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"EXCELLENT... WITH ITS INTRICATE PLOT, COMPELLING CHARACTERS, AND BOMBSHELL DENOUEMENT, THIS UNSETTLING ENZO FILES INSTALLMENT IS A MUST-READ" --Publisher's Weekly, Starred Review
A crime scene frozen in time, a hostile local population, and a cryptic set of clues make this one of Enzo's most challenging cases.
In a fascinating development, Enzo learns that the man's study--the scene of the crime--has been completely untouched ever since.
In the claustrophobic environment of the island's close-knit community, where the locals have no desire to see this painful case reopened, Macleod must try to find clues in plain sight that earlier investigators missed.
In the claustrophobic environment of the island's close-knit community, where the locals have no desire to see this painful case reopened, Macleod must try to find clues in plain sight that earlier investigators missed.
Complicating matters are the man's attractive widow, who yearns for closure, and a man who was accused and acquitted of having committed the crime--who still remains the best suspect.
Release date: July 11, 2013
Publisher: Quercus Publishing
Print pages: 384
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Peter May
CHAPTER EIGHT
The Auberge du Pêcheur occupied a three-storey whitewashed building above the Eco-Museum, on the curve of the hill as it rose steeply up from Port Tudy towards Le Bourg. A hand-written menu chalked on a blackboard leaned against maroon doors in the yellow light of a coach lamp over the entrance. Heads turned curious eyes in the direction of the door as Enzo ushered Jane in ahead of him. A waitress in jeans and a knitted top led them to their table past tables and shelves crowded with island bric-à-brac: ceramic seagulls; pewter pots; an enormous, traditional, Groisillon cafetiére called a grek. Painted boats and seascapes hung on cream walls crowded with brass and glass and uplit by dozens of small table lamps.
Diners occupied several tables in the restaurant, and Enzo doubted if there was a single one of them who didn’t know who they were. With the possible exception of a young couple in hiking boots and heavy sweaters, anoraks over the backs of their chairs, who looked as if they could be late-season tourists on a walking holiday. There was an audible lull in conversation as Enzo and Jane took their seats, and interested ears strained to hear what they might say. Enzo took some satisfaction from the realisation that whatever discernible conversation might ensue between Jane and himself, it would be in English and unlikely to be understood.
‘They do wonderful seafood here,’ Jane said. ‘If you’re into that.’
Enzo smiled. ‘I am.’
The waitress brought a chalkboard menu to their table and sat it up on a chair for them to read. Her eyes lingered for a moment on Enzo, then she smiled. ‘Nice to see you again, Madame Killian,’ she said in French. Jane just smiled and said nothing, and the waitress left them to make their choice.
‘The prawns are always good. And the dorade.’
‘Then I’ll have prawns for an entrée, and dorade for my main course.’
Jane grinned. ‘Now I’ll feel bad if you don’t like them.’
‘Don’t worry, I’ll pretend I do, even if I don’t.’
She laughed, and some of the tension seemed to leave her. ‘Such a gentleman.’
‘Shall I choose a wine?’
‘Please.’
Enzo cast his eyes over the wine list and picked out a 2005 Mémoire Blanc from Château Clément Termes. When they had ordered, he rested his chin on interlocked hands and looked appraisingly at Jane Killian. ‘How come an attractive woman like you never remarried, Jane?’
She seemed to think about it for a long time. Perhaps deciding whether or not to speak the truth, or whether to brush his question aside, some superficial response to satisfy his curiosity. In the end her reply, Enzo was sure, came from the heart. ‘They say that for every one of us, somewhere in the world, there is the perfect partner. They also say that most people never get to find theirs. I was lucky. When Peter came along, I knew I had met mine.’
‘How did you meet?’
‘Oh, it wasn’t anything very exciting. We were both at Edinburgh University. Peter was from London. I came from Bristol. Edinburgh wasn’t either of our first choices, but that’s where we both ended up. As if fate had decided it for us.’
‘You believe in fate, then?’
She smiled. ‘No. But sometimes it’s nice to think that something so right has been planned. That we actually do mean something in the great scheme of things.’
The wine arrived, and the waitress filled each of their glasses.
‘Peter had always been interested in charity work. He was a great believer in the individual making a difference in the world. I never understood, after all that he saw and experienced, how he ever managed to hold on to that belief. He came back sometimes from his trips, usually to Africa, with stories that reduced him to tears in the telling. He saw awful things, Mr Macleod. Hunger, disease, war. Terrible suffering on an unimaginable scale. And still he thought he could make a difference. For a few, maybe he did.’
‘You were never tempted to join him?’
‘I didn’t have his strength. In the face of such suffering, I think you have to remain resolutely dispassionate in order to be able to help. I would have been far too emotional, completely useless. Somehow Peter never let it affect him. Until afterwards. In the field he was only ever totally practical. He saved his tears for me. And in a strange sort of way, that made me feel very special. Admitted to a place in the very heart of him that no one else ever reached.’ She looked very directly at Enzo. ‘So you see, Mr Macleod, there was no way I could ever replace him.’
‘It’s Enzo,’ Enzo said. ‘Not even my students call me Monsieur Macleod.’ He sipped his wine and let the smoky vanilla flavour slip back over his tongue. ‘So how did you fill your life during his long absences?’
‘I had my career. In publishing. Very prosaic, I’m afraid. I got to live my life vicariously through the authors we published. And through Peter, of course. How I wish we’d had the Internet in those days. It would have been so much easier to keep in touch. And I might have had a more enduring record of our conversations. These days I keep every email I send and receive. As if keeping a record of my life might give it some meaning.’ She laughed, but too late to hide the bitterness.
From the moment he had met her, Enzo had sensed an emotional charge within her, almost like a controlled explosion, a part of herself on which she kept the lid firmly shut. Now, for the first time, he felt the force of that charge escaping, involuntary words betraying her disappointment with life and a feeling of self-pity.
‘Are you still in publishing?’
‘I work for a small house in east London. One of the few independent publishers left. But I’m not sure how much longer we can survive. Most of the small houses have been gobbled up by the conglomerates. Sales and profit are the only criteria that apply these days. Quality and diversity are dirty words in publishing.’
It was the same bitterness that had seeped out of her just moments earlier. This was a woman, Enzo realised, who had simply never been able to put her life back on the rails after the death of her husband and the telephone call that presaged the murder of his father. If fate had indeed brought her and her perfect partner together, then it had also torn her life asunder. And perhaps the only comfort she could take from the thought was that, after all, she really did mean something in the great scheme of things.
Almost as if she sensed his perception of her, she smiled, a wry smile dissipating the bitterness and self-pity. ‘But I really do try not to think too much about such things, Enzo. I don’t want to end up a bitter and twisted old widow.’ Almost as if she feared that’s exactly what she’d become.
The prawns arrived and for a few minutes became the focus of Enzo’s attention, soft flesh dissolving in a creamy garlic sauce to be washed over by more Mémoire. When he looked up again, he found Jane watching him. ‘Interesting eyes. One brown, one blue.’
‘Waardenburg Syndrome. Which also gives me the silver stripe in my hair.’
She nodded. ‘So what was it that brought you to France, Enzo?’ But before he could answer she added, ‘Curious name for a Scotsman.’
‘Italian mother. It’s short for Lorenzo.’
‘Ah.’
‘The ferry.’
She frowned her confusion. ‘What?’
‘You asked me what brought me to France. Sealink ferry from Dover to Calais, then a ten-hour drive down to Cahors.’ He saw dimples materialise in her cheeks as she pursed her lips, and he grinned. ‘I’m sorry. It was a woman, of course. A French woman. That perfect partner that fate reserves for the lucky few, then takes away again – just so you don’t get the idea that you’re something special.’
‘Oh.’ Her smile faded instantly. ‘What happened?’
‘She died in childbirth.’
‘How long ago was that?
‘My daughter has not long turned twenty-two.’
‘I’m so sorry.’
He shrugged. ‘I was, too. But it’s a long time ago now. I always think I’ve put it behind me. But every time my daughter has a birthday, I’m reminded that it’s the anniversary of her mother’s death. I’d love to just let it pass, but you can hardly ignore your baby’s birthday, can you?’
‘You never remarried?’
He sipped his wine and glanced at her over his glass. ‘No.’ He was aware of the similarities between them.
‘Why not?’
‘Do I really need to answer that, Jane? You did it yourself.’
She nodded, and he realised that perhaps the only reason he had divined the bitterness and self-pity in Jane was because they were things he recognised in himself. They shared a moment of silent empathy before she abruptly changed the subject.
‘How did you get involved in solving the cold cases in Raffin’s book?’
He shook his head and grinned. ‘Because I was an idiot. I worked as a forensic scientist in Scotland, Jane, but had to give it up when I came to France. I ended up teaching. Solving Raffin’s cold cases started out as a bet. I’d kept myself up to date with the latest developments in forensics, and figured that new science applied to old cases could bring new results.’
‘With a hundred per cent success rate to date, I’m told.’
Enzo inclined his head. ‘It’s never quite that simple. And there are some cases in which science plays little or no part.’ He hesitated for a moment. ‘Don’t raise your hopes too high. I’m not sure I can live up to them.’
She nodded. ‘In a way I have no expectations at all. After all this time, and the number of people who’ve come and looked and left none the wiser, it seems to me that whatever it was Papa wanted Peter to know, only Peter could divine.’ She sat back as the waitress came and took their plates, and waited until they were alone again. ‘They were terribly close, Peter and his father. Much closer than I ever was to either of my parents. In a way they were hard to separate. Peter was like a clone of his father, which I suppose is why I felt such an affinity with his Papa. And why I took his death almost as badly. One came so hard on the heels of the other it was almost too much to bear. The only thing that kept me focused during those dark days was the promise he forced me to make during that phone call. It was the reason I had to carry on.’
And it occurred to Enzo that if keeping her promise is what had motivated her to get through that time, the fulfilment of it might leave a hole in her life that could be very hard to fill. And that while desperate to be free, finally, of what she had earlier described as a curse, that freedom might also steal away her only raison d’être. She was an intelligent woman. And it was a dichotomy, he was sure, of which she was only too aware.
Enzo’s fish arrived. Pan-fried whole dorade. Soft, moist flesh, butter, garlic, crumbling floury potatoes. And it took all his attention, separating white flakes from fine bones, as they ate in silence until looking up to exchange smiles of shared pleasure.
‘That was great,’ Enzo said. And after the cold and the rain, he felt almost restored. But he waited until their coffees arrived before asking the question that had been on his mind for some days. ‘The thing,’ he said, ‘that has bothered me most since I first read about this case, was why anyone would bother to murder a terminally ill man.’
But Jane just shrugged. ‘I’m not sure that many people knew he was dying. Relatives and close friends, really. It’s not exactly the sort of thing you advertise.’
‘No.’ Enzo knew only too well from his brief experience of being diagnosed with a terminal illness that it was not something you wanted to share. It was almost as if by acknowledging it, you were accepting it. ‘Who did know, then?’
‘I don’t know exactly. His doctor, obviously. Peter and I. And I don’t know who else he might have told. Certainly not Kerjean. Papa didn’t really have what you would call close friends on the island. People knew him. He was regarded as something of an eccentric, I think. But he wasn’t a man with an active social life and, after the diagnosis, he went out less and less.’
To Enzo’s surprise, when they stepped out into the street, the rain had stopped. It had seemed as if it were set to last for days. But unexpectedly the sky had cleared, and stars crusted its inky firmament like frost on black ice. Jane had loaned him one of Killian’s scarves, and he tightened it around his neck as they walked down the hill towards the harbour, breath billowing around their heads. The soft feel of it brought him in contact once again with the man whose death he had come to resolve. There was a smell from the scarf that he had noticed when she first gave it to him. A slightly stale, slightly perfumed smell. But masculine. Something that spoke of body sweat and aftershave. A long, lingering reminder of a man whose life had been so brutally taken all those years before. A presence that he had left on this earth, long after his passing. And, in an odd way, it connected him to Enzo. Made it personal somehow. As if the old man had bequeathed a message to him, too.
As they passed the Eco-Museum on their right, the harbour opened up below them, bathed in a wash of moonlight that shone on every wet surface, as if all had been newly painted and the paint had not yet dried.
Rows of sailing boats tethered along the quay clunked and bumped and rocked on the gentle swell of the inner harbour, the air filled with the sound of metal cables clattering against steel masts. Lights from the hotels and cafés that lined the harbour row reflected on the black waters of the bay, broken by its ruffled surface into myriad splinters that flashed and vanished, moments in eternity only fractionally less brief than the lives of men.
But although the rain had gone, the air was cold. A sharp, biting cold, laden with the portent of overnight frost and icy roads. Enzo was surprised to feel Jane slide her arm through his, and thought how natural it felt. Two people sharing warmth on a cold night, tragic lives that had led them to this place and time, and a mystery that had already begun to wrap its icy fingers around him after haunting her for half a lifetime.
He felt a sense of destiny in this, that he had not experienced in previous cases. And he wondered if, perhaps, it was his destiny this time to fail.
‘You must have been over thirty, then, when you met your French lady,’ Jane said suddenly.
‘Yes. Just past my thirtieth birthday. We met at an international convention on forensic science in Nice.’
‘And you’d been single up until then?’
‘No. I was married when I met Pascale.’
‘Oh. So you left your wife for her.’
‘Yes.’ Enzo half turned to catch her expression out of the corner of his eye, wondering if she disapproved. But if she did, there was nothing in her face, or her voice, to betray it.
‘A good thing there were no children, then.’
Enzo hesitated almost imperceptibly. ‘I had a seven-year-old daughter. Kirsty.’ Without taking his eyes from the street ahead, he was aware of her head turning to look at him.
‘And?’
‘She spent most of the next twenty years of her life hating me for it.’
‘Still?’
‘No. In the end we managed to put it behind us.’ And he deftly changed the focus of their conversation. ‘How about you? Did you and Peter not have any children?’
‘We were too busy.’ And he heard that bitterness creeping once again into her voice. ‘He with his charity work. Me with my career. We were still young. Had our whole lives ahead of us, after all. Plenty of time for children.’ He turned his head to meet her gaze directly as they reached her car. ‘It’s the biggest regret of my life, Enzo. I could have had children with someone else, of course. But I didn’t want to. I wanted Peter’s children.’ She pressed the remote on her key ring and unlocked the car. ‘You’re a lucky man.’ And she opened the driver’s door and slipped behind the wheel.
The annex felt even colder than when Jane had shown him around earlier. The light thrown out by the naked bulb in the stairwell seemed more depressing than he remembered it, devoid of any warmth. He lifted one weary leg after the other to climb the stairs. They had sat talking for nearly an hour in the house when they got back, and two large whiskies later Enzo could barely keep his eyes open. And so he had said goodnight and walked across the sodden lawn, feeling the ground squelch beneath his weight, wetting his shoes and chilling his feet.
Moonlight fell at an angle through the dormer, lying in a bright slab across the floor and the bed, and he resisted the temptation to put on the electric light. The room glowed in the light of the moon. He took a moment to set up his laptop computer on the dressing table, plugging in the 3G USB stick that would connect him to the Internet and allow him to check his email. Then he undressed himself hurriedly in the cold, anxious to slip beneath the blankets, even though he knew that the sheets would be frigid, possibly damp, and that sleep could be a long time coming, in spite of his fatigue.
As he tossed the last of his clothes onto a chair and prepared himself for the icy plunge, he saw a light come on in an upstairs window of the house opposite. He could see a washed-out patterned paper on the far wall of the room it exposed, then after a moment, Jane moved through his field of vision, disappearing momentarily, before returning to stand within the frame of the window, pulling her shirt up and over her head to reveal pale skin and a black bra. She bent over to slide her jeans down over slender thighs, stepping out of them, and straightening up to expose the skimpy black thong she wore beneath them.
She half turned, and he saw the curve of her buttocks, and felt guilty suddenly, like a voyeur, or a peeping Tom. He turned away from the window to throw back the covers on his bed, trying to keep his eyes averted. But he couldn’t resist a final glance, only to see her silhouette filling the frame as she advanced to swing the internal shutters closed, to keep in the light and shut out the night. And Enzo. Almost as if she knew he was watching. Almost as if she hoped he might be.
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
Pale blue paint covered the walls of the Servat’s living room, with the woodwork around the door and windows picked out in white. A shelf that ran around the room just above the level of the door groaned with traditional greks of all shapes and colours and sizes.
‘They were my father’s,’ Elisabeth said, following Enzo’s eye. ‘It took him a lifetime to collect them, and I couldn’t bear to throw them out when he died.’
Alain laughed. ‘I leave the dusting of them to her.’
The girls had been packed off to bed, and the adults had consumed steaming bowls of hot winter soup in the dining room, along with thick chunks of homemade bread and salted Breton butter. Enzo was drying out now in front of the fire, his good humour and sense of well-being somewhat restored. It was hard not to mellow under the warmth of the doctor and his wife, and their obvious affection for each other.
Alain poured the whiskies from an antique drinks cabinet with glass doors that revealed a stunning line-up of Scots and Irish whiskies. ‘It’s something of a passion,’ he said. ‘And I collect the empties, too. One day Primel and the girls will inherit them and not have the heart to throw them out.’
‘Just don’t expect any of the children to dust them,’ Elisabeth said. ‘And I’m not sure that any of them will be as sentimental as us. I can see most of the contents of the house being sold off at the local brocante.’
‘Never!’ Alain chuckled. ‘They’ve got their mother’s hoarding genes. They might pack them away in the attic, but they’ll never part with them.’ He handed Enzo a glass well charged with pale amber. ‘I don’t know if you’ve ever tasted this one. It comes from the smallest distillery in Scotland. Edradour. I won’t tell you how much it cost me, because Elisabeth is listening, but it was worth every centime.’ He and Elisabeth exchanged smiles, and he handed her a glass before pouring one for himself. Elisabeth settled herself on the settee, and Alain stood warming himself in front of the fire and raised his glass. ‘Slàinte mhath,’ he said.
Enzo raised an eyebrow in surprise. ‘You know your Scots Gaelic.’
‘You can’t drink good Scotch whisky without knowing how to make a proper toast with it.’
Enzo raised his own glass. ‘Slàinte,’ he said. Elisabeth echoed the toast and all three sipped at their liquid gold. Enzo felt the sweetness emerging slowly from behind the burn, the rich, aromatic flavour of malted barley from the Scottish glens. ‘Mmmh. This is a good whisky.’
Alain beamed his pleasure and took another sip of his own. ‘So how is your investigation going, Monsieur Macleod?’
Enzo pulled a face. ‘Very slowly, doctor. In fact, the more I learn, the less I seem to know. I am still wrestling with the whole question of whether or not Thibaud Kerjean was involved.’
‘Do you think he was?’ Elisabeth asked.
Enzo shook his head. ‘I really don’t know. Judging by the evidence presented in court, the jury was right not to convict. On the other hand, if the police had done their job properly at the time, he would probably have spent the last eighteen years in prison.’
‘So you do think he did it?’ Alain said.
‘I think there is some pretty damning evidence against him.’ Enzo took thoughtful sips of his whisky. ‘But also plenty of room for doubt.’ He laughed. ‘As I said, I am getting nowhere very fast. Do you know the man yourself?’
Alain shrugged. ‘I’ve encountered him once or twice. Can’t say he made a very good impression on me. But he was old Doctor Gassman’s patient, and when Gassman retired another doctor in the practice took over the Kerjean file. I have only seen him, professionally, on very rare occasions. Socially, never.’ He looked towards his wife. ‘How about you darling?’
She nodded. ‘Yes, I had dealings with him a couple of times when I was nursing at the clinic. An unpleasant sort of man.’
Enzo turned towards the doctor’s wife. ‘Oh, yes, I’d forgotten. The receptionist said you’d worked at the clinic.’
‘Only for a short while, a very long time ago, when Alain and I were first married and he was the new kid on the block in the practice. I stayed on for a while after Primel was born. My mother was a big help looking after the baby. But with Alain’s hours, and mine, it just wasn’t practical, and in the end I gave it up.’ She smiled, almost sadly. ‘I always promised myself I’d go back to nursing when he got older. But then we had the girls, and I’m still in demand as a mum.’
Alain smiled fondly at his wife. ‘She’s more than just a nurse you know, Monsieur Macleod. She’s a trained physical therapist. We could do with her back.’
She returned his smile. ‘Maybe. Once the girls have gone to university. We’ll see.’
Alain threw back his head and roared with laughter. ‘On verra, on verra.’ He turned towards Enzo. ‘It’s been the same refrain all our married life. We’ll see, we’ll see. And when Elisabeth says “we’ll see”, it means you can bet your shirt on it. I remember once, many moons ago, we sat talking in this very room about the possibility of having more children. Primel was proving quite a handful at the time. And all Elisabeth said was, “we’ll see”. As you’ve seen for yourself, one became three. Without any further discussion, I might add.’
Elisabeth grinned. ‘It’s a woman’s prerogative to prevaricate in the beginning and decide for herself in the end.’ She sipped at her whisky. ‘Without any further discussion. And, anyway, you don’t make babies by discussing it.’ She and Alain exchanged another smile, then she laid down her glass. ‘I’d better go and see to old Émile.’
When she had gone, Alain took Enzo’s glass and refilled it, along with his own. He sat down in the space she had vacated, as if needing somehow to feel close to her when she wasn’t there, drawing on the warmth she had left behind. ‘We were in the same class at school, you know, and I fancied her from the first time I set eyes on her.’ He chuckled at the memory. ‘I managed to get myself a place at the desk beside her, and used to walk her home after school. Until she got glasses, that is. Ugly, blue-rimmed things. And braces on her teeth. I went right off her then.’ He laughed. ‘Poor Elisabeth. She went from beautiful swan to ugly duckling in the space of a month, and couldn’t understand why I wouldn’t talk to her anymore.’ He shook his head. ‘Children can be so cruel.’
Enzo’s smile was tinged with sadness. These were two people who so obviously adored each other, even after more than twenty years of marriage. He thought how different his own life might have been had Pascale lived. How many more children they might have had together. A tiny worm of envy worked its way into his thoughts, and he had to shake himself free of it. He said, ‘Evidently she dispensed with the glasses and the braces, and you got back together when she turned into a swan again.’
‘Oh, it was an off and on thing right through primary school, college, the lycée. It wasn’t until I was leaving for medical school, and we faced the prospect of permanent separation, that we came to our senses and realised we didn’t really want to be apa. . .
The Auberge du Pêcheur occupied a three-storey whitewashed building above the Eco-Museum, on the curve of the hill as it rose steeply up from Port Tudy towards Le Bourg. A hand-written menu chalked on a blackboard leaned against maroon doors in the yellow light of a coach lamp over the entrance. Heads turned curious eyes in the direction of the door as Enzo ushered Jane in ahead of him. A waitress in jeans and a knitted top led them to their table past tables and shelves crowded with island bric-à-brac: ceramic seagulls; pewter pots; an enormous, traditional, Groisillon cafetiére called a grek. Painted boats and seascapes hung on cream walls crowded with brass and glass and uplit by dozens of small table lamps.
Diners occupied several tables in the restaurant, and Enzo doubted if there was a single one of them who didn’t know who they were. With the possible exception of a young couple in hiking boots and heavy sweaters, anoraks over the backs of their chairs, who looked as if they could be late-season tourists on a walking holiday. There was an audible lull in conversation as Enzo and Jane took their seats, and interested ears strained to hear what they might say. Enzo took some satisfaction from the realisation that whatever discernible conversation might ensue between Jane and himself, it would be in English and unlikely to be understood.
‘They do wonderful seafood here,’ Jane said. ‘If you’re into that.’
Enzo smiled. ‘I am.’
The waitress brought a chalkboard menu to their table and sat it up on a chair for them to read. Her eyes lingered for a moment on Enzo, then she smiled. ‘Nice to see you again, Madame Killian,’ she said in French. Jane just smiled and said nothing, and the waitress left them to make their choice.
‘The prawns are always good. And the dorade.’
‘Then I’ll have prawns for an entrée, and dorade for my main course.’
Jane grinned. ‘Now I’ll feel bad if you don’t like them.’
‘Don’t worry, I’ll pretend I do, even if I don’t.’
She laughed, and some of the tension seemed to leave her. ‘Such a gentleman.’
‘Shall I choose a wine?’
‘Please.’
Enzo cast his eyes over the wine list and picked out a 2005 Mémoire Blanc from Château Clément Termes. When they had ordered, he rested his chin on interlocked hands and looked appraisingly at Jane Killian. ‘How come an attractive woman like you never remarried, Jane?’
She seemed to think about it for a long time. Perhaps deciding whether or not to speak the truth, or whether to brush his question aside, some superficial response to satisfy his curiosity. In the end her reply, Enzo was sure, came from the heart. ‘They say that for every one of us, somewhere in the world, there is the perfect partner. They also say that most people never get to find theirs. I was lucky. When Peter came along, I knew I had met mine.’
‘How did you meet?’
‘Oh, it wasn’t anything very exciting. We were both at Edinburgh University. Peter was from London. I came from Bristol. Edinburgh wasn’t either of our first choices, but that’s where we both ended up. As if fate had decided it for us.’
‘You believe in fate, then?’
She smiled. ‘No. But sometimes it’s nice to think that something so right has been planned. That we actually do mean something in the great scheme of things.’
The wine arrived, and the waitress filled each of their glasses.
‘Peter had always been interested in charity work. He was a great believer in the individual making a difference in the world. I never understood, after all that he saw and experienced, how he ever managed to hold on to that belief. He came back sometimes from his trips, usually to Africa, with stories that reduced him to tears in the telling. He saw awful things, Mr Macleod. Hunger, disease, war. Terrible suffering on an unimaginable scale. And still he thought he could make a difference. For a few, maybe he did.’
‘You were never tempted to join him?’
‘I didn’t have his strength. In the face of such suffering, I think you have to remain resolutely dispassionate in order to be able to help. I would have been far too emotional, completely useless. Somehow Peter never let it affect him. Until afterwards. In the field he was only ever totally practical. He saved his tears for me. And in a strange sort of way, that made me feel very special. Admitted to a place in the very heart of him that no one else ever reached.’ She looked very directly at Enzo. ‘So you see, Mr Macleod, there was no way I could ever replace him.’
‘It’s Enzo,’ Enzo said. ‘Not even my students call me Monsieur Macleod.’ He sipped his wine and let the smoky vanilla flavour slip back over his tongue. ‘So how did you fill your life during his long absences?’
‘I had my career. In publishing. Very prosaic, I’m afraid. I got to live my life vicariously through the authors we published. And through Peter, of course. How I wish we’d had the Internet in those days. It would have been so much easier to keep in touch. And I might have had a more enduring record of our conversations. These days I keep every email I send and receive. As if keeping a record of my life might give it some meaning.’ She laughed, but too late to hide the bitterness.
From the moment he had met her, Enzo had sensed an emotional charge within her, almost like a controlled explosion, a part of herself on which she kept the lid firmly shut. Now, for the first time, he felt the force of that charge escaping, involuntary words betraying her disappointment with life and a feeling of self-pity.
‘Are you still in publishing?’
‘I work for a small house in east London. One of the few independent publishers left. But I’m not sure how much longer we can survive. Most of the small houses have been gobbled up by the conglomerates. Sales and profit are the only criteria that apply these days. Quality and diversity are dirty words in publishing.’
It was the same bitterness that had seeped out of her just moments earlier. This was a woman, Enzo realised, who had simply never been able to put her life back on the rails after the death of her husband and the telephone call that presaged the murder of his father. If fate had indeed brought her and her perfect partner together, then it had also torn her life asunder. And perhaps the only comfort she could take from the thought was that, after all, she really did mean something in the great scheme of things.
Almost as if she sensed his perception of her, she smiled, a wry smile dissipating the bitterness and self-pity. ‘But I really do try not to think too much about such things, Enzo. I don’t want to end up a bitter and twisted old widow.’ Almost as if she feared that’s exactly what she’d become.
The prawns arrived and for a few minutes became the focus of Enzo’s attention, soft flesh dissolving in a creamy garlic sauce to be washed over by more Mémoire. When he looked up again, he found Jane watching him. ‘Interesting eyes. One brown, one blue.’
‘Waardenburg Syndrome. Which also gives me the silver stripe in my hair.’
She nodded. ‘So what was it that brought you to France, Enzo?’ But before he could answer she added, ‘Curious name for a Scotsman.’
‘Italian mother. It’s short for Lorenzo.’
‘Ah.’
‘The ferry.’
She frowned her confusion. ‘What?’
‘You asked me what brought me to France. Sealink ferry from Dover to Calais, then a ten-hour drive down to Cahors.’ He saw dimples materialise in her cheeks as she pursed her lips, and he grinned. ‘I’m sorry. It was a woman, of course. A French woman. That perfect partner that fate reserves for the lucky few, then takes away again – just so you don’t get the idea that you’re something special.’
‘Oh.’ Her smile faded instantly. ‘What happened?’
‘She died in childbirth.’
‘How long ago was that?
‘My daughter has not long turned twenty-two.’
‘I’m so sorry.’
He shrugged. ‘I was, too. But it’s a long time ago now. I always think I’ve put it behind me. But every time my daughter has a birthday, I’m reminded that it’s the anniversary of her mother’s death. I’d love to just let it pass, but you can hardly ignore your baby’s birthday, can you?’
‘You never remarried?’
He sipped his wine and glanced at her over his glass. ‘No.’ He was aware of the similarities between them.
‘Why not?’
‘Do I really need to answer that, Jane? You did it yourself.’
She nodded, and he realised that perhaps the only reason he had divined the bitterness and self-pity in Jane was because they were things he recognised in himself. They shared a moment of silent empathy before she abruptly changed the subject.
‘How did you get involved in solving the cold cases in Raffin’s book?’
He shook his head and grinned. ‘Because I was an idiot. I worked as a forensic scientist in Scotland, Jane, but had to give it up when I came to France. I ended up teaching. Solving Raffin’s cold cases started out as a bet. I’d kept myself up to date with the latest developments in forensics, and figured that new science applied to old cases could bring new results.’
‘With a hundred per cent success rate to date, I’m told.’
Enzo inclined his head. ‘It’s never quite that simple. And there are some cases in which science plays little or no part.’ He hesitated for a moment. ‘Don’t raise your hopes too high. I’m not sure I can live up to them.’
She nodded. ‘In a way I have no expectations at all. After all this time, and the number of people who’ve come and looked and left none the wiser, it seems to me that whatever it was Papa wanted Peter to know, only Peter could divine.’ She sat back as the waitress came and took their plates, and waited until they were alone again. ‘They were terribly close, Peter and his father. Much closer than I ever was to either of my parents. In a way they were hard to separate. Peter was like a clone of his father, which I suppose is why I felt such an affinity with his Papa. And why I took his death almost as badly. One came so hard on the heels of the other it was almost too much to bear. The only thing that kept me focused during those dark days was the promise he forced me to make during that phone call. It was the reason I had to carry on.’
And it occurred to Enzo that if keeping her promise is what had motivated her to get through that time, the fulfilment of it might leave a hole in her life that could be very hard to fill. And that while desperate to be free, finally, of what she had earlier described as a curse, that freedom might also steal away her only raison d’être. She was an intelligent woman. And it was a dichotomy, he was sure, of which she was only too aware.
Enzo’s fish arrived. Pan-fried whole dorade. Soft, moist flesh, butter, garlic, crumbling floury potatoes. And it took all his attention, separating white flakes from fine bones, as they ate in silence until looking up to exchange smiles of shared pleasure.
‘That was great,’ Enzo said. And after the cold and the rain, he felt almost restored. But he waited until their coffees arrived before asking the question that had been on his mind for some days. ‘The thing,’ he said, ‘that has bothered me most since I first read about this case, was why anyone would bother to murder a terminally ill man.’
But Jane just shrugged. ‘I’m not sure that many people knew he was dying. Relatives and close friends, really. It’s not exactly the sort of thing you advertise.’
‘No.’ Enzo knew only too well from his brief experience of being diagnosed with a terminal illness that it was not something you wanted to share. It was almost as if by acknowledging it, you were accepting it. ‘Who did know, then?’
‘I don’t know exactly. His doctor, obviously. Peter and I. And I don’t know who else he might have told. Certainly not Kerjean. Papa didn’t really have what you would call close friends on the island. People knew him. He was regarded as something of an eccentric, I think. But he wasn’t a man with an active social life and, after the diagnosis, he went out less and less.’
To Enzo’s surprise, when they stepped out into the street, the rain had stopped. It had seemed as if it were set to last for days. But unexpectedly the sky had cleared, and stars crusted its inky firmament like frost on black ice. Jane had loaned him one of Killian’s scarves, and he tightened it around his neck as they walked down the hill towards the harbour, breath billowing around their heads. The soft feel of it brought him in contact once again with the man whose death he had come to resolve. There was a smell from the scarf that he had noticed when she first gave it to him. A slightly stale, slightly perfumed smell. But masculine. Something that spoke of body sweat and aftershave. A long, lingering reminder of a man whose life had been so brutally taken all those years before. A presence that he had left on this earth, long after his passing. And, in an odd way, it connected him to Enzo. Made it personal somehow. As if the old man had bequeathed a message to him, too.
As they passed the Eco-Museum on their right, the harbour opened up below them, bathed in a wash of moonlight that shone on every wet surface, as if all had been newly painted and the paint had not yet dried.
Rows of sailing boats tethered along the quay clunked and bumped and rocked on the gentle swell of the inner harbour, the air filled with the sound of metal cables clattering against steel masts. Lights from the hotels and cafés that lined the harbour row reflected on the black waters of the bay, broken by its ruffled surface into myriad splinters that flashed and vanished, moments in eternity only fractionally less brief than the lives of men.
But although the rain had gone, the air was cold. A sharp, biting cold, laden with the portent of overnight frost and icy roads. Enzo was surprised to feel Jane slide her arm through his, and thought how natural it felt. Two people sharing warmth on a cold night, tragic lives that had led them to this place and time, and a mystery that had already begun to wrap its icy fingers around him after haunting her for half a lifetime.
He felt a sense of destiny in this, that he had not experienced in previous cases. And he wondered if, perhaps, it was his destiny this time to fail.
‘You must have been over thirty, then, when you met your French lady,’ Jane said suddenly.
‘Yes. Just past my thirtieth birthday. We met at an international convention on forensic science in Nice.’
‘And you’d been single up until then?’
‘No. I was married when I met Pascale.’
‘Oh. So you left your wife for her.’
‘Yes.’ Enzo half turned to catch her expression out of the corner of his eye, wondering if she disapproved. But if she did, there was nothing in her face, or her voice, to betray it.
‘A good thing there were no children, then.’
Enzo hesitated almost imperceptibly. ‘I had a seven-year-old daughter. Kirsty.’ Without taking his eyes from the street ahead, he was aware of her head turning to look at him.
‘And?’
‘She spent most of the next twenty years of her life hating me for it.’
‘Still?’
‘No. In the end we managed to put it behind us.’ And he deftly changed the focus of their conversation. ‘How about you? Did you and Peter not have any children?’
‘We were too busy.’ And he heard that bitterness creeping once again into her voice. ‘He with his charity work. Me with my career. We were still young. Had our whole lives ahead of us, after all. Plenty of time for children.’ He turned his head to meet her gaze directly as they reached her car. ‘It’s the biggest regret of my life, Enzo. I could have had children with someone else, of course. But I didn’t want to. I wanted Peter’s children.’ She pressed the remote on her key ring and unlocked the car. ‘You’re a lucky man.’ And she opened the driver’s door and slipped behind the wheel.
The annex felt even colder than when Jane had shown him around earlier. The light thrown out by the naked bulb in the stairwell seemed more depressing than he remembered it, devoid of any warmth. He lifted one weary leg after the other to climb the stairs. They had sat talking for nearly an hour in the house when they got back, and two large whiskies later Enzo could barely keep his eyes open. And so he had said goodnight and walked across the sodden lawn, feeling the ground squelch beneath his weight, wetting his shoes and chilling his feet.
Moonlight fell at an angle through the dormer, lying in a bright slab across the floor and the bed, and he resisted the temptation to put on the electric light. The room glowed in the light of the moon. He took a moment to set up his laptop computer on the dressing table, plugging in the 3G USB stick that would connect him to the Internet and allow him to check his email. Then he undressed himself hurriedly in the cold, anxious to slip beneath the blankets, even though he knew that the sheets would be frigid, possibly damp, and that sleep could be a long time coming, in spite of his fatigue.
As he tossed the last of his clothes onto a chair and prepared himself for the icy plunge, he saw a light come on in an upstairs window of the house opposite. He could see a washed-out patterned paper on the far wall of the room it exposed, then after a moment, Jane moved through his field of vision, disappearing momentarily, before returning to stand within the frame of the window, pulling her shirt up and over her head to reveal pale skin and a black bra. She bent over to slide her jeans down over slender thighs, stepping out of them, and straightening up to expose the skimpy black thong she wore beneath them.
She half turned, and he saw the curve of her buttocks, and felt guilty suddenly, like a voyeur, or a peeping Tom. He turned away from the window to throw back the covers on his bed, trying to keep his eyes averted. But he couldn’t resist a final glance, only to see her silhouette filling the frame as she advanced to swing the internal shutters closed, to keep in the light and shut out the night. And Enzo. Almost as if she knew he was watching. Almost as if she hoped he might be.
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
Pale blue paint covered the walls of the Servat’s living room, with the woodwork around the door and windows picked out in white. A shelf that ran around the room just above the level of the door groaned with traditional greks of all shapes and colours and sizes.
‘They were my father’s,’ Elisabeth said, following Enzo’s eye. ‘It took him a lifetime to collect them, and I couldn’t bear to throw them out when he died.’
Alain laughed. ‘I leave the dusting of them to her.’
The girls had been packed off to bed, and the adults had consumed steaming bowls of hot winter soup in the dining room, along with thick chunks of homemade bread and salted Breton butter. Enzo was drying out now in front of the fire, his good humour and sense of well-being somewhat restored. It was hard not to mellow under the warmth of the doctor and his wife, and their obvious affection for each other.
Alain poured the whiskies from an antique drinks cabinet with glass doors that revealed a stunning line-up of Scots and Irish whiskies. ‘It’s something of a passion,’ he said. ‘And I collect the empties, too. One day Primel and the girls will inherit them and not have the heart to throw them out.’
‘Just don’t expect any of the children to dust them,’ Elisabeth said. ‘And I’m not sure that any of them will be as sentimental as us. I can see most of the contents of the house being sold off at the local brocante.’
‘Never!’ Alain chuckled. ‘They’ve got their mother’s hoarding genes. They might pack them away in the attic, but they’ll never part with them.’ He handed Enzo a glass well charged with pale amber. ‘I don’t know if you’ve ever tasted this one. It comes from the smallest distillery in Scotland. Edradour. I won’t tell you how much it cost me, because Elisabeth is listening, but it was worth every centime.’ He and Elisabeth exchanged smiles, and he handed her a glass before pouring one for himself. Elisabeth settled herself on the settee, and Alain stood warming himself in front of the fire and raised his glass. ‘Slàinte mhath,’ he said.
Enzo raised an eyebrow in surprise. ‘You know your Scots Gaelic.’
‘You can’t drink good Scotch whisky without knowing how to make a proper toast with it.’
Enzo raised his own glass. ‘Slàinte,’ he said. Elisabeth echoed the toast and all three sipped at their liquid gold. Enzo felt the sweetness emerging slowly from behind the burn, the rich, aromatic flavour of malted barley from the Scottish glens. ‘Mmmh. This is a good whisky.’
Alain beamed his pleasure and took another sip of his own. ‘So how is your investigation going, Monsieur Macleod?’
Enzo pulled a face. ‘Very slowly, doctor. In fact, the more I learn, the less I seem to know. I am still wrestling with the whole question of whether or not Thibaud Kerjean was involved.’
‘Do you think he was?’ Elisabeth asked.
Enzo shook his head. ‘I really don’t know. Judging by the evidence presented in court, the jury was right not to convict. On the other hand, if the police had done their job properly at the time, he would probably have spent the last eighteen years in prison.’
‘So you do think he did it?’ Alain said.
‘I think there is some pretty damning evidence against him.’ Enzo took thoughtful sips of his whisky. ‘But also plenty of room for doubt.’ He laughed. ‘As I said, I am getting nowhere very fast. Do you know the man yourself?’
Alain shrugged. ‘I’ve encountered him once or twice. Can’t say he made a very good impression on me. But he was old Doctor Gassman’s patient, and when Gassman retired another doctor in the practice took over the Kerjean file. I have only seen him, professionally, on very rare occasions. Socially, never.’ He looked towards his wife. ‘How about you darling?’
She nodded. ‘Yes, I had dealings with him a couple of times when I was nursing at the clinic. An unpleasant sort of man.’
Enzo turned towards the doctor’s wife. ‘Oh, yes, I’d forgotten. The receptionist said you’d worked at the clinic.’
‘Only for a short while, a very long time ago, when Alain and I were first married and he was the new kid on the block in the practice. I stayed on for a while after Primel was born. My mother was a big help looking after the baby. But with Alain’s hours, and mine, it just wasn’t practical, and in the end I gave it up.’ She smiled, almost sadly. ‘I always promised myself I’d go back to nursing when he got older. But then we had the girls, and I’m still in demand as a mum.’
Alain smiled fondly at his wife. ‘She’s more than just a nurse you know, Monsieur Macleod. She’s a trained physical therapist. We could do with her back.’
She returned his smile. ‘Maybe. Once the girls have gone to university. We’ll see.’
Alain threw back his head and roared with laughter. ‘On verra, on verra.’ He turned towards Enzo. ‘It’s been the same refrain all our married life. We’ll see, we’ll see. And when Elisabeth says “we’ll see”, it means you can bet your shirt on it. I remember once, many moons ago, we sat talking in this very room about the possibility of having more children. Primel was proving quite a handful at the time. And all Elisabeth said was, “we’ll see”. As you’ve seen for yourself, one became three. Without any further discussion, I might add.’
Elisabeth grinned. ‘It’s a woman’s prerogative to prevaricate in the beginning and decide for herself in the end.’ She sipped at her whisky. ‘Without any further discussion. And, anyway, you don’t make babies by discussing it.’ She and Alain exchanged another smile, then she laid down her glass. ‘I’d better go and see to old Émile.’
When she had gone, Alain took Enzo’s glass and refilled it, along with his own. He sat down in the space she had vacated, as if needing somehow to feel close to her when she wasn’t there, drawing on the warmth she had left behind. ‘We were in the same class at school, you know, and I fancied her from the first time I set eyes on her.’ He chuckled at the memory. ‘I managed to get myself a place at the desk beside her, and used to walk her home after school. Until she got glasses, that is. Ugly, blue-rimmed things. And braces on her teeth. I went right off her then.’ He laughed. ‘Poor Elisabeth. She went from beautiful swan to ugly duckling in the space of a month, and couldn’t understand why I wouldn’t talk to her anymore.’ He shook his head. ‘Children can be so cruel.’
Enzo’s smile was tinged with sadness. These were two people who so obviously adored each other, even after more than twenty years of marriage. He thought how different his own life might have been had Pascale lived. How many more children they might have had together. A tiny worm of envy worked its way into his thoughts, and he had to shake himself free of it. He said, ‘Evidently she dispensed with the glasses and the braces, and you got back together when she turned into a swan again.’
‘Oh, it was an off and on thing right through primary school, college, the lycée. It wasn’t until I was leaving for medical school, and we faced the prospect of permanent separation, that we came to our senses and realised we didn’t really want to be apa. . .
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