The First Lady

Book 3: Church Series

by Carl Weber

Genres: African American Women's Fiction; Women's Fiction

Synopsis

Carl Weber is the New York Times best-selling author of such fan favorites as So You Call Yourself a Man. The First Lady is the tale of a preacher’s wife who learns she’s dying and vows to find her husband another woman. There is no shortage of ladies who want her man, but will she be able to find a suitable replacement among the conniving church women?

“Weber keeps the pacing brisk and loads the narrative with enough surprise turns to keep readers guessing to the end.”—Publishers Weekly

Release date: December 1, 2010

Publisher: Kensington Books

Print pages: 288

Sample

“Hey, Charlene, you ready to get started?”

My good friend and confidante, Alison Williams, smiled as she walked into my hospital room. I tried to smile back when she kissed my forehead, but the abdominal pains I was experiencing wouldn’t allow it. So, I lay there in my bed, grappling through the pain as I watched her sit in the chair next to my bed and pull out some of my personal stationery and a pen. I pressed the button that controlled the morphine drip in my arm, and Alison waited patiently for my pain reliever to kick in. Six months ago, I refused to use any type of pain medication, but now I understood why the Lord invented addictive drugs like morphine and Demerol. Without them, I probably would have died from the pain of my pancreatic cancer weeks ago. As it was now, I was pushing the darn drip button every fifteen minutes. I was on the highest dose there was, which meant I didn’t have long to live, probably a few weeks at best.

I wasn’t afraid of dying, though. I’d lived a good life, married a wonderful man in Bishop T.K. Wilson, raised two fantastic children, and had the honor of being the first lady of absolutely the best church in New York—First Jamaica Ministries. So, if the Lord was ready to call me home, although I considered myself young at forty-four, I was ready to go. The only thing I was afraid of was what would happen to my family—more importantly, my husband—after I was gone. I was now making preparations to be sure my man was taken care of after my death.

You see, as good and honorable a man of God as T.K. was, he was still just a man with desires and needs; and men, no matter how bright they may appear to be, are very naive when it comes to women, especially slick-ass churchwomen. I could see it now. Fifteen minutes after they put me in the ground, those church heifers would be in my house trying to figure out the best way to redecorate and move my shit out. Say what you might about my choice of words, but I’d seen these so-called churchwomen in action too many times in the past.

Last year when Sister Betty Jean White passed away, within six months, her worst enemy, Jeannette Wilcox, had weaseled her way into Sister Betty’s house and was sleeping with her husband. A few months after that, they were married. If you walk in that house today, there’s not one sign that Sister Betty even lived there. So, I could envision T.K., in his moment of grief and loneliness, letting some church heifer manipulate him into doing just about anything she wanted, and I was not about to allow that.

Don’t get me wrong. I wasn’t trying to stop my husband from moving on with his life after I was gone. On the contrary, I wanted him to find someone to spend the rest of his days with and be happy. I just wanted to make sure that that someone had his best interests at heart and wasn’t just some ambitious, Biblecarrying gold digger with her own agenda. That’s why, with the help of Alison, I was planning on helping my husband pick my successor from the grave.

I felt some relief when the pain medication finally kicked in, and Alison helped me as I struggled to sit up. She placed a pillow behind my head, then sat back in her seat to take notes as I began to dictate the fourth of several letters to be given out after my death. One would be for T.K., to let him know how much I loved him and that I wanted him to move on with his life. The next letters would be to the four women I thought were the top candidates to vie for my husband’s heart and become the next first lady of First Jamaica Ministries. In my opinion, not every one of these women was a suitable candidate, which was even more reason for me to be writing these letters. I had to steer the course of events so that T.K. would not end up with the wrong woman.

I started this day’s dictation with a letter for T.K.'s first love, Marlene, the mother of his illegitimate daughter, Tanisha. I never really told anyone this, but I liked Marlene, even if she was extremely rough around the edges. She had spunk, and from what I was told, a loyalty to T.K. that almost rivaled my own. I know it might sound strange for a woman, any woman, to have kind words about her husband’s ex-lover, but their relationship happened long before I met T.K. and before he found the Lord.

I will admit, though, that at one time I had been glad that Marlene had moved to D.C. But that was before I was diagnosed with cancer, when I made it a point to keep any woman who might tempt T.K. as far away as possible. Now I was happy to hear that she had recently moved back to Queens and had even shown up at a few church services. She, unlike any of the other candidates, had a connection to my family, which made her a very favorable competitor in the race for T.K.'s heart. Her only flaw in my eyes was that she was a recovering drug abuser … but then again, so was my husband.

The next letter was to be written to Savannah Dickens. Savannah was the church’s new choir soloist. She was a quiet, attractive woman in her mid-thirties who kept to herself. She’d grown up in our church but had been living in California for the past fifteen years. I didn’t know much about her except that she had a phenomenal voice and had just recently returned to the church and the community. I will admit I’m not much for quiet folks because they’re usually trying to hide something. She was, however, the daughter of Deacon Joe Dickens, so there was no denying that she would be at least considered for the position of first lady after my death. Her father was one of the more prominent older members of our church, and he was looking to become the chairman of the Deacons Board, so I was sure that after my death he would be trying his best to push T.K. and Savannah together in an effort to consolidate power. It was a move I wasn’t against, because it would probably benefit T.K. in the long run. The more people he had watching his back the better. What I didn’t like was the fact that Savannah was only thirty-five years old. I wasn’t objecting to her age so much; she was only ten years younger than T.K. I was worried that she was thirty-five and didn’t have any children. A woman under forty who hadn’t had a child probably wanted kids of her own, and that was out. The last thing T.K. needed after raising my son, Dante, and my daughter, Donna, and then putting them through college was another baby to support. Besides, he was now a grandfather. How would he look having a child that was younger than his grandchildren?

The next letter was to my very good friend Sister Lisa Mae Jones. Lisa and I had been friends for years. She was the widow of Pastor Lee Jones, who passed away suddenly four years ago. She joined our church a year after her husband’s church hired a new pastor, and his wife replaced her as first lady. Lisa had everything it took to be a first lady. She was smart, attractive, had plenty of connections, and, most importantly, Lisa had enough attitude that she wouldn’t let these church heifers run over her or T.K. She also had a true loyalty to me. I didn’t know if she’d want the job, but one could always hope.

Next in line was Ms. Monique Johnson, the first lady of plastic surgery and implants. Oh, she would swear she’d never been touched cosmetically except for the blessings the Lord had given her, but I’m sorry, there was no way a forty-year-old woman who’d given birth could have a body like hers without having something nipped and tucked. The way she walked around the church showing off her fake cleavage and that humongous booty of hers in those tight dresses was disgraceful. And not only was her body fake, but so was her personality. I’d never met a phonier woman in my entire life. She was always smiling in my face like she was my best friend, then grinning at T.K. like he was the last man on earth and she had to have him.

Monique knew I was aware that she wanted my husband, but that didn’t stop her from disrespecting me by always trying to get in his face. I had a thought to slap her a few times over the past few years. The sad thing was that T.K. just couldn’t see it. I brought it up to him several times before I got sick, but he just dismissed it as me being paranoid. He might have been right to an extent, because I was paranoid. My husband was a powerful and handsome man in a position that put him in contact with many lonely, single women with low self-esteem. But paranoid or not, my watchfulness had served me well over twenty-plus years of marriage, and I never had a reason to think my man had strayed. I trusted my husband, but I wasn’t taking any chances with Monique or any other woman with her reputation.

Rumor had it that she had had extramarital affairs with at least two high-profile members of the church. So, for years, I’d kept that wench as far away from my husband as possible. I planned to try to continue doing that even after my death. Some of my girlfriends from the church confirmed that Monique’s overtures toward T.K. had become even bolder since I was hospitalized. I was sure T.K. hadn’t even given the woman a second thought with me being sick and all, but a question still remained: Would he be strong-willed enough to stay away from her after my death? I could only hope.

By the time we’d written Monique’s first letter, the pain was starting to return. I wanted to push the drip, but the machine only allowed me medication every fifteen minutes, and I’d just pushed it for the third time five minutes earlier. Being the concerned friend she was, Alison insisted that we’d done enough for the day. God willing, we’d finish the rest of the letters in the next few days. Although I’m not going to reveal their content, I can assure you that they would shake up a whole lot of people. Six months from now, I’d be dead, but I could guarantee that my presence would still be felt.

Can you dictate the lives of your family, friends, and enemies from the grave? Those were the thoughts I contemplated as I waited for the new dose of pain medication to take effect. I could picture the scenario now: The first lady of First Jamaica Ministries is dead. Who will win the bishop’s heart and become the next first lady? Only time will tell.

I leaned forward in my chair and opened my desk drawer, taking out two glasses and a bottle of cognac that I saved for special occasions. I poured myself a drink and one for my best friend, James Black. There was nothing like drinking some good oldfashioned cognac with James, especially after a day when the fish weren’t biting worth a darn. James and I spent a great deal of time together when it came to both business and pleasure. He was a loyal friend, a former deacon, and now the chairman of the board of trustees of our church. He was also my eyes and ears among the members of the church since my wife, Charlene, passed away, God bless her soul, six months ago.

Lately, James seemed to be seeing and hearing more things that I was oblivious to in the church. I hated that because I tried to remain close to all the members of the congregation, but there are some things that church folks just won’t tell their pastor. That’s where my wife, and now James, had come in handy. They both had a knack for discovering things before they blew up in my face—my wife, because she was very nosy and intimidating, and James because … well, let’s just say he was a ladies’ man, and I had to turn my head every once in a while from his lustful behavior. Nonetheless, they both got the job done in their own way, and I was appreciative.

“T.K.,” James said, swirling his cognac before taking a sip. He stared at me long and hard, as if he were trying to find the proper words to express himself. Normally, this was something James didn’t seem to have a problem with. I also noted that he’d called me T.K. instead of Bishop. He did that only when he wanted us to step aside from our roles as church heads and deal with each other as men of flesh.

“What’s on your mind, James? You got something to tell me? You haven’t been yourself all day.”

James took another sip of his drink. It was obvious he was stalling. “Well, yes, I do,” he finally said.

“All right, then, man. Spit it out,” I encouraged.

“All right. T.K., I’ve been talking to some of the sisters of the church, and well … they think it’s time.” He leaned back patiently in his chair, obviously relieved to get this off his chest. I just wished I knew what he was so relieved about. I didn’t have a clue what he thought it was time for.

“Time? Time for what?” I stared at him as I lifted my glass and took a swallow.

“Time for you to make a choice. So, I hope you’re ready because life around here isn’t going to be easy until you’ve made your choice.”

“And what choice do I have to make?” I asked calmly, still not sure where he was going.

“Whether we’re going to have Armageddon or peace around here,” he replied between sips, staring back at me with so little emotion, he could have been a professional poker player.

I sat up straight in my chair, trying my best to read my friend’s face because Armageddon was not a word to be used lightly. “What are you talking about, James?”

“T.K., there is about to be Armageddon in this church, and you’re about to be right in the middle of it.”

There was that word again. James’s face still showed no emotion, but now his voice had a chill that had me concerned. Had James been given some divine message from God that I had been left out of? Was there dissention in the congregation? Were they about to try to vote me out as pastor? I wasn’t sure what was going on, but before he left my office, my good friend James Black was going to explain himself.

“James, you of all people know I do not like to play games. So, will you please stop beating around the bush and get to the point?” My voice was firm, and I’m sure he knew I was serious.

“Look, I’m sorry about that, T.K. I just figured you’d want to hear this subtly.” He took a breath before he spoke. “The women of the church are about to tear this place apart, and it’s all because of you.”

I searched my mind for reasons I might have upset the women of my congregation. “What have I supposedly done this time?”

“It’s what you haven’t done, Bishop. These women are losing their minds. Haven’t you noticed what’s going on around here? The women are arriving at church a half hour early just to assure themselves a spot in the front. I’m not just talking about two or three women. There had to be fifty or sixty of them this past Sunday. And I bet you a hundred dollars there’ll be even more this week. It’s crazy.”

I smiled at my friend with pride. “That’s not necessarily a bad thing, James. The word must be getting around that I give one heck of a sermon.”

He laughed. “Are you really that naive? These women don’t give a damn about your sermons. They only—”

I shot him a look, and he tried to clean up his words. “What I mean is, all they care about is you.” He pointed a finger at me. “They are all bound and determined by any means necessary to be the one to become your wife, the next first lady of the church.”

For the first time, I understood what he was talking about, and I dismissed it immediately. Yes, I knew that every congregation wanted their pastor to be married. It just made sense, if you really thought about it. But my Charlene had been gone only six months. That was way too soon for me to even be entertaining the thought of dating, let alone remarrying.

I looked at the picture of Charlene I kept on my desk. Oh, how I missed her. My wife was a spitfire who had loved me, my family, and this church more than life itself, and to be honest, I wasn’t ready to let her go yet. And I didn’t think the church was, either.

“That’s ridiculous, James. Let me assure you, that’s got to be the last thing on these women’s minds. Trust me. Like I told you, I know these things. I know the hearts of the women of this church. It’s just in their nature to be caring. You can’t go taking it the wrong way, James. I sure don’t.”

“Are you kidding?” He chuckled, but there was a twinge of disdain in his voice. “No offense to your sermons, Bishop, but there’s not a hat shop in Queens with a single fancy brim left on its shelves. There are women in this borough who have wiped out their entire savings, and others who have taken out loans just to buy enough hats for as many Sundays as it’s going to take to catch the bishop’s eye. And how better to catch the bishop’s eye than to reserve a place right across from the pulpit every Sunday?”

“James, stop exaggerating,” I chortled. “These are good churchwomen who just want to hear the word.”

“You can play dumb all you want, T.K.,” James said as he poured the last of the liquor into our glasses. “But you can’t say that I didn’t warn you.”

“Well, thanks for the warning, but I’m sure you’re wrong.”

He held up his glass, a sign for me to toast. I hesitantly followed suit and lifted my glass in the air.

“Here’s to me being wrong,” James said. Before either one of us could put our glasses to our lips, we were startled by a knock on the door. The concern in James’s eyes mirrored my own. The last thing we needed as prominent men of the church was to get caught sipping liquor. Jesus might have turned water to wine, and even taken a sip or two himself with every meal, but God forbid I was caught having an innocent drink with a friend. They’d swear I was a drunk. So, without having to say a word, we simultaneously downed the contents of our glasses. I held out my hand for James to give me his empty glass.

“Come in,” I said as I quickly placed the empty bottle and two glasses in my bottom desk drawer. I did so just in the nick of time, because as soon as I closed the drawer, the office door opened.

“Gentlemen,” Deacon Joe Dickens said as he entered the office.

“How you doin', Deacon?” I asked as James replied with a courteous nod.

“Fine, Bishop. I’m doin’ just fine. Heard you two went fishin'. Hope they were biting"—the deacon smiled—” ‘cause I’d love to have a few porgies.”

“Put it this way, Deacon,” I told him. “If you or anyone else ever had to depend upon Trustee Black’s and my ability to catch fish, we’d all starve. The only thing we got in that cooler over there is ice.”

Laughter filled the room momentarily before Deacon Dickens cleared his throat so that he could speak on what he’d really come for. “Speaking of food and eating, Bishop, my daughter, Savannah, is going to be doing a little cooking this weekend. You know that cobbler you were so fond of at the deacons’ banquet last month?”

I smiled at the memory of that cobbler. It was quite possibly the best I’d ever had. “How could I forget? The darn thing was so good I must have gone back for seconds three times.” I patted my belly as I grinned.

“Well, that was Savannah’s doing. She made that cobbler.”

“Sister Savannah is responsible for that cobbler? Well, I may have to stop by your house a little more often, Deacon, ‘cause your daughter sure can burn.”

“You’re always welcome, Bishop. Matter of fact, along with that cobbler, she’s cooking smothered pork chops and collard greens for dinner tomorrow. If I remember correctly, you’re rather fond of pork chops, aren’t you?”

“Could eat them every day,” I said with a nod.

“Well, then you’re going to have to come over for dinner tomorrow night. I insist.”

I let out a disappointed sigh. “I wish I could, Deacon, but I already have dinner plans to meet with the bookstore committee tomorrow night. How about a rain check?”

The deacon looked truly disappointed. “All right. How’s next Sunday sound? I can’t promise pork chops, but I’m sure Savannah will make another cobbler.”

I glanced down at my weekly planner, then looked up at the deacon with a smile. “Deacon, it’s a date. And whether it’s pork chops or not, I’ll be looking forward to it.”

“Good, good,” he replied. “How’s seven o’clock sound to you?”

“Seven o’clock next Sunday is fine.” I wrote it in my planner, then made a mental note to tell my secretary, Alison, to put it in hers.

“Well, gentlemen, I guess it’s time I got home. I’ll see you at service on Sunday.” The deacon shook our hands and left, closing the door behind him.

It was obvious that James could barely wait until Deacon’s footsteps faded down the hall before he exploded with laughter. “Oh, my Lord, that guy is hilarious.”

“Why? What’s so funny?” I asked.

“What’s so funny? You’re what’s so funny. Can’t you see a setup when it’s right in front of your face?” James stood up, shaking his head. “Like I told you before the deacon came in, it’s starting, my friend. The battle for who’s going to be the next first lady has started, and it looks like the first woman in the ring is Savannah Dickens. And her father’s the one who’s throwing her in.”

“James, my man, you’re reading far too much into this.”

“Am I, T.K.? Since when does a prominent member of the church invite the pastor to dinner and not at least extend an invitation to any other prominent member of the church who’s in the room? I might as well have been invisible.”

I sat back in my chair and thought about what he was saying. I didn’t reply at first because the more I thought about it, the more his words started to make sense. He did have an intriguing point. Why didn’t the deacon invite him to dinner? He could have at least invited him when I declined. Was the deacon trying to orchestrate a relationship between me and his daughter? It was possible. The real question was whether I was willing to be a participant in his plan.

Savannah was single, and she was also a very attractive woman. She had some of the prettiest black hair I’d ever seen. For the first time, I began to imagine her as a woman and not just a member of the church. The image brought a slight grin to my face, which quickly morphed into a guilty frown as Savannah’s image was replaced by Charlene’s.

“You might be right about the deacon, James, but then again, maybe your dinner invitation just slipped the deacon’s mind.”

James chuckled. “If you believe that, I got a bridge to sell you out back.”

I rose from my chair, reached in my pocket, and pulled out some money. “How much?”

James’s chuckle became a full-fledged laugh. “You crazy, you know that, Bishop?”

“That’s what they tell me.” I laughed with him.

“So, T.K., what do you think?”

“Think about what, James?” I said flatly, knowing from the look on his face what he was referring to.

“Savannah. What do you think about Savannah? Old girl does have some hips on her, doesn’t she?” James traced his fingers in the air like he was outlining a shapely woman’s figure.

“I hadn’t noticed,” I lied.

“Yeah, right. Sure you haven’t.” James waved his hand at me. “Look, T.K., you may have the title of bishop, but you’re still a man. Don’t think I forgot about what happened in the Bahamas.”

Blood rushed to my face. “You’re never gonna let me forget that, are you?”

“Nope. Never.”

“Okay, hold it over my head. Just don’t forget I’ve seen you in a few compromising positions too. You seem to have forgotten about Las Vegas.”

He laughed. “Hey, whatever happened to what goes on in Vegas stays in Vegas?”

“Same thing that happened to what goes on in the Bahamas stays in the Bahamas. At least I was with my wife.”

“Aw’ight, I get your point. Look, I gotta get outta here. I got a big date tonight with Sister Renée Wilcox.”

I shook my head. “I don’t know why these sisters let you get away with your foolishness, James.”

“Same reason they’re filling the front rows of the church these past few Sundays, Bishop.”

“And why’s that?” I asked.

“ ‘Cause a good man is hard to find.” James smiled as he opened my office door. “Remember, Bishop,” he called as he gave me one last warning. “Deacon Dickens and Savannah are just the first.”

I smiled, nodded, and waved as James exited the room, halfway closing the door behind him. I proceeded to remove the empty liquor bottle from my desk drawer and stuffed it down in my leather briefcase with the intent of disposing of it in the Dumpster in the back parking lot. I carried the two glasses we’d been drinking from down the hall to the church kitchen to rinse them out.

As I turned the corner to return to my office, I spotted an envelope taped to my door. It actually gave me déjà vu because for years, Charlene would leave me messages in the same exact fashion. By the time I got to the door, my hands were shaking and my heart felt like it was going to beat out of my chest, I was so nervous and confused. She’d been dead for six months, but the envelope taped to the door was from my wife’s personal stationery.

Somehow, I managed to remove the envelope from the door, make my way into my office and into my chair. I stared at the envelope for the better part of five minutes before I opened it and began to read. The note was indeed from Charlene. Although it wasn’t in her handwriting, the words were definitely hers. James was right about one thing: Armageddon was about to start in our church, but what he probably never suspected was that its creator was going to be my deceased wife, Charlene Wilson.

For almost three years I’d asked God to bless me with a job so I could get off public assistance and not have to look for handouts from my son-in-law, Dante, and my daughter, Tanisha, to take care of my teenage son, Aubrey. But perhaps I should have been a little bit more specific when I put in my request. Shopping at Key Food is one thing, but working there is a completely different story, with all the rude customers and sexual harassment I had to put up with from my pain-in-the-ass manager. Every day when I left that place, I felt like I needed a drink. Don’t get me wrong, I was grateful for the job in these troubled times, but how was I supposed to support a teenage boy on $. . .