contains mature themes.
Release date: December 13, 2013
Publisher: Zebra Books
Print pages: 336
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One Night With a Cowboy
Cat Johnson
“Dr. Hart. Please, sit down.” The dean clasped Becca’s hand with her own cold and slightly bony one and then indicated the seat in front of her oversized, mahogany desk.
“Thank you, Dean Morris.” Becca sat in the leather wingchair, feeling a bit like a child as its size dwarfed her.
She glanced around the stately, well-appointed office and let her mind wander as the dean of the faculty at Vassar College settled herself on the other side of the desk.
One day perhaps this office could be hers. Rebecca Hart, Dean. Becca’s doctorate in English literature more than qualified her for the position, though she’d need a lot more years under her belt—years her boss obviously had, plus some. The woman had to be seventy if she was a day.
Maybe that was what this impromptu meeting was about. Was Dean Morris retiring and she wanted to inform the faculty personally? Becca tried to wrap her head around the idea and think of who might be replacing her. Probably Harold Wexler, the stodgy old Brit who’d been teaching at Vassar forever—at least it seemed that long to the bored students in his classes.
“Dr. Hart, you’ve done an exemplary job here. Both your internal and external performance reviews have been exceptional . . .”
She glowed with pride as her heart rate sped. Were they going to promote her to associate professor? Or maybe she was going to be awarded tenure. It had been four years since she’d completed her doctorate. That would be faster than usual for an assistant professor to be promoted to an associate, but as the dean had said, Becca’s performance had been exceptional. At this rate, she’d rise through the ranks and be a full professor before she turned forty, which rarely happened.
Her chest tightened with excitement. Finally, all her hard work was paying off.
“However—” Dean Morris continued.
However? A lump lodged in Becca’s throat. However was not a good word to hear after a long string of compliments. It negated, in a surprisingly painful and sickening way, each and every thing the dean had said before it. She swallowed hard.
“—donor dollars are down. Expenses are up. I won’t bore you with the budgetary details, but suffice it to say the college has had to make some very difficult decisions recently. I’m afraid our department is being reduced, and consequently your position has been eliminated.” Dean Morris did look moderately saddened. It didn’t soften the words or the impact on Becca as she wondered if she could make it to the ladies’ room before she threw up.
“Eliminated?” She was being downsized?
“Being the most recently hired faculty member, and without tenure . . .” Dean Morris spread her hands and let the sentence trail off.
Becca could read between the lines. The department couldn’t fire any of the other professors without due cause no matter how good or bad they were at their jobs, because they, unlike her, were tenured.
“Of course. I understand.” Her nausea was replaced by anger. She was a better teacher than half of the department, even if she had been there the least amount of time. Students literally fell asleep in Wexler’s class. It was so unfair.
The dean leaned her elbows on the desk. “The semester ends in just a few weeks. Of course we’d like you to finish out the term. I’m sure you’d agree this far into the semester, continuity for the students is the main concern, but if you wish to take the rest of today for yourself, I’d understand.”
She didn’t have any more classes this afternoon, but she would normally do a few hours of work in her office before heading home. Nice of the dean to wait until after she was done teaching for the day to drop this stink bomb in her lap.
It was amazing what a person could endure and still remain polite. She wanted to rant. She wanted to scream. Instead, she smiled, stood, and grasped the dean’s hand. “Yes, I think I will. Thank you, Dean Morris.”
The trip back to her own office seemed eternal, but once there she grabbed her bag and car keys. Without checking if she had voice mail on the desk phone, or even looking twice at the stack of paperwork she could easily do at home, she turned. Leaving the office and the work behind her, she escaped down the hallway toward the exit. Thankfully she didn’t see anyone, because she was running low on social niceties right about now.
She unlocked her car and tried not to notice how her hand shook.
Unemployed. The word echoed through her head like a death knell as she attempted to quell the rising panic. She pushed the feeling down and tried to think logically about the new state of her life. Yes, she had lost her job. But she had her condo, a small sum in her savings account, and she still had her boyfriend—almost fiancé really—Jerry.
Jerry had a good job with a steady salary and health benefits.
Her benefits—new panic rose as she realized she’d be losing her medical benefits through the college’s group insurance. Maybe this was a sign. The universe telling them the time had come for her and Jerry to finally talk about marriage. They already lived together, which was almost like being married, just without the paperwork.
Sure, things hadn’t been all sunshine and roses since he’d moved in. They had their issues, but that was to be expected in any long-term relationship. It was time for the two of them to commit to a lifetime together. Marriage was the logical next step and the perfect solution to her impending uninsured status.
While she navigated onto the road leading off campus, she pulled out her cell phone and pushed the button for Jerry’s number. As she listened to the ringing through the speakerphone, Becca decided they’d have a small wedding. She’d never wanted anything large anyway, but especially not now with her recent unemployment. Just a hundred, or maybe a hundred and fifty of their closest friends and relatives. It would be lovely to have the ceremony outdoors along the Hudson River. Then maybe the reception at the old inn in Rhinebeck. Yes, something simple and tasteful. Perfect.
Jerry’s voice mail came on, so she flipped the phone shut. She was almost home anyway. She could call his office when she got there.
Everything would be fine. She would marry Jerry, find a new teaching position; maybe they’d even buy a small house. She gave herself a mental pat on the back that she could find the silver lining in even the darkest of situations. With newfound optimism, Becca pulled into the driveway of the condo complex. She drove to the back of the building to where her assigned parking space was located, but as she rounded the corner, what she saw had her slamming on the brake pedal.
The car rocked to a stop and she sat, unable to comprehend what was happening in front of her. She didn’t park, mainly because a truck already filled her spot. Not just any truck, but a rental moving truck. One Jerry was currently loading with his prized jumbo-size, flat-screen television.
Becca inched her car forward until it was just feet from the nose of the truck backed up to the curb, then she threw it in park and cut the engine. Her vehicle, sideways the way she’d left it, was blocking a whole bunch of parked cars. She didn’t care.
She knew the moment Jerry noticed her there. The panic was clear on his suddenly pale face. Then again, he was always pretty pale, even in summer. Too much time spent indoors on the sofa watching that damned television he loved so much, she supposed. His wide-eyed, deer-caught-in-headlights expression was new, though.
Swinging the driver’s side door wide, she stepped out. Leaving the door open, she walked around her car and stopped by the side of the truck. She was glad she was wearing her favorite suit. She felt powerful in this suit, and the length and cut of the pencil skirt made her legs look amazing. Take that, Jerry.
“Jerry, what’s going on?” She had a feeling she already knew the answer. So much for that wedding.
“Becca. Uh, wow, you’re here. I was hoping to be all cleared out by the time you got home from work.” A deep frown creased the brow beneath his prematurely receding hairline. She predicted he’d be bald by forty. She’d noticed she could already see hints of his scalp through his thinning blond hair. “Why are you home so early anyway?”
That was his response to her question? Why was she home earlier than usual?
Oh, no, he wasn’t going to get away with answering her question with a question. Especially since her question was why, after living together for almost a year, he was secretly moving out while he thought she was at work. After the day she’d had, she was in no mood to answer questions for this cowardly man.
“Where are you going, honey?” Her overly sweet tone brought an even more fearful expression to his face.
He let out a breath and leaned his khaki-clad butt against the edge of the truck. Who loaded a moving truck in light-colored khakis? He was going to get filthy. Good. She took great, though admittedly immature, satisfaction in knowing he’d probably have to throw those pants out when he got to wherever it was he was slithering off to, the damn sneaky snake.
Jerry finally raised his pale blue gaze to hers, before he yanked it away again to study the driveway at his feet and then the tire of the truck. “Well, you know things haven’t been going that great with us lately.”
Her brows rose sharply. “You could have fooled me.”
Her mind latched on to his coming home smelling of beer just the other night, after which he’d proceeded to have sex with her for what seemed like a solid hour before he finally gave up and admitted he was too drunk to finish. Then he’d rolled over and started snoring, leaving her lying there unsatisfied and too awake to fall back to sleep.
Men who were unhappy with a woman didn’t still want to have sex—especially bad sex—with her. Or did they? Maybe they did. She couldn’t be sure of anything anymore. The world seemed turned upside down. It was like she’d awoken in an alternate universe and she was now living Bad Luck Becca’s life instead of her own.
Jerry stood again, but stayed close to the truck. He continued to keep his distance, leaving a good bit of space between them. Maybe he wasn’t quite so dumb after all. “I’ve been thinking about moving out for a while—”
“Then perhaps you should have mentioned that.” She crossed her arms over her chest.
“—so when one of the guys at work had a roommate move out, he said I could have the room.” He ignored her interruption and finished with his rambling explanation, as shitty an excuse as it was.
“How convenient for you.” She glared at him.
“Becca, I think we need a little break from each other.” Jerry took one step forward.
“A break?” Her voice rose in both pitch and volume. A break. Ha! She’d like to see something break, all right. Like perhaps Jerry’s big-ass television after it fell out of the truck and broke his foot.
“Yes.” He took a step back and retreated to his original position.
“Fine.” She couldn’t be here any longer or she might take a tire iron to Jerry’s TV as well as his skull. She spun and walked around the hood of her car, back to the driver’s side.
“You’re leaving?” He took a single step after her. Now that the bulk of the vehicle was between them, chicken Jerry must have been feeling brave.
She paused, her hand on the open door. “Surely you didn’t expect me to help you move?”
“No, no, of course not.” He frowned, but she wasn’t convinced the thought hadn’t crossed his mind. “It’s just, I thought you’d want to talk or something.”
She glanced at what she could see of the inside of the open truck, already packed pretty full with a jumble of boxes, bulging trash bags, furniture, and loose items. It was total chaos, but not even her obsessive-compulsive need for organization could make her help him now.
“The time for talking is long past, Jerry.” Becca got in and slammed the car door shut. She turned the key in the ignition, but then hit the button to roll down the window as a thought hit her. “I paid this month’s cable bill out of my account. I expect you to leave me a check inside for it.”
Jerry wasn’t going to get away with moving out with no notice and then stick her with all of the bills, especially now in light of her recent change in employment status. Not to mention he’d upped their cable television package to the biggest, most expensive one the company offered the moment he’d moved in last year. She’d cancel that as soon as possible.
He nodded meekly as she slid the window shut.
Feeling moderate satisfaction at the thought of taking Jerry’s money, she pulled to the end of the drive and stopped. In front of her was a four-lane road. Now what? Shaking so badly she probably shouldn’t be driving, she flipped on her blinker and aimlessly chose to turn right, mainly because she didn’t trust herself to cross traffic at the moment. She drove a short distance and then pulled into the parking lot of the first shopping center she came to.
It took her two tries to dial her sister’s office number correctly. When she finally heard Emma’s voice answer, Becca’s last bit of composure broke.
She drew in a shaky breath, tinged with a sob. “Em? I need you. Can you meet me at your place?”
“It’s only been a month since the end of the semester,
Bec. These things take time.”
Nowadays, time was the one thing Becca had plenty of, since she was sans employment and all. Money, on the other hand, not so much.
“You don’t understand, Em. There are practically no positions available in my field.” Becca buried her face in her crossed arms on the table.
“Then you’ll do something else. Oh, I know. You love books. You should become a librarian. Ooh, or work in the bookstore on Route Nine. That would be fun. They have that coffee shop inside.” Emma sounded so excited about this new idea, Becca was inspired to throw something at her.
They might both have the same color hair and blue eyes, but Emma really embraced the role of the stereotypical bubbly blonde sometimes. Becca couldn’t even dignify her sister’s eternal optimism with a response. All she could manage was a shake of her head, which seemed too heavy at the moment to lift from the table.
She heard the sound of liquid being poured into a glass. Finally, her sister was doing something helpful and refilling her wineglass rather than dispensing less-than-useful career advice. This kind of compassionate behavior Becca could totally get behind. Rallying, she sat up and reached for the glass filled with deep, claret-colored liquid.
She drew in a long, slow mouthful and let the flavor dance on her tongue. Perfect. “Thank you. I feel better now.” She let out a sigh.
Emma laughed. “You’re welcome. If only I could solve your job situation as easily.”
If only. Wouldn’t it be nice if life were like a store? Aisle one—career opportunities. Aisle two—love and lust. Customer satisfaction guaranteed or your money back. Don’t see what you want? Visit the customer service department and place a special order.
“So you haven’t found any openings for an English professor at all?” Armed with her own replenished glass, Emma slid her chair around the kitchen table so she could see the screen of the laptop Becca had shoved out of the way during her latest bout of self-pity and frustration.
“Not anywhere I want to teach.”
“Becca. In this economy, can you really afford to be so picky?” Emma looked every inch the older sister as she reprimanded her.
“What? Do you want me to have to move out of New York State and never see you?” She cocked a brow.
Emma squinted at the page up on the screen. “The University of Chicago? Correct me if I’m wrong since I don’t have a doctorate or anything like you do, but last I checked Chicago was not in New York.”
Becca scowled. “There was nothing around here. I had to geographically expand my search.”
Emma narrowed her eyes and continued to look doubtful. “Fine, and what have you found in your newly expanded search? Anything?”
“There’s one position available in Oklahoma, but that’s obviously not going to work.” She dismissed even the idea of it with a flick of her wrist.
“Why not?” Emma frowned.
“Oklahoma? Emma, be serious.” Becca had to laugh. Her, a New Yorker born and raised, in Oklahoma? The notion was absurd. She’d always lived just a train ride away from Manhattan. She needed culture, theater, museums, and world-class restaurants. Chicago. Philadelphia. Maybe she’d be all right in those places, but not in Oklahoma.
The persistently judgmental expression on Emma’s face had Becca sighing. She moved her wineglass to the side and dragged the computer forward.
“All right. See for yourself.” A few clicks of the mouse and the website for Oklahoma State University’s Stillwater campus popped up, including images of the school’s pride and joy, the OSU Cowboys football team. She angled the laptop toward her sister. “See?”
“OSU. That’s a good school. Their football team did really well last year.”
“I wouldn’t know.” She screwed up her face at the idea that last year’s college football team standings were even on Emma’s radar. Vassar didn’t have a football team. There the school sports were things like fencing and crew team, pretty much the polar opposite of OSU. To prove her point, she pointed to a link on the screen. “Click on the rodeo team link.”
“Rodeo? Wow.” Emma leaned forward and looked far too excited.
“Emma, seriously, what do you know about rodeo?” Hell, what did Becca know about rodeo? Nothing, that’s what, and she’d be fine if it stayed that way. “I’ve worked at Vassar. I can’t apply to a school with a rodeo team.”
“Oh, who cares if there’s a rodeo team? It’s not as if they’re going to expect you to teach it, silly. The position is in the English department, right?” Emma cocked a brow.
“Yes, and that brings me to the next issue. Take a look at the course list.”
So far her sister hadn’t reacted at all as expected. Who would have guessed Emma cared about college football or rodeo? But she was confident the uninspired English curriculum would be the nail in the OSU coffin and get her sister off her back for not wanting to relocate to work there.
Emma scrolled down the web page of English course listings and nodded. “Shakespeare. That’s one of your specialties, so that’s good.”
“Fine, they have one Shakespeare course. Where’s the Chaucer? Where’s the literary interpretation of the great philosophers? Where are the Old English and the study of Beowulf in the original language? I based my thesis on the impact of fifteenth- and sixteenth-century writings on modern literature, and the only thing they offer is Shakespeare?”
“Well, maybe they have a different focus there. There’s History of the American Film.” Emma glanced up. “That looks like fun. Maybe you could spin it to be how Chaucer has influenced modern films or something like that. I think that could be really interesting.”
Becca, who’d made words her life and her career, had no more for her sister at the moment. All she could do was shake her head.
“I’ll be back.” She stood and, rather than say something she might regret, headed for the bathroom.
“I really think you should apply. Look. There’s even a link on the English department page to send in your résum é.” Emma’s voice followed her all the way down the hallway and to the other side of the condo.
“No.” Becca shut the bathroom door with enough force it should leave no doubt in Emma’s mind she didn’t want to be disturbed.
She’d find another position, eventually, and it wouldn’t be at a university that specialized in cowboys.
The ringing of the phone interrupted Becca’s new favorite daytime talk show. She frowned at the number but didn’t recognize the area code. With a sigh and one eye on the recipe the show’s guest chef was in the middle of preparing, she hit the button to answer. “Hello?”
“Dr. Hart?” An unfamiliar male voice came through the earpiece.
“Speaking.” She employed her most scholarly phone voice.
Just because she was unshowered and still in her pajamas at noon, enjoying what she’d always in the past thought of as crappy daytime television, didn’t mean she shouldn’t act professionally. No need to behave like an animal even if she didn’t know who the hell was calling her and interrupting what looked like a really good recipe she might need if she ever did decide to get dressed, go food shopping, and cook a decent meal for herself again.
“This is Mark Ross. I’m associate dean for academic programs and head of the English department at OSU. I reviewed your résumé, and we’re very interested in meeting with you about the position.”
“Uh, what?” Perhaps that response was a bit less professional than she would have liked as her brain spun trying to figure out how OSU had gotten hold of her résumé. Granted, she had polished off a bottle of wine with her sister the other night, but she hadn’t been nearly drunk enough to send her résumé and forget—
Her sister.
She stifled an angry growl. That had to be the explanation. Like pieces of a puzzle, things fell into place in her mind. She’d left Emma alone with her computer browser open to the OSU site when she’d gone to hide in the bathroom and pout. Her newly updated résumé document, clearly named as such, was saved right there on the desktop, and Emma had crazy good computer skills from her job in graphic design.
That sneaky, little—
“For the associate professor vacancy in our English department. . .” The man was trying to refresh her memory about the position he thought she’d applied for just days ago. The one, according to her reaction to his call, she’d already forgotten about. He must think she was an absolute dolt.
“Oh, yes, of course. I’m so sorry. There was something distracting me here. Um, did you say associate professor?”
“I did.”
She hadn’t reached the associate level yet at Vassar before she’d . . . left. She refused to think the word fired, and let go wasn’t much better. But OSU wanted to hire someone at the associate level and they were interested in her? She hated to admit it, but that grabbed her interest. “And you want to talk to me about the position?”
“Yes. We’d love to meet with you in person, if it’s possible.”
“In Oklahoma?” That had come out sounding a bit disparaging. She hoped he hadn’t noticed.
“Yes. I do realize you’re in New York, but I can assure you, we’d only request a live interview with a candidate we’re extremely interested in. I certainly wouldn’t make you travel all the way here otherwise. Your education and work experience are very impressive.”
Hmm, the flattery didn’t hurt. Neither did t. . .
“Thank you, Dean Morris.” Becca sat in the leather wingchair, feeling a bit like a child as its size dwarfed her.
She glanced around the stately, well-appointed office and let her mind wander as the dean of the faculty at Vassar College settled herself on the other side of the desk.
One day perhaps this office could be hers. Rebecca Hart, Dean. Becca’s doctorate in English literature more than qualified her for the position, though she’d need a lot more years under her belt—years her boss obviously had, plus some. The woman had to be seventy if she was a day.
Maybe that was what this impromptu meeting was about. Was Dean Morris retiring and she wanted to inform the faculty personally? Becca tried to wrap her head around the idea and think of who might be replacing her. Probably Harold Wexler, the stodgy old Brit who’d been teaching at Vassar forever—at least it seemed that long to the bored students in his classes.
“Dr. Hart, you’ve done an exemplary job here. Both your internal and external performance reviews have been exceptional . . .”
She glowed with pride as her heart rate sped. Were they going to promote her to associate professor? Or maybe she was going to be awarded tenure. It had been four years since she’d completed her doctorate. That would be faster than usual for an assistant professor to be promoted to an associate, but as the dean had said, Becca’s performance had been exceptional. At this rate, she’d rise through the ranks and be a full professor before she turned forty, which rarely happened.
Her chest tightened with excitement. Finally, all her hard work was paying off.
“However—” Dean Morris continued.
However? A lump lodged in Becca’s throat. However was not a good word to hear after a long string of compliments. It negated, in a surprisingly painful and sickening way, each and every thing the dean had said before it. She swallowed hard.
“—donor dollars are down. Expenses are up. I won’t bore you with the budgetary details, but suffice it to say the college has had to make some very difficult decisions recently. I’m afraid our department is being reduced, and consequently your position has been eliminated.” Dean Morris did look moderately saddened. It didn’t soften the words or the impact on Becca as she wondered if she could make it to the ladies’ room before she threw up.
“Eliminated?” She was being downsized?
“Being the most recently hired faculty member, and without tenure . . .” Dean Morris spread her hands and let the sentence trail off.
Becca could read between the lines. The department couldn’t fire any of the other professors without due cause no matter how good or bad they were at their jobs, because they, unlike her, were tenured.
“Of course. I understand.” Her nausea was replaced by anger. She was a better teacher than half of the department, even if she had been there the least amount of time. Students literally fell asleep in Wexler’s class. It was so unfair.
The dean leaned her elbows on the desk. “The semester ends in just a few weeks. Of course we’d like you to finish out the term. I’m sure you’d agree this far into the semester, continuity for the students is the main concern, but if you wish to take the rest of today for yourself, I’d understand.”
She didn’t have any more classes this afternoon, but she would normally do a few hours of work in her office before heading home. Nice of the dean to wait until after she was done teaching for the day to drop this stink bomb in her lap.
It was amazing what a person could endure and still remain polite. She wanted to rant. She wanted to scream. Instead, she smiled, stood, and grasped the dean’s hand. “Yes, I think I will. Thank you, Dean Morris.”
The trip back to her own office seemed eternal, but once there she grabbed her bag and car keys. Without checking if she had voice mail on the desk phone, or even looking twice at the stack of paperwork she could easily do at home, she turned. Leaving the office and the work behind her, she escaped down the hallway toward the exit. Thankfully she didn’t see anyone, because she was running low on social niceties right about now.
She unlocked her car and tried not to notice how her hand shook.
Unemployed. The word echoed through her head like a death knell as she attempted to quell the rising panic. She pushed the feeling down and tried to think logically about the new state of her life. Yes, she had lost her job. But she had her condo, a small sum in her savings account, and she still had her boyfriend—almost fiancé really—Jerry.
Jerry had a good job with a steady salary and health benefits.
Her benefits—new panic rose as she realized she’d be losing her medical benefits through the college’s group insurance. Maybe this was a sign. The universe telling them the time had come for her and Jerry to finally talk about marriage. They already lived together, which was almost like being married, just without the paperwork.
Sure, things hadn’t been all sunshine and roses since he’d moved in. They had their issues, but that was to be expected in any long-term relationship. It was time for the two of them to commit to a lifetime together. Marriage was the logical next step and the perfect solution to her impending uninsured status.
While she navigated onto the road leading off campus, she pulled out her cell phone and pushed the button for Jerry’s number. As she listened to the ringing through the speakerphone, Becca decided they’d have a small wedding. She’d never wanted anything large anyway, but especially not now with her recent unemployment. Just a hundred, or maybe a hundred and fifty of their closest friends and relatives. It would be lovely to have the ceremony outdoors along the Hudson River. Then maybe the reception at the old inn in Rhinebeck. Yes, something simple and tasteful. Perfect.
Jerry’s voice mail came on, so she flipped the phone shut. She was almost home anyway. She could call his office when she got there.
Everything would be fine. She would marry Jerry, find a new teaching position; maybe they’d even buy a small house. She gave herself a mental pat on the back that she could find the silver lining in even the darkest of situations. With newfound optimism, Becca pulled into the driveway of the condo complex. She drove to the back of the building to where her assigned parking space was located, but as she rounded the corner, what she saw had her slamming on the brake pedal.
The car rocked to a stop and she sat, unable to comprehend what was happening in front of her. She didn’t park, mainly because a truck already filled her spot. Not just any truck, but a rental moving truck. One Jerry was currently loading with his prized jumbo-size, flat-screen television.
Becca inched her car forward until it was just feet from the nose of the truck backed up to the curb, then she threw it in park and cut the engine. Her vehicle, sideways the way she’d left it, was blocking a whole bunch of parked cars. She didn’t care.
She knew the moment Jerry noticed her there. The panic was clear on his suddenly pale face. Then again, he was always pretty pale, even in summer. Too much time spent indoors on the sofa watching that damned television he loved so much, she supposed. His wide-eyed, deer-caught-in-headlights expression was new, though.
Swinging the driver’s side door wide, she stepped out. Leaving the door open, she walked around her car and stopped by the side of the truck. She was glad she was wearing her favorite suit. She felt powerful in this suit, and the length and cut of the pencil skirt made her legs look amazing. Take that, Jerry.
“Jerry, what’s going on?” She had a feeling she already knew the answer. So much for that wedding.
“Becca. Uh, wow, you’re here. I was hoping to be all cleared out by the time you got home from work.” A deep frown creased the brow beneath his prematurely receding hairline. She predicted he’d be bald by forty. She’d noticed she could already see hints of his scalp through his thinning blond hair. “Why are you home so early anyway?”
That was his response to her question? Why was she home earlier than usual?
Oh, no, he wasn’t going to get away with answering her question with a question. Especially since her question was why, after living together for almost a year, he was secretly moving out while he thought she was at work. After the day she’d had, she was in no mood to answer questions for this cowardly man.
“Where are you going, honey?” Her overly sweet tone brought an even more fearful expression to his face.
He let out a breath and leaned his khaki-clad butt against the edge of the truck. Who loaded a moving truck in light-colored khakis? He was going to get filthy. Good. She took great, though admittedly immature, satisfaction in knowing he’d probably have to throw those pants out when he got to wherever it was he was slithering off to, the damn sneaky snake.
Jerry finally raised his pale blue gaze to hers, before he yanked it away again to study the driveway at his feet and then the tire of the truck. “Well, you know things haven’t been going that great with us lately.”
Her brows rose sharply. “You could have fooled me.”
Her mind latched on to his coming home smelling of beer just the other night, after which he’d proceeded to have sex with her for what seemed like a solid hour before he finally gave up and admitted he was too drunk to finish. Then he’d rolled over and started snoring, leaving her lying there unsatisfied and too awake to fall back to sleep.
Men who were unhappy with a woman didn’t still want to have sex—especially bad sex—with her. Or did they? Maybe they did. She couldn’t be sure of anything anymore. The world seemed turned upside down. It was like she’d awoken in an alternate universe and she was now living Bad Luck Becca’s life instead of her own.
Jerry stood again, but stayed close to the truck. He continued to keep his distance, leaving a good bit of space between them. Maybe he wasn’t quite so dumb after all. “I’ve been thinking about moving out for a while—”
“Then perhaps you should have mentioned that.” She crossed her arms over her chest.
“—so when one of the guys at work had a roommate move out, he said I could have the room.” He ignored her interruption and finished with his rambling explanation, as shitty an excuse as it was.
“How convenient for you.” She glared at him.
“Becca, I think we need a little break from each other.” Jerry took one step forward.
“A break?” Her voice rose in both pitch and volume. A break. Ha! She’d like to see something break, all right. Like perhaps Jerry’s big-ass television after it fell out of the truck and broke his foot.
“Yes.” He took a step back and retreated to his original position.
“Fine.” She couldn’t be here any longer or she might take a tire iron to Jerry’s TV as well as his skull. She spun and walked around the hood of her car, back to the driver’s side.
“You’re leaving?” He took a single step after her. Now that the bulk of the vehicle was between them, chicken Jerry must have been feeling brave.
She paused, her hand on the open door. “Surely you didn’t expect me to help you move?”
“No, no, of course not.” He frowned, but she wasn’t convinced the thought hadn’t crossed his mind. “It’s just, I thought you’d want to talk or something.”
She glanced at what she could see of the inside of the open truck, already packed pretty full with a jumble of boxes, bulging trash bags, furniture, and loose items. It was total chaos, but not even her obsessive-compulsive need for organization could make her help him now.
“The time for talking is long past, Jerry.” Becca got in and slammed the car door shut. She turned the key in the ignition, but then hit the button to roll down the window as a thought hit her. “I paid this month’s cable bill out of my account. I expect you to leave me a check inside for it.”
Jerry wasn’t going to get away with moving out with no notice and then stick her with all of the bills, especially now in light of her recent change in employment status. Not to mention he’d upped their cable television package to the biggest, most expensive one the company offered the moment he’d moved in last year. She’d cancel that as soon as possible.
He nodded meekly as she slid the window shut.
Feeling moderate satisfaction at the thought of taking Jerry’s money, she pulled to the end of the drive and stopped. In front of her was a four-lane road. Now what? Shaking so badly she probably shouldn’t be driving, she flipped on her blinker and aimlessly chose to turn right, mainly because she didn’t trust herself to cross traffic at the moment. She drove a short distance and then pulled into the parking lot of the first shopping center she came to.
It took her two tries to dial her sister’s office number correctly. When she finally heard Emma’s voice answer, Becca’s last bit of composure broke.
She drew in a shaky breath, tinged with a sob. “Em? I need you. Can you meet me at your place?”
“It’s only been a month since the end of the semester,
Bec. These things take time.”
Nowadays, time was the one thing Becca had plenty of, since she was sans employment and all. Money, on the other hand, not so much.
“You don’t understand, Em. There are practically no positions available in my field.” Becca buried her face in her crossed arms on the table.
“Then you’ll do something else. Oh, I know. You love books. You should become a librarian. Ooh, or work in the bookstore on Route Nine. That would be fun. They have that coffee shop inside.” Emma sounded so excited about this new idea, Becca was inspired to throw something at her.
They might both have the same color hair and blue eyes, but Emma really embraced the role of the stereotypical bubbly blonde sometimes. Becca couldn’t even dignify her sister’s eternal optimism with a response. All she could manage was a shake of her head, which seemed too heavy at the moment to lift from the table.
She heard the sound of liquid being poured into a glass. Finally, her sister was doing something helpful and refilling her wineglass rather than dispensing less-than-useful career advice. This kind of compassionate behavior Becca could totally get behind. Rallying, she sat up and reached for the glass filled with deep, claret-colored liquid.
She drew in a long, slow mouthful and let the flavor dance on her tongue. Perfect. “Thank you. I feel better now.” She let out a sigh.
Emma laughed. “You’re welcome. If only I could solve your job situation as easily.”
If only. Wouldn’t it be nice if life were like a store? Aisle one—career opportunities. Aisle two—love and lust. Customer satisfaction guaranteed or your money back. Don’t see what you want? Visit the customer service department and place a special order.
“So you haven’t found any openings for an English professor at all?” Armed with her own replenished glass, Emma slid her chair around the kitchen table so she could see the screen of the laptop Becca had shoved out of the way during her latest bout of self-pity and frustration.
“Not anywhere I want to teach.”
“Becca. In this economy, can you really afford to be so picky?” Emma looked every inch the older sister as she reprimanded her.
“What? Do you want me to have to move out of New York State and never see you?” She cocked a brow.
Emma squinted at the page up on the screen. “The University of Chicago? Correct me if I’m wrong since I don’t have a doctorate or anything like you do, but last I checked Chicago was not in New York.”
Becca scowled. “There was nothing around here. I had to geographically expand my search.”
Emma narrowed her eyes and continued to look doubtful. “Fine, and what have you found in your newly expanded search? Anything?”
“There’s one position available in Oklahoma, but that’s obviously not going to work.” She dismissed even the idea of it with a flick of her wrist.
“Why not?” Emma frowned.
“Oklahoma? Emma, be serious.” Becca had to laugh. Her, a New Yorker born and raised, in Oklahoma? The notion was absurd. She’d always lived just a train ride away from Manhattan. She needed culture, theater, museums, and world-class restaurants. Chicago. Philadelphia. Maybe she’d be all right in those places, but not in Oklahoma.
The persistently judgmental expression on Emma’s face had Becca sighing. She moved her wineglass to the side and dragged the computer forward.
“All right. See for yourself.” A few clicks of the mouse and the website for Oklahoma State University’s Stillwater campus popped up, including images of the school’s pride and joy, the OSU Cowboys football team. She angled the laptop toward her sister. “See?”
“OSU. That’s a good school. Their football team did really well last year.”
“I wouldn’t know.” She screwed up her face at the idea that last year’s college football team standings were even on Emma’s radar. Vassar didn’t have a football team. There the school sports were things like fencing and crew team, pretty much the polar opposite of OSU. To prove her point, she pointed to a link on the screen. “Click on the rodeo team link.”
“Rodeo? Wow.” Emma leaned forward and looked far too excited.
“Emma, seriously, what do you know about rodeo?” Hell, what did Becca know about rodeo? Nothing, that’s what, and she’d be fine if it stayed that way. “I’ve worked at Vassar. I can’t apply to a school with a rodeo team.”
“Oh, who cares if there’s a rodeo team? It’s not as if they’re going to expect you to teach it, silly. The position is in the English department, right?” Emma cocked a brow.
“Yes, and that brings me to the next issue. Take a look at the course list.”
So far her sister hadn’t reacted at all as expected. Who would have guessed Emma cared about college football or rodeo? But she was confident the uninspired English curriculum would be the nail in the OSU coffin and get her sister off her back for not wanting to relocate to work there.
Emma scrolled down the web page of English course listings and nodded. “Shakespeare. That’s one of your specialties, so that’s good.”
“Fine, they have one Shakespeare course. Where’s the Chaucer? Where’s the literary interpretation of the great philosophers? Where are the Old English and the study of Beowulf in the original language? I based my thesis on the impact of fifteenth- and sixteenth-century writings on modern literature, and the only thing they offer is Shakespeare?”
“Well, maybe they have a different focus there. There’s History of the American Film.” Emma glanced up. “That looks like fun. Maybe you could spin it to be how Chaucer has influenced modern films or something like that. I think that could be really interesting.”
Becca, who’d made words her life and her career, had no more for her sister at the moment. All she could do was shake her head.
“I’ll be back.” She stood and, rather than say something she might regret, headed for the bathroom.
“I really think you should apply. Look. There’s even a link on the English department page to send in your résum é.” Emma’s voice followed her all the way down the hallway and to the other side of the condo.
“No.” Becca shut the bathroom door with enough force it should leave no doubt in Emma’s mind she didn’t want to be disturbed.
She’d find another position, eventually, and it wouldn’t be at a university that specialized in cowboys.
The ringing of the phone interrupted Becca’s new favorite daytime talk show. She frowned at the number but didn’t recognize the area code. With a sigh and one eye on the recipe the show’s guest chef was in the middle of preparing, she hit the button to answer. “Hello?”
“Dr. Hart?” An unfamiliar male voice came through the earpiece.
“Speaking.” She employed her most scholarly phone voice.
Just because she was unshowered and still in her pajamas at noon, enjoying what she’d always in the past thought of as crappy daytime television, didn’t mean she shouldn’t act professionally. No need to behave like an animal even if she didn’t know who the hell was calling her and interrupting what looked like a really good recipe she might need if she ever did decide to get dressed, go food shopping, and cook a decent meal for herself again.
“This is Mark Ross. I’m associate dean for academic programs and head of the English department at OSU. I reviewed your résumé, and we’re very interested in meeting with you about the position.”
“Uh, what?” Perhaps that response was a bit less professional than she would have liked as her brain spun trying to figure out how OSU had gotten hold of her résumé. Granted, she had polished off a bottle of wine with her sister the other night, but she hadn’t been nearly drunk enough to send her résumé and forget—
Her sister.
She stifled an angry growl. That had to be the explanation. Like pieces of a puzzle, things fell into place in her mind. She’d left Emma alone with her computer browser open to the OSU site when she’d gone to hide in the bathroom and pout. Her newly updated résumé document, clearly named as such, was saved right there on the desktop, and Emma had crazy good computer skills from her job in graphic design.
That sneaky, little—
“For the associate professor vacancy in our English department. . .” The man was trying to refresh her memory about the position he thought she’d applied for just days ago. The one, according to her reaction to his call, she’d already forgotten about. He must think she was an absolute dolt.
“Oh, yes, of course. I’m so sorry. There was something distracting me here. Um, did you say associate professor?”
“I did.”
She hadn’t reached the associate level yet at Vassar before she’d . . . left. She refused to think the word fired, and let go wasn’t much better. But OSU wanted to hire someone at the associate level and they were interested in her? She hated to admit it, but that grabbed her interest. “And you want to talk to me about the position?”
“Yes. We’d love to meet with you in person, if it’s possible.”
“In Oklahoma?” That had come out sounding a bit disparaging. She hoped he hadn’t noticed.
“Yes. I do realize you’re in New York, but I can assure you, we’d only request a live interview with a candidate we’re extremely interested in. I certainly wouldn’t make you travel all the way here otherwise. Your education and work experience are very impressive.”
Hmm, the flattery didn’t hurt. Neither did t. . .
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