In Italy, the best attractions are always off the beaten path . . . Mamie Weber doesn’t know why she survived that terrible car accident five years ago. Physically, she has only a slight reminder—but emotionally, the pain is still fresh. Deep down she knows her husband would have wanted her to embrace life again. Now she has an opportunity to do just that, spending two weeks in Tuscany reviewing a tour company for her employer’s popular travel guide series. The warmth of the sun, the centuries-old art, a villa on the Umbrian border—it could be just the adventure she needs.
But with adventure comes the unexpected . . . like discovering that her entire tour group is made up of aging ex-hippies reminiscing about their Woodstock days. Or finding herself drawn to the guide, Julian, who is secretly haunted by a tragedy of his own, and seems to disapprove any time she tries something remotely risky—like an impromptu scooter ride with a local man.
As they explore the hilltop towns of Tuscany, Mamie knows that when this blissful excursion is over, she’ll have to return to reality. But when you let yourself wander, life can take some interesting detours . . .
Praise for Sharon Struth
“Struth has a gift for layering stories within stories while keeping them all connected.” --Library Journal “Struth is an author to watch!” --Laura Drake, author of RITA-award winner The Sweet Spot
“Sharon Struth writes a good story about love and loss. She knows her characters and has a path she wants them to take.” --Eye on Romance
“The plot is refreshing and will definitely keep the reader turning page after page.” —Fresh Fiction
“A great plot, and it’s very well written. It comes with a strong recommendation and is worth picking up for a nice treat.” –RT Book Reviews, 4 Stars
Release date:
September 19, 2017
Publisher:
Lyrical Press
Print pages:
240
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Mamie Weber’s hands trembled as she shoved aside piles of neatly stacked clothes inside her luggage. Beneath her underwear, she found the well-worn Yankees cap, tossed it on to cover her unwashed hair, and tugged her ponytail through the back opening. She left her luggage on the bed and hurried to the hotel room door, officially fifteen minutes late. She inhaled a deep breath to steady her nerves and hoped the bus hadn’t left without her.
One step into the hallway, she stopped. A room key. She propped the door open with her hip and slipped off her backpack. Halfway through her search of the pockets, she remembered seeing it on the nightstand after waking from the nap that now made her late.
She hurried inside, swiped the plastic key card off the nightstand and ran back to the door. As her hand fell on the knob, the shrill ring of the phone made her pause.
For half a second, urgency made her ignore the call and she turned the knob. Her boss had said she might call, but so soon? What if it was an emergency at home, like her parents?
She let the knob go and hurried to phone. “Hello?”
After seconds of silence, a man with a deep voice and American accent said, “Uh, hello. Wanderlust Excursions here. I’m looking for Felix Carrol, room 324?”
“Felix is...” Crap. Hadn’t anybody called the tour company to tell them she’d be taking Felix’s place?
“This is Julian Gregory. Tour director for a group who is expecting him.” He paused, as if he expected her to say something. She debated between lying about the change in plans until she got downstairs or telling him the truth now. “Is this Mr. Carrol’s room?” He sounded annoyed now. “We have a bus full of people waiting to leave and he’s the only one missing. So—”
“He’ll be right down.” She hung up and hurried out to the hallway. Explanations like this were better face-to-face and she was determined to get on that bus.
At the elevator, she caught a glimpse of herself in a mirror on the nearby wall. Wrinkled peasant blouse and the same yoga pants she’d worn on the plane. Not exactly the Italian high fashion she’d seen in photos. An outfit that screamed to the world she didn’t care enough to even tidy up her appearance. Exactly how she’d felt since that damn car accident.
She slapped the elevator button again, afraid she’d slip into the despair that almost stopped her from accepting this assignment in the first place. As she glanced around the elevator alcove, she saw a sign for the staircase and headed for it.
Each quick step aggravated her sore hip, but she worked hard to concentrate on the bigger problem of getting on this bus, not the accident.
Like how should she deal with the tour director. He expected Felix. Even though she’d packed all his documents, including a faxed note transferring the ticketing paperwork ownership to her, Mamie assumed Felix had called to confirm the change.
Felix Carrol, a.k.a. The Covert Critic, was Mamie’s favorite author to edit for in her job at Atlas Publishing. He traveled the globe incognito while reviewing tours for his bestselling series with the same pseudonym. One month he’d be on a safari in Kenya, the next swimming with the sharks in Bora Bora, another mingling with the rich in St. Tropez. And now Mamie had agreed to stand in for him when he canceled last minute.
She entered the marble-floored lobby, glancing around for someone from the tour. Outside the glass doors was a gold mini-bus parked with the words Wanderlust Excursions emblazoned on the side. As she pushed through the doors, the hot July air blasted like a slap across the face. She stood on the sidewalk staring at the full bus, prepared to make a case worthy of Clarence Darrow if the paperwork she carried wasn’t good enough.
This trip was for work, but it also would test the waters of the life she’d been wasting. Inhaling a breath, Mamie slipped the long strap of her purse across her chest and rushed to the open bus door.
In the driver’s seat sat a square-faced man with a full Romanesque nose and short, dark hair. He greeted her with a wide smile. “Ciao, bella.”
She climbed the steps and smiled back. “Hello. I mean, Ciao. Sorry I’m late.”
Before the nice man in the driver’s seat could respond, a man standing about halfway down the aisle said, “I’m sorry, miss. You’ve got the wrong bus.”
Whoever he was, his cargo shorts and faded Led Zeppelin T-shirt didn’t carry any authority. But he held a clipboard, and his tone suggested he meant business. His Gaelic-looking face carried a slight boyish quality, hardened into a manly appearance due to his trimly cut mustache and beard. Wavy hair the color of cognac peeked out from beneath a gold cap with orange and blue lettering reading Wanderlust Excursions.
“I’m sure the hotel front desk can help you find the right tour.” He gave her a now-hurry-along smile and turned back to the man he’d been talking to.
“Did I just talk to you on the phone?”
He lifted his chin and raised a brow. “We’re waiting for Felix.” His gaze traveled her from top to bottom then he looked her in the eyes. “I’m pretty sure you’re not Felix?”
“No, but...” Mamie became aware of the silence and scanned the passengers.
Everyone in the full bus stared back. Quiet. Curious. She squirmed and her gaze drifted back to the man who seemed to be in charge.
“No. I’m not Felix, but if this is Wanderlust Excursions, it’s where I’m supposed to be.”
He squinted. “Wait. Are you the woman who answered Felix’s phone?”
“Yes. I’m taking his place on the tour.”
He snorted. A short, patronizing laugh. “I don’t think so.”
“Why not?”
“Because you’re clearly not Felix.”
“But he transferred his vouchers to me.”
“Nobody told me. Our company rules state that purchased seats are not transferrable without prior home office approval.” He frowned and studied her again. “Besides, this is a specialized tour and you’re not a member of this group. Felix is.”
“How do you know I’m not?”
His lip curled into a little smirk. “Did you attend Woodstock?”
“The concert?”
“Is there another one?”
“Well, no, but...” Mamie scanned the other passengers more carefully. Other than the guide—everyone else was probably over fifty-five. Maybe even over sixty. “What group are they part of?”
“They are”—the guide, whose company sponsored tag read Julian, glanced at his clipboard—“the Woodstock Wanderers.”
“Felix may not have been part of it either.” Mamie never heard him mention them before.
“Are you kidding? Felix was one of our founder members.” A man with thinning white hair, dark-rimmed glasses, and a full white beard sitting in the front seat winked at Mamie. “Bernie” in capital letters sat square in the center of a nametag with a tie-dyed background. Beneath his name it said, “Favorite Woodstock Song: ‘Let’s Go Get Stoned,’ Joe Cocker.”
Mamie would’ve never put Bernie together with that song, but... The bus’s silence and everyone watching her jarred her back to the problem at hand. “Felix never mentioned your group to me.”
Guess she knew Felix but didn’t know him. The truth about how she and Felix knew each other, though, wasn’t something she could share.
So she did the only thing she could do. Staring Julian square in the eye, she said, “Uncle Felix wanted me to take this trip. I’m his niece. He insisted I go in his place.”
“His niece, huh?” The tour director rubbed the back of his neck and considered her again. He shook his head. “I’m sorry he’s decided not to come, but on the transfer, I can’t budge. Rules are rules.”
A thin gentleman sitting a couple rows behind Bernie, with salt-and-pepper patches of hair above his ears, piped in. “Julian. Dude. Can’t you just go with the flow? She looks harmless. Let her come.”
Mamie squinted. His tag read Bob, but before she could read more, the others joined in with choruses of “yeahs,” and she looked away.
“You know what they say, Julian.” A woman with curly brown hair, peace sign earnings, and a pretty smile said, “Don’t sweat the small stuff.”
Mamie noted her nametag read Martha and her favorite Woodstock song was “Suite Judy Blue Eyes” by Crosby, Still, and Nash.
Julian pursed his lips. “All due respect Martha, me losing my job isn’t exactly small stuff.”
Martha grinned slyly and winked. “We promise to keep it a secret from the boss.” She glanced around. “Right everybody?”
Another chorus of loud “yeahs” filled the bus.
One slim man with thinning hair who sat in the last row fist bumped the air. “We aren’t afraid of the man.”
The passengers murmured and nodded, complete agreement on that one. Mamie loved this solidarity. Though she’d never considered herself a hippie—more like a loner—she had an incredible urge to be part of this group.
Julian watched them, frowning. He refocused his attention on Mamie. “Sorry. I’m going to have to ask you to step out so we can start. We’re already running late.”
Normally, Mamie respected timeliness, schedules, and rules. But she had a job to do. A mission to accomplish.
“Please. My uncle, he really wanted me to go and—”
Julian took several swift steps to the front of the bus and stopped close to her. He dropped his voice. “Listen, this isn’t personal. The last thing I need is to lose this job. Do me a solid and go see if you can get any of your money back.”
She quietly replied, “You don’t understand. I need to go on this tour.”
He narrowed his hard green eyes, but before he could say a thing, a chant filled the air.
“Let her stay. Let her stay. Let her stay.”
A blond-haired woman with a cherub face who sat at Bernie’s side spoke up over the chant. “Doesn’t she remind you of Tracy, Bern?” Her nametag read Sandra and her favorite Woodstock song was “Amazing Grace” by Arlo Guthrie. She patted Julian’s arm in a very maternal way. “Tracy’s our daughter. We’d love having some young energy around. Tracy’s just too busy working to spend any time with us.”
Julian’s lower lip dropped. He drew in a deep breath, looked at Mamie, and motioned to the door. “Let’s talk outside.”
She turned and headed off the bus. Little did he know, she wasn’t about to back down. Nothing would stop her from getting on this bus or making the most of this adventure. Two very good reasons existed for fighting the good fight.
The memory of her husband and daughter.
* * * *
Julian grabbed his satchel off his seat and stopped near Beppe. “Keep the bus running.”
“Don’t be hasty,” the driver said, his smile almost a leer. “There’s no ring on her finger, sì amico?”
The passengers up front laughed, adding to Julian’s annoyance. For a man with a wife and two kids, Beppe never missed a chance to ogle a nice-looking woman. “Head in the game, Beppe. We’re working.”
He lifted his dark brows, clearly surprised. Julian’s childhood friend, who’d found him this job, knew him better than most. Normally a cute, single female would’ve captured Julian’s attention. Not today.
He hurried down the steps. Holding it together since this morning hadn’t been easy. An old friend from the show had called him at breakfast with a warning. Seemed Gary Simon was considering asking him back to the show. The shrewd producer was getting pounded by audiences who wanted more of Exploring the World with Eddie, not the replacement host they’d found.
But Eddie was dead—at least in Julian’s mind.
Julian’s television alter ego, Eddie Morrison, was the thrill-seeking adventurer and former star of Exploring the World with Eddie. Nobody knew Julian Gregory, but a wide audience around the globe knew his fake persona.
Eddie feared nothing, lived dangerously, and mocked the word risk. Julian hated Eddie. Perhaps even more than he hated himself these days.
He stepped onto the sidewalk, stopping at a bench. The woman waited near the hotel doors and searched through her purse, a very determined gleam in her eyes. Over the years, he’d handled bigger problems than a stubborn female. A black caiman alligator in the rainforest. A run-in with Hezbollah militants in Lebanon. One persistent passenger would be easy.
He placed his satchel onto the bench and looked inside for his employee handbook. Other directors for Wanderlust Excursions, including his roommate, had told him the tour company owner had no sympathy for employees who didn’t follow her rules. Julian kept this with him at all times. He located the book and opened to the page listing five simple rules Claudia expected her staff to follow.
No deviating from the predefined tour schedule or route.
Only previously authorized passengers can board our buses. Transfers of tickets on site are not allowed.
All stories guides share with our travelers must be true. We encourage passing along appropriate stories of your own travels.
No kickbacks from local merchants, who will often bribe you in order to lure your guests into their stores.
No fraternizing with the passengers off tour.
Before Julian had watched Carlos Lopez die in a wing suit jumping accident, he’d have scoffed at those rules. Anybody’s rules.
Now, he desperately needed to live within the constraints of them.
Fear and guilt trapped him daily for the last twelve months. He could’ve stopped the jump that day. But he hadn’t. What had Carlos called the winds? Questionable? Self-hatred pounded at Julian’s head. What an idiot. A self-absorbed idiot.
Bravado that once led him to take on the show’s challenges disappeared after that moment, the reason he was fired. This tour company provided the perfect hideaway to his shameful existence. Its strict policies helped him regain control of the life he’d forfeited when he’d encouraged Carlos to jump.
Footsteps nearby drew him back to the problem at hand. The woman clutched an envelope and lifted her chin as she neared, her legs long and frame lithe. She had a slight limp, a fact he hadn’t picked up on until now. Yet it didn’t undercut the bull-like determination in her gaze.
“Now listen,” he said before she could speak. Best to keep an unpredictable bull grounded. “I’m not an unreasonable guy.”
Her large brown eyes softened. “Did I say you were? It’s just that the others don’t seem to care if I’m on this bus or not. Bernie and Sandra, they’d even feel like they have their daughter along. It obviously means a lot to them. Wouldn’t my presence make them happier travelers?”
“I told you. Rules are big in this outfit. Look.” He offered her the handbook, opened to the rule page. While she scanned them, he said, “If it was my company, I might let you stay. But as you can see, miss—”
“Mamie.” She looked up from the book. “Mamie Weber.”
Julian found himself drawn to the innocence in her eyes, hiding behind her tough facade. “My problem is that you’ve come out of nowhere and want a seat on my bus. I don’t have one piece of paper telling me I shouldn’t still be waiting for this Felix Carrol.”
She opened the envelope in her hands, pulled out some papers, and thrust them in Julian’s hands. “I have the entire trip itinerary, with Felix’s name on it. And a faxed note from Felix saying he’s transferring the trip to me. The hotel gave me the room.”
He flipped past the itinerary to the faxed note. “Anybody could’ve written that letter. If the passenger who booked the trip didn’t take the time to call it in, well...” He worked hard to think of an excuse as a bead of sweat dribbled past his ear. Julian batted away the moisture, not sure when it got so hot outside.
“Excuse me?”
He glanced up to find her staring at him.
“Do I look dishonest?”
Of course she didn’t. He reread the note from the original passenger. The package contained the full itinerary. Everything seemed legit. He removed his phone to call Claudia.
“Who are you calling?”
“The boss.”
She frowned. “But if she says no, then I can’t go.”
“She probably will.”
As he dialed the phone, he could see her lips pressed tight and she started to pace. Finally, Nicola, Claudia’s assistant, answered. Julian explained his problem.
After a minute of searching the office, Nicola returned to the phone. “Nein. Nobody contacted us regarding a transfer on that passenger.”
Damn. “Nothing, huh?” He glanced up at Mamie and caught her eyes watering. “Okay. Thanks.”
A sadness Julian hadn’t expected took him by surprise, overpowering him with the idea this trip of hers was about something more. “Why are you really so eager to go on this trip?”
“I told you. My uncle wanted me to...” She stopped. “Why are you shaking your head?”
“The truth. It’ll go a long way with me.”
She wouldn’t meet his gaze for a long moment, but then she glanced up. Dark circles that he hadn’t noticed before hung beneath her eyes. “This trip is a chance of a lifetime. I may never get here again.” She drew in a breath and, he swore, she trembled. “It took everything for me to board the plane and fly here.” She rested her soft hand on his forearm, the effect cracking a piece of him that always stayed tough. Or maybe that strong facade had been broken this year and made vulnerable to more damage.
“Please don’t ask me to explain why, but doing this means everything to me.” She dropped her hand from his arm, adding, “Everything.”
The rules flashed like a warning, but his softened resistance buckled at the knees. He could only think of one reason this trip meant so much to her.
There was a chance she was sick, especially considering the limp. What if she was so sick this was her last chance to travel the Tuscan countryside?
She lifted a hand to wipe away a tear, drawing him to her high cheekbones and ivory skin, with a few faded freckles near her nose. Simple and pretty. But tired. He wanted to ask if it was her health, but to do so seemed invasive.
He glanced in the bus’s direction. Inside, the passengers watched from the windows with expectant expressions. He didn’t want to face their disappointment.
Julian rubbed the back of his neck and dragged his gaze away only to have it collide with Mamie’s doleful eyes. Damn it! Every ounce of common sense said to end this now. Only he couldn’t. Each time he glanced her way, a pain in the far recesses of her eyes mirrored his own sadness...or was he imagining it?
“Do you have a passport?” he asked.
She tipped her head. “How do you think I got into the country?
“Can I see it?”
She dug into the bag and pulled out a navy-blue US passport and handed it over.
It had been issued eight years ago. In the photo, her face looked fuller and eyes brighter. From her birthdate, he worked the figures. Thirty-nine. Further snooping showed she was born in New York. He flipped through the pages used for immigration stamps. “You haven’t used this once.”
She shrugged. “Like I said, taking this trip—it’s a big deal for me.”
Guilt sucker punched him. Damn rules! No wonder he’d ignored them most of his life. A quick risk calculation on a visit from Claudia was low. During his employment here, the home office only got good feedback on Julian’s tours—so he’d been told.
If he did this one little thing, how would she know?
He looked again at the bus. Several occupants gave him eager nods. When he looked to Mamie, she watched him.
He kicked a stray stone gently off the curb. “If I say yes, will you promise to be low key?”
“Low key. Of course.”
“I’d like to keep this letter from your uncle. For my records, in case my boss finds out your uncle transferred his paperwork to you.”
“So, I can go?”
“Yup.”
Twirling to face the bus, she flashed a thumb in the air. A loud cheer erupted from inside. She slowly turned back to him and smiled sweetly, the relief in her eyes a reward he wasn’t sure he deserved. “Thank you. You won’t regret this.”
He motioned to the bus before he changed his mind. “Get on. We’re behind schedule.”
As she took a seat toward the front, the other riders whooped loudly. With any luck, he’d skate by without Claudia finding out.
How much could go wrong with a bus full of people over sixty-five and a thirty-nine-year-old who’d never left the US?
Chapter 2
From her seat in the bus’s third row, Mamie admired the patchwork countryside. She wished the driver, who’d been introduced to the passengers as Beppe, would slow down and allow her to breathe it all in.
A minute later, she got her wish when he zipped off a highway exit ramp, causing the bus to sway like a roller coaster ride. Mamie grabbed the seat back in front of her, where Bernie and Sandra leaned with the turn. Holding on for dear life was exactly like her cab ride from Pisa airport to the hotel in Siena. But Italian driving speeds were part of the adventure, and she made a mental note to write about it later.
Her mission here was top secret. Ten years ago, when she started editing for Felix, she signed an agreement stating she’d never tell another living soul the Covert Critic’s true identity. Now, as she filled in for him in the field, Felix had suggested she use a fake cover story about her life. She planned on telling people she was recently divorced, worked for a bank, and her dream was to write a novel set in Tuscany. That way her taking notes and pictures wouldn’t look so odd. The one truth in her story was that she was now alone in life.
The bus moved more slowly now along a country road, passing verdant fields stretched out side-by-side and linked with golden wheat-colored patches. The ground-level view practically painted her into every picture of Tuscany she’d ever seen. An excited flutter tickled her belly.
I’m here. Really here.
She reached to the floor for her backpack, removed a journal brought along for taking notes, and flipped to the last page. On the plane ride over, she’d started a Travel Bucket List. One she hoped would make up for how she’d squandered the life she’d been spared in the accident and would honor Ted and Zoe. At the moment, only one item was listed: Fly to Italy. She put a check mark next to it, k. . .
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