Under Water

Book 1: Duck Darley Novel

by Casey Barrett

Genres: Private Investigators; Crime Fiction; Suspense

Synopsis

Once a competitive swimmer destined for Olympic gold, Duck Darley is now barely scraping by as an unlicensed PI, chasing down cheating spouses for the same Manhattan elite who once viewed him as equal . . . Duck’s lost glory days resurface when he’s hired to track down the teenaged sister of a former teammate turned Olympic champion. Privileged Madeline McKay vanished over Labor Day weekend, leaving behind a too-perfect West Village apartment and a promising athletic career of her own. Duck thinks he’s hunting for a self-destructive runaway—until Madeline’s film student ex is savagely murdered, and the media spins her as the psycho who killed him. As Duck searches for Madeline, he’s plunged back into the dark underbelly of Olympic swimming—a world rife with wild lies and terrible violence. And he soon learns that no matter how hard he tries to escape his past, demons still lurk beneath every surface . . . “A novel that sparkles with wit, sass, and wonderful narrative style.”—Ken Bruen “Deliciously lascivious and violent . . . the pull of his dark world will keep readers captivated to the last page.”—Kyle Mills

Release date: November 28, 2017

Publisher: Kensington Books

Print pages: 283

Sample

She looked determined to stop time. Tall, maybe sixty, though she’d never admit it. Her face was feline; pulled and ironed and injected until the mask bore little resemblance to the original product. Aging and gracefully were two words that she had never paired. Below a long neck was a chest that stood too high, framed for admiration like fine art. She stood above me in bare feet, looking down with distaste. Pale, pedicured toes curled over the edge of the pool.

“Lady says she has some business with you, Duck,” called the lifeguard from across the deck.

She crossed her arms and waited, and did not remove her oversized sunglasses. A sleeveless ivory dress covered a body denied indulgence; an excess of gold jewelry matched the color of her dyed, chin-length hair. The chlorine hung heavy in the uncirculated air. Whatever it was she wanted to talk about, it couldn’t wait.

I climbed out and extended a wet hand. She offered a dry one.

“Duck Darley,” I said. “What can I do for you?”

“You don’t remember me,” she said. “Do you, Lawrence?”

“I’m sorry, you are . . .”

She took off her sunglasses, and I took a closer look. Beneath all that work was a woman I couldn’t forget. The memory floated up like a dead fish from the bottom of a dark lake. Her name was Margaret McKay, the mother of an old friend, an old teammate who went all the way. Charlie McKay: he won Olympic gold some Games ago, days after the death of his father. Appeared on a Wheaties box a few weeks later. We hadn’t stayed in touch.

“Mrs. McKay, wow, how have you been?”

“It must be twenty years,” she said. “You look well. I’m glad to see you’ve stayed in the water.”

“Only way I stay sane,” I said. “How’s Charlie?”

“He’s fine, gone into finance like his father. Long hours, lots of stress, but he seems to enjoy it.”

She spoke with a crisp cluck of permanent annoyance. Looking at her cosmetic re-creation, I mourned the beauty that had been there as I remembered. She was the mom crush of every boy on the team back then, a source of endless innuendo for her son. I went off to grab my towel from a bench, began to dry off as I let her gather her thoughts.

“Lawrence, my apologies for meeting you so early,” she said. “But I could use your immediate assistance with something.”

The name on my birth certificate reads: Lawrence James Darley, Jr. The Senior version of that name achieved enduring shame after it turned out my father’s fortune was built on a far-reaching fraud. I was twelve years old when the story broke, a scandal made to order for the New York Post: the wretched excess of a crooked king. Things went bad after that. Everything in my once-privileged life was stripped away, except the nickname. I’d become Duck in grade school, due to a waddling walk and a natural affinity for the water. Someday I’ll have my given name officially changed and shed the disgrace of it for good, but it always feels like too much work.

“Who told you I’d be here?” I asked.

“Lorraine Hart? She said you did some work for her last year. When I heard the last name, I was very surprised to make the connection.”

“Did Lorraine also mention that I have a phone number and can be reached during normal business hours?”

She gave a slight smile that didn’t move her cheeks. “Lorraine informed me that you weren’t the easiest person to reach, that you have no email and seldom return calls. She suggested that this might be the best place to find you. She’s a dear friend; I trust you remember the work you did for her.”

One side of her mouth twitched, enough to say she knew details. I had done some divorce work for the lovely Lorraine a few months back. It ended in a not unusual way: proved husband was cheating; evidence secured her an eight-figure settlement. She paid me with a generous check and a grateful blow job on her ex-husband’s former oceanfront deck in East Hampton. We’d stayed friendly. I hadn’t worked since, but now that check was long spent. I make it a policy never to seek work. It has to find me. I’ve seen where ambition can get you.

“How is your father?” she asked. “Do you see him often?”

“Still incarcerated. And no,” I said.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to pry.”

“So, how immediate is this problem of yours? I’m hungry, and you’re sweating. Let’s not catch up on the bad old days.”

Margaret McKay gave me a look, then turned and headed toward the exit. She said, “Then go dress and take me somewhere where we can speak in private.”

I followed her out like the scolded oversize brat she remembered. Two decades go by, and some impressions never change.

Out on the sidewalk, it was a brilliant blue September day, the sort of too perfect morning that makes you look out toward the Hudson and search for low-flying planes headed for tall buildings. Margaret had slipped back into high heels that capped a pair of long yoga-toned legs. She dropped her phone into a reptile-skin handbag and waited for me to lead the way.

I guided her to my local diner, Joe’s, on the corner of 16th and Third. There was an open table toward the back by the bathrooms. The rest of the seats were claimed by self-segregated groups of NYPD cadets. Fresh-faced Irish boys, thick Latina women, and stern black guys, all huddled in packs of three or four over their eggs and coffee. They had that itching insecure energy of almost authority. A year from now their chests would be puffed out with cop pride as they busted kids for scoring blow outside East Village bars.

Manuel the waiter brought over a coffee and a Beck’s and no menu. He looked at Margaret and waited for some instruction. She told him water would be fine, and he called over for Joe to start on my western omelet, nothing for the puta.

“How long have you been doing this sort of work?” she asked, eyeing the morning beer.

I took a searing gulp of the coffee, chased it with a long pull. “What sort of work is that?”

“The sort that involves helping those in need,” she said. “For a price.”

“Like a superhero for hire?”

“Don’t be assy, Lawrence. You’re an investigator, correct?”

“Listen, if you’re looking for some former cop with a tragic tale and an obsession for justice, you should probably look elsewhere. I’m a finder. Private eyes are passé. Besides, the state of New York won’t grant me a license to practice.”

“And why is that?”

“Youthful indiscretions.”

She considered that. Some demand specifics, and depending on my sense of the client, sometimes I share them. Sometimes I leave it at two words open to interpretation. If they get up and leave, seek out someone with a gold plate on a door and a team of snoops with all the latest spyware, so be it.

Margaret McKay didn’t ask for details. Maybe she already knew them. They’re not hard to find. I used to deal a little weed. A little became a lot when I wasn’t looking. One rainy day when I was twenty, getting off the 4 train at 59th Street, I got stopped with a backpack full of the stuff—two pounds, to be exact. Part of which was separated into two-gram plastic canisters, meaning intent to distribute—meaning, a Class C felony, punishable by up to five years. If my family still had any money, an expensive lawyer would have been hired, and I would have been freed with a dismissal to “Drug Court” and a bit of community service. Instead, the judge, a righteous fat woman named Susan Duvel, relished the shame of my name. She gave me two years. I served thirteen months. Enough time for a formerly rich white kid to find out that his fears about prison were well founded.

“Well, license or not, it appears you’ve earned a fine reputation,” she said. “Lorraine said you were excellent.”

“Guess I know where to look for things.”

She liked that. Her cheeks tried to lift with her smile.

“So, I do divorce work, mostly. Find the occasional fuck-up. Which one is it for you?”

She took off her sunglasses and set them on the table. I doubted she removed them often. That’s where the years hid. No amount of work around the edges could erase the worry and the decades of mean wisdom. Her eyes were the darkest brown, almost black, like the tinted windows of a celebrity’s car. They could see out, but you could never peer in without pressing your nose to the glass. And no one would ever let you get that close. Those eyes narrowed, and I lost the staring contest.

“It’s the latter, I’m afraid. The fuck-up in question is my eighteen-year-old daughter. She’s been missing for the last week.”

“I didn’t know Charlie had a sister,” I said.

“No reason you should. Madeline was much younger. You quit the team before she was born. I didn’t think I was able to have children any longer. Steven and I were content being the parents of an only child. But somehow I became pregnant again in my forties. It was not an easy pregnancy, and Madeline has not been any easier since the day she was born. Then, of course, Steven died when she was very young . . .”

Her shoulders sagged, but she recovered quickly. I remembered the whole sad story. The media had lapped it up when Charlie McKay was the golden boy Olympic swimming champion du jour. He dedicated his gold medals to his recently deceased father and his rock of a mother. The strongest woman on earth, he told the cameras. Madeline would have been about six at the time. I didn’t remember her in a single shot.

“A week isn’t very long,” I told her. “Maybe she’s just . . .”

“It is for her,” she said. “My daughter maintains frequent contact with me. It is often troubled and unpleasant, but we speak or exchange text messages almost daily. That is, until seven days ago.”

“Have you considered notifying the police, filing a missing persons report?”

She gave a quick snort. “Please. I have no faith in those dim little blue men. And I certainly don’t want them sniffing around in my life.”

Two cadets stiffened behind her and glanced back. They were a pair of big-backed Irish guys with buzz cuts and emerging neck fat. A silence stretched over their table, their eggs frozen on forks in mid-bite.

“When was your last contact?” I asked.

“It was last Monday, Labor Day. She sent a text that said ‘I’m so sorry.’ Nothing else. It is not like Madeline to apologize—for anything. I’ve no idea what she was referring to. It could have been any number of things. She was last seen, by her brother, the day before at our country house in Rhinebeck. It seems she left in a state soon after he arrived. Things have not been . . . easy for her. I wrote back, left voice mails, notes at her apartment. No response. I’m worried.”

“How have things not been easy?”

“Madeline has always struggled,” she said. “She came out angry, as some children do, I suppose. It was mostly manageable when she was younger, and she was so talented as a swimmer, just like her brother. For a time, that seemed like the outlet that would save her. But soon after she turned twelve, it got bad. Her temper became uncontrollable, her grades awful. I found cocaine in her bedroom when she was thirteen.”

I let her relive the memory and waited as the silence stretched. She put her sunglasses back on; then almost immediately she took them off again. Manuel brought over a fresh Beck’s, my western omelet, and an unopened bottle of Tabasco. I shook it and unsealed it and drenched my eggs while Margaret continued the tale of her problem child:

“We tried therapy, of course. She refused to speak. We tried putting her on medication, but she stopped taking it after a short time, and went back to her self-medicating. She was almost expelled from Miss Hewitt’s when they caught her high on several occasions. But Madeline kept swimming, in her uncommitted way, coming and going whenever she felt like it. We wanted to make it the one constant in her life, the one place where she would always be special. She really is so talented. Even as she’s spiraled downward she remains nationally ranked in the butterfly. We keep praying that at some point she’ll embrace her gift and get through all that anger and self-destruction.”

“I’m sorry, Mrs. McKay, I know your husband passed away; who is we?”

“Myself and Coach Marks,” she said. “You must remember him.”

Sure I did. The guy had tried to save me too. Like her daughter, I had proven to be a lost cause. Blame it on a broken family at an impressionable age, on too much temptation for a teenager in the big city. Old story. Happy families are all the same; the unhappy ones only think they carve out original issues.

Teddy Marks was a legend in the swimming world. Charlie McKay wasn’t the first Olympian he’d coached, and he wouldn’t be the last. He started Marks Aquatics, fresh from the Navy SEALs, back in the mid-eighties out of a narrow dungeon pool on East 26th Street. Now it was a national powerhouse, an Olympian factory. He was a long, angular man, a menace of motivated energy, with a whistle through his teeth that I still hear in my sleep. He had that coach’s magic; he believed in you more than you believed in yourself. I understood why Madeline kept coming back. Quitting had been easy, but disappointing Coach Marks had left years of guilt.

“He’s a good man,” I said.

She nodded, took a sip of water. “He’s been a saint.”

“How has Madeline’s relationship been with Marks?”

“Much like my own, I suppose. One filled with bottomless patience and diminishing hope.”

“And you’ve reached out to her friends, to anyone in her life who might have heard from her? Does Madeline have a boyfriend?”

Margaret McKay reached down and opened her bag. She removed a folded brown envelope and placed it on the table. She said, “Maddie has had her own apartment since graduating from Hewitt last spring. I pay for it, of course. It’s my name on the lease and all the bills come to me, but she insisted that she needed her own space. It’s on Barrow Street in the West Village. She’s enrolled nearby at the New School, but we’ll see.”

She reached inside the envelope and took out two pictures. I wiped my hands and picked one up. Madeline’s yearbook shot from her senior year. She wasn’t smiling. She had unwashed brown hair that fell from her head like a moldy shower curtain. The prim Hewitt’s uniform looked like a Halloween costume on her. There was a stud in her nose, but no other jewelry and no makeup. All that effort to look unattractive wasn’t working. Her cheekbones were model high; her eyes were dark and dull, ready for the runway. She had the wide, fishy mouth of a Hollywood starlet. Her lips looked like a dirty Internet search.

The other picture was of Madeline at a concert, her arm around a tall, skinny kid in a tank top and torn jeans. She was dressed in a short vintage plaid skirt; a ripped Runaways t-shirt showed off a flat stomach with another piercing in her belly button. The couple gave the camera a smiling scowl. Behind them were a packed floor and a stage, Bowery Ballroom from the looks of it.

“I took that one off of her bedroom mirror at her apartment,” said Margaret. “That’s her boyfriend, or was. His name is James Fealy, a film student at NYU. He claims they broke up three weeks ago, and he hasn’t spoken to her since.”

“When you went by her place, did you take anything else? Any journals, other photos, anything else that might give you some indication of her day-to-day life?”

“No, there was nothing else of note. The apartment was filthy, but otherwise in order. There was ten days of mail.”

“Okay,” I said. “So, you talked to the ex-boyfriend. What about other friends?”

“I wish I knew. Maddie never had many close girlfriends growing up. There was one, Lucy Townes, a girl on the team. She was the only girl who ever came by our home that I can recall.”

“Have you spoken to her?”

Margaret McKay’s eyes began to swell. Tears dampened the edges of her mascara. She grabbed at her sunglasses and pushed them back over her face. “I just don’t know,” she said. “I know so little of my daughter’s life. I feel like we communicated every day, and I never learned a thing about her. It was always dealing with her anger, about her allowance, about missing practice, that sort of thing. I don’t know how to reach Lucy, or anyone else that she might be close to. The only way I was able to reach James was through his father. Charlie works with him. I called him the day after I received her text. Such an unpleasant boy; he was of no help.”

She sighed the way a woman sighs when she knows a relationship is over, after all the fighting’s been done and there’s just the mess to clean up off the floor. She said, “Tell me your rate, and then please go find my daughter.”

I told her. She didn’t flinch, just went back into the envelope and produced a wrapped stack of crisp bills about half an inch thick. “To get you started,” she said. “There’s five thousand, for expenses. I hope it goes without saying that price is not a concern.”

“Of course,” I said. I waited a respectful five seconds before reaching for the bills. Didn’t count them.

She pushed over the rest of the envelope. “Inside you’ll find Madeline’s personal information: her address; apartment keys; cell phone records; email accounts; bank statements. Madeline receives a generous allowance of twenty thousand dollars each month. Somehow she manages to spend every dime by the end of the fourth week. On the first of September, as usual, the funds were direct deposited. She removed three thousand dollars over the first few days of the month, but has not withdrawn anything since Labor Day. If there is any activity on her account, I’ll let you know right away. Her latest wireless statement indicates a large number of calls and texts to James Fealy. She also tried to reach Coach Marks the same day she sent me that text. He missed her call, and she left no message. After that, nothing.”

I peered into the envelope, flipped through the documents, searched for anything she might have missed.

“You’ll also find all of my contact information, and Charlie’s, as well. You should call him. He’ll like hearing from you. Please let me know of anything else you might need. Like I said, everything comes to me.”

“Did you see Madeline’s passport at her place?” I asked.

“I didn’t, no,” she said. “But I must admit, I didn’t give it the most thorough of searches. I try to respect my daughter’s privacy,” she said with a note of defense.

“Is it possible that Madeline could have left—”

“Left the country? No. My daughter has a phobia of travel. She is very particular. She’s only comfortable in her own bed—in the city or sometimes upstate. It makes swim meets very difficult, I can assure you. Leaving the country is out of the question. She has not traveled abroad since she was eleven years old.”

“I assume she’s on Facebook, Twitter, Instagram? Have you checked her social media for any updates since you last heard from her?”

“She is the rare teenage girl who isn’t, I’m afraid. Madeline has always valued her privacy. And friends, well, they never seemed to be a priority.”

Margaret McKay looked down at her daughter’s file. The mystery of her life seemed to bring physical discomfort. She shifted in her seat, waited for the waves of pain to pass.

We’d reached the point in the conversation that no parent of a missing child wants to hear. I waved to Manuel for another Beck’s. “Mrs. McKay, do you think your daughter could have hurt herself . . .”

“My daughter is alive,” she said. “A mother would know.”

“I’m sure she is. But your daughter hasn’t used her cell phone in over a week. She hasn’t touched her bank account either. And you think it’s unlikely she could be staying anywhere but her apartment or your country house, where she was last seen. With all this in mind, we have to consider the worst.”

Margaret stiffened but did not speak.

“Consider it only to eliminate that first,” I said without much punch. “You mentioned finding cocaine in her room when she was young. To your knowledge, is Madeline still using?”

“I don’t know. Probably. Most likely.”

She stood up on unsteady legs and looked down at my half-finished omelet and empty beer. The hem of her ivory dress ended just above the knee. Her toned legs vibrated with distress signals as she gathered her bag and pushed at her glasses. “I need to go. Please find her, Lawrence. It was very nice seeing you.”

Manuel came by with another Beck’s, and together we watched her go through the window of the diner. The two pictures of Madeline stared up at me, an angry little girl lost. Her mouth, that wide, fishy swath, was her most striking feature. She wasn’t a girl forgotten in a crowd. Like her brother and her mother, she radiated a presence that people would remember. I sat there sipping my beer, looking into Margaret McKay’s water glass. It was marked with lipstick like a dried circle of blood.

I walked the block back to my apartment, back to Elvis passed out on my side of the bed. I opened the back garden door and waited for the hound to rouse himself from his slumber. He eyed me without moving, then stretched and jumped off the bed and ambled past my knees outside. He lifted his leg over the first withered plant he saw. Some best friend. He spent some time snorting and sniffing around the perimeter of the garden and then collapsed in a sliver of sun.

Home. A rent-controlled subterranean garden apartment on East 17th Street, 219A. Affordable thanks to a sympathetic lifelong bachelor who once worked with my father and lives in the four-story brownstone above. It has low ceilings, a bedroom without closets, a galley kitchen, and a small front room stuffed with books and little else of value. And the garden—you can’t beat the private outdoor space.

I grabbed another beer from the fridge and joined Elvis on the patio. Then I called Cassandra Kimball.

A hard woman’s voice answered, “The Chamber.”

“Is Cass available?”

“I think she’s just finishing a session; let me check.”

I waited on hold, sat back and relished my sunken little slice of the city. I heard my landlord, old Mr. Petit, puttering in the kitchen a floor above. I knew he liked to watch me out here, with thoughts I didn’t care to consider. It was a small price to pay for this below-market patch of shade and hints of sun.

“This is Cass.”

“An early morning session?” I asked. “Sounds like they’re beating the door down for you.”

“I’m the one who does the beating, darlin’. What’s going on?”

“We have a new client. You have any time to spare?”

“For you, always. My last session finishes at six today. I’ll come by after. Think you can stay sober that long?”

I told her I’d try. She hung up. I looked at my beer. Number four, not yet nine a.m. Might want to slow the pace a bit.

When she isn’t torturing kinky, pain-loving men at her day job, Cass is my sometime partner. At the Chamber, she’s known as Mistress Justine, a nod to the namesake of her profession, the Marquis de Sade. Justine was an early work by the eponymous sadist; its original title was The Misfortunes of Virtue.

She was private about her work there and lighthearted about its requirements, but we both knew too well the dangers that could lurk behind those whips and role play. That’s how we met. Cass was one of my first clients. She was being stalked by one of her slaves. I was informed that the occasional stalking came with the territory. The owner of the dungeon, Mistress Rebecca, said it happened all the time. There were always slaves who developed obsessions for the ones that administered the pain they required. This one was an ineffectual little man named Clifford. Scaring off a whimpering masochist, I figured, how hard could it be? But I failed to remember that every man is effective when holding a handgun.

Back then, I was a clean-living wannabe badass filled with righteousness. I’d taken my parole seriously, vowed never to go back, and wasn’t touching anything stronger than coffee. I’d devoured every piece of pulp in the prison library, envisioned myself a real life Jack Reacher. I knew what I was going to do when I got out. Who needed a licensed firearm? I got into aikido instead. Went to the dojo every day until I earned a few degrees on my black belt. Started working the fri. . .