The Girl Who Survived

by Lisa Jackson

Genres: Police Procedurals

Synopsis

In this deviously volatile, deliciously creepy standalone suspense novel from #1 New York Times bestselling author Lisa Jackson, the sole survivor of a brutal family massacre must uncover the shocking truth about the fateful night that left her forever marked…

Has she already had her final chance to be the final girl?

All her life, she’s been the girl who survived. Orphaned at age seven after a horrific killing spree at her family’s Oregon cabin, Kara McIntyre is still searching for some kind of normal. But now, twenty years later, the past has come thundering back. Her brother, Jonas, who was convicted of the murders has unexpectedly been released from prison. The press is in a frenzy again. And suddenly, Kara is receiving cryptic messages from her big sister, Marlie—who hasn’t been seen or heard from since that deadly Christmas Eve when she hid little Kara in a closet with a haunting, life-saving command: Don’t make a sound.

As people close to her start to die horrible deaths, Kara, who is slowly and surely unraveling, believes she is the killer’s ultimate target.

Kara survived once. But will she survive again? How many times can she be the girl who survived?

Release date: June 28, 2022

Publisher: Kensington Books

Print pages: 384

Sample

Creeeaaak!

Kara’s eyes flew open.

What was that?

She squinted into the darkness.

“Don’t say a word.”

She started to scream.

But a hand came down over her mouth.

Hard.

“Shhh!”

Marlie? Her sister was holding her down, forcing her head back against the pillows?

She started to struggle.

“Stop it! Just listen and don’t say anything!” The warning was whispered against her ear. Hot breath against her skin. “Listen to me.” Her voice was urgent. This was no joke, not the kind of prank Kara had grown up with due to the antics of three older brothers. “Handfuls,” her mother called them. “Delinquents,” her father had said.

Now, though, it was just Marlie, and she was freaked. “Just do what I say,” Marlie warned. “No questions. No arguments. This is serious, Kara-Bear, so don’t make a sound.”

Why?

As if she read Kara’s mind, Marlie said, “I can’t explain now, just trust me. You’re a smart girl. That’s what all the teachers say, right? That you’re way ahead of kids your age? So just do as I say, okay? Now, come on.”

Kara shook her head, her hair rustling against her pillow, her eyes adjusting to the thin light. Whatever had scared Marlie so much could be handled. Mama would know what to do.

“You can’t make any noise, okay? Got that?”

Marlie lifted her hand and Kara couldn’t help herself. “What’s—?” she started to whisper and Marlie’s hand returned. Firmer. Pressing Kara back against the sheets.

“Just listen to me!” Marlie insisted through clenched teeth. Her sharp, desperate plea stopped Kara cold. Though Mama, at times, had accused the older girl of being a “drama queen,” this time was different. Marlie was different. Scared to death.

Kara sensed it. She lay still.

“You have to hide. Now.”

Hide?

“Right now. Do you understand?”

Wide-eyed, Kara nodded.

“And it can’t be here.” Marlie started to take her hand away from Kara’s face.

“Why? Where’s Mama . . . ?” Kara said in a whispered rush. She couldn’t help herself.

“Shit! Stop! Kara, please!” Marlie’s hand was over her younger sister’s mouth again. Harder. Forcing Kara’s head back into her pillow. “No questions! They’ll hear you!”

Who? Who would hear her?

Kara’s heart was beating crazily. Fear curdled through her blood.

“Just come with me and don’t say a word! I mean it, Kara. There are bad people here. They cannot find you. If they do, they will hurt you, do you understand?” Marlie’s face pressed closer and even in their dark bedroom, Kara saw that Marlie’s blue eyes were round with fear. She was dressed, in jeans and a sweatshirt, her blond hair pulled into a single braid.

Kara shook her head violently.

“Okay. Now, this is the last time,” Marlie warned. “Got it?”

Kara nodded slowly. Scared out of her mind.

“Promise you’ll be quiet.”

Kara swallowed against the growing lump in her throat, but nodded again.

“I love you, Kara-Bear. . . . I’ll come get you. I promise.” Marlie hesitated just a second, then withdrew her hand.

Kara didn’t speak.

“Okay.” Marlie glanced out the window, where moonlight played on the thick blanket of snow, then grabbed Kara’s palm. “Come on!” She tugged, but Kara didn’t need any more encouragement. She scrambled to get out of the tangle of bed clothes. They crept past Marlie’s bed, where even in the darkness Kara could see several neatly stacked piles of clothes piled over the rumpled coverlet. Even Marlie’s boots were on the bed. Now, though, she, like Kara, was barefoot.

So her footsteps wouldn’t be heard.

Kara’s blood turned to ice. This was wrong. So wrong. She stepped on a toy, probably a Barbie shoe, but held her tongue as Marlie cracked open the door to the hallway.

Along with the scent of wood smoke from the dying fire, the faint sounds of a Christmas carol filtered up from the floor below.

“Silent night . . .”

Marlie peered into the darkness.

“Holy night . . .”

Taking a deep breath, Marlie squeezed Kara’s hand and whispered, “Let’s go.” She pulled her younger sister into the dark, narrow corridor, past the closed doors of the boys’ rooms toward the far end of the hall, where the stairs curved down to the first floor, light curling eerily up from below, the massive doors to Mama and Daddy’s bedroom just beyond the railing.

“All is calm . . .”

For a second, Kara’s heart soared. Marlie was taking her to get Mama and—but no. She stopped at the last door before the staircase leading down, to the door that was always locked, the doorway leading upward to the attic and the warren of unused rooms above.

What?

NO!

“All is bright . . .”

Kara balked. She wasn’t going up there! No, no, no!

She started to protest when Marlie caught her eye and sent her a look that could cut through steel.

Bong!

Kara jumped at the noise, her heart hammering.

But it was only the grandfather clock near the front door, striking off the hours, drowning out the music.

“Jesus,” Marlie whispered under her breath and pulled Kara behind her as she slowly mounted the narrow wooden steps.

Bong!

“Marlie, no,” Kara whispered, feeling the temperature drop with each step.

“We don’t have a choice!” Marlie snapped, her voice still hushed as they reached the third floor.

Rather than snap on a light, she pulled a small flashlight from her pocket and switched it on, its thin beam sliding over draped furniture and boxes, forgotten lamps and stacks of books, open bags of unused clothes. Her family used the extra space for storage, though according to Mama it had once been servants’ quarters. “I wish,” Mama had added, lighting a cigarette as she warned all of her “patchwork family” that the area was forbidden, deemed unsafe. “Don’t go up there, ever. You’re asking for serious grounding if you do. Hear me? Serious.”

Her threat hadn’t stuck, of course.

Of course they’d all sneaked up here and explored.

Though the area was declared off-limits, her brothers were always climbing up here, and Kara had poked around the rabbit warren of connected rooms often enough to know her way around. But tonight, in the darkness, the frigid rooms appeared sinister and evil, the closed doors standing like sentinels guarding the narrow corridor.

Bong!

“Where’s Mama?” she asked again, fighting panic.

Marlie glanced at her and shook her head. She placed a finger to her lips, reminding Kara of the need for silence, then pulled her anxiously along the bare floor of the third story.

This was wrong.

Really wrong.

At the far end of the hallway was another staircase, much narrower and close. Cramped. It wound downward and ended up in the kitchen. For a fleeting second, Kara thought they were going down the back way, which seemed stupid since they’d just ascended, but Marlie had other plans. She stopped just before they reached steps, at the small cupboard-like entrance to the attic.

Kara’s bad feeling got worse. “What are you do—?”

Marlie pulled a key from the front pocket of her jeans and slipped it into the lock. A second later, the attic door creaked open. “Come on.”

Kara drew back and shook her head. “I don’t want to.” Marlie surely wouldn’t—

“Don’t care.” Forcefully, Marlie pulled her through the tight doorway and yanked the door shut behind them.

“What the hell is this?”

“Don’t swear.”

“But—”

“Look. I’m saving you. Us.” A loud click sounded as she flipped the old switch. Nothing happened.

“Shit,” Marlie muttered as they stood in the darkness.

“Don’t swear,” Kara threw back. “And saving us from what?”

“Shhh. Quiet. You don’t want to know.”

“Yes! Yes, I do! Tell me!”

“Look, it’s . . . complicated.” Marlie hesitated.

“And scary.”

“Yes, and really scary.” She clicked on her flashlight again so that they could see the stairs winding upward. The steps were steep and barely wide enough for Kara’s foot, a rickety old staircase winding to the garret under the eaves. It was freezing in the tight space and dark as pitch.

“I’m not going up there.”

“Of course you are. Come on.”

This was bad.

Kara’s skin crawled and though she wanted to argue, she didn’t. The tone of Marlie’s voice, so unlike her, made the ever-rebellious Kara obedient as she was prodded up the stairs. Marlie was holding the small flashlight, its weak beam illuminating the path.

At the top of the stairs, under the sloped ceilings where Kara was certain bats roosted, Marlie stopped, leaving Kara standing on the floorboards of the attic, while she hesitated on one step lower, so they were eye to eye, nose to nose. She shined the flashlight near her face, distorting her features in shadow, causing the small dimple on her chin to shadow and creating an eerie mask much like their brother Jonas’s face when he held a flashlight beneath his face for a macabre effect as he told ghost stories.

But tonight was different.

Tonight wasn’t a game. That much Kara knew.

“You need to stay here and wait for me to come back.”

“No!”

“Just for a little while.”

Kara shook her head. “I want Mama.”

“I know, but I already told you that’s not going to happen.”

“Why?” Panic welled in her heart. “You’re not leaving me here alone.”

“Just for a little while.”

“No!”

“Kara—”

“I’m not staying here. Why would you even say that?” Kara demanded.

“I just have to make sure it’s safe, okay—?”

“No, it’s not okay.”

“Then I’ll come get you. I promise.”

“Safe from what?” Kara cried, freaking. Anytime her siblings added an “I promise,” it was because they weren’t telling the truth. “You said there were bad people here. Who?”

“I-I don’t really know.”

“What’re they doing?”

“I’m not . . . I don’t . . . I’m not sure, but I know this, there’s something . . . something really bad, Kara.”

“What . . . what’s bad?”

“I don’t know.”

“And it’s here.”

“I . . . yes . . . please, just do as I say.”

Kara suspected her sister was dodging the truth. “Where’re Mama and Daddy?”

A beat. “Out.”

“Liar.” Why was Marlie lying to her?

“Kara—”

“What about Jonas and Sam and Donner?” Kara asked frantically. Her older half brothers. They’d all been here earlier. She’d seen them at dinner and after. Donner and Sam had been listening to music and playing video games, maybe even drinking, and Jonas, the loner, had been in his room practicing his ninja moves or whatever it was he always did. Sam had kidded him, calling him Jonas Joe-Judo. Which Jonas hated.

Marlie said, “Everyone’s gone.”

“Gone?” On Christmas Eve? That didn’t seem right. “Then what’re you afraid of?”

Marlie licked her lips nervously. Her voice was the merest of whispers. “As I said, there’s someone here. Someone else. Someone bad.”

“Who? How do you know?” This was crazy. “But you just said everyone was ‘out’ and now . . . You’re scaring me.”

“Good.”

“I want Mama.”

“I told you she’s not here!” Marlie’s voice was still a whisper, but there was an edge to it. Like Mama’s when she got mad or frustrated with Kara’s brothers. “Just listen to me, okay? You’re going to stay here for a little while, until it’s safe, and then I’ll come back and—”

“No!” Marlie was going to leave her here, in the middle of the night, all alone?

“Just for a while,” Marlie was saying again, but Kara was violently shaking her head.

“No, no! You can’t. Don’t leave me!” Frantic, Kara clawed wildly at her sister. Why was Marlie doing this? Why? At seven, she didn’t understand why she was being left. Alone. Here in this dark, horrid attic that smelled like mold and was covered in dust and probably home to spiders and rats and wasps and every other gross thing in the world. “I’m not staying up here alone, Mar—”

“Shh. Keep quiet!” Marlie’s hands tightened over Kara’s forearms.

“Please—”

“Listen!” Marlie’s voice was sharp. A whisper like the warning hiss of a snake.

She gave Kara a shake. Her fingers dug through the long sleeves of Kara’s pajamas.

“Ow!”

“Don’t say a word, Kara-Bear. Keep quiet. You hear me? I’m serious.”

“But you can’t leave me here.” Not in this cold, drafty space situated under the eaves of the peaked roof. “I’ll freeze!”

“You won’t.”

This wasn’t right. Kara might be almost eight years old, but she knew this was wrong. All wrong. “You’re lying!”

Marlie gripped her forearm so hard Kara dropped the flashlight and it rolled down the steps. “Damn it,” she swore. “For once, Kara, just do as you’re told.” And then she was gone, nearly tripping over the flashlight as she fled down the stairs.

Kara took off after her but was a step behind and Marlie reached the door first, slid through and shut it.

Click.

Kara grabbed the door handle, but it wouldn’t move.

Locked? The door is locked? Marlie has locked me in?

Fury and fear burned through her as she heard Marlie’s swift footsteps as she hurried away.

No, no, no! “Marlie!” She rattled the door handle and pounded on the door, then as her rage eased a bit, thought better of it. This was no prank. Something was wrong. Seriously wrong. Something . . . evil. She swallowed back her fear and brushed aside the angry tears that had formed in her eyes. Her arms ached in the spots where her sister’s fingers had clenched.

She wanted to scream, to yell, to beat her fists against the door so that someone would hear her, so that she could escape this sloped-ceilinged jail and breathe again.

But she didn’t. Marlie’s words, whispered like the sound of death, ran through her head. “It’s complicated . . . and really scary.”

Shivering, she bit her lip and stared at the door, a dark barrier to the rest of the world. She couldn’t just sit here and wait.

What if whoever it was Marlie thought had come into the house came up the stairs and found her?

What if he hurt Marlie? What if he killed her? Kara’s heart wrenched.

Again she wished for her mother and father. They would know what to do. But they were gone, according to Marlie, and she wouldn’t lie. Not about that.

Or would she?

Teeth chattering, heart knocking erratically, Kara grabbed the flashlight and stared at the door, shivering and trying to hear something, anything over the wild beating of her heart. Her skin crawled.

She sat on the lowest step, clicking the tiny flashlight on, then off, watching its yellowish beam illuminate the back of the door for a second before she was swallowed in darkness again.

On.

Off.

On.

Click, click, click.

The light growing fainter each time she turned the flashlight on.

She couldn’t just sit here and wait while the batteries in the flashlight died. What if Marlie never came back?

Kara wanted to rattle the door handle frantically, to scream and flail at the door. She reached for the handle again, her fingers curling over the cold lever. But she stopped herself. It would do no good. And probably cause unwanted attention. No, she had to be smart. She had to find another way to escape.

Determined, she climbed up the rickety steps again to the attic, where a single round window mounted high above and the faint moonlight cast the dimmest of light through the dusty, forgotten boxes piled everywhere. The boxes and crates were marked with words scribbled on them, some of which Kara could read: Books. Clothes. Office. Or marked with names: Sam Jr. Jonas. Donner. Marlie. Her sister and brothers. No box for her, the youngest, the only child of both mother and father. Not yet. She heard the rustle of something, something alive in the far corner. Tiny claws on the wood floor. A squirrel? Or a mouse . . . or a rat?

She shivered and was sorting through a box when she heard it—a horrid, bloodcurdling scream rising up from a lower floor.

“AAAAHHHHHGGG!”

Kara jumped. Nearly peed herself. She sucked in her breath as the horrid wail echoed through the house.

What was that? Who was that?

Marlie?

Mama?

Or someone else?

Thud!

The house shook.

Something really big had fallen.

Kara’s mouth turned to dust and she blinked against tears.

Was it a body?

Someone hurt and screaming, then falling?

Marlie?

“Mama,” she mouthed around a sob.

Don’t be a baby.

Pulse pounding, fear nearly paralyzing her, she forced herself to sweep the flashlight’s thin beam over the boxes again and spied the one marked Office. It was closed, cardboard flaps folded but gaping. She shined the light inside and saw yellowed papers, an old stapler, envelopes, a tape dispenser and a pair of dusty scissors. She picked up the scissors and a paper clip that held some papers together, then silently made her way down the stairs to the door.

As she’d seen Jonas do at the locked bathroom door when she’d been spying on him, she took the paper clip, straightened it as best she could and slid it into the small hole beneath the lever. She’d tried it once before on Sam Junior and Donner’s room and it had worked and now . . . she wiggled the tiny wire, working it inside the lock as she strained to hear any other noise coming from the other side of the door.

Come on, come on, she silently said to herself, pulling the wire out once before sliding it back through the hole and twisting gently . . . feeling it move. With a soft click the lock gave way and fighting back her fear, she took a deep breath, held her scissors in one hand and pushed the door open.

The hallway was empty.

And nearly dark, the only light coming from the far end, where a shadowy illumination crawled up the staircase.

I don’t think we’re alone. . . .

Kara licked her lips, as she had a hundred times before when she was sneaking around this old house. She made her way to the smaller staircase and crept down the steps in the darkness, her skin feeling too tight for her body, her lungs barely able to draw in a breath.

She slipped onto the second floor and was vaguely aware of the music again as she crept into her bedroom. It was empty, but as she shined her flashlight’s beam over the room, she noticed the pile of clothes were still on Marlie’s bed. Folded clothes and boots near her open suitcase. Her own bed was as she’d left it, the covers thrown back and crumpled.

But her sister wasn’t inside.

She bit her lip.

Fought fear.

Heard the strains of the same Christmas carol seeping through the house.

“. . . All is calm, all is bright . . .”

Barely breathing, she made her way along the hall to Jonas’s room. It was the smallest of the bedrooms and even messier than usual. The bed unmade, junk on his desk, clothes and games tossed over the floor and . . . Oh, God! An unblinking eye reflecting her flashlight’s beam.

She dropped the flashlight and bit back a scream. Shrinking backward to the door just as she realized she was looking at the stuffed head of a deer that had been mounted on the wall and now lay on the floor, antlers propping it up.

Crap!

Her heart felt as if it might fly out of her chest.

It was just the deer. Long dead. Stupid dead animals were mounted all over this house and they’d always creeped her out. She snagged the flashlight and swept the beam over the rest of the mess. Not far from the stag’s head, pushed against a half-drunk bottle of Gatorade, an eagle was sprawled, feathers everywhere, and she realized the bird hadn’t just fallen from its perch on the wall but had been sliced and . . . beheaded. The body with its curled talons was still attached to the stand, but the head was separate, the sharp beak digging into the carpet, glassy eyes condemning.

Her insides turned to water and she raised the beam of the flashlight to the wall over Jonas’s closet, to the spot where a sword had been mounted. The weapon was a relic from some long-ago war. The weapon was never supposed to be handled, never to be taken down from its spot on the wall.

Never.

Now it was missing.

Kara wasn’t surprised by that.

Just this afternoon as Kara had passed by his room with the door ajar, she’d spied him with the sword in his hand, and he had been swinging it and lunging with it like he was in some kind of fantasy battle. A ninja or something.

Idiot, she’d thought at the time.

Now she was scared to death.

Her fingers tightened around the handle of the scissors.

The next room belonged to both of her older brothers. Donner. He was really Marlie’s brother, both of them Mama’s kids. Mama had them before she’d married Daddy. And Sam Junior and Jonas were brothers, too. Daddy’s sons. They had a different “real” mom. That left her, Kara, the only child of both Mama and Daddy.

Not that it mattered.

At least not to her.

And certainly not now.

She only wished she could find any one of them.

The older boys’ room was the same as it always was—a mess of rumpled sheets and coverlets sliding to the floor to tangle with clothes, shoes, boots and candy bar wrappers and cans. Sam Junior’s backpack was pushed against the foot of his bed, his new Nokia cell phone on the dresser. He was always the neater of the two and never without his new phone. So why had he left it?

Her throat tightened as she swung the dying beam of her flashlight over the room. Donner’s area was a wreck. With a small pizza box long empty, a pack of cigarettes only partially hidden under his pillow.

Nerves stretched to the breaking point, she crept into the hallway again and heard the music once more.

“Glories stream from heaven afar . . .”

Coming from the CD player downstairs.

Heart in her throat, Kara inched to the servants’ stairs again, avoiding the huge carved staircase that curved up from the massive entry and living area. Instead, she crept noiselessly down the back steps to the kitchen, where no lights burned. The only illumination came from outside, where moonglow reflected on the snow. Quietly she slipped past the freestanding island, then under an archway to the dining area, where a massive table stretched from the butler’s pantry to the French doors leading outside. Through the paned windows, she saw a thick mantle of snow on the veranda beyond which the lake glimmered, partially obscured by sparse stands of snow-crusted firs and pines.

Inside, the table had been set for the next day, crystal glasses glinting red with light from the remaining embers of the fire Daddy had lit in the fireplace earlier. She’d watched him stack wood that he’d taken from the built-in cupboard near the firebox and light old newspaper and kindling until flames caught and crackled. The smell of smoke was stronger here and something else . . . something odd, sweetly metallic. In front of the big window, the Christmas tree stood at an angle, white lights blinking, branches broken.

Not like it had been.

The back of Kara’s neck twitched.

And then she noticed the walls.

The dark spots that drizzled downward.

Red.

Thick.

Blood!

Staining the walls in scarlet rivulets that pooled almost purple on the floor.

She let out a scream and her stomach threatened to hurl. She took two steps into the living room and screamed again. There, lying on Mama’s white carpet, was her brother Donner, his throat slashed, his skin pale as milk, his blond hair streaked red, his eyes staring upward and unblinking. She stepped backward and her heel rammed into something soft, only to turn and find Sam Junior, curled up, his hair matted red with blood, his mouth open, eyes open and vacant. “Noooo!” She screamed again, gasping and sobbing, her stomach cramping.

She dropped the scissors and flashlight and started to turn when she noticed Jonas, partially hidden by the Christmas tree, his face and shirt covered in blood, a hank of black hair falling over his face. Eyes open.

Hyperventilating, she stared at him and screamed when she saw him blink.

He was alive?

But how?

“K-k-k-k-k-a . . . karrrra . . .” he said, his voice a garbled whisper.

She could only stare at his blood-smeared face.

“Get . . . he . . . he . . . get . . . help . . .” He tried to lever himself up but fell back. “Go . . . run . . .” he whispered, his words sounding wet. His eyes rolled up in his head and she backed away, her feet slipping on the blood that seemed everywhere—on the walls, on the floor, sprayed to the ceiling.

“Marlie!” she yelled. Where the hell was she? “Marlie!” Choking out her sister’s name, she stumbled from the room and forced herself to the short hallway that led to her parents’ bedroom.

Sobbing wildly, Kara gasped for breath as she pushed open the door and saw the horror within. “No!” she cried, breaking down completely. “No, no, no!” Both of her parents were in their bed, Mama in her silk pajamas and her father in only his boxer shorts. Both of her parents were covered in the blood that stained the sheets and spattered the bedstead and wall. Mama’s blond hair was mussed, her eyes glassy and set, and Daddy’s face was a scary bluish color, blood sliding from his gaping mouth. Over his naked torso, huge, ugly gashes exposed his flesh, and blood matted the curling hair of his chest.

In a daze, she backed out of the room.

Dead.

They were all dead.

Except Jonas.

She started back to the living room, to her brother, when she thought of the phone.

She had to call and get help.

9-1-1.

But she couldn’t go into Mama’s bedroom again, she couldn’t see her parents that way . . . no, she backed up, scrambling to her feet. There was a phone in the kitchen and Sam Junior’s new cell phone upstairs. She’d call the police. Get an ambulance. But as she raced through the living room, she saw Jonas had collapsed again. She was probably too late!

She started for him.

The front door swung open.

Marlie?

No!

Not her sister.

A man.

A big man filled the doorway.

The killer!

She knew it.

Oh. God.

She let out a short scream and spun, her bare heel sliding in a pool of sticky blood.

“Holy shit! What the fu—?” the man said.

He’d seen her!

She took off at a dead run.

As fast as her feet would carry her, she flew through the dining room, knocking over a chair before she sped across the short span of the butler’s pantry to the kitchen.

“Hey!” The voice was deep and male. Commanding. “Hey! You! Stop!”

She yanked the door open, sprinted across the porch and jumped from the steps to the snow-covered backyard.

“Stop! Little girl!”

No way!

His loud voice only propelled her farther and faster through the drifts. From the corner of her eye she saw his massive shape on the porch.

“Stop! Hey, little girl—”

Without thinking, she ducked under the lowest limbs of the fir trees and cut to the back path, the one that led to the lake. The snow here was packed, as if someone else had trod on it, and it felt like ice between her toes. Still she raced unheeding as branches slapped at her face and berry vines clawed at her pajamas. She heard her sleeve rip, felt the prick of a thorn, but she didn’t stop, didn’t dare chance a look behind her. Her lungs were starting to burn, her breath coming out in a foggy mist, but she didn’t slow. Her heart was pounding and she kept her head down, skimming through a copse of trees, feeling snow fall onto her shoulder as she brushed against the branches.

What had happened?

Who had killed Mama and Daddy?

Why? She felt the tears start to freeze on her cheeks as she ran through the thickets and she saw in her mind’s eye her family, bloodied and slashed, horrid images flashing through her mind, appearing behind the trees that were a blur. Her parents unmoving as they lay in their own blood. Sam Junior and Donner with their hair matted in blood, eyes glazed as they lay next to each other. Jonas raising up, telling her to run. Get help. And Marlie, ghost white, peeking from behind a long-needled pine, urging her to keep going. Run, Kara! she yelled over the pounding in Kara’s ears.

All in her imagination, she knew.

All ghosts.

Her vision blurred with tears, but she forced her legs to keep moving, her near-frozen feet to fly through the snow.

She heard him coming after her, the heavy footsteps pounding on the path, the crack of a brittle branch as he passed.

Faster. Run faster!

Kara was breathing hard, but she saw the glitter of the lake. Through the forest, the icy surface gleamed in the moonlight, beckoning. On the far shore, lights of a few houses glowed like beacons.

If she could make it.

She could!

She would!

Faster. Run faster!

She slammed her toe into an exposed root and flew forward, crying out. Pain pulsed through her foot and she stumbled a few steps, temporarily hobbled, and she wanted to give up, to fling herself into the snow and cry.

No! Keep running. Get help. Jonas is still alive!

She plowed forward.

The killer was closing in.

She heard his ragged breathing, felt his footsteps shake the ground. But he, too, was struggling and when he called out, he was gasping. “For the love of God, girl, stop! I’m not . . . I’m not going . . . I won’t hurt you.”

She didn’t believe him for an instant.

Move! Her mind was screaming at her and she was nearly panting.

She reached the bank, her feet sliding out from under her as she slipped downward toward the lake.

“Stop!” the man shouted. “Jesus Christ, stop!”

She hurled her body forward, tumbling onto the glassy surface, skidding away from the shorel