Breath by Breath is the explosive conclusion to the near-future, science fiction thriller trilogy Step by Step from the bestselling author Morgan Llywelyn and follows the events of Drop by Drop and Inch by Inch.
In Breath by Breath, book three in the trilogy, the residents of Sycamore River have weathered the Change and the nuclear war it provoked. They emerge to try to build a life from the shattered remains of their town.
But for some, the very air has become toxic.
The people of Sycamore River have to survived the unthinkable. Can they build something new from the ashes?
Llywelyn blends her signature character-driven portrait of small-town life with the appeal of William Fortschen's One Second After.
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Release date:
April 13, 2021
Publisher:
Tom Doherty Associates
Print pages:
240
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As the double doors slid open the people inside the barn waited, eager yet fearful to see what the daylight would reveal. They had spent months underground waiting for this moment. The fecund smell of the earth still coated the insides of their nostrils.
They hungrily gulped their first breaths from the outside world.
Hot summer air scorched their throats.
Bathed in buttery light, a hilly, sun-parched pasture sloped down toward a rambling white farmhouse built for a large family and encircled by a rail fence. Beside the front gate an unobtrusive sign identified the property as TILBURY FARM.
Close to the back of the house was a kitchen garden. Parallel rows of dry, cracked earth testified to the onions, carrots and lettuce, the tomatoes and cabbage and bush beans that once flourished there. Gone now; all that remained were a few dying weeds, the stubborn survivors of months without rain. At one end of the garden dead raspberry canes drooped from a wooden lattice. Beyond this was a small orchard of apple and pear trees, with a few brown leaves clinging to otherwise bare branches.
There was little sign of life. No birds were declaring their territory with song. The cacophony of insects that should accompany a summer morning in the country was curiously muted.
Edgar Tilbury shook his grizzled head. Guessing his age would be difficult; it might be anywhere between sixty and eighty. Below tangled eyebrows were sharp features and bright eyes that revealed a keen intelligence. “There you have it,” he growled in a voice like a rusty hinge. “My first wife and I planted that garden; I’ve tended it all these years since she died, though I never had her green thumb. It was that produce we lived on underground, but it looks like global warming’s finished it off now. If that wasn’t bad enough, the land may have taken a dose of radiation too. Damn all the megalomaniacs and their pissing contests. This time the whole world lost.”
A three-legged Rottweiler bumped its muzzle against his thigh, seeking attention. Edgar reached down to rumple the animal’s ears. “Don’t worry, Samson,” he told the dog. “You’re not to blame, humans cause all the trouble.”
“Amen to that,” agreed Jack Reece. A tall, lean man with dark hair and a hawkish nose, he possessed a sinewy strength. Smile lines bracketed his pale gray eyes but he was not smiling now. “We won’t know how bad things are until we do some investigating.”
“Can’t you feel it in your bones, Jack? I damn sure can. The war’s come and gone and we’re all that’s left. What’s happened to the birds and the butterflies? You can’t tell me another damned heat wave carried them off.”
A small blond woman laid a supplicating hand on Tilbury’s arm. “Edgar, you assured us there would be plenty of other survivors.”
“There will be, Nell.” He tried to sound more convinced than he felt. “Everybody’s not dead, we’ll find them soon enough. Or they’ll find us. It’s just that things seem different now; even the light looks different. Yellower; meaner.”
“Don’t let your imagination run away with you,” Jack said. “There’s been a drought, that’s all; there’s nothing mean about sunshine. Never bleed before you’re wounded, that’s my motto. C’mon, let’s see if there’s been any damage around here and look for something to eat. Tomorrow we can go to Sycamore River and find out what it’s like over there. It may not be as bad as we think.” He squared his shoulders and stepped into the sunlight. A dozen people, several dogs and a small troop of cats followed him.
They saw no visible danger.
The invisible threat was terrifying.
Edgar Tilbury’s wife used her forefinger to adjust the gold frames of her spectacles on the bridge of her nose. Before her marriage she had been Beatrice Fontaine, chief officer in the Sycamore and Staunton Mercantile Bank. An air of authority had been necessary for the job and the spectacles were part of that image, augmented by her silver hair and ramrod spine. “You children stay in the barn until we decide it’s safe to come out,” she called over her shoulder.
A youthful protest—it might be either Flub or Dub, the twins’ voices were as identical as their faces—retorted, “We’re not kids, we’re breeding age!”
“Since when did pubescent mean breeding age?” Gerry Delmonico muttered to his wife.
Gloria looked up at him. “Philip and Daniel may be smart-alecks, but they’ll do what they’re told. I don’t want to bring any of our family outside until we’re sure.” Since adopting the twins she had been trying without success to establish the use of their proper names. Even her husband resisted, though he adored his wife and gave way to her in most things.
After a decade of marriage the handsome black couple still held hands.
Walking behind them, Lila Ragland remarked to Shay Mulligan, “This must be what it was like to come off Noah’s Ark two by two.”
Shay, who had never outgrown the freckles that accompanied his red hair, said, “You suppose Noah had a doctor on board?”
“Not one as good as you.”
“I’m just a small town veterinarian. I hope I won’t have to take care of elephants and ostriches; we didn’t study exotics at the college I went to.”
“If any ‘exotics’ did survive there may be some strange mutations among them. They’d appear fairly soon too. Other animals have a shorter lifespan than we do.”
“Tell me something I don’t know.”
“None of us know what we’re facing,” Lila responded. “We can’t even be sure we’ll survive today.”
Shay’s son, Evan, followed them from the barn. Taller than his father, he was a lithe young man with a mop of red-gold hair and gentle brown eyes. Before he stepped into the sunlight he glanced back, looking for Jessamyn Bennett.
He found her sitting cross-legged on a bale of straw amid a clutter of farm machinery. A willowy girl in faded blue jeans, with a cotton shirt knotted beneath her small breasts, Jess wore her curly hair pulled into a ponytail. While Evan watched, she wiped the perspiration from her forehead with the back of her wrist.
Just seeing her made Evan feel warm inside.
As far as he was concerned, there was no comparison between Jess and Lila Ragland. Lila was ancient by his standards, late thirties at least, with slanted green eyes and a heavy mane of auburn hair. Men like his father turned to look at her in the street but she did not appeal to Evan. When he dreamed it was always of Jess.
One of his favorite fantasies involved a picnic where they spread a blanket on the ground and she sat with his head pillowed in her lap, smiling fondly down at him while she stroked his hair.
In Evan’s dream two moons were in the sky above them, Phobos and Deimos; the moons that beamed down on Mars Settlement.
At the moment, Jess Bennett’s lap was occupied by a massive black cat named Karma. The cat had been a gift to Shay from Lila. The Bennett family’s Irish setters, Sheila and Shamrock—who was affectionately known as Rocky—lay at her feet, only pretending to be relaxed; they were keenly aware of the cat’s presence. The dogs had had no experience of cats until they had found themselves in an underground bomb shelter with Beatrice Fontaine’s seven felines. Their period of adjustment in the subterranean labyrinth Edgar called his “bolt-hole” had not been easy.
Karma was well acquainted with dogs; Samson was an old friend from the time they had spent together in Shay’s vet clinic. The black cat was fearsomely armed with fang and claw. No mere canine could intimidate her, a fact she had amply demonstrated to the setters on more than one occasion. Jess had been given the job of keeping the potential combatants apart.
When she felt the weight of Evan’s gaze, the girl smoothed her hair with the palm of her hand.
Kirby, at nineteen the oldest of the Delmonicos’ four adopted sons, was the last to leave the barn. He also glanced back toward Jess, then hastily turned away. Those who had been with him in the shelter were used to his appearance, but he still tried to shield them from the sight of his disfigurement. Severe phosphorous burns had scarred the left half of his face and pulled that side of his mouth into a rictus grin. At the time of the accident he had raised his hands to protect his face, otherwise it might have been worse. But although he could use them, both hands were twisted into claws. His speech had been slightly affected by his injury, resulting in a faint sibilance when he was excited; another handicap he struggled to overcome.
There had been discussion of plastic surgery to repair the damage done when Robert Bennett’s factory exploded, but the onset of war had intervened.
Jess was the person whose opinion Kirby cared about most. He could never tell her that. In his heart he saw himself as a monster.
“You think it’d be okay to let the horses out to graze?” Evan was asking Edgar. “They’ve been living on dry straw for weeks and they’ve lost a lot of condition.”
“There’s not much nourishment left in that dead grass, but there could be some radiation. We’ll know soon. Those four horses are our only reliable transportation, we can’t afford to take chances with them.”
Evan was indignant. “I’d never take chances with Rocket!”
“You almost rode her to Nolan’s Falls and got caught up in the bombing,” Edgar reminded him. “Shay, you have that Geiger counter ready?”
“Right here.”
“Turn it on, then, You go down the left side of the hill and I’ll take the other side. Walk slow, do it like a grid. The rest of you hold back until we get to the bottom and have a definitive reading.” He turned a knob on his own counter.
The machine responded with the kind of faint, chitinous clicking that might come from an insect; an insect with a venomous bite.
“Does that mean…”
“It doesn’t mean anything, Nell, it’s natural background radiation. Long as it’s no louder than that we’re all right.”
“What if your counter’s wrong?”
“That’s why I have two counters, I’m a natural-born belt-and-suspenders man. Both counters wouldn’t fail; in fact the signal’s fading now. Looks like it’ll be safe to use my house. If you want to, you’re all welcome to stay there until we find out what’s happened to your own homes. Bea and I will do our best to make you comfortable. After all those weeks underground you must be sick of living in tunnels.”
“At least it was cool down there,” said Nell. “I’ll always be grateful you shared the shelter with us; you saved our lives.”
Edgar gave a negligible shrug, as if it was nothing at all.
Like children following the Pied Piper, the little group picked its way down the slope of the hill. The footing was uncertain, hummocky in some places and rocky in others.
Gloria Delmonico paused to untie the laces of her sandals and remove them. Knotting the laces together, she hung them from the leather belt around her waist. “I love walking barefoot on the grass.”
“It’s safe enough,” Shay assured her. “I’m not getting a dangerous reading.”
“Watch where you’re walking, though,” Evan called. “There are a few dead birds lying on the ground, I almost stepped on one.”
“Today’s going to be another scorcher,” Gerry predicted as he rolled up his sleeves.
Nell agreed. “The air’s awfully heavy. I hate hot weather. Has it always been this hot in the summer?”
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