Secrets of a Happy Marriage
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The wonderful and heart-warming new novel full of secrets, lies and family ties from Sunday Times bestselling author, Cathy Kelly.
Bess is hoping to show everyone just how happy her recent marriage is, but behind all the party-planning the cracks are beginning to show. Why is joining a family so difficult?
Jojo, Bess's stepdaughter, has a point to make. Bess is not her mother, and she won't replace the one she's been missing every day for the last two years. And will she ever get the chance to become a mum herself?
Cousin Cari is a fierce career-woman who isn't unnerved by anything — apart from facing the man who left her at the alter, and he's on the guestlist. Her job has been a safe place to hide ever since — but is it time to let love into her life again?
Thanks to laughter, tears and one surprise appearance, the Brannigans might just discover the secrets of a happy marriage . . . But will they find out before it's too late?
Release date: July 24, 2018
Publisher: Grand Central Publishing
Print pages: 464
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Secrets of a Happy Marriage
Cathy Kelly
“Do not look at the keyboard, girls!” Mrs. Farmsworth had said in those commanding tones that made immigrants like Faenia wonder if she’d been a lady general in the war. Faenia, fingers quivering with tiredness and heart leaden with loneliness, had wondered if she’d ever have the strength of someone like Mrs. Farmsworth, who stood ramrod straight and yet whose old eyes were kind beneath sharp-edged spectacles that edged off the end of her patrician nose.
Faenia had grown strong, with time.
Once a quivering skinny little thing in darned pantyhose given to her by her friends who lived in a narrow, creaking house in Brooklyn, Faenia Lennox had become a woman Mrs. Farmsworth would be proud of.
She was strong enough in her sixties to take time away from her life to reassess.
It was a lesson she’d learned a long time ago, but lessons sometimes needed to be relearned, returned to, particularly where love and marriage were concerned.
Faenia looked down at slender tanned fingers, now manicured, with a band on each ring finger—a Celtic Claddagh ring on her wedding finger and a gold and blue chrysoprase ring on the other hand—and a pretty stainless-steel Cartier tank watch on her wrist.
In Lisowen, the tiny Kerry town where she’d grown up, nobody had jewelry like this. Or a house like this art deco one, perched on the hill like an adorable aerie, full of exotic plants the likes of which the gardeners of Lisowen couldn’t imagine, and real art—not expensive—on the walls, and books filling up white bookcases so that when Faenia came home from work, she could slip off her work clothes, put on soft shoes, and sink into a couch with a book, lamplight warming her home.
And Nic’s home—if Nic wanted it. But Nic wasn’t brave enough to take the step, to walk out of the façade of a complicated life.
Dearest Isobel, wrote Faenia,
Thank you for news. I still can’t get my head around it all, to be honest. I knew it was coming and yet so much has been going on here at work and everything. But Eddie turning seventy—how did that happen? It seems like only yesterday we were kids playing round the back of Lady Margaret’s orchard in Lisowen, stealing crab apples and hoping nobody knew because Lady Margaret, for all that she let the crab apples rot on the avenue, would have had a fit if she knew we’d stolen them. I do feel sorry for her now: her whole world was changing. At the time, we hated her, remember? She was rich, we were poor: it was all so simple in our heads. When nothing’s simple, is it?
I don’t know what I’d do without your telling me all the gossip—I’d know nothing. Although, it seems so distant to me now. Lisowen, Eddie, Mick, Kit and Nora. From another world and another life. Do you ever feel that?
Faenia broke off the e-mail at that point, feeling stupid.
Isobel, who’d been to the tiny, wooden-framed school with her in Lisowen all those years ago, would not feel the same at all. Isobel had stayed in Kerry and had married a man who’d gone on to be a police sergeant in Lisowen itself, which gave her an interesting view into the inner workings of the village.
It also meant Isobel had had to remain on the outskirts of things; people didn’t always include her, as she was considered an unpaid part of the police force.
But they were longtime friends though they were now many thousands of miles apart. Faenia was the friend who’d reached out to Isobel from New York all those years ago because she’d known Isobel would never tell anyone, that her secret would be safe.
There was a comfort in telling someone you never saw so many personal things. An e-mail to an old friend in another country was like therapy without the price tag—one could be straightforward and honest, knowing the person you were writing to would not meet the other parties described, knowing there would be no judgment. Just kindness, understanding, and the odd comment of such clarity that it cut through hours of meaningless chatter from other people.
And yet, Faenia could not say everything, not anymore.
Thirty years before, she’d told Isobel, via the flimsy paper of an airmail letter, that her marriage to Chuck had broken up and the hideous irony of why.
Years later, when Isobel and Faenia herself had thought she was married to her job, she’d revealed how surprising and wonderful it had been to meet the much-older Marvin, and how they’d married in a civil ceremony that made it easier to meld Jewish and lapsed Catholic faiths. She’d written, when e-mail had eventually taken over, about Marvin’s adult children and grandchildren and what a joy they were in her life.
She’d written about Marvin’s inexorable decline into dementia, how that cruel disease made her feel like a widow for four years before she’d actually become one, how she’d cared for Marvin with such love, how her heart had broken when he’d had to go into full-time care.
And she’d written about the shock of his death, how she’d slowly come out of the ache of widowhood from a marriage that had for months been in name only with a man who would smile that familiar smile at her in the care home and say: “Who are you?” when she’d visit. She went every day: it was only right. Marvin had cared for her, and her last act of kindness to him had to be caring for him.
In the same way, Isobel had written and later e-mailed about the goings-on of Lisowen, of her own family and why her daughter was still going out with that lout who ran the tour bus company.
I can’t say it to anyone else, Faenia, in case she finds out that I hate him, but he won’t ever marry her, she’s stone mad about him, and her fertile years have practically slipped away waiting for him.
Faenia, who worked in a chic downtown department store as the personal shopper to the rich women of San Francisco, had seen many of her staff and clients caught in the same trap.
All the arguing in the world could never convince these women that their man—the man they adored—might one day leave them for a younger woman when their chance of babies was gone.
“He loves me. We need each other!” they’d say to Faenia, starkly elegant in her work uniform of Marc Jacobs dark tailored pants—the best for small, slender women—crisp white shirt, a cotton blend with stretch added for all the racing around the store she did all day, and a piece of giant costume jewelry like one of her Navajo silver and turquoise pieces.
With her urchin-cut silver-white hair that clung to that fine-boned face, that air of wisdom, of having seen, Faenia was considered a guru on all things, not just which blouse would work with which jacket for which event or should couture be considered for a society wedding. Her clients told her things, asked her advice.
But even then, the lovely young women never listened. Neither did women of nearly forty, like Isobel’s daughter.
She told Isobel this:
There is almost nothing you can do, Isobel. Except tell her how you feel, just once. And explain that you are there for her, always, no matter what.
Wisdom was so easy to pass on—much harder to practice.
If only she could practice some wisdom about Nic.
This was the love story she’d waited for all her life, though she’d never known it until now. She’d met Nic when she was sixty and it had been like the clouds had parted and shone rays of divine sunlight upon this glorious late romance.
Had shone. Past tense.
If they couldn’t be together, then she didn’t want a half-hearted relationship. Faenia was too old to do anything half-hearted now.
The eighteen-year-old child who’d come to America was long gone, her wide-eyed innocence a thing of the past. In her place was a sophisticated woman who would hardly be recognized in her hometown.
I have some vacation time banked, Faenia typed, which was an understatement, as she had weeks of vacation days stored over the twenty years she’d worked at the store.
It will be strange to come back to Ireland after so long. They’ll have cardiac arrests if they see me after so many years. I keep thinking the past is best left in the past and that Ed will have to be seventy without me. And how do I explain…?
She knew that Isobel would e-mail back that explanations were useless, that people forgot about the past and only worried about themselves.
Faenia stopped typing, thinking sadly of so many things lost in those years since she’d left Lisowen. She had lived far more of her life away from Lisowen than in it. She was American now, had a U.S. passport, had completed the citizenship exam.
Her accent no longer made people look at her strangely: she spoke with the cadences of a well-traveled American woman.
But she could still see her birth home in her mind’s eye: the tiny town, with great swaths of green, shades of glorious trees bent by the Atlantic, rocky fields leading down to the darkening sea, and the stone monolith of the castle standing feudally over it all, the small farms scattered around like windfall apples dropped from a great tree.
In another era, the castle had belonged to some powerful lord and not much had changed when Faenia had been a child apart from the powerful owner. This time, no warrior lord stood in the keep and looked over people who could die on his word: instead, the grand, if impoverished, Villiers family owned the castle, both a part of and not a part of the small village.
Faenia had been a different person growing up on the Kerry coast: innocent, stupid perhaps, and more trusting.
Her life in America had helped her grow up and her whole world was here: her beloved stepchildren, Lola and Marc, and their families. The friends she’d made over the years, her friends from work, her work itself, which she adored.
She had built a life here and she was thinking of dropping out of it to visit a country that had not treated her well so long ago.
But the fight with Nic—“I can’t do it, Faenia, I can’t move in. It would kill the kids if I left”—had left her shattered.
This from an adult with grown-up children who had their own lives. It was an excuse and Faenia had become weary of excuses.
The Claddagh ring Nic had given her sat in front of the keyboard. Funny how hands showed your age. Your skin could be discreetly firmed up on your face thanks to the gentle caress of dermal fillers but the hands so often gave it all away: liver spots, skin as crepey as an old gown, veins like snakes. Faenia had tried to take care of her hands, but still they gave away her age like nothing else about her, the Irish skin coming to the fore with its paleness and tendency toward sun spots.
She was a California sixty, which was the same as fifty anywhere else, as long as you stayed out of the sun and took care of all the beautiful dermatology work that had cost a fortune.
The ring gleamed at her. It was the prettiest Claddagh ring Faenia had ever seen: white gold, delicate, and with a sheeny opal stone shining iridescently in place of the traditional heart.
Maybe it was time to stop wearing it, Faenia thought, wanting to cry and not letting herself. Maybe she should go home for the grand birthday party in Lisowen just to get away.
She’d visited so much of the world over the years but had never gone back to Ireland. It had felt too painful. How could she tell them what had happened, about all the mistakes she’d made…?
And yet with Nic gone from her life—and there was no doubt, Nic was gone—perhaps this was her chance to visit her homeland and make peace with the past.
“A diamond is a chunk of coal that did well under pressure.”
Henry Kissinger
In London, Cari Brannigan kicked the door of the empty office shut with one of her killer heels and went over to the window, where she stared out at the imposing metropolitan skyline.
Half an hour ago, she’d thought she had a good job, a brilliant career for a thirty-four-year-old woman on the verge of total breakthrough with the possibility of moving to London from the Irish division—a move she’d never considered possible three years before when everything about her life had fallen apart because of The Breakup.
Cari called it The Breakup in her mind because Wedding Called Off at the Altar made her feel like such a loser, as if Jerry Springer and Maury Povich would fight to the death to go through the grisly details on TV: “And you didn’t have a clue your fiancé was cheating on you till you were standing at the altar in your dress…?”
“No!” the TV Cari would have sobbed and then launched herself at Bastard/Barney and ripped his eyes or other important bits out with her gel nails—she’d need gel nails, right?—in front of a chanting audience telling her to “Get him, girl!”
Post The Breakup, everything in her life had felt hellish, but she’d clambered her way out thanks to work, finding a fabulous author, the author who meant that career-wise she was finally on top of the world.
She’d won Editor of the Year at the prestigious trade industry awards. Her author was one of the company’s top three authors in terms of both earnings and prizes won.
Next stop: Cari Brannigan moving to London to take a higher-up job as publisher, which would mean leaving her family and her cousin Jojo, who was her best friend: the people who’d helped her through her pain. But there was a position open in the company, and she was tipped to take over the job, desperate for it…
And then, just twenty minutes ago, another man had tripped her career plans up as neatly as if he’d dumped her at the altar.
Cari had been sitting at the monthly sales and editorial meeting of the Xenon imprint along with her editorial colleagues and five of the Irish team who’d flown over from Dublin that morning on the red-eye. She should have been listening to the presentation about a heartbreaking new nonfiction title—a tale of animal cruelty and how one scarred fighting dog had changed the lives of several hardened criminals.
Instead, she’d found herself thinking about what sort of apartment she’d get when she moved to London. Cool loft? Quirky mews. A houseboat, even? Or a sleek apartment she could decorate in classic New York style with an all-white bathroom with those subway tiles? It would be rented, obviously: no way she could afford to buy anything. Her cousin Paul and his wife, Lena, had just such a New York–style apartment in Manhattan and Cari loved it.
She was getting better, she decided. She was recovering, coming out of the last stage of grief—what was it: raging fury? Whatever. Cari had made up her own stages of grief, ones far more fun than the official ones.
Wanting to kill someone was first. Next up was buying shoes she couldn’t afford. She forgot what three was but four was misery-eating ice cream and promising never to touch a man again.
Yes, she’d come through all those stages and had graduated with honors.
A little twinkle of joy filled her. In London, she could shop for shoes all the time. Despite her coolly androgynous look—straight, mannish trousers, dark shirts to hide her D-cup breasts, minimal makeup, and midnight-dark hair cut short and curving round a face emphasized with eyeliner and glossy nude lips—Cari Brannigan loved shoes. Soft leather. Teeny bows in surprising places, suede with narrow straps to wrap elegantly round her slender ankles, insane colors like from an artist’s palette: she loved them all. The higher the better.
Also, high shoes made her look taller, which was handy because since The Breakup, she had developed a wild hunger for chocolate. Not any old muck, no. But fabulous quality chocolate: proper stuff that cost proper money.
It still made you put on weight, though. With gorgeous high heels, Cari could hide the extra pounds and pretend she was a lean five foot seven, instead of a not-so-lean five foot four in flats, which she almost never wore.
New book meetings were long and exhausting and Cari was dying for the afternoon ten-minute tea break so she could fill her mug with strong coffee, snaffle a chocolate biscuit, and be ready for the final round.
Cari had hoped to get a moment alone with the UK office’s publishing director, Jennifer, a charming but tough woman with a Cleopatra black bob rippled through with gray streaks, but Jennifer hadn’t returned her e-mail earlier in the week and throughout the day-long meeting had appeared to be in a very bad mood and hadn’t met Cari’s eyes. Strange and unsettling.
When the tea break finally rolled around, Edwin Miller, the managing director of all of Cambridge, had gently asked her to stay back for a moment.
Gavin Watson, a publisher in London and therefore higher on the food chain than Cari, stayed in the room also, along with Jennifer, who was looking more annoyed than ever.
“I don’t want the Irish contingent to miss your flights and I’d hoped to talk to you afterward, Cari,” Edwin was saying.
He managed to shove Jeff Karan, the Irish MD and Cari’s direct boss, out the door and Cari suddenly felt the threat.
Jeff was looking at her with that hangdog expression he often wore, but he was no match for Edwin, who had been managing director so long the joke was that his first printer had been a certain Herr Gutenberg.
Edwin closed the door and Cari felt all her focus home in on him. The animal instinct that told her danger was afoot had pinged up from “mild emergency” to “oh hell, sound the alarms, children and women first.”
“As I said, I’d hoped to get you on your own afterward, Cari,” Edwin said in his charming way, “but we’re running late, as ever, so let’s do it now.”
His complicit gaze at Gavin, who was beyond connected in the British publishing world, made Cari hit Anxiety Level Four. Gavin’s grandfather had founded Cambridge Publishing, the grand old publishing house that was home to all the imprints. While the various imprints, like record labels, dealt with different areas, there were two commercial imprints other than Xenon, but Xenon was the biggest.
Edwin wasn’t just the managing director of Xenon, but deputy managing director of Cambridge.
Gavin was tipped for the top—mainly for his connections and his ruthlessness, certainly not for his ability to edit or to manage human beings, Cari thought.
“Cari, do sit,” said Edwin, and she knew then things were bad.
She sat, nervously, like a colt about to run.
“This is going to be hard,” Edwin began, “but we have to think of the company and of the authors. You know how they are—capricious. Tricky. And sometimes—” Edwin faltered. “Sometimes they want change.”
“Who wants change?” Cari said.
Sitting be damned, she got to her feet and began to pace. All her life, she’d been a pacer. If she was going to the scaffold, she wanted to be on her feet so she could poke a spike heel into her captor.
She looked over at Gavin, who was suppressing a grin. He was younger than her, certainly. Trying to be cool with a beard and a fake-manly sort of shirt in a lumberjack style. Probably never held a damn ax in his life. She narrowed her eyes at him.
“John Steele wants a new editor.”
Edwin’s words sucked all the air out of the room for a moment. Cari thought she might not be able to breathe.
“John wants what? A new editor? Not me? I’m the only person he trusts, you know that. Why didn’t he tell me? We’re on the phone all the time. Or get Freddie to talk to me. I’d have talked him out of it—” She stopped. She was babbling.
“I told you this wasn’t the way to do it, Edwin,” said Jennifer now. “We should have discussed this in advance with you, Cari, but—”
“But John Steele’s contract is coming up for renewal, Jennifer, and he is very important to the company,” said Edwin. “It’s all happened so quickly but he wants Gavin to be his new editor,” he added, putting the final nail into the coffin.
“It’s a guy thing, Cari,” Gavin said, speaking for the first time and smirking.
“Authors sometimes like to change editors: John feels he’s losing his edge; he wants change,” put in Edwin.
“Writers are artists, Cari; we must think of them,” interrupted Gavin.
“Bull,” snarled Cari. “You always say they’re spoiled little prima donnas who earn far too much and expect us to put in their commas. I’m the one who tries to make you see that they get anxious about writing, worried about what we think of their first drafts, and their second drafts, hideously anxious about selling books and letting us all down, and that, yes, they are artists.”
Gavin, who had won, after all, smiled as she repeated his bitchy words back to him.
“I was afraid you’d take it like this,” he said, with a fake, pitying smile.
“Like what? Angrily?” snarled Cari. “Honestly, why would I be angry when you are stealing my best author?”
Authors wanted lots of things but generally they told their editors, either in person or via their agents.
They didn’t do it by discussing it with the MD, publishing director, and another editor, and then letting them stick the knife in at the tail end of a new books meeting.
“I told him I’d tell you, smooth it all over,” said Gavin silkily. “As you know, John can’t bear scenes. I was over at his place in Cork on Monday. That’s a lovely new extension they’re building onto the house, and the landscaping is exquisite, isn’t it? I’m going to help him with the London flat he’s thinking of buying. Go the extra mile. He’ll need a base here as he’s going to do more publicity. He’s agreed to tour, by the way,” Gavin added, still smirking.
Cari heard herself gasp.
John Steele hated publicity, did perhaps one interview on each continent per book, which did not make him beloved of either the press or the PR department. He had never toured, and had told Cari that the thought made him physically sick. Somehow, Gavin had succeeded where she had failed.
Cari knew there was no more to be said.
She stared at Edwin, whom she’d admired, and Jennifer, who could have given her a heads-up to what was going on but hadn’t.
“We need you in Dublin. You’re a fabulous editor, Cari,” said Jennifer, dark eyes full of pity under that Cleopatra bob.
“You knew I wanted to move to London, work my way up the company,” Cari said to Jennifer, trying not to let her voice shake. “I found John Steele for us, championed him. I coaxed that first edit out of him when nobody said we’d be able to cut the book from three hundred thousand words down to one hundred and sixty. I coaxed the difficult second book from him. And you let this”—she gestured in disgust at Gavin—“steal him away from me. Fine,” she said, stalking to the door. “Since you’ve already agreed, it seems I’m surplus to requirements.”
It wasn’t the best way to leave a room when the company’s managing director and the publishing director were both there and when you had had hopes of a big move to London, a move of which they would be in charge. But suddenly Cari didn’t care.
Her career was in tatters. The relocation to London was all predicated on her involvement in John Steele’s meteoric rise, and now that he was no longer her author, she’d just taken a tumble down a snake in the corporate world of snakes and ladders.
Edwin and Jennifer let her go without another word. That told her a lot.
In the quiet of the lonely office she’d found to lick her wounds, Cari stared down at the street far below and decided: for the sake of all womankind she needed to rid the world of Gavin Watson, the slimy, good-for-nothing toad who’d just shafted her.
She felt a film of cold sweat break over her body. Gavin hadn’t just stolen an author—he’d taken her best author, the man she’d nurtured for four years, the crime genius who said nobody understood him like she did.
John Steele was one of Cambridge’s biggest authors. A quiet, unassuming Sheffield man, he’d settled in West Cork in Ireland decades ago and had been writing ever since, although he’d supported his family by working as a carpenter of fine kitchens. When he’d finally summoned up the courage to send one of his novels to a publisher and it had landed on Cari’s desk, she had felt the spark of excitement of which every editor dreamed.
The hairs on her arms had literally stood up. This, this crime thriller with a brilliant but broken—naturally—hero, was incredible. The book was quite unputdownable. She had stayed up till three o’clock speed-reading the huge manuscript and she’d known they must have it. Yes, it needed editing but it was clever, marvelously written, and commercial, the holy grail of publishing.
A star was born.
For four years, she had been the conduit between John Steele and the outside world. She had taken care of him, helped make him one of the biggest writers in the world. She was the only person in publishing he trusted, apart from his agent, Freddie, another Sheffield man who also understood John’s reticence with the press.
She was godmother to his young son, for heaven’s sake! Not that she was the motherly type, she’d protested when he’d asked her, but still, John Steele, the man she’d pushed to number one on book sales charts all around the world, had said he’d wanted it.
“I couldn’t have done any of it without you, Cari,” he’d said. “Mags and I want you to be Jake’s godmother. You’re family to us.”
As family, she’d bought two Minion teddies and a set of adorable clothes for Jake for his second birthday in September. Had braved Hamleys before Christmas to buy him a bag-load of things, had promised to be his spiritual helper forever—OK, that had been pushing it because since the wedding, she still felt as if she might get ill every time she stepped into a church, but still—and now John Steele, her finest, most commercial, biggest-selling author, one of the entire company’s biggest-selling authors worldwide, wanted to be edited by Gavin Watson.
Her position as “family” was being usurped.
There had been no call from John, no call from his agent. Nothing. Nada. Zip. It was a bloody coup and Cari hadn’t had the slightest idea it was going to happen.
Somehow, Cari went back into the boardroom after tea break and sat through the rest of the meeting. She nailed a smile to her face but she couldn’t bring herself to add much to the conversation, except when it came time to present her new books. As only one of two editors from Ireland, her remit covered many genres, so Cari had fourteen books to present, nine nonfiction and five fiction.
With Jeff casting sympathetic looks at her across the table, Cari aced it.
She started with the small, sweet memoir about a childhood in a remote part of Ireland followed by the Broadway career of an Irish actress, a book she loved, and her presentation of it was delivered as if Cari had spent time on Broadway herself. The women’s fiction novel that dealt with adoption and infidelity had everyone in the boardoom sighing, saying, “This could be big.”
Someone—clearly John Steele’s defection had been on a need-to-know basis so far, although by tonight, everyone, their authors, their agents, their former agents, their former publishers, and the NSA would know—praised Cari’s next book, a debut by a fledgling crime writer, by saying, “She has shades of John Steele, not that anyone can beat John!”
Everyone smiled at Cari, none of them having a clue that he wasn’t her author anymore.
John Steele: saving careers left, right, and center, apart from the woman who’d made him and he was screwing up hers.
When the meeting finally ended, Cari was out the door faster than anyone else. Normally the small Irish team traveled together but not tonight. Tonight, Cari couldn’t bear to hear any sympathy.
She threw herself into a taxi outside Cambridge House and went to Paddington, where she sat in lonely splendor on the Heathrow Express.
The betrayal filled her mind.
She wasn’t surprised at Gavin. Gavin would put his grandmother on the game if he thought it would give him an edge.
And as for Edwin—nobody could be that sweetly nice and remain as managing director for so long.
But John Steele… That betrayal was absolute. After the heartbreak of her wedding, she’d felt as if she couldn’t trust anyone again and she’d learned to trust John as he, in turn, had learned to trust her. That he could turn his back on her now was devastating.
She rifled in her bag for a tissue, and found the post she’d grabbed from the hall floor that morning as she’d got the early flight. Bills, bills, and one hard card envelope, either a wedding invitation—to which she would not go—or maybe a party?
Her mind on Gavin, John, and the pain, she ripped it open.
Expensive paper.
With a flashback to her own wedding, Cari remembered that she and He Who Must Never Be Named Again had spent good money on their invitations. Sage-green-lined envelopes, old gold writing on the card, a green card with gold writing for the RSVP.
Things of beauty. Expensive beauty. She’d burned the RSVPs and the few unused invitations ceremoniously in the back garden afterward with her sister, Maggie, and cousins Trina and Jojo helping.
“Burn the bastard out of your life,” darling Jojo had said, and then opened a bottle of sparkl
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