Simply Voracious

by Kate Pearce

Genres: Erotic & Steamy Romance; Regency Romance

Synopsis

Wicked secrets and erotic delights abound at Madame Helene's Pleasure House--an elite brothel in Regency England that caters to carnal seduction. . . A Scent Of Scandal Lucinda Haymore is still reeling from the cruel betrayal of a vile seducer. Softly, irresistibly, his profession of love disguised his truer, baser intentions. With the knowledge that her reputation is at stake, she is happy to accept a proposal of marriage in name only from her best friend since childhood. . . A Taste Of Sin While Paul St. Clare has no interest in consummating his marriage with Lucinda, he has every intention of allowing her to enjoy true physical ecstasy in the hands of another. It's no surprise that he finds an agent more than willing to accommodate his needs in the House of Pleasure. What he doesn't expect is how perfectly the arrangement satisfies everyone's desires. . . "The passion of Pearce's erotic tale is focused and intense. . ..Their sex encounters and fantasies. . .steam up the pages." -- Romantic Times on Simply Shameless "Can you say HOT? From the first scorching page to the last. . .a wild ride of sex and suspense, keeping you guessing until the very end." -- Simply Romance Reviews on Simply Sexual

Release date: October 24, 2011

Publisher: Aphrodisia

Print pages: 369

Sample

1826, London, England

“Are you all right, ma’am? May I help you?”

Lady Lucinda Haymore flinched as the tall soldier came toward her, his hand outstretched and his voice full of concern. She clutched the torn muslin of her bodice against her bosom, and wondered desperately how much he could see of her in the dark shadows of the garden.

“I’m fine, sir, please . . .” She struggled to force any more words out and stared blindly at the elaborate gold buttons of his dress uniform. “I’m afraid I slipped and fell on the steps and have ripped my gown.”

He paused, and she realized that he had positioned his body to shield her from the bright lights of the house and the other guests at the ball.

“If you do not require my help, may I fetch someone for you, then?”

His question was softly spoken, as if he feared she might flee.

“Could you find Miss Emily Ross for me?”

“Indeed I can. I have a slight acquaintance with her.” He hesitated. “But first, may I suggest you sit down? You look as if you might swoon.”

Even as he spoke, the ground tilted alarmingly, and Lucinda started to sway. Before her knees gave way, the soldier caught her by the elbows and deftly maneuvered her backward to a stone bench framed by climbing roses. Even as she shrank from his direct gaze, she managed to get a fleeting impression of his face. His eyes were deep set and a very light gray, his cheekbones impossibly high, and his hair quite white, despite his apparent youth.

She could only pray he didn’t recognize her. No unmarried lady should be loitering in the gardens without a chaperone. Somehow she doubted he was a gossip. He just didn’t seem to be the type; all his concern was centered on her, rather than making a grand fuss and alerting others to her plight. He released her and moved back, as if he sensed his presence made her uneasy.

“I’ll fetch Miss Ross for you.”

“Thank you,” Lucinda whispered, and he was gone, disappearing toward the lights of the ballroom and the sounds of the orchestra playing a waltz. She licked her lips and tasted her own blood, and the brutal sting of rejection. How could she have been so foolish as to believe Jeremy loved her? He’d hurt her and called her a tease. Had she encouraged him as he had claimed? Did she really deserve what he had done to her?

Panic engulfed her and she started to shiver. It became increasingly difficult to breathe and she struggled to pull in air. Suddenly the white-haired stranger was there again, crouched down in front of her. He took her clenched fist in his hand and slowly stroked her fingers. She noticed his accent was slightly foreign.

“It’s all right. Miss Ross is coming. I took the liberty of hiring a hackney cab, which will be waiting for you at the bottom of the garden.”

“Thank you,”

“I’m glad I was able to be of service.”

With that, he moved away, and Lucinda saw Emily behind him and reached blindly for her hand.

“I told my aunt I was coming home with you, and I told your mother the opposite, so I think we are safe to leave,” Emily murmured.

“Good.”

Emily’s grip tightened. “Lucinda, what happened?”

She shook her head. “I can’t accompany you home, Emily. Where else can we go?”

Emily frowned. “I’ll take you to my stepmother’s. You’ll be safe there. Can you walk?”

“I’ll have to.” Lucinda struggled to her feet.

“Oh, my goodness, Lucinda,” Emily whispered. “There is blood on your gown.”

“I fell. Just help me leave this place.” Lucinda grabbed hold of Emily’s arm and started toward the bottom of the garden. She could only hope that Jeremy had returned to the ball and would not see how low he had brought her. She would never let him see that, never. With Emily’s help, she managed to climb into the cab and leaned heavily against the side. Her whole body hurt, especially between her legs, where he had . . . She pushed that thought away and forced her eyes open.

It seemed only a moment before Emily was opening the door of the cab and calling for someone named Ambrose to help her. Lucinda gasped as an unknown man carefully picked her up and carried her into the large mansion. Emily ran ahead, issuing instructions as she led the way up the stairs to a large, well-appointed bedchamber. The man gently deposited Lucinda on the bed and went to light some of the candles and the fire.

Lucinda curled up into a tight ball and closed her eyes, shutting out Emily and everything that had happened to her. It was impossible not to remember. She started to shake again.

A cool hand touched her forehead, and she reluctantly focused on her unknown visitor.

“I’m Helene, Emily’s stepmother. Everyone else has left, including Emily. Will you let me help you?”

Lucinda stared into the beautiful face of Madame Helene Delornay, one of London’s most notorious women, and saw only compassion and understanding in her clear blue eyes.

Helene smiled. “I know this is difficult for you, my dear, but I need to see how badly he hurt you.”

“No one hurt me. I slipped on the steps and . . .”

Helene gently placed her finger over Lucinda’s mouth. “You can tell everyone else whatever tale you want, but I know what has happened to you, and I want to help you.”

“How do you know?” Lucinda whispered.

“Because it happened to me.” Helene sat back. “Now, let’s get you out of that gown and into bed.”

She talked gently to Lucinda while she helped her remove her torn gown and undergarments, brought her warm water to wash with, and ignored the flow of tears Lucinda seemed unable to stop.

When she was finally tucked in under the covers, Helene sat next to her on the bed.

“Thank you,” Lucinda whispered.

Helene took her hand. “It was the least I could do.” She paused. “Now, do you want to tell me what happened?”

“All I know is that I am quite ruined.”

“I’m not so sure about that.”

Lucinda blinked. “I’m no longer a virgin. What man would have me now?”

“A man who loves you and understands that what happened was not your fault.”

“But it was my fault. I went into the gardens with him alone, I let him kiss me, I begged him to kiss me.”

“You also asked him to force himself on you?”

“No, I couldn’t stop him, he was stronger than me and . . .”

“Exactly, so you can hardly take the blame for what happened, can you?” Helene patted her hand. “The fault is his. I assume he imagines you will be forced to marry him now.”

Lucinda stared at Helene. “I didn’t think of that.” She swallowed hard. “He said we needed to keep our love secret because my family would never consider him good enough.”

Helene snorted. “He sounds like a dyed-in-the-wool fortune hunter to me. What is his name?”

Lucinda pulled her hand away. “I can’t tell you that. I don’t want to have to see him ever again.”

“Well, that is unfortunate, because I suspect he’ll be trying to blackmail his way into marrying you fairly shortly.”

Lucinda sat up. “But I wouldn’t marry him if he was the last man on earth!”

“I’m glad to hear you say that.” Helene hesitated. “But it might not be as easy to avoid his trap as you think. You might be carrying his child. Does that change your opinion as to the necessity of marrying him?”

Lucinda gulped as an even more nightmarish vision of her future unrolled before her. “Surely not?”

“I’m sorry, my dear, but sometimes it takes only a second for a man to impregnate a woman,” Helene continued carefully.

“I will not marry him.”

“Then let us pray that you have not conceived. The consequences for a woman who bears an illegitimate child are harsh.” Helene’s smile was forced. “I know from Emily that you are much loved by your parents. I’m sure they would do their best to conceal your condition and reintroduce you into society after the event.”

Lucinda wrapped her arms around her knees and buried her face in the covers. Her despair was now edged with anger. If she refused to marry her seducer, she alone would bear the disgust of society, while Jeremy wouldn’t suffer at all. It simply wasn’t fair.

Eventually she looked up at Madame Helene, who waited quietly beside her.

“Thank you for everything.”

Helene shrugged. “I have done very little. I wish I could do more. If you would just tell me the name of this vile man, I could have him banned from good society in a trice.”

“That is very kind of you, Madame, but I’d rather not add to the scandal. I doubt he would relinquish his position easily, and my name and my family’s reputation would be damaged forever.”

“And, as your father is now the Duke of Ashmolton, I understand you all too well, my dear.” Helene stood up. “But, if you change your mind, please let me know. I have more influence than you might imagine.”

“I’d prefer to deal with this myself.” Lucinda took a deep, steadying breath. “I need to think about what I want to do.”

Helene hesitated by the door. “Are you sure there isn’t another nice young man who might marry you instead?”

Lucinda felt close to tears again. “How could I marry anyone without telling him the truth? And what kind of man would agree to take me on those terms?”

“A man who loves you,” Helene said gently. “But you are right to take your time. Don’t rush into anything unless you absolutely have no choice. In my experience, an unhappy marriage is a far more terrible prison than an illegitimate child.”

Lucinda looked at Helene. “Emily told me you were a remarkable woman, and now I understand why. I’m so glad she brought me here tonight.”

“Emily is a treasure,” Helene replied. “I only tried to offer you what was not offered to me—a chance to realize that you were not at fault, and a place to rest before you have to make some difficult decisions. Now go to sleep. I will send Emily to you in the morning, and I promise I will not tell her anything.”

Lucinda slid down between the sheets and closed her eyes. Sleep seemed impossible, but she found herself drifting off anyway. Would any of her partners have noticed that she hadn’t turned up for her dances with them? Would Paul be worried about her? She swallowed down a sudden wash of panic. If anyone could understand her plight, surely it would be Paul....

Paul St. Clare prowled the edge of the ballroom, avoiding the bright smiles and come-hither looks of the latest crop of debutantes. Where on earth had Lucky gone? She was supposed to be dancing the waltz with him, and then he was taking her into supper. It was the only reason he was attending this benighted event after all.

Unfortunately, since the death of the sixth Duke of Ashmolton, speculation as to the new duke’s potential successor had alighted on Paul, hence the sudden interest of the ladies of the ton. He’d grown up with the vague knowledge that he was in the line of succession, but hadn’t paid his mother’s fervent interest in the subject much heed until the other male heirs had started to die off in increasing numbers.

And now, here he was, the heir apparent to a dukedom he neither wanted nor felt fit to assume. It was always possible that the duke would produce another child, although unlikely, because of his wife’s age. But Paul knew that even beloved wives died, and dukes had been known to make ridiculous second marriages in order to secure the succession. Paul’s own father, the current duke’s second cousin, had only produced one child before he died in penury, leaving his family dependent on the generosity of the Haymores for a home. In truth, Paul considered Lucky’s parents his own, and was very grateful for the care they had given him.

Paul nodded at an army acquaintance, but didn’t stop to chat. All his friends seemed to have acquired younger sisters who were just dying to meet him. In truth, he felt hunted. If he had his way, he’d escape this gossip-ridden, perfumed hell and ride up north to the clear skies and bracing company of his best friend, Gabriel Swanfield. But he couldn’t even do that, could he? Gabriel belonged, heart and soul, to another.

Paul stopped at the end of the ballroom that led out on to the terrace, and wondered if Lucky had gone out into the gardens. He could do with a breath of fresh air himself. He was about to pass through the open windows when he noticed a familiar figure standing on the balcony staring out into the night.

Paul’s stomach gave a peculiar flip. The sight of his commanding officer, Lieutenant Colonel Constantine Delinsky, always stirred his most visceral appetites. Of Russian descent, Delinsky was tall and silver-eyed with prematurely white hair that in no way diminished his beauty. Paul always felt like a stuttering idiot around the man.

Delinsky was looking out into the gardens of the Mallorys’ house with a preoccupied frown. Paul briefly debated whether to disturb him, but the opportunity to speak to someone who wouldn’t care about his newly elevated status was too appealing to resist.

“Good evening, sir.”

Constantine turned and half smiled. “Good evening, Lieutenant St. Clare. I didn’t realize you were here tonight. Are you enjoying yourself?”

“Not particularly,” Paul said. “I find all these people crammed into one space vaguely repellant.”

Again, that slight smile that made Paul want to do whatever he was told. “I can understand why. As a soldier, I always fear an ambush myself.”

“Are you waiting for someone, sir?” Paul asked.

“No, I was just contemplating the coolness of the air outside, and deciding whether I wished to stay for supper or leave before the crush.” Delinsky’s contemplative gaze swept over Paul. “Did you come with Swanfield?”

“Alas, no, sir. Gabriel and his wife are currently up north taking possession of his ancestral home.”

Constantine raised his eyebrows. “Ah, that’s right, I’d forgotten Swanfield had married.”

“I’d like to forget it, but unfortunately the man is so damned content that I find I cannot begrudge him his happiness.”

“Even despite your loss?”

“My loss?” Paul straightened and stared straight into Delinsky’s all-too-knowing eyes.

Delinsky winced. “I beg your pardon, that was damned insensitive of me.”

“Not insensitive at all. What do you mean?”

Delinsky lowered his voice. “I always believed you and Swanfield were connected on an intimate level.”

Paul forced a smile. “There’s no need for delicacy, sir. Gabriel was happy to fuck me when there was no other alternative. He soon realized the error of his ways, or more to the point, I realized the error of mine.”

Delinsky continued to study him and Paul found he couldn’t look away. “Perhaps you had a lucky escape, St. Clare.”

“You think so?”

“Or perhaps the luck is all mine.”

A slow burn of excitement grew in Paul’s gut. “What exactly are you suggesting, sir?”

Constantine straightened. “Would you care to share a brandy with me at my lodgings? I find the party has grown quite tedious.”

Paul wanted to groan. “Unfortunately I accompanied my family to the ball. I feel honor bound to escort them home as well.”

“As you should.” Constantine shrugged, his smile dying. “It is of no matter.”

Paul glanced back at the ballroom and then at the man in front of him. Despite Delinsky’s easy acceptance of Paul’s reason for not leaving with him, Paul desperately wanted to consign his family to hell and follow this man anywhere. Gabriel was lost to him. He needed to move past that hurt and explore new pastures. And when it came down to it, he had always lusted after Constantine Delinsky.

“Perhaps you might furnish me with your address, sir, and I can join you after I’ve dispensed with my duties.”

“It really isn’t that important, St. Clare.”

“Perhaps it isn’t to you, but it is to me,” Paul said softly. “Give me your direction.”

“Lucinda, dear, whatever is the matter? You jump like a scalded cat every time the door knocker goes. Are you expecting anyone in particular?”

Lucky glanced at her mother and managed a smile. She didn’t really expect Jeremy to breach the forbidding walls of Haymore House, the Ashmolton mansion on Portland Square. But, if he really expected to marry her, he would have to confront her father at some point.

“I’m sorry, Mama, I didn’t mean to disturb you.”

The new Duchess of Ashmolton put her sewing aside and stared at her daughter with a worried frown. “You don’t look as if you are sleeping. Is it the move to the new house?” She glanced around the palatial drawing room and gave a palpable shudder. “I must admit that these new ducal surroundings are rather too grand for me too.”

“It is rather strange, Mama,” Lucky hastened to agree. “I am finding it difficult to sleep, and poor Milly keeps getting lost when she goes from the kitchens to my room.”

“She’s not the only one who gets lost,” the new duchess said gloomily. “If it wasn’t for Parsons, I think I’d never find my way anywhere. But we’ll get used to it. It’s far harder on your father, you know. The previous duke was very secretive about his affairs, and as he lived to such an advanced age, it appears he had a lot to be secretive about.”

“So I understand. I certainly feel sorry for poor Papa.” Lucky’s stomach gave an uncomfortable jolt as Parsons appeared at the door with a gentleman behind him. “Mama, it appears we have a guest.”

She let out her breath as Paul St. Clare entered the room and greeted her mother with his usual affection. His blond hair was damp from the rain and his top boots scuffed. He never seemed to care about his appearance as much as most of the soldiers she knew, and he was always getting into trouble for it with his commanding officers.

Despite his easy airs and manners, he’d changed considerably since his capture and long imprisonment in Spain. Beneath his charm was an impenetrable layer of steel that had deflected any concern or interest his family had wished to bestow on him since his return. There was a restlessness about him now that both attracted and repelled Lucky. It was as if he was no longer quite civilized and hated the restraints society placed on him. She wasn’t sure if she wished she had his courage, or hated that he made her feel so boring and ordinary.

“Good afternoon, Aunt. I came to see how you are doing in your new home.” Paul glanced up at the gloomy portrait of the fourth duke killing a stag. “I suspect you might need to do some redecorating before you really begin to feel at home.”

The new duchess laughed. “Indeed. I fear it will take me quite a while to change anything. I’m still convinced my father-in-law will pop out and start scolding me.”

Paul grinned, his teeth white against his slightly tanned skin. “He was something of an ogre, wasn’t he? I know he reduced my poor mama to tears on many happy occasions.”

After accepting the offer of tea, Paul came to sit by Lucky, his searching gaze roaming her face, his hands capturing hers in one easy motion.

“What happened to you at the ball the other night?” he murmured so that her mother couldn’t hear. “You abandoned me to the matchmaking mamas and their obnoxious daughters.”

“I . . .” To her horror, Lucky found that she couldn’t speak. Paul’s brown eyes narrowed and he drew her to her feet.

“Aunt, Lucinda promised to show me a book she found in the library. May we go and fetch it? We’ll be back in a trice.”

He took Lucky’s hand and whisked her out of the drawing room, down the stairs, and into the grand library below. As Paul was considered part of the family, Lucky knew her mother wouldn’t object in the slightest to them being alone together. He shut the door and leaned against it, his arms folded over his chest.

“Out with it, Lucky. What’s wrong?”

Lucinda turned her back on Paul and walked away from him. For the first time in her life, she realized that she didn’t want to blurt out her troubles to him. Other people might think Paul too sweet to hurt a fly, but she knew differently. She had a horrible suspicion that he’d immediately demand the name of her seducer, challenge Jeremy to a duel, and be halfway to depriving her father of his last remaining heir if she let him.

She glanced at him over her shoulder. “I’m sorry I left you at the ball. I slipped in the garden and ripped a huge hole in my skirt. I had to ask someone to fetch Emily so that I could gather up my torn petticoats and escape through the garden before anyone saw me.”

He didn’t answer her, and after a moment she turned to face him.

“I’m sorry you ripped your gown.” He angled his head to one side, his expression still courteous, but far too determined for Lucinda’s comfort. “Now tell me what really happened.”

“Nothing happened.”

“Are you sure about that?”

She managed to hold his gaze. “I’m quite sure, Paul.”

“I don’t believe you.”

“Ask Emily. She was with me on the ride home.”

“And she’d lie about anything for you.” He sighed. “Are you sure you don’t want to tell me all about it?”

She spun away from him again, her arms wrapped around herself. “I’m not a child anymore, Paul. Please don’t talk to me like that.”

He leaned back against the door, blocking her exit. “You are a beautiful woman, Lucky. Even I have noticed that.”

“Even you?” She raised her chin at him. “I thought I’d always be your annoying little sister.”

His smile was wry. “Not my sister, no, never that, but I must admit that your growing into a beauty did surprise me.”

She felt tears threaten. “I’m no beauty.”

He considered her as if she were a piece of fine art he had never seen before. “Yes, you are. I’m not surprised you’ve taken so well with the ton.”

“Not that well.”

Goodness, she wanted to get away from his searching gaze before she forgot herself and cried out her fear and shame into the comfort of his shoulder as she’d always done before. But she couldn’t do that. She was beyond cuddles and reassurances now. The choices she faced now were far more painful than even he could protect her from.

“Lucky? Whatever is wrong? Let me help you.”

She looked up at his darling face, his brown eyes dark with concern, his whole body angled toward her. He would do anything for her. She’d always loved him, and now it was her turn to protect him. She had a horrible suspicion that if she begged for his help, he’d offer it unreservedly, and it wouldn’t be fair to involve him when he wasn’t in love with her, had never been in love with her.

“We should be getting back. Mama will be worried and you’ll be wanting your tea, I’m sure.”

She marched purposefully toward the door.

“Damn it, Lucky.” He caught her elbow in a firm grip and yanked her against his side. She couldn’t help flinching away from his suddenly intimidating male strength. Her breathing shortened. Could he hurt her, hold her down like Jeremy had? She’d never thought about it before, never considered how weak she was....

“Let me go.” Her voice wobbled and she hated it, hated what Jeremy had done to her anew.

“Lucky . . .”

He released her immediately, and opened the door wide for her to pass by him. She picked up her pale blue muslin skirts and made a very undignified run for the stairs.

Paul watched Lucky go with a frown. What the hell was wrong with her? When he’d caught her arm she’d stared at him as if he were a stranger intent on harming her. His suspicions intensified. What had changed to make her regard him as dangerous? Had some other man hurt her? Touched her?

He started after her and then slowed at the bottom of the stairs. He certainly couldn’t storm into her mother’s drawing room and demand answers she was obviously unwilling to give him. He could only hope she’d confide in him eventually. She always had before. He gripped the banister rail tightly. She loved him. His own arrogance alarmed him and he shook his head. Perhaps she didn’t love him anymore and another had claimed her heart. He should be relieved about that, as he had very little to offer her.

He started slowly up the stairs. Then why wasn’t he pleased for her? Was he truly such a spoilsport that he wanted her to love only him? Disgusted at himself, he resolved to offer her his support and wait patiently for Lucky to reveal whatever was distressing her in her own good time.

After a pleasant half hour, Paul took his farewell and made his way to Lieutenant Colonel Delinsky’s lodgings on Half Moon Street. Delinsky had invited him for an early supper and a visit to the theater. For the first time in a long while, Paul was aware of excitement coursing through his veins. On the night after the ball, Delinsky had proved a perfect companion, and Paul had forgotten his former nerves and actually enjoyed himself.

He knocked on Delinsky’s door and was admitted by a manservant who ushered him through into the large sitting room, where his host sat reading by the fire. Delinsky immediately put his book aside and rose to his feet. He was dressed in his waistcoat and shirtsleeves, his coat discarded over the back of the chair.

“St. Clare, how kind of you to come.” He gestured to the seat opposite him. “Gregor will serve our supper and then he’ll be off for the night. I hope you don’t mind.”

“Not at all. I’m sure we can manage.” Paul took the offered seat. “Thank you, sir.”

Was the fact that the manservant was leaving for the night significant, or was Delinsky merely being polite? Sometimes Paul hated the subterfuge that came with his sexual preferences. Working out whether another man was interested in going to bed with him often seemed as complex and deadly as negotiating a peace treaty. It wasn’t surprising when the punishments for sodomy were painful, humiliating, and in some cases terminal.

After the meal, Delinsky waited until the manservant cleared the small table between them and left before he poured them both glasses of red wine. He raised his glass. “I understand you are to be congratulated.”

Paul groaned. “Have I been offered a military promotion I didn’t know about? Not that that is likely to happen in the current climate. In truth, I’m thinking of selling out.”

“A military promotion does seem unlikely,” Delinsky conceded, “but I can see why you might be considering selling out. I expect you will be taking on new and far more onerous duties.”

“You’re talking about this Ashmolton business, aren’t you?” Paul sighed. “Unfortunately it is true. Apparently I’m the heir presumptive of the new Duke of Ashmolton.”

“As I said, you are to be congratulated.”

“I’m not so sure about that.” Paul took a gulp of his excellent wine. “I never thought to succeed to the title. There always seemed a satisfyingly large group of males ahead of me on various branches of the family tree. The war and the climate of India haven’t worked in my favor.”

“Most men would be delighted to succeed to a dukedom.”

“I’m sure they would, but me?” Paul flicked a glance at Delinsky and found he was watching him intently. “You are my commanding officer. You know how well I respond to authority and protocol and everything else the blasted aristocracy stands for.”

Delinsky’s sm. . .