"We all have a secret buried under lock and key in the attic of our soul. This is mine."
When 15-year-old Oscar Drai suddenly vanishes from his boarding school in Barcelona, no one knows his whereabouts for seven days and seven nights.
His story begins when he meets the strange Marina while he's exploring an old quarter of the city. She leads Oscar to a cemetery, where they watch a macabre ritual that occurs on the last Sunday of each month. At exactly 10 o'clock in the morning, a woman shrouded in a black velvet cloak descends from her carriage to place a single rose on an unmarked grave.
When Oscar and Marina decide to follow her, they begin a journey that transports them to a forgotten postwar Barcelona - a world of aristocrats and actresses, inventors and tycoons - and reveals a dark secret that lies waiting in the mysterious labyrinth beneath the city streets.
Carlos Ruiz Zafon's haunting Marina has long been a cult classic in Spain and is now an international best seller.
A Blackstone Audio production.
Release date:
July 22, 2014
Publisher:
Little, Brown Books for Young Readers
Print pages:
336
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In the late 1970s Barcelona was a mirage of avenues and winding alleys where one could easily travel thirty or forty years into the past by just stepping into the foyer of a grand old building or walking into a café. Time and memory, history and fiction merged in the enchanted city like watercolors in the rain. It was there, in the lingering echo of streets that no longer exist, that cathedrals and age-old palaces created the tapestry into which this story would be woven.
I was then a fifteen-year-old boy languishing in a boarding school named after some half-forgotten saint, on the lower slopes of the hill to Vallvidrera. In those days the district of Sarriá still looked like a small village stranded on the shores of an art nouveau metropolis. My school stood at the top end of a narrow street that climbed up from Paseo de la Bonanova. Its monumental façade was more reminiscent of a castle than a school, and its angular redbrick silhouette formed a dark maze of turrets, arches, and wings.
The school was surrounded by a sprawling citadel of gardens, fountains, muddy ponds, courtyards, and shadowy pinewoods. Here and there somber buildings housed swimming pools enveloped in a ghostly vapor, eerily silent gyms, and gloomy chapels where images of long-fingered angels grinned in the flickering candlelight. The main building was four stories high, not counting the two basements and an attic set apart as an enclosed residence for the few aging priests who still worked as teachers. The boarders’ rooms were located along the cavernous corridors of the fourth floor. These endless galleries lay in perpetual darkness, always shrouded in a spectral aura.
I spent my days lost in hopeless reverie in the cold classrooms of that huge castle, waiting for the miracle that took place every afternoon at twenty minutes past five. At that magical hour, when the setting sun drenched the tall windows with liquid gold, the bell announcing the end of lessons rang and we boarders were allowed almost three free hours before dinner was served in the vast dining hall. The idea was that we should devote this time to studying and to meditation, but in all honesty I don’t remember having applied myself even once to either of those noble pursuits the whole time I was there.
It was my favorite moment of the day. Slipping past the porter’s lodge, I’d go out and explore the city. I made an art of getting back to the school just in time for dinner, having wandered through old streets and avenues in the darkening twilight. During those long walks I felt an exhilarating sense of freedom. My imagination would take wing and soar high above the buildings. For a few hours the streets of Barcelona, the boarding school, and my gloomy room on the fourth floor seemed to vanish. For those few hours, with just a couple of coins in my pocket, I was the luckiest person in the world.
My route would often take me through what in those days was still known as the Desert of Sarriá—no sandy dunes or anything remotely desert-like about it; it was, in fact, just the remains of a forest lost in a no-man’s-land. Most of the old mansions that had once populated the top end of Paseo de la Bonanova, though still standing, were in an incipient state of ruin, and all the streets surrounding the boarding school were developing the eerie atmosphere of a ghost town. Ivy-clad walls blocked the way into wild gardens where huge residences loomed: derelict weed-choked palaces through which memory seemed to drift like a perpetual mist. Some of these decaying properties awaited demolition; others had been ransacked over the years. Some, however, were still inhabited.
Their occupants were members of dying dynasties, long forgotten—families whose names had filled entire pages of the local papers in the old days when trams were still regarded with skepticism as a modern invention. Now they were the hostages of a rapidly fading era who refused to abandon their sinking ships. Fearing perhaps that if they dared step outside their withered homes they might turn to ashes and be blown away in the wind, they wasted away like prisoners entombed in the relics of their lost glory. Sometimes, as I hurried past rusty gates and ghostly gardens peopled by worn, faceless statues, I could sense their owners’ suspicious looks from behind faded shutters.
One afternoon, toward the end of September 1979, I decided to venture down a street I hadn’t noticed before, one of those roads studded with art nouveau mansions. It curved around, and at the end of it stood an ornate iron gate, no different from many others in the area. Beyond this entrance lay the remains of a garden marked by years of neglect. Through the weeds I glimpsed the outline of a two-story home, its somber façade rising behind a fountain with a stone mermaid whose face time had covered with a veil of moss.
It was beginning to get dark and I thought the place looked rather sinister, even for my taste. A grave silence enveloped it; only the breeze seemed to whisper a wordless warning. I realized I’d walked into one of Sarriá’s “dead” spots and decided I’d better retrace my steps and return to the boarding school. I was hovering between my morbid fascination with that forgotten place and common sense when I noticed two bright yellow eyes in the shadows, fixed on me like daggers. I swallowed hard.
The motionless silhouette of a cat with velvety gray fur stood out against the gate of the old manor. In its mouth it held a tiny half-dead sparrow, and a silver bell hung from its neck. The cat studied me coldly for a few seconds, then turned and slid under the metal bars of the gate. I watched as it disappeared into the immensity of that lost paradise, carrying the sparrow on its last journey.
I was struck by the sight of the haughty, defiant little beast. Judging by its shiny fur and its bell, I surmised that it had an owner. It looked well fed. Perhaps this building was home to something more than the ghosts of a Barcelona long gone. I walked up to the gate and put my hands on the iron bars. They felt cold. The last gleam of sunset lit up the shiny trail of blood left by the sparrow through that jungle. Scarlet pearls marking a path through the labyrinth. I swallowed again. Or rather, I tried to swallow. My mouth was dry. I could feel my pulse throbbing in my temples as if it knew something I didn’t know. Just then I felt the gate yielding under my weight and realized it was open.
As I stepped into the garden, the moon lit up the veiled face of the mermaid emerging from the black waters of the fountain. She was observing me. I stood there, transfixed, expecting her to slither out of the pond and spread a wolfish grin, revealing a serpent’s tongue and long fangs. None of that happened. Taking a deep breath, I considered reining in my imagination or, better still, giving up my timid exploration of the property altogether. Once again, someone made the decision for me. A celestial sound wafted through the shadows of the garden like a perfume. I could make out traces of its soft tones carving out the notes of an aria to the accompaniment of a piano. It was the most beautiful voice I had ever heard.
The melody was familiar, though I couldn’t put a name to it. It came from inside the house. I followed its hypnotic trail. Sheets of diaphanous light filtered through the half-open door of a glass conservatory, above which I recognized the cat’s eyes, fixed on mine from a windowsill on the first floor. I drew closer to the illuminated sunroom and its alluring sound. It was a woman’s voice. The faint halo of a hundred candles twinkled inside, revealing the golden horn of an old gramophone spinning a record. Without thinking what I was doing, I found myself walking into the conservatory, bewitched by the music from the gramophone. Sitting next to it on the table was a round, shiny object: a pocket watch. I picked it up and examined it in the candlelight. The hands had stopped and the dial was cracked. It looked like gold and as old as the house itself. A bit farther away a large armchair had its back to me, facing a fireplace above which hung an oil portrait of a woman dressed in white. Her large gray eyes, sad and profound, presided over the room.
Suddenly the spell was shattered. A figure rose from the armchair and turned to look at me. A head of long white hair and eyes burning like red-hot coals shone in the dark. The only other thing I managed to see were two huge pale hands reaching out toward me. As I scrambled off in a panic, heading for the door, I bumped into the gramophone and knocked it over. I heard the needle scratch the record and the heavenly voice broke off with a hellish scream. Those hands brushed my shirt as I rushed out into the garden with wings on my feet and fear burning in every pore of my body. I didn’t pause for a moment. I ran and ran without looking back, until a sharp pain tore through my side and I realized I could hardly breathe. By then I was bathed in cold sweat and could see the school lights shining some thirty meters ahead.
I slipped in through one of the kitchen doors that was rarely guarded and crept up to my room. The other boarders must have gone down to the dining room a good while earlier. I dried the sweat from my forehead and slowly my heart recovered its normal rhythm. I was beginning to feel calmer when someone rapped on my door.
“Oscar, time to come down to dinner,” chimed the voice of one of my tutors, a freethinking Jesuit named Seguí who disliked having to play the policeman.
“I’ll be right down, Father,” I replied. “Just a second.”
I hurriedly put on the jacket required for dinner and turned off the light. Through the window the moon’s specter hovered over Barcelona. Only then did I realize that I was still holding the gold watch in my hand.
For the next few days that damned watch and I became inseparable companions. I took it everywhere with me; I even slept with it under my pillow, fearful that someone might find it and ask me where I’d got it. I wouldn’t have known what to answer. That’s because you didn’t find it; you stole it, whispered the accusing voice in my head. The technical term is “breaking and entering leading to grand larceny”—and goodness knows what other malfeasance you may be liable for, the voice added. For some odd reason, it sounded suspiciously like the voice of Perry Mason on the old TV series.
Each night I waited patiently for my friends to fall asleep so that I could examine my forbidden treasure. When silence reigned, I studied the watch with my flashlight. All the remorse in the world could not have diminished the fascination produced by the booty of my first adventure in “disorganized crime.” It was a heavy watch and appeared to be made of solid gold. The crack in the glass was probably the result of a knock or a fall. The same impact must have ended the life of its mechanism, I imagined, freezing the hands at six twenty-three for all eternity. On the back was an inscription:
FOR GERMÁN, THROUGH WHOM LIGHT SPEAKS.
K.A.
19 JANUARY 1964
It occurred to me that the watch must be worth a fortune, and soon I was assailed by pangs of guilt. Those engraved words made me feel that I’d become not just a thief of other people’s valuables, but one who also stole their most precious memories.
One rainy Thursday I decided to unload my guilty conscience and share my secret. My best friend at school was a boy with penetrating eyes and a nervous temperament who insisted on being called JF, though those initials had little or nothing to do with his real name. JF had the soul of an avant-garde poet and such a sharp wit he often cut his own tongue on it. He suffered from a weak constitution and had only to hear the word germ mentioned within a one-kilometer radius to think he was coming down with some deadly infection. Once I looked up hypochondriac and copied out the definition for him.
“You might be interested to know you’ve been mentioned in the Dictionary of the Royal Academy,” I’d announced.
JF glanced at the note and threw me a scathing look.
“Try looking under i for idiot and you’ll see I’m not the only famous one,” he replied.
That Thursday, during our lunch break, JF and I sneaked into the gloomy assembly hall. Our footsteps down the central aisle conjured up the echo of tiptoeing shadows. Two harsh shafts of light fell on the dusty stage. We sat in a pool of light, facing rows of empty seats that melted away into the darkness. Rain scratched at the first-floor windows.
“Well,” JF spat out, “what’s all the mystery about?”
Without saying a word, I pulled out the watch and showed it to him. JF raised his eyebrows and appraised the object carefully for a few moments before handing it back to me with a questioning look.
“What do you think?” I asked.
“I think it’s a gold watch,” replied JF. “Who is this fellow Germán?”
“I haven’t the foggiest.”
“How typical of you. Spill the beans.”
I went on to recount in detail my adventure of a few days earlier in the old dilapidated mansion. JF listened to my story with his characteristic patience and quasi-scientific attention. When I finished, he seemed to weigh the matter before offering his first impressions.
“In other words, you’ve stolen it,” he concluded.
“That’s not the point,” I objected.
“I’d like to know what this Germán person thinks the point may be,” JF replied.
“This Germán person probably died years ago,” I suggested without much conviction.
JF rubbed his chin.
“I wonder what the penal code has in store for those juvenile miscreants inclined to the premeditated theft of personal objects and watches engraved with a dedication….”
“There was no premeditation, or anything of the sort,” I protested. “It all happened suddenly—I had no time to think. By the time I realized I had the watch, it was too late. You would have done the same in my place.”
“In your place I would have had a heart attack,” remarked JF, who was more a man of words than a man of action. “Supposing I’d been crazy enough to go into that old house, following a feral cat with a bleeding bird in its jaws. God knows what germs you could catch from that kind of animal.”
For a while we just sat there without saying a word, listening to the faraway sound of the rain.
“Well,” JF finally concluded, “what’s done is done. You’re not thinking of returning to the scene of the crime, are you?”
I smiled meekly. “Not on my own.”
My friend’s eyes opened wide. “Don’t even think about it.”
That afternoon, once classes were over, JF and I slipped out through the kitchen door and headed for the mysterious street leading to the mansion. The cobblestones were spattered with puddles and dead leaves, and a threatening metallic sky hung over the city. JF, who wasn’t at all sold on the merits of our outing, looked paler than usual. The sight of that remote corner trapped in the past must have made his stomach shrink to the size of a marble. The silence was eerie.
“I’ve seen enough. Let’s call it a day—let’s turn around and return to our boring but safe lives at school,” he mumbled, taking a few steps back.
“Don’t be a chicken.”
“I won’t even respond to that….”
Just then the tinkle of a bell drifted on the wind. JF went quiet. The cat’s yellow eyes were watching us. All of a sudden the cat hissed like a serpent and showed us its claws. The fur on its back stood on end and it opened its jaws to reveal the fangs that had taken the life of the sparrow a few days earlier. A distant flash of lightning illuminated the sky like a cauldron of light. JF and I exchanged glances.
Fifteen minutes later we were sitting on a bench next to the pond in the boarding school cloister. The watch was still in my jacket pocket, feeling heavier than ever.
There it remained for the rest of that week, until the early hours of Saturday morning. Shortly before dawn I awoke with the vague feeling of having dreamed about the voice captured in that old gramophone. Outside my window Barcelona was coming alive in a canvas of scarlet shadows. I jumped out of bed and looked for the wretched watch that had been cursing my existence for the past few days. We stared at each other. Finally, arming myself with a determination one can summon only when having to face some ridiculous task, I decided to put an end to the matter: I was going to return it.
I dressed quietly and tiptoed along the dark fourth-floor corridor. Nobody would notice my absence until ten or eleven o’clock. By then I hoped to be back. Or else.
Outdoors, the streets still lay beneath that mantle of purplish brightness tingeing the dawn skies of Barcelona. I walked down to Calle Margenat. Sarriá was waking up around me as low clouds swept through the district, capturing the first light in a golden halo. Here and there the front of a house was just visible through gaps in the haze and the swirling dry leaves.
It didn’t take me long to find the street. I paused for a while to take in the silence and the strange peace that filled that lost corner of the city. I was beginning to feel that the world had stopped, like the watch in my pocket, when I heard a sound behind me.
I turned around and beheld a vision straight out of a dream.
A bicycle was slowly emerging out of the mist. A young girl clad in a vaporous white dress was pedaling up the hill toward me. In the early sunlight I could almost make out her silhouette through the cotton. Her long, straw-colored hair waved about, concealing her face. I stood there, immobile, watching her as she approached, rooted to the ground like a fool. The bicycle stopped a couple of meters away. My eyes, or my imagination, spied the shape of slim legs as she stepped down. Slowly, I took in every part of that dress—which looked like something out of a Sorolla painting—until my eyes came to rest on the girl’s deep gray eyes, so deep you could fall straight into them. They were riveted on mine with a sarcastic look. I gaped at her, smiling stupidly.
“You must be the watch thief,” said the girl in a tone that matched the strength of her expression.
I reckoned she must be about my age, perhaps a year or two older. Guessing a woman’s age was, for me, an art or a science, never a pastime. Her skin was as pale as her dress.
“Do you live here?” I stammered, pointing to the gate.
She didn’t even blink. Those eyes drilled into me with such intensity that it took me a long while to realize she was the most . . .
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