In an exciting and richly moving new standalone page-turner from New York Times bestselling author Fern Michaels, an acclaimed photographer who has overcome her difficult past is suddenly faced with a test of all her courage and resilience.
In her award-winning wildlife photographs, Charlotte Gray captures all the beauty and wonder of the natural world. Far better to focus on breathtaking landscapes than to turn the lens on her own painful childhood and the uncaring mother she left behind in Florida. Piece by piece, Charlotte has built a new, independent life, one she’s eager to protect.
A chance encounter on assignment in Las Vegas sparks an intriguing relationship, and for the first time, Charlotte impulsively follows her heart. But along with love and fresh beginnings comes a trove of secrets about her new husband. And someone in his past is determined to upend Charlotte’s happiness by threatening what she cares about most.
After everything she’s weathered, Charlotte is about to face the task of rebuilding her life yet again. But this time she’s doing it with hard-won strength, experience, and the wisdom to know when to forgive, when to let go, and how to walk into the sunshine and claim the support and love she deserves . . .
Release date:
March 31, 2026
Publisher:
Kensington Books
Print pages:
256
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Golden rays of the early morning sun bathed the lush rainforest of Costa Rica in a magical glow, illuminating its vibrant flora and fauna. Charlotte Gray, an acclaimed award-winning photographer, found herself captivated by the magnificence that surrounded her. Camera in hand, she carefully composed her shots, taking in the breathtaking landscape.
Positioned near a small waterfall hidden amongst the dense foliage, Charlotte patiently waited for the perfect moment to capture the essence of Costa Rica. The sound of rushing water provided a soothing backdrop as she adjusted her camera settings, ready to freeze this stunning scene in time.
In the distance, a family of monkeys swung gracefully from branch to branch, their playful antics adding a touch of liveliness to the tranquil setting. Charlotte’s lens focused on their joyful expressions and nimble movements as she tried to encapsulate their energy and spirit.
As time progressed, Charlotte ventured deeper into the rainforest, her senses awakened by the symphony of bird-songs and the gentle rustling of leaves. She discovered a hidden clearing, where colorful butterflies danced amidst a patch of wildflowers. With each click of her camera, she recorded the delicate beauty of these fleeting creatures.
Hours passed, and the sun climbed higher in the sky, casting dappled shadows through the towering canopy. Charlotte stumbled upon a secluded riverbank shimmering in the sunlight. The water glistened like liquid silver, reflecting the surrounding ferns and palm trees. She carefully composed her shot, trying to capture the serenity of this hidden oasis.
As the day ended, Charlotte packed up her equipment, feeling a deep sense of satisfaction. She had documented moments of nature’s majesty, preserving them forever through her photography. These images would transport viewers to the enchanting landscapes of Costa Rica, allowing them to experience the same awe and wonder she felt.
It didn’t matter how often she’d been on assignment; it was always the same. The thrill of catching Mother Nature’s creatures in their element never ceased to increase her passion for the work she did.
As a professional photographer, she had traveled to many stunning locations, but there was something about this place that stirred her soul. She felt a sense of purpose and connection to the world. Nature, with all its wonders, had always been her muse. The ability to translate its magic into still images was a gift she cherished.
Beside her, Alex Banning, a fellow photographer and a dear friend, was also busy capturing the rainforest’s splendor. The rain misted down, cloaking them in a delicate veil of liquid diamonds.
“Charlotte, I’ve never seen anything quite like this,” Alex sighed as he checked the pictures in her viewfinder. “You’re going to blow everyone away with these photographs.”
Charlotte smiled, grateful for Alex’s words of encouragement. They had been friends for years, sharing a deep passion for photography and adventure since they’d met in college. Alex’s photography pal in Tampa had invited her on this assignment, knowing how much she thrived in the heart of nature; plus, he was a bit of a matchmaker. He didn’t say anything, but Charlotte could tell he hoped her and Alex’s relationship would be more than platonic. Howard Walden was a sweet old man; she’d worked with him in the past. He was quite famous in the photographer’s world.
As they continued their shoot, a sense of unease began to settle within Charlotte. She couldn’t quite place its origin, but a restlessness tugged at her. Her thoughts were a precursor to the unknown, a place that frightened her.
Suddenly, her phone vibrated in her pocket, shattering the tranquility. She fumbled to retrieve it, startled by the interruption.
Her heart skipped a beat as she read the urgent message flashing on her screen. Hurricane Ivan was barreling toward the state of Florida, and her hometown, Bonita Springs, was in its direct path.
Time froze as panic gripped her soul. Thoughts of her mother flooded her mind. Her mother was stuck on Sanibel Island in an assisted living center. What would happen to her? Feeling helpless miles away, Charlotte knew it was time to leave. Alex, sensing her distress, rushed to her side. “What’s wrong? Has something happened?”
Hurriedly, Charlotte explained the situation, a possible Cat-5 hurricane headed to Southwest Florida. “I have to go home to Florida. Mother is stuck in Sanibel, and to be honest, I’m not sure if the center told me their evacuation plan, in case of a hurricane or fire. I’m sure it’s in the paperwork they gave me, but I don’t have it. Honestly, I never bothered to read through it,” she admitted shamefully. Unbidden, another thought intruded: If I was as mean as my mother, I’d leave her there and let whatever happens happen. Charlotte shook her head, as if to push the thought away. She’d gotten past that. They’d put all the bad days behind them.
Alex nodded understandingly. “I’ll come with you. We’ll find a way back. We’ve been through hurricanes before.”
“One of the downsides of living in Florida,” Charlotte acknowledged. “I sure as hell don’t miss this part.”
They packed their gear haphazardly, abandoned their shoot, and headed to the beachfront home they shared with the crew. Charlotte’s heart raced; her mind was consumed with worry. She needed to make it back to Florida before Hurricane Ivan unleashed its fury. It took several phone calls and a few promises before Charlotte was able to secure their flight back to the States. Unfortunately, she and Alex could only find a flight to Tampa International, which meant they would have to drive south, directly toward the eye of the storm.
Early the next morning, they boarded the plane to Tampa, each lost in thought. The flight was turbulent, yet the passengers remained calm for the most part.
As they walked through the airport to their arrival gate, the tension in the air was palpable. Panic was etched on every face. The news on the airport television screens only fueled their fear. Hurricane Ivan was now a Category 4 storm, but still powerful. And it was slow-moving, which Charlotte knew was even more dangerous.
Charlotte and Alex glanced at each other, the gravity of the situation weighing heavily upon them. “I don’t like this, Alex,” she said, her voice a notch higher than normal.
“Stay with me. I promise we’ll get through this,” Alex said, and took her hand as they hurried through the airport. They were met with chaos. People were rushing to gather bottles of water and whatever snacks the airport shops offered. She thought about getting a few herself just in case, but decided it wasn’t worth the effort, as the lines were spilling out into the main terminal. She had a couple of bottles of water in her bag; she always did this out of habit, as she never knew where she might be on an assignment and might be unable to get anything to drink.
Outside, it was just as chaotic. People were screaming at the skycaps, vehicles were jammed in the pick-up lanes, and the traffic was at a standstill.
When Charlotte saw the long lines at the rental car agencies, she realized just how dire the situation was, and she felt her heart sink.
“I have a friend who I’m sure will have a car we can use,” Alex told her, as though reading her mind. “Johnathan owns an auto repair shop, Poor Guys, and he also sells a few cars on the side. I’m sure he has something we can borrow.”
“Then what are we waiting for?” she asked, feeling hopeful for the first time in hours. Charlotte couldn’t believe how tuned in he was to her thoughts and emotions, something she needed to analyze later. Their connection had changed since college. “You think he’ll let us borrow a car in all this mess?” She tossed her hand out, indicating the mass of cars that were jammed in all lanes. She’d left her SUV in long-term parking at Southwest Regional Airport in Fort Myers. Who knew if she’d ever see it again? Right now, Alex made the call and then they waited. It was two hours before Johnathan arrived in a bright red Ford F-150 pickup truck. He’d somehow managed to worm through the traffic jam and pulled alongside the curb directly in front of the airline’s check-in service area.
“I knew you’d come through, buddy,” Alex said as he and Johnathan shook hands.
“Always.”
Alex introduced Charlotte and then explained the situation to Johnathan in more detail. “I might ruin this truck—just giving you a heads-up.”
“Don’t worry about it; that’s what insurance is for. I loaded a cooler in the back, so you should be okay as far as food and drink. I added two fifteen-gallon gas cans in the back here,” he said, pointing to the truck. “I suspect you’ll run into gas shortages, as usual during a storm. If you’ll take me back to the shop, the truck is yours for as long as you need it.”
“I’ll make sure you’re compensated, Johnathan,” Charlotte said. “I can’t tell you how much this means.” Johnathan was a nice guy, just like Alex. Not too many left these days, she thought.
Johnathan’s eyes lit up when he smiled. He was a handsome man, tall with a lean, athletic build. Teeth ruler-straight, white, but not unnaturally so. She briefly wondered if he was married, but she stopped short of looking at his ring finger. Besides, not every married person wore a wedding ring.
“Thanks aren’t necessary. I owe Alex a few favors—trust me, this is small in comparison.”
Later, she would ask Alex just exactly what kind of favors he did for his friend.
As they maneuvered through the lanes of airport traffic, Charlotte’s stomach twisted with nerves. This wasn’t like her. She usually was able to handle everything that came her way. Once again, Charlotte shook her head and resolved to get her mother to safety as she felt obligated to do, and then she would return to Tampa and continue her life. It was a relief that her daughter Emma was at a soccer camp in Colorado, far away from the weather’s wrath.
The sky was a bruised palette of grays and blacks as Charlotte and Alex sped away from Tampa International Airport in Johnathan’s Ford. They dropped Johnathan off at his shop before heading south. Lots of thanks and promises were made. Charlotte hoped she could return the favor someday to both Johnathan and Alex.
With each mile they put behind them, the promise of safety seemed to dwindle. The truck wipers battled against the onslaught of rain that hammered down with relentless fury, a prelude to the chaos Hurricane Ivan promised to unleash.
Charlotte’s knuckles whitened as she gripped the handle of the borrowed truck, a sturdy thing that felt far too fragile against the howling winds. She glanced at Alex, his jaw set with determination as he navigated through the hundreds of vehicles that inched along once they reached the interstate.
Her mind raced as she and Alex drove across the increasingly treacherous roads. Rain lashed against the truck windows, and the wind threatened to blow them off I-75.
“Can you see all right?” Charlotte asked, squinting through the windshield as another gust of wind slapped a sheet of rain against it.
“Enough to know this isn’t going to be a smooth ride,” Alex replied briefly, flipping the wipers on high. The road ahead was a panorama of destruction. Power lines bowed and danced like frantic puppets before succumbing to the storm’s fury, snapping and falling across the interstate in tangled heaps of live wires sparking dangerously.
“Watch out!” Charlotte’s warning came just in time for Alex to swerve around a hulking mass that was once a billboard, now nothing more than a crumpled landmark of the hurricane’s growing wrath.
They drove on, the truck’s headlights revealing a grim procession of abandoned vehicles, some with hazard lights still blinking weakly, others silent and dark, their occupants having fled in search of safer harbor. Each one was a reminder of the urgency of their mission; her mother needed to be removed from the assisted living center before Ivan made landfall. Charlotte wondered if she should leave well enough alone concerning her relationship with her mother. As much as she wanted to, she wouldn’t expose her mother or her conscience to dwelling on the past. She’d put that behavior away a long time ago. She wasn’t that girl anymore, though there were times like now when she allowed herself to go there.
“Look over there.” Alex pointed to a line of police cars, blue and red lights strobing through the downpour. Officers in reflective vests were signaling all southbound traffic to stop. With a grimace, Alex eased the truck into the line of vehicles.
“Are they going to let us through?” Charlotte’s voice barely rose above the drumming rain.
“Let’s hope so,” Alex said, and his tone held an edge of steel. “Your mother being stranded on the island should get us through. I might have to show my Florida driver’s license to prove I’m a legal resident,” he stated.
As they inched forward, the devastation wrought by the oncoming hurricane became ever more apparent. Trees had given way to the assault, their branches strewn about like matchsticks. Signposts bent at unnatural angles, and farther on, a piece of someone’s shingles skittered across the road like a giant, misshapen leaf.
“Look at all this,” Charlotte murmured, her heart heavy with foreboding, not just for her mother but for all those in the path of the storm.
“Hey,” Alex said, reaching over squeezing her hand, “we’re going to make it to Sanibel, okay? I promised.” His eyes when they met hers were resolute, echoing the confidence in his grin.
“Okay,” she whispered back, trying to absorb some of his conviction. They moved up the line, the officer’s hand finally waving them through after Alex showed his driver’s license and explained their situation, the gravity of their journey.
The officer told them I-75 was closing soon, and they would need an alternate route. He suggested Highway 17, a road closer inland, one they were familiar with.
Charlotte didn’t speak much to Alex, as she could see he was concentrating on driving. Instead, Charlotte’s thoughts focused on her history with her mother. They never had a normal mother/daughter relationship. She didn’t even know what a normal relationship was until she was in the fifth grade. And this was only after she’d spent the night with her best friend, Rhonda Davies. Rhonda’s mother was very friendly and affectionate to Charlotte. She made them breakfast every time Charlotte spent the night, and to this day Charlotte remembers what they ate: homemade waffles with bacon. And they drank fresh-squeezed orange juice made from Rhonda’s family’s orange trees in their backyard. Later they’d take the bus to Gulf Coast Center Mall, where they’d spend the day shopping. She remembered the necklaces they’d purchased at Claire’s. They read BESTIES FOREVER. She still had hers to this very day.
Alex turned on the radio so they could listen for any weather updates. The announcer’s voice was laced with concern. “People of Southwest Florida, although they are accustomed to occasional storms due to their geographical location, had best prepare for Hurricane Ivan, as he’s a big guy. Residents are boarding up their homes and gathering essential supplies, fearing the worst.” He went on to suggest stores that still had cases of water and gas stations that were still open.
Charlotte glanced at the gas gauge. “We’re okay in the fuel department?”
Alex nodded. “Yeah, we’re good, plus we’ve got plenty in the cans.”
She’d forgotten about those. “Johnathan’s a thoughtful guy,” she remarked. She wanted to ask what favor Alex did for Johnathan that warranted all this, but it wasn’t the time. He’d been a great friend to her, and she knew there was a possible chance their relationship might go further, but right now wasn’t the time for thoughts of a future relationship.
As the skies darkened and ominous clouds loomed overhead, her anxiety heightened. She took a deep breath. The last thing Alex needed was her acting like a frightened idiot.
Strong gusts of wind tossed debris through the air. Rain poured heavily, obscuring visibility, turning the road into a treacherous waterway.
Highway 17 took them through Haines City, an old citrus town where one could smell the sweet scent of orange blossoms when driving through the small town during the spring. Charlotte had been through Haines City a few times during her secret drives to and from Florida. Sadly, now she recalled how she’d never bothered to make a stop at her childhood home on those visits to Florida. Her mother would’ve been enraged had she known she’d been in town and hadn’t bothered to visit. Charlotte’s thoughts were all over the place. She wondered if the orange trees would survive, and imagined how many folks would be out of a job as Mother Nature battered the small town.
The truck crawled slowly down the highway into a scene of devastation. Charlotte wondered what would be left after the storm. She could imagine the old houses they passed would be reduced to piles of rubble, reminiscent of a war zone if the winds didn’t ease up soon. The streets would be filled with downed power lines and twisted metal, an eerie testament to the storm’s furious rampage. The sound of sirens wailing in the distance made her realize people could, and most likely would, lose their lives. She said a silent prayer that they would reach Sanibel before the full force of the hurricane made landfall.
The Past
Only one month until graduation, and Charlotte couldn’t wait to get the hell out of Florida. Mostly, to get away from her hateful witch of a mother. They fought constantly, and Charlotte knew if she didn’t get away, she would end up just like her: bitter, hateful, and angry. Her mother often reminded Charlotte how some bad decisions ruined her life. She told Charlotte almost daily if she hadn’t been knocked up, her life would have been so much better. A real self-esteem builder, Charlotte always thought. She didn’t care; let her say what she wanted.
Charlotte had saved every dime she earned at Photo Mart, where she developed film and transferred VHS tapes to CDs. She was applying for a national scholarship offered by the Savannah College of Art and Design. She doubted she would be accepted, but Mr. Baker, who owned the Photo Mart, told her it wouldn’t hurt to apply. He’d seen most of her photos, since he allowed her to develop them at the store when she finished her work. He said she was a natural.
Charlotte thought of him as the father she never had. Her own dad had died when she was only three, so she had no real memories of him. There were no photos at home, no picture albums to search through. Each time she asked her mother, Elsbeth—or Elsie, as her mother preferred—about his death, she clammed up and told Charlotte to shut the hell up. He’s dead. If you want to dig up the past, go to Memorial Gardens with a shovel. You’ll find Charles Gray dead as a doornail. “Crude” didn’t begin to describe her mother.
Having no family, other than her mother, Charlotte was determined to make her life matter, even if no one cared enough to acknowledge her. Family, to her, was very overrated.
Charlotte tucked the envelope into her backpack with the care that belied her indifferent posture.
“Make sure you double-check the address,” Mr. Baker called from behind a stack of photo orders, his voice carrying the subtle warmth he reserved for his mentorship moments. Charlotte nodded without looking up.
“Thanks, Mr. Bake. . .
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