The Yellow Meadows Series

Genres: Contemporary Romance; Holiday Romance; New Adult Romance; Romantic Comedy; Small-town Romance; Enemies to Lovers

Synopsis

Ellis and her best friends Darren and Thad think nothing interesting will ever happen in Yellow Meadows...

Until it does...

Meet your favourite new small town romantic series! Fall in love with Yellow Meadows residents and travel to one of the most beautiful towns in Ireland!

Content advisory: Sexual content.

Sample

Book 1 

Ellis Montgomery 

 

I am constantly afraid of London putting her paws on this diary.

I am currently curled up in my bed, heart racing because she’s just home after school and I hid the damn thing under my pillow, with a guilty face stamped on. She asked what was up and I replied “nothing” in a very suspicious manner. I’m out of sorts.

I cannot even understand how much I am afraid of her reading these words.

But I’m determined to write, determined to write this story down.

Let’s go back first…

our life before

 

 

I scrunched my nose and, like always, faced a challenge head on. Brown eyes to electronic numbers, puffed chest to a metal door.

“What are you doing?” A voice behind me asked.

“Popcorn,” I answered dismissively.

“There’s a popcorn button, you know.” I turned around to find Leah looking at me with a confused expression, she surely thought I was mad; fuck, I’m quite certain mam banged my head somewhere when I was a baby, but Leah shouldn’t be wondering shit, she should be working. The bathrooms were on her and she was messing around like always.

I wouldn’t talk about it though; it didn’t matter to me. “You know it never works; I always end up with gross ass kernels.” I looked back to the microwave. “I tried three minutes and a half before, but ended up with half burnt popcorn and half a bag of kernels. It’s not possible, there must be a way.” I turned around to her again, but she was gone. Fucking rude, huh?

Whatever, I wasn’t sure anyone could handle my Olympic talent of gabbing, but I at least expect some manners. My expectations were really low. God, the only thing I wanted was popcorn for lunch.

Unfazed by Leah's flippant attitude, I turn to my metal beast. Hmm. I like popcorn and they say it’s empty calories, uh? Do you believe that? Well, I believed.

“Ellis, can you have a look at the books soon?” Max asked from behind and I waved him away.

The clock in front begged me to hurry, I needed to finish up a few things before driving my ass for school collections. I would eat my popcorn in the car, as I usually did for lunch.

It would be nice if there was popcorn to be consumed, right? Oh damn, I’m being way too weird about this. It’s just popcorn. I didn’t like an unsolvable challenge. The reasoning of an old ass microwave wasn’t good enough to me. I pressed four minutes and planned to stop on the three fifteen mark. It was a risk, but I was almost sure the line between all kernels and burnt was as thin as they get. The microwave was so old it shook the thin shitty table it was sitting on, in the back room of the pub I worked. At three minutes, my fingers hovered over the stop button. The popping sound filled the room and smell of the delicious salty butter filled my nose.

I was so hungry.

5…

10…

15…

I busted the door open quickly, afraid of what an extra second could cause. Then slowly looked inside the bag...

Motherfucker-fuck-cunt-asshole.

Half burnt.

Goddammit.

 I was watching the school gates when I heard the horrible bell that sound way too similar to a war bell. Dear citizens, clean the streets, the devil’s minions are coming. I was sucking in a kernel when my own devil’s minion came my way, her high brown ponytail bouncing in the air, her battered red backpack she refused to bin because of the silly believe it make her look tough. In her defence, London spent long hours in the most ridiculous school girl outfit ( I wore it once too, many years ago) with a bunch of girls she wasn’t particularly fond of, with the exception of one or two names.

The school wouldn’t allow nail polish, converse shoes, cool hairstyles and personality. The battered backpack was her piece of resistance. She had written music lyrics on it and had pins from different causes we were passionate about. When a particular strict teacher asked me if I hadn’t enough money to buy my daughter a new bag, I nodded and said, “Sure look, it was wine or her bag this month, what do you think it happened?” And I laughed and made the damn nosy teacher and all the parents in the parents and teachers meeting very uncomfortable.

I did care what people thought of me, very much so, but the idea of this woman with a stick so far inside her saggy arse asking me if I couldn’t afford my damn child something so basic like a backpack?

Fuck off, dipshit, I eat nosy bitches like you for breakfast.

London dropped herself in the passenger seat and lunged her bag behind us, looking at me and then to my sad sack of failed microwaved popcorn. She peeked inside to find all the kernels.

“Oh, Mam… kernels?”

I sucked into another one. “And burnt. I ate it anyway.”

She bit her cheek, with a hand out to the back, she grabbed her little black notebook from the front pocket of her bag.

“How long?”

“Three minutes fifteen,” I said and she penciled in the number.

“Oh man, that was my guess.”

“I’m still hungry,” I whined.

She chuckled. “Well, let’s get moving then so you can eat.”

Ok, let’s stop right here.

Now, breathe and take this in.

We drove around our village with our normal worries in mind. She was trying to convince me to help her with a history assignment, and as “help” she wanted me to do the whole thing. I was wondering what we had in the fridge that I could cook in record time. These were our immediate problems.

In the back of my mind, I had my permanent worries; how to feed and clothe us, how could I make more money so we could go on a proper holiday next summer. In the vault that I always kept closed, I had deeper shit going on. Would I ever be anything more than a cleaner and a barmaid? Was I such a disappointment to my parents and therefore ruined our relationship? Was I raising London right?

Fuck, forget those, no one has time for that.

Anyway, what I mean is, I always had about a billion problems and money was definitely the chief of them, but they were categorized and locked for further examination. I drove us and we sang with Pink, my child practically screaming the lyrics and making me laugh, then she put her feet up the dashboard and I slapped them away. I let the air brush over our hairs until I decided it was too damn cold for those kind of shenanigans.

That was the before.

London and I against the world. Remember it, that will help you later.

I made us dinner, nothing fancy, but we ate while she finished her homework, even though I asked her not to write and eat at the same time. She was in a hurry to do better things, I was told; I rolled my eyes because I knew “better things” just meant watching TV or gossiping with a friend she just saw at school.

I hurried myself around to tidy up a bit more. I had to clean a house from five to seven and my Mam was coming over to mind London.

Once we were done, child fed, homework done, I changed my pub clothes to an old flannel shirt and leggings, runners in place and fixed my ponytail. I grabbed my keys on the counter and look at London, who was watching Netflix, oblivious of me.

“Hey, can you stop that after an hour?” I asked, looking around trying to find my bag.

She nodded, not facing me.

“Can you read after?” I insisted.

“Of course,” she replied finally turning her head. “I will read a bit, ok? Off you go, Nana will be here soon, don’t you worry.”

I looked at my watch, it was ten to five and Mam wasn’t there yet, she didn’t live far and London was able to stay alone for a few minutes. I kissed my child’s temple and she beamed a smile.

“Be good and gorgeous,” I said, going for the door.

She waved me off. “Of course.”

I drove quickly; it would be okay if I was a few minutes late, but I was never late. Plus, the quicker I got done, the faster I would get home to a well-deserved shower.

I parked and looked down at my phone; I had two messages. One from my mother, complaining about London being let alone in the house. The second one was from London saying she was left less than a minute alone.

Groaning, I opened the door happy for missing my mother. The old lady I was cleaning for, Grace, was at church, or some kind of church event, so it suited us both getting it done while she was away. I finished her sitting room and headed to the kitchen. I knew Grace’s children were trying to clean up the house from all the knickknacks the old woman kept, they were coming every weekend and cleaning up the attic and odd wardrobes. That’s why it wasn’t a surprise to see a box full of things to go to a charity shop.

I peaked in, Grace said before I could take whatever I needed so she would be okay if I was a little nosy. This box had nothing really interesting in it, only a few old lady cardigans that had seen better days, one or two old editions of Enid Blyton that I held in my hands to see if was of any value.

The first edition had a few pages missing; I didn’t think anyone would want a book with missing pages, but maybe a super fan for emotional value. The next one was okay, but had children’s drawings on the cover. I decided to leave the books alone when another thing caught my attention. A black little notebook, battered on the outside. I opened to find it was a kind of a diary, nothing written inside.

It didn’t look valuable, it didn’t look like anything to be honest, but it was a beautiful notebook and I was a sucker for those.

I took it and kept it in my bag to bring home after.

I didn’t think much of it when it happened, it was just a regular Monday during my regular jobs in the middle of my boring life. The notebook wasn’t even a diary yet.

The days before life changes are just ordinary days. The days I collected my child from school, when I had more jobs than I could keep; the clock was ticking like a bomb, everything was about to change and I was unaware.

Tick, tock. I cleaned the house and I drove home.

Tick, tock. I kept the notebook in my bedroom and forgot about it the minute I turned my back.

Tick, tock the house I lived, the place I called mine.

Writing something down makes it real, I truly believe that the act of pen into paper has the power to transform your perspective, makes you bleed in ink until you’re able to come out of the maze. Soon I would need that notebook and a pen, soon I would need to come out of the maze.

 

Remember that, you’re going to use that later too.