The Undateable

Book 1: Librarians in Love

by Sarah Title

Genres: Women's Fiction

Synopsis

One San Francisco librarian would rather check out a good romance than dare to experience it herself. Luckily, her own next chapter is full of surprises…
 
Melissa “Bernie” Bernard isn’t familiar with fame. After all, she works at a college library with hardly any visitors. But when a video of a marriage proposal in her stacks goes viral, it’s not the bride and groom who capture the Internet’s attention. It’s Bernie—caught rolling her eyes. Now, just as she’s ready to go into hiding and permanently bury her nose in a book, a handsome reporter appears with a proposal of his own…
 
If Colin Rodriguez doesn’t do something big to attract new readers, his boss will hire someone else to dole out dating advice. Determined to prove he’s an expert at romance—despite his own pitiful track record—he pitches a story: He will find dates for the undateable. Specifically, for the
now-infamous, love-hating librarian at Richmond College.
 
Even though Bernie doesn’t believe in happily-ever-afters, she’s not one to resist a good challenge. Yet with one disastrous date after another, she’s ready to give up. Until Colin proves he’ll do anything to find her the perfect match—even if it means putting himself up for the role…
 
Praise for Sarah Title’s Southern Comfort Romance series

“Sexy and made me laugh!” —Smexy Books

“A fast-paced read that provided just as many smiles from the humor as it did sizzles from the romance.” —The Book Divas Reads

“Wild, witty, and wonderful.”  --New York Times bestselling author Jo Goodman

“Quite a sexy book.”  —USAToday.com

Release date: March 1, 2017

Publisher: Zebra Books

Print pages: 352

Sample

IT WAS SEVENTEEN PAST ONE and Bernie was hangry.

She thought longingly of her midmorning banana, abandoned and lonely on her kitchen counter, and of her leftover lentil soup, waiting patiently in the insulated bag under her desk. All of her food was so far away. And even if it was right in front of her, she wouldn’t eat at the information desk. It would set a bad example. She had enough trouble keeping her student workers off their cell phones while they were on the desk; she didn’t need them eating, too.

She looked at the clock again. Eighteen after one. Carly was a wonderful employee in many ways; she was friendly and she seemed unflappable in the face of panicked procrastinators. She had ended up in the library as her work-study assignment, but after four years, she was now considering library school. Bernie was glad. She’d be a great librarian.

A late librarian, but a great one.

As if Bernie’s rising hunger-induced annoyance had conjured her up, Carly came sprinting through the lobby, slowing down to a power walk once she crossed the threshold of the library. She mouthed a wincing apology to Bernie, who just shrugged. She could write her up, but Carly was a senior. She’d be graduating in a few months, and anyway, Bernie was about to eat lunch so she didn’t really care.

“I’m so sorry.” Carly was breathless when she finally reached the desk. She dropped her heavy shoulder bag on the floor next to the reference computer. “Evan was . . .” She blushed, then stopped. Bernie was grateful. She’d learned way too much about Carly’s personal life, and the oversharing had only multiplied since Carly had started dating Evan. Evan was a musical theater major—not gay—and they were supposed to be saving themselves for marriage. Bernie ignored the alarm bells and minded her own business, or as much as Carly would let her mind her own business. For example, a few weeks into the new semester, Carly was floating around and more tardy than usual, and when Bernie asked her what was up, she got a long, metaphor-filled description of Carly’s deflowering by the not-gay (and apparently not-waiting-for-marriage) Evan.

It was sweet, Bernie reminded herself. Young love and all that. She had been young and foolish and in love before. Carly would grow out of it, just as surely as Bernie had.

That was depressing, she thought.

Which was surely just the hunger talking.

“There’s nothing carrying over,” Bernie explained, her mind half on her lunch. In addition to soup, there was also a cupcake. She had forgotten all about the cupcake. Her stomach growled. “It’s art history time again,” she said, referring to the annual Intro to Art History term paper rush they got this time in the semester. “I pulled a few of the books this morning”—she pointed to a small cart of giant art books near the desk—“so if you could check the links on the Web site, make sure they’re all still good . . .”

Bernie was distracted by a big crowd of students entering the library. Her heart sank even as her public service smile lit up. She couldn’t leave Carly to handle this many students by herself. Carly was unflappable, but Bernie wasn’t a sadist.

“Hi, can I help—”

Bernie started to greet them, thinking they’d all come over from a class together and maybe they wanted a tour. Bernie didn’t have any tours on her calendar, but that never stopped a professor from sending a group over. But then they all stopped just shy of the desk and turned their backs to her. Were they protesting? Who would protest the library? Then she heard music coming from the back of the Student Blob, and she was just about to launch into her autopilot Please-Use-Headphones, when the Blob started to shake.

Oh my God, she thought. They’re dancing.

She looked at Carly, as if The Young Person might have some explanation for the Undulating Student Blob (was this a thing the kids were doing, Bernie wondered while reminding herself that she was only thirty-one, still a kid, maybe). Carly, however, looked like she was on the amused end of the bemused spectrum. Kids, Bernie thought. Then: I am very, very hungry.

Then the lyrics started, and Bernie recognized the pop song—something about love forever and crap like that. But her Old Person Brain remembered that it was sung by a woman, and this was not a woman singing. The Dancing Blob parted and there, like a singing Moses, was Evan. He was holding a small microphone plugged into his cell phone, karaoke-ing over the original song. As he sang and the music crescendoed, the dancers moved in a joyful, if not totally coordinated, circle around the information desk. Bernie watched them swish and swirl around, wondering where they were going to go next. She started to say something to Carly, but Carly was not watching the dancers. She was watching Evan, who had swirled up to her and onto the desk. He was dancing on the information desk. That was not allowed. Bernie should stop him.

Then a couple of the burlier dancers were behind the desk—another thing Bernie should stop—and they lifted Carly, who squealed, but took Evan’s hand as he led her in a few complicated but clearly familiar moves on the desk.

Two people dancing on the information desk. Bernie should definitely not just stand there with her mouth open.

Then the dancing stopped, and so did Evan’s singing, although the music continued in the background. Bernie remembered this part. This was the part where the singer talked to the singee about how much she loved him and there were some metaphors about sunshine and butterflies. But Evan wasn’t metaphorizing. He was getting down on one knee. Then he was reaching into his pocket. Then, accompanied by the sound of dozens of undergraduate cell phones taking pictures, he pulled open a small square box.

“Carly Monica Hilbert, you have made me the happiest man in the world. Will you make me even happier by becoming my wife?”

No, no, no, thought Bernie. This isn’t right. They are way too young. They just started drinking legally—they couldn’t possibly be ready to get married!

But Carly wasn’t listening to Bernie’s silent objections. She wasn’t looking to her mentor for advice or approval. She was just looking at Evan, her eyes shining, and she nodded.

There was a surge from the crowd as Evan stood and twirled Carly in his arms, then shakily put the ring on her finger.

Bernie was never going to get to eat lunch.

Colin woke up on a couch that was not his own.

He knew this because his legs were hanging off the end, and his legs did not hang off the end of the giant lounging sofa he had in his living room. Also, he was sticking to the fake leather. Not only would he never own a fake leather couch—and this one was really fake—he also knew that he didn’t own a fake leather couch. He didn’t own a real leather couch. Steph would never allow such an affront to the animal community as a leather couch in their house. Never mind that she had a pretty extensive collection of leather shoes, which he regularly pointed out, as was his prerogative as an older brother. However, since he was not on his own couch, the chances of his little sister being here were pretty slim.

He sat up, unsticking his legs from the couch while wondering why his legs were so sticky when he was pretty sure he had been wearing pants last night. He lifted the edge of the Transformers comforter covering his legs and confirmed that, yes, he was in his boxers. Also, his head hurt. Also, where the hell was he?

He looked around the room with squinting, hungover eyes. There were posters for martial arts movies in cheap frames on the wall, an artful tower of beer cans in the corner, and a bed with three heads sharing the lone pillow.

Where. The. Hell. Was. He?

As if sensing Colin’s very confused perusal, one of the heads lifted and offered Colin a weak, groovy smile. “Hey, man,” the head said, and Colin nodded hello.

“Have you seen my pants?” Colin whispered. This was a phrase he’d hoped never to say again after a particularly wild semester abroad in college. And yet, here he was. Wherever he was.

The head lifted an arm and pointed to the easy chair in the corner, on which another guy was sleeping, his mouth open and drooling onto Colin’s jeans.

Great.

“I got ’em,” the head said, and Colin went to stop him—surely he could retrieve his own pants—but the head was already climbing up and over his bedmates, who barely stirred, and deftly extricating Colin’s jeans with barely a jostle of Drooly’s head.

“Thanks,” Colin said, and stepped off of the couch and into his pants. “Uh—” he started. He wasn’t sure how to address this situation. He’d had drunken one-night stands before, and he’d woken up with a woman whose name he’d forgotten more times than he should probably admit. But this was new. A platonic drunken crash with strangers. At least, he assumed it was platonic. He couldn’t really remember....

The head, which was attached to a tall, skinny body, tilted toward the door out of the living room or bedroom or whatever it was, and Colin followed him into a small but bright kitchen. He wished he had sunglasses. But at least he had pants.

Tall Head started making coffee, and Colin thought he might kiss him, which reminded him that he had no idea what had happened last night.

“Drake,” Tall Head said, holding out his hand.

“Colin,” said Colin.

“I know,” laughed Drake. “You told us last night. A lot. Colin Rodriguez, Party Reporter.” Oh, God. That was Colin’s line from his first job as a nightlife reporter at an East Bay alt-weekly. He thought he’d left that particular bro persona behind after his immediate post-college life.

“Geez,” he said, recognizing Drunken Asshole Colin Who Thought He Was Being Funny. “Sorry.”

Drake shrugged. “Happens. We tried to put you in a cab home, but you couldn’t remember your address. Figured it was better if you just slept it off here.”

“I really appreciate it, man.”

Drake waved him off, then poured him a cup of coffee. Colin thought he might love Drake.

“I think we’re out of milk,” Drake told him.

“S’cool. Black is good,” Colin said, and he meant it. If he could have injected the coffee into his veins, he would have.

It was good.

“So . . . you live here?”

Drake laughed at him again. Colin blushed. This was the most awkward morning-after conversation he’d ever had, and he’d had plenty. And this time, he hadn’t even gotten anything for his trouble.

Well, he was pretty sure he hadn’t gotten anything. He hadn’t gotten anything memorable, at least.

“Yeah,” Drake said. “Me and my boy who was on the chair. The two girls were . . . visiting.”

Oh my God, Colin thought. I slept through an orgy.

“Listen,” Drake told him around a mouthful of toast. Where had he come up with toast? “I gotta get ready for work. You’re welcome to hang out. . . .”

“No! No, that’s okay. I’ll, uh. I’ll just go. Thanks for the coffee.” Before anything else dumb could happen, Colin walked out of the apartment, down the hall, and into the bright San Francisco day.

At least he hoped it was San Francisco.

“YOU’RE NOT DEAD!” Colin heard as he tried to sneak unnoticed through the unlocked front door.

Colin scowled at his little sister as she sat at the kitchen table in front of her laptop. Working again, even though it was the weekend. “You knew I wasn’t dead. You gave me directions home, remember?”

Steph shook her head in disapproval. “You grew up in this city. Your lack of understanding of the public transit system is appalling.”

“You could have sent an Uber.”

“I’m not the one who lost his wallet in a bar last night. Someone brought it over, by the way. All your cards are in there. I took the cash.”

Colin muttered a curse and took the wallet from Steph’s outstretched hand. Sisters.

“She was cute. Seemed disappointed you weren’t home.”

“Shut up,” he told his sister, then went over to the coffeemaker. He drained the pot into the nearest mug and plopped down on the chair next to hers.

Steph held up her mug for a refill. Colin pretended not to notice. She muttered something unflattering, then got up to make another pot.

“What are you working on this weekend?” he asked, turning her laptop toward him.

“Hey!” she said. “What if I was looking at something personal?”

“This doesn’t look personal.”

“It could have been! What if it was a picture of boobs or something!”

Colin shrugged.

“What if it was a picture of MY boobs?”

“Fine,” he conceded. “Although why would you be looking at a picture of your own boobs on your computer?”

“Why would you be getting blackout drunk with strangers?,” she said.

“It was for a story.”

“A story on how it’s a man’s privilege to lose consciousness and end the night with only a lost wallet?”

“Yup,” Colin said, decidedly not taking her bait. It was too early for a discussion about the patriarchy. And by discussion, he meant a lecture from his little sister on how the world was designed in his favor, which would inevitably lead to a lecture on how he wasn’t doing the women of the world any favors by writing for a fashion start-up that perpetuated an impossible standard of beauty and tied those standards to rampant consumerism. He was well aware that Steph’s beauty would not be commodified; he had been told many times before. But he had to make a living.

Even if writing for Glaze was not how he really wanted to make his living. But he liked writing, and he was good at the kind of writing Glaze readers demanded of him (a slightly pandering version of “brutally honest guy’s perspective”). He didn’t totally hate it, usually. And sometimes it meant he was able to get into a new club or find out the top-secret location of a pop-up restaurant . . . or spend the night in a post-college dive bar and get blackout drunk with strangers.

He might not have Steph’s drive to better the world and fulfill her career ambitions, but, dammit, he was good at his job.

Mostly.

He ignored the little voice in his head—the one that sounded unfortunately like his little sister—that told him it sure looked like he was losing his touch.

Preferring exercising his rights as a nosy older brother to painful self-reflection, Colin scrolled idly through the message board for Steph’s softball team, not really reading anything, just waiting for his coffee to kick in. Then he got to one of the girls’ responses—a meme of a woman with a sour face and the caption “Disapproving Librarian Disapproves.” He snorted. The woman looked disapproving, all right. He should know. He’d gotten that look from women before.

“What’s so funny?” Steph said, retaking her chair and her laptop. The look she gave him as she shoved him out of the way was not entirely dissimilar to the Disapproving Librarian’s. “Holy—” she started as she flopped down into the seat.

“Funny, right?”

Steph didn’t say anything, just started typing madly.

“Steph?” He must not have read the messages closely enough. He thought it was just an argument about someone not cleaning the helmets right. He had no idea those helmets even got cleaned.

“This is terrible!” she said without taking her eyes from the screen.

“What is it?” Someone must have really broached some softball etiquette that Colin didn’t understand. In the interest of journalism (and nosiness), he reached for her laptop again, only to have his hand slapped away.

“Ow!” he said, mostly for attention, because Steph was ignoring his questions and he was the older brother, dammit.

“This can’t be right.” She squinted and leaned into the screen. She sat back. “It really is her.”

That was it. Colin had had enough of his authority not being respected (also, he was dying of curiosity). He stood up and put his sister into a headlock. “What are you talking about?” he asked, as he rubbed his knuckles into her scalp.

“Quit it!” she shouted, and then, because Colin’s ego was bigger than his brain, he momentarily forgot that, although he was older and bigger, his sister did that crazy workout that involved flipping tires, and soon he was facedown on the table, her forearm holding him in place.

At least the laptop was in his line of vision.

“Uncle?” she asked. He was tempted to kick her legs out from underneath her, but he didn’t think his pride could take two beatings from his little sister in one day.

“Uncle,” he muttered. “What are you so upset about?” He rubbed the back of his head when she let him up. It did not elicit an ounce of sympathy.

“I know her.” She pointed to the Disapproving Librarian.

“Yikes.”

“Shut up. She’s really nice.”

“She looks nice.”

“That is not her normal face! Someone is obviously playing a joke.”

“How do you know her?”

“She works at Richmond. Remember when I told you about that really cute librarian?”

“This is the cute librarian?”

“This is not how she normally looks! She’s very nice, and fun, and . . . stop laughing!”

“I can’t help it! This meme is speaking to me. God, I’d hate to be the one to let her down.”

“You’re a jerk. Anyway, don’t you have some story to write about how you’re way too old to drink like you’re twenty-one?”

Colin wanted to tell her to shut up, and that he could drink any twenty-one-year-old under the table. But his head was throbbing from a combination of hangover and headlock, and so he was grateful when she slammed her laptop shut and stormed out of the kitchen, shooting him a look that was decidedly more murderous than disappointed.

Women.

He went for a mouthful of sweet, sweet coffee, but his mug was empty.

BERNIE LOVED HER JOB. Really, she did. Her students were mostly wonderful, the occasional flash mob notwithstanding. The college had a decent budget for resources and access to larger universities in the Bay Area. The staff was small but dedicated, she worked on research projects, and the campus had a really good cafeteria, thanks to the hospitality program. Sure, there were some things she didn’t love—professors who didn’t take her seriously as an academic equal, the weird hours during finals week, her pathetic salary—but on most days, the good far outweighed the bad.

Mondays were still a total drag.

Especially since she’d spent the weekend off the grid. One of her best friends, Marcie, led female empowerment workshops around Mount Tam, and she’d finally talked Bernie into going. It wasn’t easy to convince her—Bernie loved Marcie, but she imagined the workshops were all women in crushed velvet drinking homemade tea, and examining themselves with hand mirrors. But Bernie needed a break and someone had dropped out at the last minute and she liked tea, so she went.

In some ways—the crushed velvet and the tea and the hand mirrors—it had been exactly what she’d expected. But there was decidedly more naked bonfire-dancing and funn. . .