ONE WAY
By Gerri Leen
"Lydia." Vesta V's AI sounded tinny in the thin atmosphere.
"Here," Lydia whispered. "Still here."
"Primary mission parameter has been met."
"Understood." This day had seemed unimaginably far away for so long. Lydia had thought she wouldn't make it. Now she wanted to go on, wanted to keep hearing Vesta's voice.
"Life support is failing."
She laughed, not caring that she was wasting air. "I know."
"Orders?"
She could have sent a message to mission control. She even could have called them, using up what little power there was for one last real-time comm with Mei. But she didn't need or want MC. And Vesta needed her. "What would you like to do, Vesta?"
"Query not understood."
"Preference. Yours." She started to cough and lowered her voice, secure that Vesta would hear her. "It's our last hurrah. Pick an interesting sector. Chart it until you have only enough power left to send the info and then transmit it back to MC."
Die, essentially, doing her job. That was what Lydia was asking her to do.
"And life support?"
"Divert to thrusters and comms. Follow secondary mission parameters."
"Keeping you alive is a secondary mission parameter, Lydia."
"Since when?"
"I amended my directives."
She closed her eyes—it was the ultimate irony that she felt closer to this machine than she did to most humans. "I appreciate that, Vesta, but I'm overruling. You have your orders."
"Understood. Charting additional sectors until power failure. Diverting life support to thrusters and comms."
"Thank you, Vesta." She could feel the air getting thinner and thought of the hypodermic needles sitting unused in the infirmary. Her sharp little fail-safes. Once her true north.
"Commander Ramirez?"
"Yes?"
"It has been an honor to serve with you."
"Same here, my friend." Getting the words out was a struggle. Fortunately, there was nothing more to say as she floated in the growing cold, trying to suffocate with dignity, watching out the viewscreen as Vesta V completed her final run.
One week earlier
"Lydia?"
Lydia was playing one of her favorite games. She paused it and said, "What, Vesta?"
"I heard Admiral Leighton give you permission to die."
"Yep."
"Are you going to do that? End your life before we run out of power?"
"Would it make you sad?"
Vesta didn't answer, so Lydia said, "Whatever you're feeling, send it back for processing with the context of this conversation. It's important to MC."
"Very well. Lydia, what is it like to die?"
"I don't know."
"But humans die. You have vast amounts of data surrounding it."
"Prior to death, yes. From those who've been brought back seemingly from it, yes. But actual death? We don't know what it's like. Going to sleep, I guess."
"I do not sleep, Lydia." There was a long silence before Vesta continued, "I have been offline for repairs. But I did not cease to exist."
"You won't cease to exist. Even at the end of this mission. You're sending back data and your own reactions, the way you've handled a variety of activities and emergencies. Those are quantifiable, much more so than my own activities. Your essence will be contained. And used. In the AIs that come after."
"I will have . . . children?"
"One way to look at it."
"I am not sure your explanation is accurate. But you are . . . kind to try to make me believe it."
The AI had come a long way. She'd sounded human just then. Did she have regrets?
Lydia could feel her own regrets creeping up on her. Natural, probably, with the end so close. She sighed, then said softly, "I wasn't kind to Rick."
"He was not kind to you. Input and response. Basic programming is universal, is it not?"
Lydia laughed. Maybe it was.
"I have never understood one thing, Lydia. You play so many games. Why am I not allowed to play them with you?"
"Because you'd wipe my ass." She laughed, but then her smile faded. Mission Control had told her that the AI wasn't to play with her. It was probably too much—too close. A level of intimacy—of some kind of touching—that would make this all the harder. "Perhaps you should send that back to MC as a scenario to explore. You sound as though you feel the lack of that sort of interaction was detrimental."
"I will send it back. I believe it was shortsighted of them to omit recreational activities from my interactions with you."
There was something in Vesta's voice—she thought maybe it was wistfulness—that made her ask, "How much life support do we have, Vesta?"
"Six days, four hours, twenty three minutes."
Not of lot of time to screw things up, then. She saved her game, then brought up a two-player backgammon board. "No dang cheating or I'm telling MC to never, ever let AIs play with crew. Go on—roll the dice. And send this interaction back with your suggestion. May as well be honest with them."
"Are you sure?"
"Go for it."
There was a moment where nothing happened on the board, then the dice rolled across the screen. A five and a one. Vesta moved one piece from the thirteenth to the seventh triangle. A relatively safe move.
"You're lucky you didn't roll double sixes or I'd have so called your ass on it."
"To attempt to control the dice in my favor would be cheating, would it not?"
"Yep. And to do it in my favor would be pity, and I don't need that."
"Understood, Lydia."
Lydia started to regret the no-pity rule as she proceeded to roll three crappy moves in a row. But Vesta didn't have much more luck, so she let it go and settled in to play with an opponent who could actually talk back.
As Lydia began to bear off her last pieces for the win, Vesta said softly, "I have enjoyed this."
"Me, too." Lydia smiled. "Best of five?"
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