Glass Ferry, Kentucky, is bourbon country. Whiskey has been a way of life for generations, enabling families to provide and survive even in the darkest times. Flannery Butler's daddy, Beauregard "Honey Bee" Butler, was known for making some of the best whiskey in the state, aged in barrels he'd take by boat up and down the Kentucky River until the rocking waters turned the spirits smooth and golden. Flannery is the only person Honey Bee ever entrusted with his recipes before he passed on, swearing her to secrecy as he did so.
But Flannery is harboring other secrets too, about her twin sister Patsy, older by eight minutes and pretty in a way Flannery knows she'll never be. Then comes the prom night when Patsy—wearing a yellow chiffon dress and the family pearls—disappears along with her date. Every succeeding year on the twins' birthday, Flannery's mother bakes a strawberry cake, convinced that this is the day Patsy will finally come home. But it will be two tumultuous decades until the muddy river yields a clue about what happened that night, compelling Flannery to confront the truth about her sleepy town, her family's past, and the choices she and those closest to her have made in the name of love and retribution.
Release date:
November 28, 2017
Publisher:
Kensington Books
Print pages:
274
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Every year Mama has baked her a strawberry birthday cake. And for two decades now that cake has sat on the sunshine-yellow Formica counter for one week in June unsliced, the plump pink roses atop the creamy home-churned icing with powdered sugar-coated berries, beckoning another year for Patsy to return home, mocking her silence, her absence.
“Flannery, I just know this is the year,” Mama said in that summer of 1972.
“How come, Mama?” Every person in Glass Ferry, Kentucky—in all of Woolson County even—for every year since 1952, knew sixty-one-year-old Jean Butler had been saying these same things until another cake went stale and got tossed into the garbage.
“I just know it,” Mama insisted. “I can feel it somehow, in my bones, in this sweet June air. This is the year we’ll slice Patsy’s cake, all three of us.”
Mama quieted, and Flannery emptied the box of pink birthday candles onto the table and began counting them to put on the cake. More than once, the house awakened and popped, distracting Flannery from her tally.
Breezes pushed through the screen door, slapping at darkened halls and sneaking into dusty corners of the century-old two-story. The bones of the house groaned and creaked like tired homes do from time to time—growled low like it was pushing something away with a warning—like it knew something bad was about to slip inside and soil the sugar-dusted air.
Flannery rubbed at the tightness building in her neck. Mama had always said houses knew things before people did—“knows things only the soul knows”—and that homes like theirs could feel things same as a dog catches the silent clamors lost to the human ear.
“Grab the napkins, Flannery,” Mama reminded, scattering the choir of airy protests.
Flannery shrugged off her apprehension and crossed over to the sideboard. Sloping floorboards dipped, rasping under her feet. She hadn’t been back to Glass Ferry in a year, and had mostly forgotten how different this rambling old country house sounded compared to her loud city apartment. That’s all, she presumed. Flannery never missed making it home when the elementary school dismissed her students just in time for another birthday celebration.
Year after year the quiet of the house, the countryside, all of it, still managed to lull her into its own sleepiness until an unexpected jarring bumped the silence and jerked her back.
She dug through the table linen drawer and handed Mama the embroidered strawberry napkins. “I need to get out of my nightgown and get dressed,” Flannery said, dusting flour off her gown.
“Oh, baby girl, wear your prettiest. We’re going to have a big celebration,” Mama chattered, “bigger than the Independence Parade even.” She laughed as she smoothed folds into the cloth napkins and stacked them neatly beside the cake. “Hard to believe my twins are going to be thirty-six this year. Lord, how time flies. Seems like just yesterday when you and Patsy were in your cradles. You up and left for college and married—”
“Mama . . .” Flannery warned that her divorce was not on the table for discussion.
“Speaking of time”—Mama pointed to the old electric daisy clock hanging on the wall—“this morning is getting away from us. We haven’t even made the punch. Why don’t you start on that before you change into your dress.”
Flannery glanced at the kitchen clock and then down at her daddy’s old windup Zenith wristwatch on her arm, finding a solace and satisfaction in her cheating. Ever since Flannery was born, she had been stealing—stealing time same as she did Patsy’s pearls back then—setting all the wall clocks and wristwatches exactly eight minutes ahead. And when Flannery visited Mama every year for the fake birthday celebration, she’d make sure to do the same to her clocks even though Mama fussed the day into tomorrow trying to break her of it. Mama always said, “It’s the devil’s doings, and it doesn’t make sense to thieve from the Lord’s hours when you’ll just have to pay ’em back.”
But that’s not what her daddy had taught her. Nuh-uh. The very thought of that final Reckoning Day was why Flannery stayed precisely eight minutes ahead, looking over her shoulder for those lagging minutes when the devil might try to collect.
Flannery followed Mama’s most hopeful gaze to the wall. Mama would track those circling black hands most of the day, keeping a vigilant eye on the time and the foyer too, first to move the hands back to their proper time and, second, to welcome Patsy when she burst through the door.
Several times Mama caught Flannery looking to the foyer and gave her an optimistic grin. Instead of smiling back, Flannery turned away. She wanted to believe, but after all these years there was nothing left, just a plait of hope that had been twisted, rubbed too many times, tangled into a useless, knotted wish that would never unravel.
Flannery knew the quiet morning would slip into a quieter afternoon, and soon the lull of evening would gather a cold, silent darkness. Tonight she would find Mama tear-stained, asleep at the kitchen table, plumb wore out from watching and waiting. Flannery would rouse her mama from the chair, take off her glasses, and convince her to go to her room—helping her to drag her aged bones and aching heart to bed until the next year—the next time Patsy’s birthday rolled around.
Time. If only Flannery could snatch some of it back for them.
“Flannery.” Mama pulled her to the task and pointed to Patsy’s strawberry cake. “Are you sure I can’t make you one, or maybe bake your favorite—cherry pie? It’s your birthday too, you know.”
“I do love your cherry pie. But this’ll do, Mama.” She plucked an orange from the fruit bowl and rolled it in her hands. “Doc says no added sugar for us borderline diabetics.”
Mama picked up the cake knife and nodded, knowing her youngest had inherited the sugar problem and other troublesome traits from her daddy. “The diabetes took him from us too soon, before the twins’ fourteenth birthdays,” she told everyone the half-truth.
Mama hummed “Happy Birthday” while shining the blade with the tail of her apron. “Happy birthday, dear Patsy.” She plucked the words, sang them soft and warbly. “This is the year, baby girl. Flip on the radio. Let’s have some music.”
1972 didn’t feel any different than last year for Flannery, or the one before that, or any of the others. She clicked on the radio, turning the knob to get a clear station.
Cocking her head, Flannery caught the announcer saying something about a rust bucket being pulled out of the Kentucky River downstream from the Palisades. “. . . this morning when a fisherman found . . . near Johnson’s boat dock . . .” She stretched an ear closer to the radio speaker and turned up the volume. “. . . shedding light on the decades-old disappearance. . . Sheriff Hollis Henry of Glass Ferry went on to confirm the mud-caked Mercury . . .”
Mama’s knife clattered on the sunlit linoleum, hammering its glint across the walls and pinning the clock’s slow-sweeping hand into the final stolen minute.
The day swept its last hour into the cemetery. There, alongside the forgotten churchyard in the washed light at the end of Ebenezer Road, she’d buried her secret.
Just months before, Patsy Butler hadn’t any secrets to keep. Not adult ones anyway, and only the kind an almost sixteen-year-old would primp and parcel: an admirer’s note passed in history class, a young boy’s wanting touch, maybe a stolen kiss sneaked behind the football bleachers, all locked onto a mostly dreamy-lipped grin and safeguarded to chalk-dusted walls.
But now there was a burdening hush-hush in Patsy’s soft green eyes and a quivering in her young hands that belonged to the old.
Patsy crossed the room and opened the bedroom window to let the early June air sift through the curtains. Sinking back down onto her vanity stool, she dipped the eyeliner brush into a teacup of water and swished it back and forth across the black cake powder. For the second time Patsy tried to draw a line onto her eyelids to give herself a perfect cat-eye look.
“Patsy and Danny sittin’ in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G. First comes love, then marriage, and then o’ then, there’s a baby carriage!” Her twin sister’s stupid little tease struck like a cold blade.
“Dammit, Flannery . . . just hush,” Patsy hissed, peering closer at the mirror and inspecting the sweep on her wing-painted lids. Satisfied, Patsy reached for the lipstick.
“Oh, did I spell it wrong? F-O-R-N-I-C-A-T-I—” Flannery sang slowly as she hung over her sister’s shoulder.
Patsy batted her off with a light hand. Ever since their mama said Patsy could go to the junior prom with Danny Henry, Flannery had been pestering Patsy because Flannery didn’t have a beau to take her. But this particular tease cut deeper. Patsy and Danny had been arguing about it recently, it being putting out. Patsy wondered if Flannery had overhead their whispers on the porch. It had to be that, only that.
“What’s eating you?” Flannery asked.
“You. Knock it off, tadpole.” Patsy pressed her lips together to seal the paint, dropping the tube onto the wooden vanity. She glanced into the mirror and cast a warning eye to Flannery.
“Don’t call me that,” Flannery said. “Hey, that’s mine.” She snatched the lipstick and tossed it into the vanity’s drawer, then plopped onto one of the twin beds in their bedroom.
“Someone’s acting like a brat,” Patsy declared.
“That’s because someone is working somebody’s shift down at Chubby Ray’s, scooping tons of ice cream and making a million cherry lime rickeys and serving stacks of chili dogs to her whole junior class while somebody and everybody has a big-to-do prom to go to.”
“Flannery, you’re a doll to do this.” Patsy sighed, leaned back, patted her sister’s shoulder.
“Well, you’ve already missed enough days. I wouldn’t want Chubby to fire you.”
“A living doll,” Patsy said, sort of meaning it this time.
Flannery softened a little. “I guess you’d do it for me.”
“I would,” Patsy said. “But I wish you would’ve thought about letting Hollis take you to the prom. Then ol’ Chubby Ray wouldn’t have made you work my shift.”
“Hollis Henry is a senior, a dumb one who failed first grade—nearly nineteen years old now! And you know Mama ain’t allowing us to date seniors, same as Honey Bee. ’Sides, I never much cared for him—I don’t want to double-date—and I don’t want your date offering up his brother as a pity date for me.”
Their daddy, Beauregard “Honey Bee” Butler, or Honey Bee, as Patsy and all who knew him called him, had a lot of silly rules for his girls, Patsy thought. Rules that were still calling from the grave. It wasn’t fair, she felt. Honey Bee never wanted the twins to be around older boys, yet, he’d let them skip second grade and go straight into third when the teacher advised it. Honey Bee’d enjoyed boasting how doubly-sharp his little girls were.
“But that’s only because Honey Bee told Mama not to let us,” Patsy reminded Flannery. “He’s been dead over two years.” There was a relief in Patsy’s words. Honey Bee was one less worry—one less in the mess of her latest troubles.
“That’s ’cause Honey Bee was right,” Flannery said. “And it doesn’t matter if he’s gone, or how long; he’ll always be right.”
Patsy studied her sister a moment. “Honey Bee wasn’t always right. If he’d listened to Mama, maybe he’d still be here—” she said quietly.
“Patsy Jean Butler, you hush your mouth about our daddy,” Flannery scolded.
Patsy hung her head a little, thinking about the day he’d been found dead on his ferryboat. Pushing the horrid thought aside, she said, “Well, it would’ve been fun tonight with you there.” If Flannery went with Hollis, it would serve Patsy in a two-fold way: keep the older brother away from her and Danny, and let them spend time alone. “He’s the sheriff’s son, so Mama wouldn’t mind . . . Danny said it was Hollis who brought it up first, before he asked you—”
“Too late, and I don’t care,” Flannery snipped. “Sheriff Jack Henry’s son or not, Miss Little wouldn’t have allowed it. Anyways, I heard he didn’t get approval, even when Violet Perry submitted his name.”
All girls’ dates for school dances had to go through their home economics teacher, Miss Little, for preapproval.
“What? Violet put his name in?” Patsy asked, wondering why she hadn’t heard that the pretty Violet Perry had to go back and submit another name to Miss Little, wondering what Hollis was up to now.
“Heard he begged her to do it to test Miss Little, though I bet he secretly wanted to go with her,” Flannery said. “And you know if the pastor’s daughter can’t get Miss Little’s permission for Hollis, ain’t nobody going to get it.”
That was true. Patsy’d thought it would’ve been okay to put Hollis and Flannery together for just one night, knew Hollis didn’t have a sneaky eye trained on Flannery, and then her sister wouldn’t gripe about working her shift. But after hearing even the preacher’s daughter couldn’t earn Hollis Miss Little’s good favor, Patsy knew Hollis would never go to any dance, not even his own senior prom. Not as long as Miss Little was alive and kicking, that is. Patsy’d barely squeaked her date’s name by the old teacher.
The seventy-four-year-old spinster took not only the name of your date, but also checked his grades and looked at any infractions the boy might’ve had in the last year. Folks knew she sniffed around better than any hound dog or gumshoe even, going so far as to call on the boy’s neighbors, pastor, or an employer if he had one.
If something was amiss, Miss Little would tell you to find another date; the boy wasn’t good enough, and the troublemaker wouldn’t be allowed to attend. A girl could try to plead the boy’s case, but it was rare Miss Little would change her mind and give permission. Parents too. Especially the parents. Though Miss Little was indeed small and frail in appearance, in these matters she had a might of influence over all the grown-ups, especially since Alfred Harris.
Long ago, Alfred transferred from another county after his school chased him off for doing bad things to animals. The family sent him to live with an aunt in Glass Ferry, but Miss Little found out his sickness had come with him. After that Alfred incident, no one grumbled about Miss Little’s guardian role or her results.
Still, Miss Little tried to be fair, and there was always a chance if the boy’s offense was trivial. The teacher sometimes offered to have him atone for his misdeed by attending her Wednesday and Saturday two-hour Bible study at her house. If the boy made a month’s worth of meetings and seemed truly repentant, Miss Little would finally nod her consent.
A boy willing to do that punishment knew his date was worth it, knew that come Monday morning after the dance he might be boasting about making it to second, possibly third base even, and, by lunch, he’d fish-tale it bigger and describe an almost homerun on prom night.
The girls’ mamas and daddies thought Miss Little’s rules were nifty—as close to the Good Lord’s blessing as they could get. It saved them big headaches, and they didn’t have to worry their sweet magnolias would end up with a hooligan or the likes, and their families disgraced.
The boys’ families said Miss Little helped keep their Southern sons honorable and on the straight and narrow, said their boys worked harder in school and at their jobs because of her date-dance scrutiny.
Patsy had been thrilled to pass her first name to Miss Little for the Cupid’s Dance. Then again for junior prom.
On that morning, long before the bigger troubles took root, Patsy’d dressed in a modest skirt and a buttoned-to-the-top blouse, and stood in line with the other girls, including the seniors.
Quietly, Patsy had waited her turn to contribute to the pile of papers and place the traditional apple into Miss Little’s wooden bowl.
Patsy watched the others in front of her pass their apples to Miss Little and give the chosen name inside their folded papers. Everyone in line stretched their necks, slipped a snooping eye, watching too as the teacher opened paper after paper and peeked, before folding and adding to the pile.
At last Patsy handed Miss Little her polished apple along with the folded slip of paper, the name of the boy she was sweet on taking her to the big prom written in her best handwriting. It meant she was a woman now. And folks would look at her like one. Especially Danny.
Miss Little examined the apple closely before putting it with the others.
Patsy squirmed. She had gone through three pails from old man Samp’s orchard until she found one without a blemish.
Miss Little studied Patsy’s paper. You could always tell which boys would get a pass right off and those who wouldn’t or needed more checking, because the old schoolmarm always hinted with a tiny smile, or a wrinkled worry in her brow, before folding up the paper and placing it to the side. Anxious, Patsy searched the teacher’s face.
Danny had been careful not to get into trouble. But lately he’d been hanging with his brother and a few of the other older boys, and getting closer to it. And the more he hung, the more his good grades dipped, and as his lip got a little looser, and his breath smelled a lot boozier—the more Patsy found herself harping. She couldn’t dare risk losing the dance. Her chance.
At last Miss Little nodded with the slightest smile, dismissing her. For a lingering second Patsy stared at her, agonizing she’d imagined it all.
“Miss Butler, you may take your seat.”
Patsy startled and gave a small curtsy, fleeing to her table. But not before seeing the blessing in her teacher’s crisp blue eyes.
When Patsy told Mama she’d gotten permission, Mama’d squealed and grabbed her pocketbook. “Let’s celebrate.” Mama held up her hooked arms in invitation to the girls, then took them to Chubby’s for treats, letting Patsy drive the automobile there and Flannery tote them back.
Flannery cheered some at that.
Seated at the slick chrome-polished table inside Chubby’s, they’d chatted happily, and in a bit, Mama confided to her daughters that Miss Little had not approved Honey Bee for her own high school dance.
“I can’t rightly remember what Honey Bee did to get turned down,” Mama began, while she fiddled with her dress collar, plucked it, and looked across the booth at the twins. “Something small, I’m sure.”
The girls begged her to remember everything.
“Well now.” Mama’s cheeks rosied, and she took a sip of Coke, attempting to hide her deepening blush behind the frosty glass. “Miss Little shot him down flat.”
“Poor Honey Bee,” Flannery said. “What did he do?”
“Lessee, that’s been a while.”
“Mama!” the girls cried for more.
“Oh, don’t you know Honey Bee Butler took me to the dance.” She sly-eyed them with a wink.
“Honey Bee agreed to do her Bible study?” the twins asked, and looked at each other, incredulous.
“I sure hated telling Honey Bee she’d turned him down.” Mama frowned.
“But what did he say, what did he do?” Patsy needled.
“He never said a word. Not a one. Not a peep.”
“What happened, Mama?” Flannery pushed.
Mama chuckled. “Well, he wore himself out walking. I do remember that much.”
“Walking?” Patsy and Flannery puzzled.
“Walking.” Mama grinned. “Walked himself the three miles to and three miles back—six miles total—all spiffed up in his Sunday suit, twice a week for a month, just to attend Miss Little’s Bible studies. Walked himself silly, and wore out those shiny new shoes of his, and nearly knocked the nails off his toes.”
The girls laughed.
“He went to all of them,” Flannery said, admiringly.
“Attended every single one,” Mama said. “The next thing I knew, Honey Bee’d hiked the five miles over to my house. He pounded boldly on our door and handed my daddy the permission slip.”
“Did Gramps run him off?” A wide-eyed Patsy waited.
“Don’t you know Daddy took one look at Honey Bee’s busted shoes and right away gave his blessing. I knew right then I’d marry that boy. I’d walk barefoot across Kentucky to have a man as fine as your daddy.” Mama dabbed at her watery eyes. “Still got that old paper tucked inside my cedar chest with the quilt Miss Little made us for a wedding present.”
Patsy and Flannery smiled, proud of their parents. The one living, and the one not.
“How was the dance, Mama?” Patsy asked.
“I promised Honey Bee the dance would be divine.” Mama smiled a little dreamily as if it was happening all over again. Right then and there.
“And?” the girls chorused.
“And we danced, is all.” Mama took another drink of her cola, flicked at a tiny crumb on the table. “Danced the jitterbug and the Black Bottom like nobody’s business,” she said matter-of-factly. “It was all divine. A real gasser as they say.”
“Gasser,” Patsy and Flannery sang out and giggled.
“Well, it was. The dance was,” Mama said.
“Did you let him kiss you?” Flannery propped her chin on her fists and leaned in closer to the conversation.
“Oh, hush. Your daddy was a gentleman.” Mama shook a finger at Patsy. “A fine gentleman, and I expect nothing less from your Mister Danny Henry. Now drink your colas, girls.” She fanned away the discussion with smiling eyes.
Now that the prom was finally here, Patsy wondered whether Danny would have agreed to Bible studies if the old teacher had turned him down. Worried how far he would’ve walked for her. More, would he still be willing to walk for her after tonight? Patsy was sure she was about to find out if he was a fine one like their Honey Bee.
Flannery leaned over, bumping Patsy’s shoulder to grab a ribbon off their vanity.
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