Never Trust a Stranger

Book 2: Lonely Heart, Deadly Heart

by Mary Monroe

Genres: African American Women's Fiction

Synopsis

New York Times bestselling author Mary Monroe takes you on the ultimate twist-filled ride with her Lonely Heart, Deadly Heart series.

For two restless women looking for satisfaction, too much of a good thing is never enough - even as a lethal passion closes in.

Best friends Lola Poole and Joan Proctor-Riley have finally found the love and excitement they've always longed for. Online-dating an endless line of wealthy, no-strings-attached lovers is the perfect escape from their unfulfilling lives. And between Joan's selfish husband and Lola's hateful, demanding relatives, the hotter these ladies' secret activities get, the more they crave - and the more reckless they become. Soon, they're taking ever greater risks to pursue their desires.

When rugged trucker Calvin Ramsey comes into Lola's sights, he's a surprising answer to all her prayers. He's kind and responsible in his everyday life - and delivers sexual healing like she's never known. What Lola doesn't know is that Calvin loves women to death - literally. And every caring moment and seductive promise this killer gives her draws both Lola and Joan deeper into his inescapable, fatal fantasy.

Release date: March 28, 2017

Publisher: Kensington Books

Print pages: 384

Sample

February 2015

“WOULD A MAN WITH EVERYTHING GOING FOR HIM MARRY A woman he met on a sex club website?” This question had been burning a hole in my brain for weeks, but I’d just drummed up enough nerve to ask it today.

Joan Riley was the only person I could ask. She had been my BFF since elementary school. She knew almost every one of my deep, dark secrets, and vice versa. We had done things that could have sent us to jail, or gotten us killed.

With a curious look on her face, Joan repeated my question. “Would a man with everything going for him marry a woman he met on a sex club website?”

“I asked you first,” I said impatiently.

Joan gave me an incredulous look. “Now what the hell kind of off-the-wall question is that?” she asked, rolling her big, brown eyes. “And why are you asking me?”

I let out a loud sigh and slid my tongue across my bottom lip. “You, of all people, know that there is nobody else I can ask such a bold question. The thing is, I’ll be thirty-three years old this year.”

Joan shrugged. “So? So will I.”

“I don’t want to wait too long to have my first child.”

“Then don’t. As much action as you are getting between the sheets these days, you can have a baby whenever you’re ready, honey.”

“That’s true. But the only men I sleep with ‘these days’ are members of our online sex club.” I couldn’t believe how casual I sounded. I’d just made a statement that was as bold as the question I’d asked.

“You don’t have to be married to have children, and you don’t have to look for a baby daddy on the Internet. If we walked down the street right now, we’d see at least half-a-dozen sperm donors who would love to make you a mommy.” Joan snickered. Then she paused and cleared her throat. From the mischievous look in her eyes, I could tell she was gearing up to mess with me. “If you want to get pregnant in a more sophisticated way, there’s that sperm bank on Pike Street.”

We occupied a booth in Jocko’s Bar and Grill that Sunday afternoon in February, a week after the Super Bowl. Jocko’s was a popular sports bar located across the street from our favorite San Jose mall, which was about half an hour’s drive from where we lived in the suburb of South Bay City, California, in the heart of Silicon Valley.

No matter where Joan and I went together, we were always two of the hottest women on the premises. We received equal attention from the men we encountered. They admired my smooth cinnamon-colored skin, thick, black hair, and pearly white teeth as much as they admired her light brown complexion, jet-black hair, and heart-shaped face. We were both petite, and Joan had had a baby but her body parts were still as firm and perky as mine. We were enjoying our lives, and spending time drinking together in a bar was one of our favorite pastimes.

Today was warmer than usual for Northern California this time of year so we wore jeans, Windbreakers over halter tops, and sandals. There were other women in the crowded bar, but almost every man’s eyes were on us.

I was the designated driver, so I was still slowly sipping my first and last Cadillac margarita. Joan had just finished her second, but she wasn’t even slightly buzzed. My girl was from a huge family of seasoned drinkers, so she was much more alcohol friendly than I was. She licked salt off the rim of her empty glass, and then she signaled the waiter to bring her another drink.

I glanced around the bar. I didn’t see any men I’d be interested in enough to sleep with so I could get pregnant. I returned my attention to Joan. “I’m serious.”

“So am I!”

“Then give me a serious answer.” I gave Joan an exasperated look. “And please do me a favor and don’t mention sperm banks or sperm donors again. I don’t want to raise a child on my own. I want a husband.” I paused and took another tiny sip of my drink. “Some of the men in our club are the cream of the crop. Handsome, intelligent, and they make a lot of money. A couple of weeks ago, I received date requests from two doctors, a lawyer, and a software company executive.”

“A couple of weeks ago? You haven’t heard from anybody since then?”

I heaved a sigh and nodded. “A dishwasher and a mailman left messages in my club in-box yesterday. The mailman lives in Denver with his mother. He’s coming to California to visit his sister next month. The dishwasher lives in Vegas in a Section 8 apartment with his sister and her five kids. He’s coming up here on a Greyhound bus next week to visit his brother and wants me to spend time with him in his brother’s trailer!”

“Humph! The nerve of some people! I hope you didn’t respond to those two.”

“No, I didn’t. I wish low-end men would stop asking me for dates. There’s nothing wrong with them, and some are hot and really sweet, but you and I have both been down that road. I’ve had some fun times with broke dudes. Someday I’ll probably hook up with a few more on that level again, even though they can’t afford to show a woman as good a time as a doctor or a lawyer.”

“Tell me about it. But getting jiggy with a dude in a trailer—who came to town on a Greyhound bus? OW! Girl, some of the men on the Internet have more nerve than a terrorist. Oh well. We can’t stop sad sacks like them from trying to sleep with us, and it is kind of cute and flattering. Last month I received requests from a busboy, a maintenance man in a low-rent apartment building, and a discount store security guard. Even though they were gorgeous and a lot of women raved about them on the club’s review board, I didn’t respond. I deleted their messages right away.”

“Sometimes I wonder if we’re missing out on something real good by not accepting dates with club members in the low-income bracket. I checked the reviews for the dishwasher, and most of them were good.”

“So what? If you can drive a Rolls-Royce, why settle for a Toyota? Last night I received requests from a judge, a real estate mogul, and a TV producer. The bottom line is, all of these men joined a sex club to have casual sex, not make babies.” Joan snickered again. Then she finally got serious. “I’m sorry, so get that pitiful look off your face and go on,” she told me, waving her hand in the air.

“What about the members who post comments on the club’s blog and in their review section about how they developed a serious relationship with a fellow member? Some even got married!”

Joan gave me a steely look and a nod. “Oh yeah. Quite a few.”

“Let me rephrase my first question: Do you think any of the high-end men in the club would marry women like us?”

“Who the fuck cares, Lola? I already have a handsome, intelligent husband who makes tons of money. And anyway, almost every single one of the men I’ve dated in the club is already married or in a committed relationship.”

“Well, I’m not married or in a committed relationship, so I care,” I said firmly. “I just want to know if you think there’s a chance one of the club members I’ve been with, or one I haven’t been with, would marry me knowing I’ve slept with a bunch of other members.”

“Pffft!” Joan waved her hand in the air again. “Get real, girl. If you marry a club member, he’s doing the same damn thing we’re doing, so he’d have no room to talk.” She glanced at her watch. “What’s taking that damn waiter so long to bring my drink?”

“Don’t you think you’ve had enough? The tequila that they put in the margaritas here is the strongest spirit I’ve ever come across,” I said with a mild grimace, wanting another drink myself.

“No, I don’t think I’ve had enough. I know there’s going to be another showdown when I get back home, and I can’t face it without a lot of strong ‘spiritual’ help.”

A FEW MINUTES LATER, OUR WAITER SET ANOTHER MARGARITA ON the table in front of Joan. She wasted no time taking a long drink. Her eyelids had begun to droop, and her light brown nose was now a bright red. Other than that, nobody could tell she was drunk.

After a mighty belch, Joan wiped her lips with a soggy napkin and looked at me with her eyes narrowed. She belched again and snapped her fingers. “What about what’s-her-name?”

“What’s her name who?”

“Miss Black Piggy—I mean Shirelle, your daddy’s ex. She married that architect she met online and had three kids. And don’t forget about her niece, Mariel. She met her husband through the same club. You told me yourself that Shirelle and Mariel are living like queens. They have children, big fancy houses in upscale neighborhoods, fat bank accounts, and all of the other shit every woman wants. And neither one of them is half as hot as you or me. I wonder if those two hoochies managed to hold on to their husbands, though.”

“Oh! Didn’t I tell you?”

“Tell me what?”

“I bumped into one of Shirelle’s cousins at the beauty shop last month. She told me that Shirelle is happier than ever and Mariel is pregnant again. She’s also very happy.”

“Oh? Humph!” From the harsh tone of Joan’s voice, I couldn’t tell if she was disappointed, jealous, or both. “Well then. All that should answer your question about men marrying women like us that they met online.”

“Joan, the dating site where Shirelle and Mariel found their husbands is a regular dating site. The kind that can advertise on TV. The club we belong to was created exclusively for people who want to hook up with other members only to have sex. You will never see a TV commercial about our site.”

Joan hunched her shoulders, drank some more, and then swallowed with a grunt. The alcohol had finally begun to affect her. She gave me a curious look with her glazed, red eyes. “Well, like I said, I already have a handsome, intelligent, rich husband. Don’t tell me you’ve fallen in love with one of your Internet hookups.”

“Well, I—”

She cut me off and started wagging her finger in my face. “Honey, I advise you to forget about making a love connection with any of the men in the club. Didn’t I tell you when I turned you on to Discreet Encounters that it was only about discreet encounters? Just straight-up, consensual, casual sex! And I’ve told you more than once to have a good time as often as possible, but don’t go falling in love with any of the dudes. I—wait a damn minute! Is this about ‘BigBen,’ that well-hung Native American casino honcho from South Dakota that you were with last month? He’s one of the few single club members you’ve dated.”

Just thinking about my encounter with BigBen made me want to laugh and cry at the same time. With his flawless bronze skin, chiseled features, and long, jet-black hair, he was too good-looking for his own good, and for everyone else’s. “I have no male friends because they’re all jealous of my good looks,” he had told me at least half-a-dozen times during our three-hour date. “I can’t keep a woman because no woman wants to be with a man who is more beautiful than she is,” he’d told me, also at least half-a-dozen times. He had booked a room in an adult motel with mirrors on the ceiling so he could look at himself during sex. To bring him down a peg or two, I did something I rarely did in bed with a man: I checked my watch right in the middle of his orgasm. And I made sure he saw me. That shut him up, but just for a few moments. The stunned expression on his face was priceless. He suddenly gripped the sides of my head with his hands, gazed into my eyes, and said, “I can tell that you’re intimidated by my good looks and can’t wait to leave, but I’m used to women behaving like you when they get around me. You should stick to plain men until you feel more confident being with an extremely handsome man like me.” I had had enough by then, so I told him, “Honey, you can count on that.” I slid out of that vibrating bed, got dressed in record time, and left that motel literally running.

When Joan had asked me about my date with BigBen the next day, I’d told her he had an awesome body and that he’d been a good lover, but I didn’t tell her how much he’d bragged about his handsome features throughout the date. I had stopped sharing all of the details of my dates with her, and I was sure she had stopped doing so too. Last year she’d teased me for days about the Spaniard who’d had a heart attack in bed with me. Even more so than I’d teased her about the midget she’d almost accidentally smothered to death with her legs around his neck while he was performing oral sex on her.

I shook my head to clear my thoughts and returned to the present moment. “The man I’m thinking about is better than BigBen. Remember Calvin Ramsey, that fine-ass truck driver who lives in San Jose?”

Joan’s jaw dropped. She looked at me like I had suddenly turned into a big pumpkin. “You think a truck driver is better than a casino big shot? Girl, please. Your ‘date’ with that truck driver last week was in a coffee shop. All you did with him was drink coffee and talk! For all you know he could be bankrupt, psychotic, and have a teeny-weenie. And you haven’t even heard from him since.”

“So what? Before I met Calvin in person, he and I had communicated online several times, so I know a lot about him. I really like him. He’s not like any of the other men I’ve dated or communicated with. Not even the ones I’ve been with who I didn’t meet on the Internet.” I paused and cleared my throat. Just thinking about the handsome truck driver—who was also a war hero—made me tingle. “I don’t want to rush into anything, but I think he might be the man I’ve been looking for all my life. If he is, I hope nothing happens to screw it up. . . .”

“Well, the most likely thing to ‘screw it up’ is your stepmother, Bertha. Just like she screwed up things between you and that marine who wanted to marry you that time.”

“Pffft! Maurice turned out to be a straight-up jackass anyway. I read in the newspaper a while back that he’s doing time in prison for beating the woman he married into a coma. And before that, he’d done time for dealing drugs and human trafficking. I’m glad Bertha busted up my relationship with him.” I sniffed and blinked hard before I spoke again. I didn’t like the amused expression that was on Joan’s face now. I gave her a threatening look just to make sure she knew I was still dead serious. “Besides, Calvin and I have something in common.”

“And what’s that?”

“His parents are deceased, too, and the few relatives he has, he’s not too close to. Just like me.”

“You really opened up to that truck driver, huh?”

“Joan, I wish you would stop downgrading his line of work. At least he’s not a drug dealer or a pimp. Every man can’t be a doctor or a lawyer or in some other big-time profession. Long-haul truck drivers deserve a lot of respect because they’re doing a job that somebody has to do. I’m sure the average man wouldn’t enjoy driving a big truck for hours on end and risking his life just to transport merchandise.”

“You’re right. Driving an eighteen-wheeler is just as respectable as any other profession. At least Calvin gets to travel from state to state, and he makes lots of money.”

“And to be honest with you, I’d still like Calvin if he drove a garbage truck and didn’t make a lot of money. It’s been years since I met a man who’s made me feel so relaxed in his presence.” I took my time making the next statement because I had a feeling it was going to ruffle Joan’s feathers even more. “I even told him about Bertha.”

“You have got to be kidding!” Joan clapped her hands together like a seal, threw her head back, and laughed so loud and long, everybody in the bar turned to look at her.

“Can you laugh a little louder so the people out on the street can hear you too?” I hissed.

She stopped laughing and gave me a look that was part incredulous, part angry.

“What’s wrong with you, Lola? Why would you waste your time telling a random sex partner—who you haven’t even had sex with yet and hardly know—about your crazy-ass stepmother?”

“Woman, you have no room to talk! Didn’t you tell me that you told some of your partners about your ‘crazy-ass’ husband?”

“Oh yeah, I did tell you that.” Joan giggled and looked embarrassed. “And each one I told felt so bad for me, they were extra nice. It helps for me to talk about the mess I’m in with whoever wants to listen. Other than my meddling family and you, that is. So, what all did you tell Calvin about Bertha and her useless, rotten-ass children?”

“I didn’t go into a lot of detail about Libby and Marshall. Talking about them takes a lot out of me, physically and mentally. Besides, there is so much to tell about them, it would have taken me a few hours just to scratch the surface. I focused on Bertha and how she’s using Daddy’s deathbed request to manipulate me. Calvin laughed when I told him how when I was a teenager she used to show up at the places my dates took me to. And, believe it or not, he actually said it was very noble of me to be so devoted to her. He feels sorry for her, and he told me that karma is going to reward me for my kindness someday. I swear, he’s the most sensitive man I’ve ever come across.”

“All that’s easy for him to say. I’m sure he wouldn’t say that if he knew Bertha,” Joan decided. “You said his screen name is ‘RamRod’? I think ‘DudleyDoRight’ would suit him better.”

“I wish you wouldn’t make fun of Calvin. There’s nothing wrong with his being sensitive,” I snapped. “I like that quality in a man. Family is real important to him too. He used to live with his elderly uncle in Chicago, who manipulated him left and right. But he said it never bothered him. And he even said that he is always eager to help out a family member or a friend in need.”

“You might be right, you know. Calvin could be just what you need.” Joan paused and gave me a thoughtful look. “When you first told me about him, I checked out his club profile. I admit, he’s no baboon in the looks department. I think he’s as hot as they come.”

“And he’s not a wimp. An ex-marine truck driver. How macho is that? He would never let an elderly woman like Bertha run him off the way Maurice did.”

“Humph. But no matter how hot, sensitive, and macho this Calvin is, I think you’re getting way ahead of yourself. You’re thinking about having babies and spending the rest of your life with a man you’ve seen in person only one time.”

I sighed. “I guess I should really be more patient. If Calvin’s not the one, and if I’m lucky, my ship will eventually come in. I hope it hasn’t already come in and I missed it.”

“I hope your ship wasn’t the Titanic. . . .”

I rolled my eyes and gave Joan an annoyed look. “I knew I could count on you to say something that’ll keep me from sleeping tonight. Thanks.”

“You’re welcome.”

WITH THREE MARGARITAS IN MY BELLY WHEN WE LEFT JOCKO’S an hour later, I was feeling real good. My head was spinning and I couldn’t even feel the ground beneath my feet as we walked to the parking lot across the street. But I knew I would not be feeling the same way when I got home.

There was a three-car accident on the freeway, so it took twice as long for us to get back to South Bay City.

Lola parked her aging Jetta in front of the posh high-rise I lived in with my husband, Reed, and our fourteen-year-old son. I was horrified to see Reed staring out the front window of our eighth-floor condo with a tight look on his face. I sucked in some air and shook my head. Lola snickered.

“Uh-oh,” she said, giving me a hopeless look. “Reed doesn’t look too happy.”

“So what else is new?” I moaned. “Lola, will you please pray for me?”

“You don’t have to ask me to do that. I pray for you all the time,” she said gently as she patted my shoulder.

My buzz suddenly didn’t feel so strong anymore. I gave Lola a one-armed hug before I tumbled out of her car and sprinted toward the entrance of my building. Before I could even scan my security card to unlock the door to the lobby, Reed buzzed me in. When I reached our floor and got out of the elevator, he was standing in the hallway in front of our door with his hands on his hips.

“So you finally decided to come back home, huh?” he barked. He looked as slovenly as he always did when he was at home. His thick, gray-and-black hair was matted on both sides and sticking up on top like a Mohawk. It was almost four p.m. and Reed was still in his flannel bathrobe and house shoes. It was hard to believe that last year he’d been voted the “best dressed man” in the lodge he belonged to. He had not even shaved. A mask of stubble, half of it gray, covered the lowest part of his face. “Where the hell have you been this time, Joan?”

“Out! O-u-t!” I yelled as I brushed past him. As soon as I got inside, I kicked off my shoes and headed toward the living-room couch. Reed headed in the same direction.

“I can see that!” He was so close behind me I could smell his hot, sour breath on the back of my neck. “I can tell that you’ve been drinking too!”

“And I’m going to drink some more,” I snarled, my eyes fixed on the liquor cabinet across the room. I whirled around to face Reed, looking him up and down. “You could have at least combed that crown of thorns on your head and shaved. You look like hell.”

“I feel like hell too,” he said in a weak voice and with a profound pout on his face. “I want to know where you’ve been for the past three hours.”

I sighed and brushed past him again, ignoring his question. He followed me down the hall to our huge bedroom.

“Joan, talk to me!” he ordered. “Where were you and who were you with?”

“I was with Lola,” I said casually as I dropped down onto the unmade bed with my purse still in my hand. “I told you when I left here that I was going to go hang out with Lola for a while.”

“You’ve been with Lola all this time?” Reed yelled. He stood in front of me with his arms folded and a scowl on his face.

“Yes, ‘all this time,’ ” I yelled back. I was glad that Reed Junior was spending the weekend with my in-laws. He had never witnessed one of our tirades, and I was going to make sure he never did. “You ought to know by now that I come and go as I please!”

Reed grunted, unfolded his arms, and scratched the side of his neck, then he plopped down next to me. “I was worried that something had happened to you, that’s all,” he whimpered with a puppy-dog look on his face. “You’re a beautiful woman, Joan. There are a lot of predators out there just waiting to grab a female like you.” I could understand him being concerned about criminal activity. However, when he said that he was “worried” about me, what he really meant was he was worried about me fooling around with another man. “If anything ever happened to you, like if I lost you, I wouldn’t want to go on. . . .”

I rolled my eyes and gave him a disgusted look. I was not in the mood to listen to another one of his veiled suicide threats. It was an extremely sensitive subject in our house, and I avoided it like the plague.

Reed had attempted to take his life a couple of years ago because I had threatened to divorce him. From that day on, the fear of his committing suicide hovered above my head like a black cloud every time we had a showdown.

“Why don’t you let me enjoy a little more freedom now and then?” I rose, still clutching my purse. I didn’t trust Reed, so I never let my purse out of my sight when he was in the house. I had caught him rooting through it more than once. He was the most suspicious man I had ever met. And other than me spending a lot of time away from home, he had no reason to be. For one thing, I was too sly (and lucky) to let him catch me up to no good.

I couldn’t wait to be alone so I could remove and hide the condoms in my purse, which I had forgotten to do after my last date a couple of days ago.

REED WOBBLED UP OFF THE BED WITH A GROAN. NOT ONLY DID HE sound like he was in pain, he looked like it too. And so was I. My head was throbbing on both sides, and not because of all the alcohol I had drunk.

It was hard to decide which one of us was the most miserable.

If Reed ever found out about my affairs, he would probably kill me, and then himself. A chill ran up my spine every time I thought about that. But the chill was not cold enough for me to change my ways. I was not about to become the meek, stay-at-home little housewife my husband wanted.

He had known me well enough before we got married to realize that shrinking violet characteristics were not in my DNA. I had been a free spirit since the day I was born, and I was going to be one until the day I died. I figured that as long as I stayed under the radar and nobody knew about my Internet sex life, why the hell shouldn’t I enjoy myself while I still could?

I had never tried to control Reed, so I was not about to let him stop me from being myself. How did I know he wasn’t having affairs behind my back or involved in some other kind of shady activity? Even though I had no proof that he was anything but what he appeared to be, just the thought that he probably had a few deep, dark secrets himself was enough to justify my actions.

“Whatever you have to say, say it and get it over with and stop looking at me like I’m crazy,” I snapped.

“Were there any men drinking with you and Lola?” Reed looked me straight in the eye as he twiddled his thumbs and tapped his foot on the floor.

“There were no men drinking with us this time.”

He gulped and took a couple of steps backward. “What do you mean by ‘this time,’ Joan Riley? What about other times?”

I got so close up in his face, I could smell the onions he’d eaten with his lunch. I could tell. . .