MALLORY PUT THE last of her strength into galumphing through the snow to the cave. As she reached it, her legs gave out and she collapsed onto a dirt floor beside a campfire.
Mrs. Brown strode over to her and stood above her head, looking down. She looked slightly ridiculous in a big puffy coat and a homemade knitted cap. “Well?” she asked.
Panting, Mallory didn’t move, just glad to be out of the wind. The fire’s heat penetrated faster than a normal campfire would have, underscoring that, despite the exhaustion and the frigid temperatures, the station kept her as cold or as hot as it wanted to. She slowly sat up.
“What do you mean?”
Mrs. Brown frowned. Her light brown skin creased further and she pulled her cap off. Mallory sat back, sliding away from her a little bit. Mrs. Brown was a tiny prim grandmother who was also a three-time murderer—or a three-time self-defense killer, depending on whom you asked. She had been visiting Eternity with her granddaughter when the station’s last host had been murdered. The station needed a host to communicate with its many residents and visitors and was in shock and distress after the murder. Mrs. Brown had stepped in to take over before the station could tear herself apart and kill everyone on board in a panic.
Mrs. Brown was always perfectly pleasant to Mallory, despite the two of them having a “history,” as Mrs. Brown liked to call it. She was polite and proper, and Mallory knew she would suffer zero fools. She defended herself and her loved ones with deadly efficiency, and she both inspired Mallory and scared the shit out of her.
“I mean that the station is making this frozen hellscape for us to meet in,” Mrs. Brown snapped, gesturing to the weather outside the cave.
“You didn’t instruct her to do this?” Mallory asked.
“I hate snow, why the hell would I do that?” She glared at Mallory. “Why aren’t you wearing a suit?”
“I— Why are you asking me? Can’t you ask the station?”
“The station is saying that everything is fine,” Mrs. Brown said. “She just said we had to meet here. She won’t tell me why.”
“Why did you want to see me?” Mallory asked, scrambling to her feet. “Maybe that will shed some light on the issue.”
Mrs. Brown bent
over and a tree stump rose from the floor to fit exactly where her butt landed when she sat back. Mallory shook her head in wonder.
“I wanted to tell you I was leaving for a bit, and I’m taking Infinity.”
“You couldn’t tell me this in your office?” Mallory asked. “Or mine?”
“I asked Eternity to give us a place where I could talk to you in private,” Brown said, gazing out at the blizzard.
“What do you mean, private? How is this more private than any other room?” Mallory asked.
“Unless you squirreled them away in your pockets, the Sundry couldn’t have followed you here, correct?” Mrs. Brown asked, referring to the insect-like alien that made up a hivemind that had taken a marked interest in Mallory.
“Oh. You’re right,” Mallory said. No insect could fly through that frigid methane nightmare. “But why keep stuff from them?”
“I don’t know. Eternity suggested it. When I ask her why, she says everything is fine.” Mrs. Brown shook her head. “I’d say she sounds like my grandmother when she was angry, but Eternity has never shown passive aggression before. I wanted you to know I was leaving, Eternity didn’t want the Sundry to know, so this cave was her solution.”
“Won’t they know when you leave? They know pretty much everything that goes on around here.”
“They won’t know where I’m going,” Mrs. Brown said. “Eternity felt strongly about this.”
“That’s so weird,” Mallory said. “So where are you going?”
“A planet called November. Apparently it’s an area of the galaxy where the sentient stations are born. I need to go there to learn more about all this.” She gestured vaguely to the walls of the cave. “It’s not just a matter of learning more about her. Eternity is still acting sickly after that disaster from a few months ago. I don’t have the understanding to fix everything, so I’m heading to November. They tell me I can learn more about host relationships when your best friend is the size of a moon.”
Mallory’s gut sank. “Won’t Eternity freak out again if you leave?” The scars, both internal and external, were still fresh from when Eternity’s host had been murdered. In a confused panic, she had killed or injured many people unfortunate enough to be in her way. The thought of what the station would do if she lost another host terrified Mallory.
“Not if you help,” Mrs. Brown said. “While I’m gone, Eternity will take a little nap.” Seeing the look on Mallory’s face, she smiled. “Oh, don’t worry. Her life support and other necessary functions will be just fine, but she won’t be able to communicate much. I need someone to look after her. I need you.”
“You’re hiring me to babysit a space station?” Mallory rubbed her forehead. “There
has got to be someone else aboard who’s got more experience with all of this. Hell, Xan would be better than me. Why don’t you ask him?”
Xan was like Mrs. Brown; he was a human connected symbiotically to Eternity’s daughter, the sentient spaceship Infinity. Both humans had deep mental and emotional communicative experiences with the aliens, which Mallory envied. She, too, had a symbiotic relationship with an alien race, but it wasn’t nearly as healthy.
“I need Alexander for something else,” Mrs. Brown said primly. “I want you for this.”
Mallory shook her head vehemently. “No way. I don’t know how your relationship works, or even how the station works. All I know is what goes wrong when she loses her host, and it’s very bad.”
“But she’s not losing me. I’m going away for a bit, and then I will be back. She’ll be asleep, mostly.” She cocked her head curiously. “You really don’t know why I’m choosing you?”
Mallory shrugged. “No, honestly.”
Mrs. Brown clasped her hands together like a preschool teacher about to tell a story to a wiggling class. “Something’s off with Eternity. The need for this cave, and saying ‘it’s fine,’ and worst of all, wanting to steer clear of nosy insects tattling to their hivemind. She can’t tell me what’s off. So, I need someone to watch over her and keep the Sundry out of it.”
“Why is she suddenly worried about the Sundry? I thought they got along,” Mallory asked, extending her hands to the fire. The cave itself was quite warm, but her fingers were still red with cold.
“You don’t seem to have done any research regarding the Sundry’s role in the universe,” Mrs. Brown said. “This surprises me, considering your experience with them. In fact, I thought they would have told you themselves.”
The Sundry. A brilliant, complex hivemind that had come to Earth when Mallory was eight and stung her, giving them a human’s eyes to look through, and giving Mallory an inexplicable ability to be drawn toward pockets of high probability of murder. She had left Earth because she was tired of murders, but it seemed that death had followed her to Eternity. On Eternity she had learned about her connection with the Sundry, which had explained her curse/gift a little better. But she hadn’t agreed to the connection, and the hivemind
terrified her. She had touched it mentally only a few times, and the deluge of data had been overwhelming. So, while Mrs. Brown and Xan had friendly connections with the station and a ship, Mallory was symbiotically connected to a scary hivemind of bugs she was allergic to. Not the ideal relationship.
“Communicating with them isn’t fun,” she said grimly. “And I can’t really trust them. They don’t see me as an individual; I’m just another sensory input device.”
“Mallory,” Mrs. Brown said in her patient-grandmother voice. “Sometimes we have to do what we don’t want to do in order to learn things. You have a direct line to a near-omniscient hivemind. Don’t ignore that because they were mean to you.”
Resentment flared inside Mallory, but she knew that reacting would sound petulant. “If you’re so eager to get access to the hivemind, why not let them sting you?” she asked lightly.
Mrs. Brown smiled. “Because I have you.” She waved a hand as if hurrying the tense moment past them. “And I have enough to deal with connected to Eternity. And about her, she’ll be mostly asleep. She’ll keep life support going, and the elevators, monorail, atmosphere, water reclamation, energy; all of that comes from involuntary systems, like our circulatory systems. Think of it like watering a plant while your grandmother is out of town on a cruise.”
Yeah, a three-time-murderer grandmother whose plant is a giant station that is sustaining thousands of lives, no biggie.
Mrs. Brown had killed two men in self-defense when she was a young woman, and a few decades later, she had murdered her second husband. She’d killed him in self-defense, but then had tried to cover it up. Coincidentally, her case was the first murder Mallory had ever solved. Mrs. Brown went to prison for ten years. Currently she was technically breaking parole by living aboard Eternity, but humans were desperate to ally with alien races, and, ex-con or not, Mrs. Brown was connected to a sentient space station. The station and everyone on it would be quite upset if humans extradited her, so the federal prison system concerned themselves with just about any problem rather than appeal to bring her home. Mallory figured this made Mrs. Brown the most powerful human in existence.
Mrs. Brown gestured for Mallory to follow her, and they went to the back of the cave, which transitioned slowly from rock and dirt to sleek metal.
“Damned if I know why you don’t wear an environmental suit,” Mrs. Brown muttered. “You don’t have the sense to come in out of the rain.” She reached the end of the cave and put her hand on the wall.
“I honestly didn’t think Eternity would try to give me frostbite,” Mallory said as a door opened in the cave wall, sliding back to reveal the interior
of one of Eternity’s many elevators.
“But she told you to wear one, didn’t she?” Mrs. Brown said. “You need to listen.”
“Fine, the next time Eternity says I will be in a subzero room, I’ll put a coat on,” Mallory said with a smile.
Mrs. Brown didn’t smile back. “Don’t be smart, girl. You know what I mean.”
The door closed and the lift began to move laterally, then drop into the depths of Eternity.
MALLORY WAS GETTING tired of the riddles. She was exhausted from the hike and just wanted to go take a hot shower.
“Next time, you think Eternity could give me a lift to the secret cave? That’d save a lot of effort and frostbitten fingers.”
“You’re letting the environment distract you.” Mrs. Brown faced her and looked up, hands on tiny hips. “You haven’t asked the biggest question, Detective.”
Mallory raised an eyebrow.
“Why did I ask you, of all people, for help when you’re connected to the very beings I’m trying to keep this information from?”
Mallory crossed her arms and thought. It was a good point. Brown had asked for the person who had the biggest connection to the Sundry to hide something from them. Mallory didn’t connect with them voluntarily, and she didn’t think they could just spy through her eyes and ears if she didn’t let them, but she wasn’t entirely sure how much the hivemind could take from her if they wanted to. “Yeah, I’m wondering that. So what’s the answer?”
The lift came to a stop. Mrs. Brown smiled at her like a dad pulling a station wagon into Disney World. “You’re about to see something amazing, and I want to enjoy it while you do. Have you ever wondered how the station operates, how she knows everything that happens?”
Mallory shrugged. “No more than I wonder how a car or computer works. If it works, I don’t worry about it.”
“The station has symbiotic connections with more than me,” she said. The doors opened. “And the Sundry have more connections than just you.”
Mallory stepped out of the lift onto a catwalk with a shaft going up and down beyond her line of sight. Around them swarmed Sundry, both blue and silver, creating glittering patterns as they crisscrossed. The noise was almost overwhelming, the buzzing of thousands of wings.
“Holy hell,” Mallory said, barely hearing her own voice over the noise.
Mrs. Brown pulled Mallory back into the lift, gently but firmly. The doors didn’t close, and they stayed watching the orb created by the constantly flying bodies.
“Easier to hear in
here,” Mrs. Brown shouted.
“Why are they working together?” Mallory asked. “I thought blue and silver didn’t get along.”
“The ones with the luxury of being a stand-alone hive can have principles,” Mrs. Brown said. “The blue up top are content with gathering data like magpies and shiny things. The traveling silver are always on their way somewhere, but they like dropping in and messing with the blue. I do think they exchange information even during their little skirmishes. But down here, the station needs data and action. It needs communications and navigation. Both Sundry help with all of that.”
Mallory stared at the swarm. “What happened when the station nearly self-destructed? Where were they then?”
“Most of them died. There was a port breach.”
“How did you replace them? How did I not know about this?”
“I spoke with both silver and blue queens while you were recovering from your injuries,” Mrs. Brown said. “They each offered a segment of their population to help out while these queens worked on building up the population again.” She waved out at the swarm, then pointed high up a slick wall where two massive paper nests hung, adhering to the wall. “Queens can work hard to build up their population when they’re focused on it. They also called some in from other areas, some other stations. And you probably didn’t know because you were actively avoiding connecting with the Sundry after you healed.”
“Yeah, okay, I need to learn more about them,” Mallory allowed. “So, what do I do with this info, exactly? I mean, this is amazing, but I can’t do much to affect it.”
“You just need to connect with Eternity from time to time. She will tell you if she needs anything. I wanted to show you this because you wondered why I chose you instead of Xan. He connected with Infinity, but you connected with the Sundry, who also connect with the station.”
“How do I connect with Eternity?” Mallory asked.
“I like to go into my garden and just sit there,” Mrs. Brown said. “It’s in the Heart. I can get you a cutting of her vines for your apartment so you can do it in private.”
Mallory was silent while the lift doors closed, cutting off the incessant humming. The thought of another intimate symbiotic connection with the hivemind made her want to leap off the catwalk and call in dead to work. But she suspected Mrs. Brown thought she was whining, and, deep down, she agreed with the old lady. She tried to sense the Sundry at the edge of her awareness where they usually lurked, but felt nothing.
“Oh, there’s one more reason I didn’t ask Xan to help out,” Mrs. Brown said. “He’s going to be mad as hell at me in a little bit.”
“Why?” Mallory
asked, trying to imagine her quiet, slow-to-anger friend losing his temper.
“I told you, I’m taking Infinity. I’m essentially kicking him out of his apartment.”
“Oh, no,” Mallory said.
“He knows that he doesn’t own her. And she will do what her mother tells her to.” Mrs. Brown’s tone held an undercurrent of unsaid “if she knows what’s good for her.”
The lift opened to Mallory’s hallway. She stepped off but turned when Mrs. Brown held the doors open. “One more thing, dear,” she said. “There’s another shuttle from Earth coming in a few days. I will try to be back by then, but if I’m not, try to welcome them as best you can.”
Mallory nodded, distracted. Her head had started to pound, and she fought a wave of dizziness.
Mrs. Brown watched her for a moment as if expecting something. Mallory stopped rubbing her forehead and asked, “Anything else?”
“No, nothing. Take care of yourself and take care of my station, dear,” she said, and the door closed, that curious look finally shut with it.
She trudged down the hall, her room feeling too far away. She shivered, even as sweat broke out on her forehead.
“Christ, what’s wrong with me?”
She paused at her apartment door; ...
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