Former homicide cop turned private investigator Cass Raines gets the job done in this Chicago-set novel from award-winning author Tracy Clark.
Chicago in the dead of winter can be brutal, especially when you're scouring the frigid streets for a missing girl. Fifteen-year-old Ramona Titus has run away from her foster home. Her biological mother, Leesa Evans, is a recovering addict who admits she failed Ramona often in the past. But now she's clean. And she's determined to make up for her mistakes—if Cass can only help her find her daughter.
Cass visits Ramona's foster mother, Deloris Poole, who is also desperate to bring the girl home. Ramona came to Deloris six months ago, angry and distrustful, but was slowly opening up. The police are on the search, but Cass has sources closer to the streets, and a network of savvy allies. Yet it seems Ramona doesn't want to be found. And Cass soon begins to understand why.
Ramona is holding secrets dark enough to kill for, and anyone who helps her may be fair game. And if Ramona can't run fast enough and hide well enough to keep the truth safe, she and Cass may both be out of time.
Release date:
June 29, 2021
Publisher:
Kensington Books
Print pages:
352
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I yanked the door open and all but flung my half-frozen self into the snug White Castle, the hawk clawing up the back of my neck, my lungs shocked rigid by the subzero wind chill. Chicago. Brutal. Winter’s threat—keep it moving, sucka, or die where you stand.
Winter, apparently, didn’t own a calendar. It was just a couple days past Thanksgiving. I still had leftover turkey in my fridge. Winter had a sick sense of humor and was as welcome as an IRS audit . . . on your birthday.
I stomped my feet to clear the slush off my ankle boots, and then stood there a second inhaling warmth, the smell of fried onions and thin, square meat sizzling on the wide griddle already starting the thawing process. It’d just been a short dash from my car, but the tips of my fingers were already beginning to tingle, and my toes felt like ten frigid fish sticks right out the freezer, despite my having cranked up the car’s heater to its highest setting. My fault, totally. I’d miscalculated and dressed for cute when I left the house this morning—jeans, short puffer jacket, a beanie puckishly placed atop my head, thin gloves, and the boots, good-looking in an everyday, schlepping-around kind of way, but several critical inches shy of adequate. Seriously, I didn’t know what I was thinking. I mean, I didn’t just meet Chicago. I was born here, raised here, live here; I know full well winter does not play. I slipped the beanie off and scanned the tables, finding what I would have expected to find in a White Castle at two o’clock on a Saturday morning—club rats easing down from a stupid night out, street folk looking for a sheltered stop before they ventured out again, and those coming from or going to shift work for painfully low but honest pay. The Castle was cheap, open 24/7, heated, and unless you came in and started tossing the place or harassing people, you were left alone.
I was looking for Leesa Evans, a prospective client. She’d called my office the day before looking for help to find her missing fifteen-year-old daughter, Ramona, but she hadn’t given me a lot of details over the phone. Truthfully, though, she had me at missing fifteen-year-old, so I was here to get the rest of it, and to see if I could do anything for her.
My eyes landed on a lone woman sitting at a far table, burrowed deep in a light jacket, no hat, no boots, her eyes fixed in a faraway stare. She was dark, middle-aged, forties, maybe. There was no one else waiting alone, so I assumed she was who I was here to see. I watched her for a moment, trying to get a feel for her. She looked sad, beaten down to the ground, and she wasn’t eating. There was only a paper coffee cup on her table. She tugged at her jacket sleeves. One foot tapped busily under the table.
The smell of the onions made my stomach growl. I’d spent most of the day tying up paperwork on closed cases, sending out invoices so I could get paid for the work, so it’d been hours since I’d stopped to eat, and my body was just now complaining about it. But I bypassed the counter, ignoring the pull of greasy sustenance, and went over to the table with the sad woman sitting at it.
“Ms. Evans?”
She startled, looked up, took me in warily; then her eyes left mine and she appeared to focus on something over my left shoulder. I flicked a look to see what had caught her attention, but there was nothing but an empty table behind me. I looked back. Evans’s eyes dropped from mine. She’d seen nothing; apparently, she just had a difficult time looking at me.
“You’re the detective. Cassandra Raines.” She said it in a clear voice, loud enough for the half-buzzed night owls nearest to us to clearly hear. I cocked an ear, then waited for what I knew was coming. I’d planned on counting to five, but it didn’t take that long for the half-in-the-bag party revelers and seasoned working girls on a break to get up from the tables and slip out into the cold. Detectives, even private ones like me, got no love at all, and it said a lot when a person would rather risk frostbite and hypothermia than share space with one of us. If I were the type of gal who gave a twist, I’d have taken offense.
I began to unzip my jacket, thought better of it halfway through the zip, and zipped it up again. I’d give it another minute . . . or twenty . . . to warm up some. I watched Evans sitting there, her leg bouncing nervously under the table, her not looking at me. She was thin, now that I saw her up close, and her eyes had dark circles under them.
“You’re not hungry?” I said.
Evans shook her head, the denial unconvincing. She took a sip from her cup. There was no steam coming off the top. She’d obviously been sitting with it a while.
“Well, I’m starving. I haven’t eaten anything since breakfast. You mind me getting a little something? We can talk while I eat.”
She nodded an okay and I walked up to the counter, ordered double, and waited for my sliders, fries, and onion rings, sneaking the occasional peek back at the table, but finding Leesa Evans unchanged each time.
My order was up fast. Not much of a line at 2:00 AM. I carried the bag back to the table, sat, and then dug in for the first slider. I offered Evans some, but she shook her head no.
“Oh, come on. I can’t eat all these by myself. I mean, I could, but I’d regret it almost instantly.” I offered up the bag. “Help me out?”
Tentatively, like a shy kitten coaxed toward a bowl of buttermilk, Evans took a slider from the bag, bit into it. I spread the rest of the tiny boxes onto the table, positioning them between us, easy access for whoever wanted more.
“Two a.m.,” I said, smiling. “Unconventional.”
She finished the slider, eyed the line of boxes in front of her, but didn’t go for one. It looked like I was going to have to coax her along, one slider at a time. I pushed a few boxes closer to her. She smiled slightly, then took another.
“I got a job. Cleaning places at night.” She cocked her head. “The bus lets me out at the corner there.”
I glanced out at the corner of Seventy-ninth and Stony, the stop on the west side of a cage-match intense tangle of intersections, which at the height of the day had cars flying from all directions on mistimed traffic lights. The hub of confusion was loathed by locals, ignored by the city, and had earned a decades-old reputation for being a flat-out death trap. If you were bent enough to try and cross the streets walking, you had better be quick about it. If you were driving and stuck at a light, you’d be wise to cross yourself and get right with Jesus before you pushed off on the green.
I ate another slider, watching Evans as she avoided looking at me, wondering how old she was. I’d pegged her as being in her early forties, but closer to her now, she looked younger than that. Something had hit her hard somewhere, that was evident, and her shoulders drooped from the weight it left behind.
I snuck furtive glances at her hands and wrists, wondering what was hidden under the jacket. She didn’t look high or drunk; she was lucid, though slightly morose. She tugged at her sleeves again, as though she was trying desperately to hide something. I thought addict—recovering, at least. I thought alcohol, too, maybe. It would account for her skittishness, the tugs.
“How can I help you, Ms. Evans?”
She flicked a look at me. “Leesa.”
I grabbed another mushy slider, but mostly so it would encourage her to do the same. “Leesa.”
“Like I said on the phone, it’s my daughter. She ran away. I need somebody to get her back for me.” I plucked an onion ring out of a box, then offered the rest to Evans. “Her name’s Ramona. Ramona Titus. Me and her father . . . Well, we wasn’t married, or anything. She’s fifteen. They say she’s been gone since last Thursday. That’s nine days she’s been out there by herself.”
I sat up straighter. “Who’s they?”
Leesa looked embarrassed. “She don’t live with me. The state took her five years ago. She’s been in the system since.” She eyed me sheepishly. “I got caught up in the drug life. That’s why they took her. They moved her all over, but this last time, she was staying in a good place, I thought, with a woman named Deloris Poole. Ramona seemed to be doing okay there, but it must not have been so good, if she ran away.”
“How long had she been with Poole?”
“About a year. I call her all the time, though. Poole gave her a phone and I called my baby to make sure she was all right, I sure did. Only the last time, I couldn’t get through to her. I got worried, so I went over there.” Her eyes fell to her lap. “I wasn’t supposed to. No contact’s what the judge ordered.”
“Ramona told you where she was living.”
Evans bristled. “I have a right to know where she’s at, don’t I?”
I fiddled absently with the empty slider box in front of me, giving Evans a moment to pull it back in. “Poole couldn’t have been happy to see you on her doorstep.”
Evans sneered. “She acted like I was something she stepped in. Told me straight off, Ramona had run away, like that’s all I needed to know about it. That I’d go away and leave it like that. I thought at first she was making it up because she didn’t want me seeing her, but it was true. She never even tried to call me to tell me she was gone. She should have. Ramona’s my child, not hers.”
I let a moment pass. “I agree. You should have been notified. Did Poole call the police?”
“She said they were looking for her, but I know how they look when it’s us they’re looking for.” Evans looked as though she wanted to spit in disgust. “Detective Hogan’s the one in charge,” she said. “She gave me his number.” Evans wrapped her arms around her body, glanced out the steamed-up window. “I don’t trust the police. I got good reason.” She turned back to me. “That’s why I need somebody working for me. Maybe I’m not much of a mother, but Ramona’s mine. I want to know what they’re doing to find her. I want her back so I can do better.” Evans swallowed hard, and her eyes began to fill. She brushed the tears away with the back of her hand. “I need her back with me.”
I sat watching her, ignoring the food on the table and the new activity behind us at the tables in the wee hours on a Saturday. It wasn’t my place to judge her. Whatever she’d been through, whatever failures led to Ramona being put in the system—it was inconsequential to the problem at hand.
“Before you tried calling and couldn’t reach Ramona, when was the last time you actually talked to her?”
Evans thought for a moment. “Maybe a week before that. We didn’t talk long. I asked about her schoolwork, she said she was doing fine. I told her how good I was doing, that I was making plans to bring her home with me.” Evans’s eyes held mine. They were weary eyes, frightened eyes, but I saw hope in them too. “I made a lot of promises. I let her down bad, but I’m going to do it this time. I know it.”
“How long have you been clean?”
Evans stared out the sweaty window again. “Ninety-seven days. If that means you won’t look for her, just . . .”
I stopped her. “That doesn’t mean that at all. Where are you staying?”
Evans exhaled. “Redemption House. It’s a—”
“Halfway house, sober living. I know it.”
“I’m on probation,” Evans said. “I did my time. Possession. I’m clean. I want my baby.”
I reached into my jacket pocket and pulled out a pen and small notepad, set the pad on the table. “Detective Hogan. You talk to him directly?”
“He and another detective came to see me. They said it was to tell me what all they’d been doing, but they just wanted to see if I had her. Like I took her. That’s how they do people.” She reached into her pocket and slipped a business card out and handed it to me. “Here’s his card. The other one with him was named something Italian. I can’t remember it. He didn’t say one word the whole time, just stared, like I wasn’t even a person.”
The cops had been reading her. It’s what they had been trained to do, to size people up, read their body language, listen for inflections in the voice, physical cues that someone was lying—excessive sweating, body tics, nervous leg movements, averted eyes, whether a person wet their lips too much or laughed too hard and at inappropriate times. It wasn’t personal; I’d done it just a few minutes ago at the door. It was just part of the training, but Leesa Evans didn’t want to hear that. She’d already formed her own opinion on it.
I read the card: DETECTIVE DAN HOGAN. I didn’t know him, but maybe I’d start with my ex-partner, Ben, and see if he did. I held the card between two fingers. “Mind if I take this?”
“Go ahead. When I tried calling to see if they’d found her, I got his machine. I left a message. He never bothered calling me back. I guess he didn’t feel he had to.”
I slid the card in between the pages of my pad, smiled at Evans. “I’ll follow up.”
She dipped a hand in one of her pockets, drew out a small wallet. “I don’t know how this is supposed to work, or how much you charge.... My job’s not much, but it’s steady.” Evans opened the wallet, drew out a small stack of bills, maybe a couple hundred dollars’ worth, and set it on the table between us. “I been saving up for an apartment for me and Ramona, and I’m real close. My time at Redemption is up soon, but right now, this is more important.”
I kept my eyes on her. A couple hundred was less than a day’s pay for the kind of work she needed done. I sat there for a moment and tried to figure out in my head whether I could absorb the financial hit, calculating quickly how many days I could afford to work for Evans for free. “Thanks. But first, has Ramona run away before?”
Evans paused a moment. “I don’t know. I wasn’t exactly in a place where . . .”
“That’s okay. Any idea where she might go?”
Evans shook her head solemnly, flicked a look at the money. “I can’t think straight right now. Is this enough?”
I gathered up the bills, folded them, and handed them back. “Hold on to this for the time being, how’s that?”
Evans’s eyes fired. She put the money back on the table. “I don’t imagine you work for free, do you? I sure as hell don’t. If this isn’t enough, then you tell me how much more, and I’ll figure it out. I’m no charity case. My money’s the same as anyone else’s.”
We stared at each other for a time, coming to a silent understanding. I picked up her money and slid it into my pocket. “I’ll prepare a standard contract before I start and have you sign it. I’ll give you a receipt for the money and send you an invoice for the rest when I’m done. If I need more, I’ll let you know how much, and then have you give me the go-ahead. That’s how it’s done.”
Evans sat back, her shoulders relaxed. “That sounds all right.”
I picked up my pen, prepared to take notes. “But right now, let’s go over everything again. Tell me as much as you can about Ramona.”
I followed up with Evans later that morning after I’d gone home for a few hours of sleep, showing up at Redemption House with a contract and a receipt for the two hundred she’d given me. That made things official. A half hour later, I was walking into Area Two headquarters to hopefully talk with Detectives Hogan and something Italian.
The place was hopping for a Saturday, even though it was just shy of 10:00 AM. Crime and stupidity never took a holiday. Someone on staff had made an effort to Christmas-up the place, maybe to take the sting out of being arrested? There were cheap felt stockings hung from the front desk, red and green tinsel everywhere, and red-and-white paper candy canes tacked to the walls, lopsided, as if thrown instead of carefully placed. Ho, ho, ho, you’re going to jail, but Merry Christmas, you low-life bastard. I stopped at the desk and explained to the sergeant what I was there for, offering ID and an honest face; then I stepped back and waited while she called back for Hogan.
While I waited to see if he would see me, I stood off to the side, watching what went on at the desk. There was some cop clowning, something about doughnuts for someone’s birthday. A PO named Green, apparently, had taken the last chocolate glaze and his coworkers had taken mock umbrage. I smiled, remembering my time in a squad, the ribbing, the camaraderie. There was a Green in every cop house, every office, every family. Greens always hit the doughnut box first and last, and they always took the last chocolate glaze.
A couple of civilians stood at the desk, too, opposing forces in a fender bender between a yellow cab and a Sebring, both vehicles parked at the curb out front. I glanced out the window at the scraped cars. Not much damage. The cabbie, an East Indian gentleman, had plenty of official-looking papers in his hands, but none of it appeared to be proof of insurance or a valid driver’s license. The driver of the Sebring glowered at him. The desk sergeant waited patiently for the man to pick through the papers, knowing already, or at least having a sense, that he wasn’t going to be able to produce what she needed. The cabbie was going to get dinged good.
A detective showed up at the desk, conferred with the sergeant, and then they both looked over at me. He was maybe in his late forties, white, dressed in blazer, white shirt, tie, his thinning sandy hair, receding at the hairline. He walked over to me, bringing a plume of sweet-smelling aftershave with him, his hard-soled shoes shined to a professional turn.
“Dan Hogan,” he said. “Cassandra Raines?” His eyes swept over me. He was sizing me up, figuring out what box to stick me in—ally, foe, crackpot, pain in the ass. I’d explained to the desk sergeant that I was here about the Ramona Titus case, so Hogan knew what I was here for already. The question was would he be willing to share information with me.
I held out a hand for him to shake, which he did, though he looked at it first, as though the shake was some kind of trick.
“Thanks for coming down,” I said. “I wonder if I could talk to you about Ramona Titus?”
“Sarge says you’re a PI?”
“That’s right.” I pulled a card and my PI license from my bag, handed them to him. He didn’t look impressed. “Anything you could share with me would be appreciated.”
He tucked my card into his shirt pocket, handed the license back. “We’re still working it. Who put you on the scent?”
This was a question I didn’t normally answer, but Hogan had information I needed, and I wasn’t going to get it playing tight-lipped. I smiled sweetly, the very picture of cooperation. “Her mother’s worried.” Hogan stared at me blankly. “If you could give me an update that I can pass along to her? Ease her mind.”
“The mother? She didn’t look to me like she had money to hire private.”
I took a moment, taking my turn to size Hogan up. Hadn’t looked like? “Oh? What did she look like?”
He ignored the question, wisely, and jabbed a thumb toward the front desk. “You told Sarge you used to be on the job?”
“Yep. The last bit working murder cases.” Hogan’s brows lifted. “Doesn’t look like you have the years. What’d you do, find Hoffa?”
“No, I worked my ass off.”
“One of those, hotshots, huh?” Hogan gave me a slight smile, then waved for me to follow him. “I’ll give you a few.”
His desk was littered with files, papers, cop debris. The room smelled of old sweat, scorched coffee, dust, and oiled holster leather, not wholly unpleasant, even a little nostalgic, given my history.
He sat behind his desk, gestured for me to take the seat facing him. “Ramona Titus.”
I pulled my chair in. “Any leads?”
Hogan leaned back, laced his hands across his middle. “Not yet. I’m going back out in a few minutes to cover more ground, but so far we’ve come up with zilch.”
“You and your partner?”
“I’m with Spinelli on this one, and everybody else around here’s pitching in. You know how it is. All hands on deck when a kid’s missing.” He looked at me for a long time. “Her mother doesn’t trust us, doesn’t think we’re working it, but we are. The kid’s run away before, she tell you that? By all accounts, Ramona’s real savvy, tough, and’s got no problem taking care of herself. That’s something.”
“She’s still fifteen,” I said.
Hogan stared at me, getting it, not getting it. “Yeah, I know. No one can figure out why she keeps taking off. The last time she came back on her own after a couple days.”
“Not so this time,” I said.
Again, the long look. “Right.”
“How’d you find out she was a chronic runaway?”
“The foster mother. Poole. She had the kid’s whole history. And, of course, I was able to pull up two past reports, but those only recorded the times they called it in.”
“Was there something that prompted her to run this time? Something happen at Poole’s?”
“Not that she knows. One day the kid was there, she says, the next day she didn’t come home from school. She had a little part-timer at a burger place in the neighborhood, too, but nobody there has seen her, either.”
“And you’re not looking at this as a possible abduction?”
“Nope. Kid planned it. Never even went to school the day she went missing. Poole checked. All her stuff was gone, right down to her toothbrush and socks. A real head-scratcher. Poole’s place was a good spot, too—nice neighborhood, safe home. It can be real hit or miss with a lot of foster places, some good, some horrible. I know, I used to be a foster kid. Some of the places they stuck me in . . .” Hogan whistled, rolled his eyes. “It’s a miracle I’m sitting here talking to you.”
“Did you choose missing persons?”
“I got assigned. Wasn’t till I was doing it for a while that I found I was good at it. Been doing it almost six years now. The kid cases are the worst, though, especially the system kids.” He sat up and opened his top drawer and drew a notepad out, flipped it open. “I got shoved out of the system at eighteen and went right into the army. It made a man out of me. Taught me to fend for myself. After I got out, I joined up here, met a nice girl, got married, had kids. American Dream.
“Ramona Titus has bounced around for years, one home after the other. From what we could find out, she’s a ghost everywhere she’s placed. Quiet. Barely leaves a mark.” He glanced up at me. “I knew kids like that, so broken by their circumstances, that they just shut down, stopped fighting it. Most of them don’t make it. Poole said she was working with Ramona, trying to draw her out.”
“Guess that didn’t work?”
Hogan frowned. “Like I said, most don’t make it.”
“Are there other kids in the house, anyone Ramona might have confided in?”
“When we got brought in, Ramona was the only kid there. Poole says another girl, Tonya Pierce, had just gone back to her family, maybe a week or so before Ramona took off. Not unusual. These kids come and go through some of these homes like shoppers through a turnstile. That’s the life, Raines—it either makes you or breaks you.”
“You talk to Tonya?”
Hogan shook his head. “Poole said they barely spoke two words to each other the whole time they roomed together. I’ve seen it. Don’t think we’d get much from her.”
I made a mental note to talk to Ramona’s former housemate. “Maybe the problem was at school, then?”
“Checked. Nothing. Not even a bully taking an interest. Ramona flew under the radar everywhere, like I said. Teachers liked her. She caught on quick to most things, they said. Had a real talent for numbers.”
“How about Poole? Anything off with her?”
“Like?”
“I don’t know. Anything?”
“She seems on the level. Likes kids, obviously. She’s been fostering for a while. No abuse reports on record. She called it right in when Ramona didn’t come home and seems real broken up now, with her out there somewhere. Nine days the kid’s been gone, but I’ll find her.”
“Do you have a photo of her?”
Hogan opened a folder, pulled out a school photo of a sweet-faced fifteen-year-old with big brown eyes and deep dimples. Ramona stared squarely at the camera, almost as if daring the photographer to take a single look, a single expression she didn’t want to give.
“Her mother said she had a cell phone.”
“We tried it. No pings. She likely ditched it.”
I thought about that for a moment. Most kids would rather cut off an arm before voluntarily separating from a mobile device. I looked over at Hogan, skepticism in the look.
“I told you she’s smart. It wouldn’t be hard for her to pick up another phone somewh. . .
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