Wolf Tales 8.5: Chanku Challenge

by Kate Douglas

Genres: Erotic & Steamy Romance; Shifters

Synopsis

Kate Douglas is definitely NOT for the timid reader. --Anne McCaffrey, New York Times bestselling author

Desire As Power

When Beth and Nick first discovered the amazingly sensual power of their Chanku birthright, the desire to mate was fierce and uncontrollable. But Beth remains haunted by an event from her past, and she must confront it in order to accept her new life and find the happiness she so desperately seeks. . .

Praise for Kate Douglas's erotic romance:

"Sexy, tense, and complex." --Romantic Times, 4 Stars on WOLF TALES 12

"The story is so thrilling and the sex is so hot." --Romantic Times, 4 Stars on WOLF TALES 11

"Kate Douglas always has a way with the sensual world of erotic romance." --Coffee Time Romance

This book contains adult content.

Previously published in Sexy Beast VII

36,000 Words

Release date: April 1, 2013

Publisher: Kensington Books

Print pages: 130

Sample

His thick paws made barely a sound as Nick Barden trotted along beside his mate. He and Beth followed three of their packmates along the service road running near the large wild wolf compounds at the sanctuary run by Chanku shapeshifters Ulrich Mason and Millie West.

At some level, Nick realized he should be loving every second of this chance to run free in the beautiful northern Colorado mountains—here he could take this form without fear of discovery or attack, without the stink of the city burning his sensitive nostrils.

Instead, he hardly noticed the myriad scents and sounds teasing his wolven senses—not the fresh mountain air or even the altogether unique freedom of running as a wolf through dark, pristine forest. No, he was much too aware of the female beside him to appreciate any of it.

Too aware of her displeasure and her silent disapproval to notice the scent of fresh game or even his own unique abilities in this powerful body.

Nothing he did seemed to please her. Not anymore.

His ass still hurt from Ulrich’s screwing the other night, but when he looked back at the way he’d been acting for the past week, he figured he’d deserved what he got and then some. The power play Beth had talked him into had backfired—more literally than he’d expected.

Couldn’t she see that Ulrich Mason wasn’t the problem? He’d never done anything to Beth that wasn’t perfectly kind and accepting. Beth’s misplaced animosity was totally unfair, all part of her own convoluted baggage. Baggage she needed to deal with now if she and Nick wanted to remain part of this close-knit pack.

If he didn’t love her so much, Nick never would have gone along with her stupid wishes.

There was no denying the fact he’d eventually enjoyed Ulrich’s powerful response to his stupid challenge. Sex with a dominant male was worth the pain, worth the pure sense of humiliation Nick had suffered.

It had raised his level of arousal even higher.

He wished Beth would lay off. She’d focused her anger on him now, instead of on Ulrich, and it was so thick he could practically see it vibrating in the air between them. In fact, her anger was just about the only thing they had between them anymore. She’d shut him out ever since he’d blocked her constant bitching that night, even though Nick was the one who had ended up paying for the failure of Beth’s stupid plan. When he chose to follow Ulrich’s lead rather than hers, it meant getting his ass reamed out in a reactive display of dominance by the old guy.

Okay. So he got the message, along with some really great sex. Now why couldn’t Beth figure it out? There was no point in challenging Ulrich. Nick didn’t want to fight him. For one thing, he really liked and admired the man.

For another, he’d lose.

Ulrich was smart, he was cunning, and he was strong. He had age and experience on his side, and he was a born leader whether he was in his wolf form, snarling with teeth bared and hackles raised, or staring a man down from his impressive height on two legs. No matter, it was something Nick knew he’d never be able to pull off in any form.

Why couldn’t Beth accept him for what he was? In this society, this world of Chanku, he was just a pup. Barely twenty-four years old, he’d been nothing but a loser on the streets of San Francisco. Why did Beth seem to think his ability to shift would make him anything different?

Was it the fact he’d killed that guy to protect Tala? Was that why Beth expected him to be more aggressive? If that was the case, she was dead wrong. He’d killed without thinking, shifting before he even knew he had the ability.

And he’d bonded with a woman he loved before either of them really thought about the permanence of their act.

He watched Daci, Deacon, and Matt trotting together up ahead. The three of them had slipped into an amazing union, and they weren’t even mated. He and Beth were mates, yet they hardly spoke to each other. He missed the easygoing relationship he’d had with Matt and Deacon, missed the freedom and the fun they’d all had together, but he missed Beth most of all. Missed the beautiful, shy young woman he’d fallen in love with.

He glanced at Beth and realized she watched him. Was she reading his thoughts? He’d been blocking . . . or at least he thought he was.

She veered off the road and trotted down a narrow trail that led deeper into the woods. Nick hesitated then decided to follow her. She stopped after a short distance and turned to face him, standing in a brilliant ray of late afternoon sunlight, dead center in the middle of a small meadow.

He halted a few feet away, ears flat, tail down. It was easier this way, acting the submissive role with Beth. It seemed to make her happy, though at this point he hardly cared.

She shifted. He faced her for a moment, still the wolf. She stared at him, her dark brows crinkled in that way she had, her arms folded over her bare chest like a disapproving teacher. He held her gaze for a moment longer. She didn’t move. Didn’t say a word.

Oh, hell. If he wanted to see what she wanted . . . Nick shifted and stood on two feet, wary and uncertain.

Beth raised her chin and stared at him. Sunlight poured across her beautiful olive skin and raised red highlights in her long, dark hair. Her amber-eyed gaze, so much like his own, bored into him. He held her stare.

“It’s not working,” she said, clasping her hands over her smooth belly. In control, as always. Naked, beautiful, standing there with a sense of entitlement, of power, like an Egyptian goddess here in the midst of the Colorado forest.

“We never should have bonded. I want out.”

Her words, a statement, not a request, came as a relief. At least he wasn’t the only one who felt that way.

Unfortunately, it wasn’t an option.

He actually smiled when he answered her. “Great. So do I, but it’s a little late for that, Beth. You heard what Tala said. A pair bond is forever. You wanted me, you’ve got me.”

She jerked back as if he’d slapped her. “You don’t want me?”

Not at all surprised by her contrary question, Nick shook his head. “You’re supposed to be the one who can tell when a guy’s lying or telling the truth. You tell me.”

She shook her head as if some of the fight had gone out of her. “I can’t tell anymore, Nick. Not with you. It doesn’t work with you.”

“Does it matter? You just said you want out. You’ve shut me out for days. We don’t have sex with each other, even after a run. It’s pretty obvious you don’t love me anymore.” He was standing up straighter, feeling taller than he had since they’d first linked, even though every word he spoke chipped away more of their bond. “So, I guess my answer’s no, Beth. I don’t want you. Not anymore. Not the way you are now.” He shook his head, no longer smiling.

“I loved a girl who was sweet and kind, who cared about me, about the future we planned together. All you care about now is power. You’re twenty-one years old, Beth. You’re a baby in this pack, just like me. You have no power. Not over me, not over yourself, and definitely not over any of the others. Get used to it.”

He stared at her for a long moment, holding her gaze until she finally looked away. Obviously, this conversation was over.

He shifted. I’m going back to the others. You can come if you want to. Or not. Nick glanced over his shoulder and watched her face. She looked brittle, like she might shatter as easily as glass. He felt bad about that, about hurting her, but he didn’t trust her. Not anymore.

He still loved her, though. Goddess help him, he loved her.

With one last look, Nick whirled around and raced back along the trail. Dry grass crackled beneath his feet. A gentle wind blew and leaves dropped all around, but he focused on the trail ahead. He didn’t want to think of the young woman he’d left behind.

He left her standing in the meadow, looking stunned and alone. At least she wasn’t angry at him now, but he didn’t feel like h. . .