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A year has passed since the fall of Lightspire. The Inquisitor Miles Hampstedt has usurped the throne and rules Noveris with a blood-soaked iron fist.
Tilla and her friends have become hardened rebels in the Unbroken, a band of guerilla fighters hiding out in the fringes of the Kingdom. Tilla is plagued with doubt and regret; Lyriana struggles with the burdens of being a fugitive Queen; Zell atones for his guilt by killing for the cause. And even as they all fight, they know their cause is doomed, that with very passing day Miles' power grows, his army of Bloodmages spreading to cover the continent. Then a raid on an outpost produces two unexpected prisoners: Lord Elric Kent himself, now a prisoner obsessed with revenge, and Syan See, a strange girl from the Red Wastes. Tilla struggles with the emotional weight of confronting her father, but it's Syan that offers the true revelation. She demonstrates a new incredible kind of magic, and speaks of a secret civilization hidden in isolation in the mysterious Wastes.
With Miles' forces closing in, Tilla and her friends (alongside a hostage Lord Kent) set out to make contact with Syan's people, to make an pact that could turn the war. The journey will test their character, forge unlikely alliances, reveal the horrifying true nature of magic, and set in motion a battle that will determine the fate of Noveris itself.
Release date: June 4, 2019
Publisher: Little, Brown Books for Young Readers
Print pages: 320
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War of the Bastards
Andrew Shvarts
This was down the southeast border of the Heartlands, where the flowing wheatfields gave way to grassy foothills and sprawling forests. It was a beautiful morning: the air had that earthy smell of fresh dew, the first rays of morning crested the horizon, painting the sky an ethereal ghostly purple…
And here we were, armed to the teeth, planning to kill a man.
The caravan was a modest thing, three wagons long, escorted by a dozen marching soldiers in heavy armor. They wore my father’s colors, red and gold, but that didn’t mean they were Westerners; their faces were hidden behind bulky helms, and you never knew who you’d find fighting for him. In the early days of my father’s reign, when he’d first demanded all the able men of the Kingdom take up arms in his name, we’d held out hope that the people of Noveris would rise up in defiance, that they’d sooner choose death than serve a usurper king. Then Miles took up the mantle of Inquisitor and the culls began, as his bloodmages tore through the Province, leaving a trail of burning villages and mutilated corpses in their wake.
Turns out? Pretty much no one ever chooses death.
“There,” Lord Galen Reza said as the last wagon rolled into sight. We were up on a hilltop, six of us, huddled in the shadows of a birch grove. We wore the de facto uniform of the Unbroken: leather armor, hoods up over our heads, black bandanas pulled up over our faces like masks. Galen had his fork-tipped daggers, Zell his curved nightglass blades, and I had Muriel, my short sword, the one weapon I was pretty damn good with.
The wagons rolled closer, turning the bend to cross a narrow little valley between a pair of hills. I squinted at the driver of the middle one, a pale old Westerner with a shaggy beard. It was definitely a royal caravan, but that didn’t make it worth ambushing; the last thing we wanted was to kill a dozen men over a few wagons of grain. “You sure Vladimyr is in there?” I whispered to Galen.
“Oh, he’s in there.” Galen’s curly black hair was pulled back in a warrior’s bun, and a long white scar cleaved his cheek in half. He looked about a decade older than he had when I’d first met him, back when he’d been the young Heartlander lord of a minor House, before he’d hardened into the brutal rebel leader he was today. “The Raven said Vladimyr would be here. And the Raven’s never wrong.”
I nodded. The Raven was our best contact in Lightspire, a high-ranking nobleman who seemed to know every detail of my father’s regime. It bothered me sometimes that we were attacking people on the word of someone whose real name we didn’t even know. But I wasn’t the leader of the Unbroken. Galen was. Which meant he called the shots.
The last wagon fully rounded the corner, putting the whole caravan between the two hills. My stomach fluttered, and my hands tingled with pins and needles. It had been a year since the fall of Lightspire, a year since my father had taken the throne and become King Kent, a year since our tiny band of refugees had coalesced into a Kingdom-spanning rebellion. It had been a year of resistance and warfare and midnight raids, a year of blood and pain, a year of killing and running and killing some more.
And even after all that, after a year of pure frozen hell, I still got nervous before every battle.
I glanced to Zell for reassurance and found his eyes above his mask, soft and brown, the eyes I stared into every night, the eyes that often felt like the only calm, reliable thing in the world. He nodded, the tiniest bit. I took a deep breath. I could do this. I could do this.
“All right, kids,” a gruff voice said from my left. A massive slab of a man stood there, a grizzled old warrior with biceps the size of my head and the deepest wrinkles I’d ever seen etched into his dark features. This was Manos Vore, a Heartlander general who’d lost his entire company to my father’s men, which gave him a, shall we say, unique outlook on the conflict. “Let’s kill us some traitors.” He grinned and tightened his grip on his massive iron warhammer.
Galen pulled down his mask enough to put two fingers in his mouth and let out a loud whooping whistle. The guards by the caravan froze, spinning our way, which was perfect because it meant they weren’t looking at the other hill, the one across from us, where all our archers were rising up from their hidden position, longbows nocked. The wagon driver, the old man with the beard, let out a yelp of surprise, but it was too late now. The early morning air sang with the whistle of a half-dozen longbows shooting at once, and a hail of arrows streaked down into the company below. Two guards dropped right away, one with an arrow in the throat and another with one through his skull, and a third caught one in the side and lurched over, still alive but bleeding out fast. The other guards scrambled into a defensive formation, shouting to one another, pressing themselves against the wagon, drawing their blades as they braced for the second volley.…
Which meant it was go time. Galen moved first, unsheathing his daggers and sliding out of cover, and the rest of us followed. We raced silently down the hill, a swooping shadow, a clenching fist, our weapons glistening like shooting stars. There was one second, one lingering second, where the poor sons of bitches guarding the caravan realized what was about to happen.
Then we hit them, hard, and there was just the screaming of men and the clanging of steel. Zell struck first, as always, leaping forward to plunge a blade down into a man’s chest. Galen was next to him, daggers a blur as he cut through the ranks. And Manos came charging up behind with a bellowing roar, swinging his hammer in a broad arc to cave in a terrified guard’s skull.
I hadn’t chosen a target, not really, but I didn’t have to. One of the guards charged right at me, a broadsword raised high over his head. I could see just a little of his face through the slits in his helmet: pale skin, furious green eyes, a few wisps of curly blond hair. A Westerner. A boy.
He swung his sword in a downward chop, and I dodged it, weaving to the side in a little bound. His blade hit the dirt uselessly, a total amateur move, and I almost felt bad for him. But my feelings didn’t matter now. My body was in control, the khel zhan my guide, and it knew what to do. As he looked my way, eyes wide with horror, I whipped Muriel up and drove her through the gap in his armor just below his armpit.
Twenty-seven.
The Westerner dropped like a stone as I jerked my short sword out, her blade slick with crimson, and not a moment too soon. Another guard was on me, and I didn’t get a good look at him because I was too distracted by the sword he was swinging at my damn head. I jerked Muriel up in a fumble, just barely blocking him, our blades hitting with a resonating clang. He was stronger than me, no question. The force of his hit spun me around, and I nearly lost my grip on my sword. But the khel zhan was all about beating stronger opponents, about using kinetic energy and movement to your advantage. I kept the spin going, whirling in a circle, dodging his next thrust…and driving the edge of Muriel into the back of his head, right where the skull met the base of the neck. He let out a gurgle, and collapsed into the dewy grass.
Twenty-eight.
I fell back, taking stock. Most of the guards were dead, along with one of our men. Someone in the wagons was screaming. Galen was crouched low, his knee pinning a struggling man down as he pushed his daggers into him. Manos had driven his hammer into the side of the carriage and was trying to pull it out. Zell had a nightglass sword in each hand and was fighting two men at once, blocking the attacks of the first while finishing off the second.
And beyond him, at the front of the caravan, was the wagon driver, the old Westerner with the shaggy beard. He hopped off his perch and glowered at us, raising his hands, and the veins in his eyes flared a throbbing sickly green.
Oh shit.
“Bloodmage!” I screamed, as the air around pulsed with a sticky moist squelch, as my ears buzzed with the rustle of leaves and my nose flooded with the smell of freshly cut grass. Vines emerged from the palms of his hands, dense rope-like vines covered in thick thorns, and they streaked toward us like pouncing eels. They tore open the side of Manos’s arm and shot past him, hurtling blood-tipped toward the rest of us. But they were too slow—too slow for us, anyway. Galen dove aside, neatly rolling under them, and Zell shoved the guard he’d been fighting forward, right into their path. The man shrieked as the vines hit, their ends splitting open as they entangled him. The bloodmage let out a gasp, struggling to pull his vines back…
Which meant he was vulnerable. I let out a battle cry of my own and raced toward him, my feet padding over the ground, my body a blur. I leaped over a guard’s fallen corpse, streaked past Zell, an arrow on a collision course with no turning back. The bloodmage jerked back, raising one hand, and I weaved below it, under the new vine bursting forth, and drove Muriel’s point straight into the underside of his chin.
Blood bubbled from his lips. A wet wheeze escaped his throat. The green glow faded from his eyes as he slumped down and lay still.
Twenty-nine.
And then it was quiet, that sudden, restless, panting quiet that only comes at the end of a battle. All twelve guards lay dead at our feet. I lurched away, heart thundering, suddenly aware of how weak my knees felt. Galen’s nostrils flared as he rose up, and Manos just stood there, warhammer at his side, casually pulling twisted thorns out of his bloodied bicep like they were berries on a bush. “Vines, huh? That’s a new one.”
Zell rushed toward me, pulling down his mask. “Tilla! Are you hurt?”
“No,” I said, even as I stared down at the body in front of me, the bloodmage with my sword through his head, the man I’d just killed. “I’m fine. Really.” I mean, my hands were shaking, but that was normal. That happened all the time.
“Clear!” Galen shouted up to our archers, which was helpful because I’d forgotten all about them. He walked over to the first wagon and threw it open, revealing bags heavy with gold, and the second, filled with metal chests. Galen leaned in to open one, and there, inside, were rows of syringes, neat little vials filled with lightly glowing crimson. Miles’s serum. The secret to my father’s army. Capable of turning anyone into a powerful mage.
Made from the blood of our captured allies.
I exhaled sharply. There was no turning back now.
Galen threw open the third wagon, the one where the screaming was coming from, and exposed a man hiding inside, a trembling chubby Easterner with thick jowls and bushy purple eyebrows.
And even while I was relieved that it was our man, that this hadn’t all been for nothing, a tiny part of me was upset. Because that part knew what came next.
“Vladimyr Cel De Naro the Fourth,” Galen said, arms folded across his chest. “End of the line.”
We pulled him out of the carriage, crying and flailing, and dragged him up the hill, where we forced him to his knees. There, we gathered around him in a semicircle as our archers joined us, as the sky’s purple just barely started to fade into pink. Galen nodded at Zell, who strode over to Vladimyr and drew his swords.
“Please,” Vladimyr begged. “You have to listen to me. This is all a misunderstanding. I’ve done nothing wrong!”
I clenched my teeth, forced myself to look away. Because I knew that if I kept looking, I’d start to believe him, start to listen, start to feel the natural empathy that’s unavoidable when a man is crying and begging for his life. No matter how many times I did this, I always wanted to believe them.
Galen, for better or worse, didn’t have that problem. He reached into his bag and took out a rumpled handwritten parchment. “Vladimyr Cel De Naro the Fourth,” he read. “You have trafficked in blood stolen from loyal mages, and partaken in the creation of abominations. You have betrayed your countrymen to the hounds of the Inquisitor. You have collaborated with the Usurper King. Do you deny the charges?”
“I…I…” Vladimyr stammered, his eyes flitting wildly from side to side as he struggled to come up with an excuse. I hoped he wouldn’t try to lie, because it was always so pathetic when they lied; he had to know that with a caravan full of mage blood, we had him dead to rights. “It’s…it’s not what it looks like. I had to do it! I had to help them! They would have killed me if I hadn’t!”
“I’ll take that as an admission,” Galen said, and resumed reading. “You are guilty of treason against the crown. By the order of the one true Queen and the lawful ruler of Noveris, Lyriana Ellaria Volaris, you are sentenced to death.” Without a word, Zell crossed his arms, laying one blade flat on each of Vladimyr’s trembling shoulders. “Do you have any last words?”
I glanced back and there were Vladimyr’s eyes, wide, terrified, glistening with tears. “This is so pointless,” he cried. “They won. You lost. It’s over.”
“Do it,” Galen said, and Zell swung his arms out in a lightning-fast scissor chop. Vladimyr’s head tumbled off his shoulders and rolled down the hill. His body sat there for a moment, then crumpled down into the grass, blood pooling around the stump. “May the True Queen reign,” Galen said.
“May the True Queen reign,” we repeated, and Manos spat on the corpse.
I didn’t add Vladimyr to my count. I mean, I know I probably should have. But I had to draw that line at only counting people I killed with my own two hands. If I had to keep track of everyone who died as a result of my actions, everyone whose death I was indirectly responsible for—well, that was a road I couldn’t go down.
Twenty-nine. My number was twenty-nine.
Zell reached out, gently squeezing my arm. I leaned into him, pressing against his side, resting my head on his shoulder. Everything in the world was broken. But this still felt right.
“Come on,” he said softly. “Let’s go home.”
HOME WAS A HALF DAY’S ride away, in a forest by the edge of a murky green lake. The Unbroken couldn’t stay in any one place for too long, not without drawing the attention of the Inquisitor, so we lived out of tents and wagons, a makeshift camp ready to run at a moment’s notice. Right now, we were holed up deep in Vanshire, a border region at the foot of the Evergreen Mountains, made up mostly of dark oak forests, lily-covered ponds, and tiny rustic villages, the kind with the wooden huts and the muddy roads and the villagers who scowled at you as you rode by. It was a sprawling, sparsely populated region, easy to get lost in, notable only as the region you had to ride through if you were going from Lightspire to the Eastern Baronies. Which made it the perfect place for us to lie low and strike.
In the early days of the rebellion, we were the most-wanted fugitives in the Kingdom and had to move constantly to escape my father’s men, running from the vineyards of Ashelos to the narrow alleyways of Trellbein. Then the Southlands had declared secession and my father’s priorities had shifted, the war down there taking up most of his resources, buying our homegrown rebellion a little breathing room. When I was feeling exceptionally petty, I pictured my father on his throne, King Elric Kent, swamped with reports of rebellion, frantically putting out one fire after another, overwhelmed with the nightmare of ruling a Kingdom that loathed him. He had all the power, the throne he’d coveted his whole life, and I prayed to the Old Kings that it made him so, so miserable.
We rode in a line through those spindly trees, our horses trotting over mossy stones, the canopy of leaves filtering the hot afternoon sun to just a few golden rays. We’d been here for a month now and I still had absolutely no idea where to go, but Zell led the way and we followed. Riding through forests had been pretty much the high point of my childhood, but those had been the fog-shrouded redwoods of the West, not these creepy Eastern trees with their gnarled branches and whispering briarbirds.
We crossed a small gurgling brook, one I recognized, and then I heard the familiar tooting of horns from nearby. The watchmen had spotted us and were blowing the call of safety, which was great, because it ensured we wouldn’t get peppered with arrows as we approached. I spurred my horse to get closer to Zell, and our eyes met again. He nodded. I smiled. These days we didn’t even have to talk; he just knew, and I did too, and that was enough.
The camp loomed up ahead, fifty tents in a lakeside clearing, surrounded by a makeshift fence made of sharpened logs. Sentries kept watch from platforms built into the tallest trees. I could hear the sounds of the camp as we got closer: the chatter of voices, the neighing of horses, the thump of wooden swords against training dummies. The guard at the gate saluted Galen, fist pressed to his heart, and then he did the same to me and Zell. On the long list of things I wasn’t used to, getting saluted was near the top; I’d somehow managed to accept myself as Tilla, Citizen of Lightspire, but Tilla, Respected Rebel Warrior, still didn’t make any damn sense.
We stabled our horses and took off on foot through the crowded tents. Chickens flapped by underfoot, and I could smell stew cooking from the canteen. There were members of the Unbroken all over the Kingdom, from lowly blacksmiths in backwater towns to spies in the castles of traitorous Lords, but we were the single largest group, a traveling band of seventy-five or so people. Most of that number were warriors, the most-seasoned rebel fighters, but we also had the leaders, the tacticians, the last few surviving mages. Also…we had the Queen.
Galen broke off toward the round central tent that was our command center, and Zell headed toward the armory to put our swords away. I needed a hot bath, and a good meal, and a strong drink, but right now, more than anything else, I needed a friend. So I made a beeline toward a tent at the far back of the camp, the only tent with a dedicated guard out front.
Lyriana was inside, seated cross-legged on her bed with a heavy tome in front of her. She glanced up as I entered and smiled. “Tilla! You’re back!”
Looking at her now, it was almost impossible to recognize that naive, sheltered girl who’d sat at the Bastard Table in Castle Waverly just two years ago. Her luminous raven hair was cut short, shorn nearly to the scalp. Tattoos covered her arms, decorating the black skin: the Crest of the Titans on her left forearm, the elderbloom sigil of her family on her right, and the names of her murdered mother and father circling her biceps in the runic script of the Titans. When I’d first met Lyriana, she’d never worn anything but a dress, but now she looked natural in a loose cloth shirt and riding pants, brown leather boots halfway up her calves and an iron bracelet around her wrist. Only her eyes were the same, a glowing gold that seemed to give off a light of its own. She wasn’t a Princess anymore, not by a long shot, but she made for one hell of a rebel Queen.
“That I am,” I replied, and took a seat next to her. Lyriana’s tent was unquestionably the nicest in the camp, with its own table, chairs, and stacks upon stacks of books. Most of us slept on mats or rugs, but Lyriana got an actual bed. A small, crappy bed with scratchy sheets and a fur blanket, but hey, a bed nonetheless.
“How did the mission go?”
“Successful. Only lost one man. Chalk? Chalko?”
“Chelkon,” Lyriana sighed. “Father of two. A farmer, before the war. We’ll have to hold a funeral.” She glanced away uneasily. “Did you get Vladimyr?”
“We got him. He pled guilty. Zell…well, you know.”
Lyriana nodded to herself, taking it in. I knew it weighed heavily on her, having to sign off on warrants of execution, the knowledge that we were out there killing people in her name. “I met Vladimyr, you know. At the Ascendance Day Masquerade a few years ago. He’d come along as a member of Baroness Celeste’s retinue, and he was just so happy to be in the city. He gave me a little stuffed horse.” She shook her head, her voice tight. “He seemed nice.”
“He had a wagon full of mage blood, Lyriana,” I said. “Vials and vials of it.”
“Oh,” Lyriana replied, and her face hardened. After the Ascendance Day Massacre, the common people of Noveris had been given the choice to bend the knee to my father and accept his rule. The mages, though, hadn’t been so lucky. They’d all been rounded up, hunted, arrested, executed. Thousands died in those first few terrible months, a slaughter that put even the worst of the Volaris oppression to shame. Only a hundred or so mages survived that, but their fate wasn’t much better; they were carted off to Miles’s camps, kept alive so their blood could be harvested for his serum, tortured and experimented on whenever he needed new subjects. The era of Lightspire mages was over, the orders of Knights and Sisters and Shadows culled; now, there were only Miles’s bloodmages, and the people terrified of them.
“The serum?” she asked.
“We burned it.” There were some in the Unbroken who believed we should use the serum, make bloodmages of our own. But Lyriana had drawn a hard line at that. If we went down that road, we were no better than my father.
“Good,” she said, then cocked her head to the side, scrutinizing me. “Tilla…are you all right?”
“Me? Yeah. I’m fine. Why?”
Lyriana shrugged. “You seem off. Not quite yourself. The whole terse words, haunted eyes, cold demeanor. You sound like Zell.”
I blinked. It was true, I guess, that I felt like I got Zell much more now, that a year of bloodshed and turmoil had brought us closer together than ever. But it was still weird to think that I was becoming more like him. “I’m just a little messed up from the battle. My knees are still shaking, and I keep thinking about…I don’t know.” I sighed. “I thought it would get easier. But it hasn’t. It’s still just as awful as the first time.”
Lyriana wrapped an arm around me and pulled me into a hug. “I should be out there with you, fighting by your side. It’s not right that you’re risking your life, putting yourself through hell, and I get to sit here, safe and warm in my tent. I’m the Queen, for the Titans’ sake….”
“Which is exactly why you can’t fight with us and you know it,” I replied. There weren’t a whole lot of Volaris left in the world, after all. Lyriana’s little sister, Aurelia, had made it out of Lightspire with us, but a rebel army was no place for a little girl. We’d sent her, disguised as a servant, to some loyalists in the Eastern Barony of Saile, where she’d be safe from my father’s reach. That meant the entire legitimacy of the Unbroken hinged on the fact that we had Lyriana with us; with her, we were the champions of the true Queen, but without her, we were just a band of outlaws. The last thing I wanted to do was rehash this argument yet again, but I didn’t have to because right then the earth started shaking.
Lyriana let out a little gasp and I clenched my teeth, resting my hand uselessly against her bed frame. This was just a thing that happened now: every few weeks or so, the earth would shake and tremble underfoot, rattling walls and knocking over shelves. It had started about eight months ago, and the tremors had been getting more and more frequent. Most weren’t bad, just a little rattling that went for about a minute. The worst one had been four months ago, when we’d been back in Trellbein, a solid five minutes of quaking that had toppled buildings and torn deep rifts in the dirt. In that chaos, I’d genuinely wondered if the world was ending. Some days, I still wasn’t sure.
This wasn’t a bad one. The tent rumbled for a minute, candles swaying, and then went still. Outside, I heard a few men shout, and the horses neigh.
“Titans grant mercy,” Lyriana said softly, instinctively. There were a whole lot of folks who believed the quakes were a sign of the Titans’ displeasure, the Ascended gods angry at what my father had done. Much as I wanted to believe that, I couldn’t, not after what I’d seen down in the catacombs below Lightspire; I still didn’t know what the rotting ghoulish husks we’d encountered were, but they sure as hell weren’t gods.
But I wasn’t about to get into that, so I nudged the book lying on the bed, a heavy leather-bound tome with a picture of a severe-looking woman on the cover. “What’re you reading?”
“A History of Queen Corellia II,” Lyriana replied, because of course it was boring ancient history. I missed Markiska and her filthy romance novels. Really, I just missed Markiska. “Corellia came to power during one of the greatest periods of unrest in the history of Noveris and managed to restore peace and order, putting down the Bandits’ Revolt and ushering in the Golden Age.”
“I see the book’s appeal.”
Lyriana gave a sad little smile. “As a little girl, she was always one of my favorites. I thought it was just so amazing what she did, how much she accomplished. And now? All I can think about it is how easy she had it. I mean, she had Lightspire. She had hundreds of mages. She had her family advising her and her brother leading her armies and so much else. If she had all that and still struggled, how am I not completely doomed?”
Honestly, it was a pretty good question, but I wasn’t about to tell her that. “She might’ve had a lot…but did she have a kickass best friend? One who always had her back and taught her all the best drinking songs?”
Lyriana grinned. “Now you sound like yourself.”
“Yeah, well, you bring it out in me,” I said, and it was mostly true. “I don’t know how and I don’t know when. But we’ll win this thing, Lyriana. We’ll get you back your Kingdom, and make my father and Miles pay for everything they’ve done. I know it.”
“I wish I had your optimism,” Lyriana said, and I kept up my smile. The thing is, it wasn’t optimism. It wasn’t certainty. It was desperation. I believed it because I had to believe it, because if I doubted it, if I questioned it, then I would just lie on the floor every morning and never get up. It was a load-bearing conviction, and the house of Tilla the Rebel depended on it.
“Enough talk,” I said. “Want to grab a drink at the canteen?”
“I should stay here and finish this,” Lyriana said, as if we were still at the University and she still had homework. “But you ought to stop by the canteen anyway. Ellarion’s been there since morning and…he could probably use a friendly word. I’d go, but you know how he gets with me. Like I’m still some little girl he has to protect.”
“Oh.” My smile faded. I felt bad because Ellarion was my friend and deserved my support, but at the same time, I was looking to get comforted, not console the inconsolable. Not that I had any right to complain, of course. As bad as I had it, he had it so much worse. “Okay. Yeah. I’ll stop by.” I hugged her again, then glanced down at the portrait on the cover of the book. “By the way, you’re, like, a hundred times prettier than her.”
“She was in her fifties, you jerk.” Lyriana laughed and shoved me off the bed. “Thanks for coming by, Tilla. Really.”
Well, I felt better, if only a little bit. I would’ve given anything for a long soak in a hot bath, but had to settle for a dip in the lake instead, in a private spot a small walk away from camp. I stripped down and washed off the sweat and the mud, and as I ran my hands through my hair they came back bloody, which was just great. I’d loved reading about war as a kid, but none of the books had driven home how messy it is, how loud, how gross and squalid and wet. You never realize how fragile humans are, how brittle and breakable, until you’ve killed twenty-nine of them.
With a shudder, I washed my hands in the river a dozen times, then got dressed and headed back to camp. Ellarion or not, I needed that drink.
We called the common area “the canteen,” but that was being generous; it was just a few long tables at the edge of the camp, next to a tent that served food and drinks. As soon as I got close, the smell hit me, savory roasting meat and freshly baked bread, almost as good out here as it had been in Lightspire. I grinned and waved, and from the canteen tent, a pair of friendly faces smiled back: Marlo and Garrus, ex–Ragged Disciples, devoted rebels, and the cutest couple I’d ever seen. Marlo ran provisions for us, hustling every caravan and small-town merchant, and Garrus had turned down the opportunity to fight to be a full-time cook, bringing all his baking skills to our meager little camp. Things could be tough out here in the woods, sleeping on mats, pissing in bushes, and constantly swatting away flies, but no one would ever say we didn’t eat well.
“Tilla!” Marlo beamed, his smile big and infectious. “Tell me you’re hungry. Garrus has whipped up, and I’m not exaggerating here, the best mudrabbit stew you’ve ever had….”
“That’s a low bar,” Garrus grumbled, stirring a pot with a wooden ladle. “But I’ll admit, this is pretty damn good.”
“Give me a bowl,” I said. “And a glass of ale. The good stuff.”
“Coming right up.” Marlo grinned and
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