Rosemarked

Book 1: A Rosemarked Novel

by Livia Blackburne

Genres: YA Action & Adventure; YA Romance; YA Historical Fantasy

Synopsis

A healer who cannot be healed....

When Zivah falls prey to the deadly rose plague, she knows it's only a matter of time before she fully succumbs. Now she's destined to live her last days in isolation, cut off from her people and unable to practice her art - until a threat to her village creates a need that only she can fill.

A soldier shattered by war....

Broken by torture at the hands of the Amparan Empire, Dineas thirsts for revenge against his captors. Now escaped and reunited with his tribe, he'll do anything to free them from Amparan rule - even if it means undertaking a plan that risks not only his life but his very self.

Thrust together on a high-stakes mission to spy on the capital, the two couldn't be more different: Zivah, deeply committed to her vow of healing, and Dineas, yearning for vengeance. But as they grow closer, they must find common ground to protect those they love. And amidst the constant fear of discovery, the two grapple with a mutual attraction that could break both of their carefully guarded hearts.

This smart, sweeping fantasy with a political edge and a slow-burning romance will capture fans of The Lumatere Chronicles and An Ember in the Ashes.

Release date: November 6, 2018

Publisher: Little, Brown Books for Young Readers

Print pages: 400

Sample

A bitter film of ziko root coats the inside of my mouth. I run my tongue over my palate to rub out the taste, though I know it won’t work. Nothing dislodges ziko bitterness—not water, not bread, nor goat’s milk. If I’d been planning ahead, I might have brought a mint leaf to chew, but I’ve had more important things on my mind.

The ziko pulp, which I’d sorted by smell and chewed mouthful by mouthful, now sits in a pot over a fire. It won’t be long until the whole mixture boils, and I wonder if I should take it off the fire now, just to be safe. The hotter the ziko gets, the stronger its protective properties—but only up to a point. A perfect potion is brought to boiling and immediately cooled, but letting it boil a few moments longer ruins it all. Perhaps I should be cautious today, when my future is at stake. Perhaps it’s better to present a passable effort than to aim for perfection and fail.

A bead of sweat rolls off my brow. As I wipe it away, I see my master, Kaylah, sitting between two other healers. If I’ve added a spoonful too much water or built my fire too high, missorted the roots or chewed my mouthfuls to the wrong degree, she will have seen it. Many times before, Kaylah has stopped me to gently correct my technique, but today she is an impartial judge like the others. The sight of her strengthens my resolve, and I dismiss my thoughts of playing it safe. Kaylah has taught me well, and I know I can do this.

The first bubble forms at the surface of my mixture and pops, sending droplets of potion hissing into the fire. Immediately, I grab some washcloths and lift the pot off the flames. Then I stir the contents briskly until the entire mixture is cool enough to drink, murmuring the ritual prayer: “Goddess, let your touch come through the craft of my hands. Let your breath come through mine to those you’ve placed in my care.”

I bow deeply toward the judges.

Doron, the head judge, rises to his feet and comes to stand in front of my fire. “Tell me what you have made, apprentice.”

“Ziko potion, to protect against the bite of the soulstealer snake.”

“And what does it protect?”

“The mind. It keeps the victim from losing his memory.”

“When may it be safely used?”

“The potion causes no harm unless used alongside valerian root, in which case it may cause the victim to fall into an unwakeable sleep. But the potion itself will only protect the mind if taken before the bite, or within a quarter hour after if the brew is extremely potent.”

Doron nods in approval, then turns his attention toward the pot. He stirs the ziko pulp, observing the way his spoon moves through the mixture. He dips his finger and licks it, his forehead creasing as he works the mixture with his tongue. For a moment, he frowns, and my heart skips a beat. Does it taste wrong? Did I wait too long to take it off the flames? No, I’m sure I’ve done everything correctly.

“Well done,” he says. “Perfectly done.”

I cannot suppress my smile, nor my deep sigh of relief. I glance behind Doron to see Kaylah’s eyes sparkling.

Doron clears his throat. “You have passed all the required tests to earn a healer’s sash. You may stop now and serve Dara as an herbalist, or you may take one more test to become a high healer, but that trial carries by far the greater risk. What will you choose?”

His words are ritualized, but my throat tightens nonetheless. For the briefest moment, I hesitate. If I back out now, I wouldn’t be the first apprentice to do so. But I’ve worked ten years for this.

I find my courage. “I will undergo the final test.”

“So be it.” Doron looks to the door, where a messy-haired apprentice stands at attention. “Bring in the cages.”

The boy bows and walks outside. When he returns, two other apprentices follow him. All three carry long bamboo poles—like fishing poles, except small cages dangle where the hook should be. The apprentices line up solemnly in front of Doron, taking care not to let the poles swing near themselves or any other person. A forked tongue flicks out between the bars of the middle cage. From the closest cage comes the barely detectable click of thin, hard legs on bamboo. A tingle goes up my spine. There’s a reason why these are called the cages of death.

Doron speaks loud enough for all to hear. “As a healer, you must walk ahead of your patients into death. The sources of our art are not always safe. Are you willing to brave the fangs of deadly creatures to harvest their venoms and bend them to your will? To take vehicles of death and transform them into agents of life?”

“I am, and I have prepared myself.” But there is no way to know if my preparation has been enough.

“Then may the Goddess judge your worthiness.”

Doron unhooks the first cage from its pole and pulls out a green serpent as thick as his finger and long as his forearm, with a violet square marking the top of its head. I tell myself I shouldn’t be fearful. I’ve tended snakes for years and injected myself with larger and larger doses of venom to prepare for this day. But that doesn’t quiet the knowledge that the purple-crowned serpent can fell a horse within a half hour. Any one of these creatures in front of me will kill a normal person in several heartbeats, and now I must survive three bites at once.

The test of the deadly venoms is more than just a test of my body. It is a test of dedication and discipline, an embodiment of the principle that one who safeguards the lives of others must first be able to heal herself. The venom injections I took to develop immunity were painful and sometimes made me sick, but if I wanted to become a full healer, I had to push through. I had to follow directions precisely so that I would neither kill myself with too much venom, nor cheat myself with too little. And I had to keep it up year after year alongside the rest of my studies.

The serpent slithers docilely up Doron’s arm. At the head judge’s low whistle, the snake anchors its tail on his wrist and raises its violet head, ready to strike. With his other hand, Doron draws my arm toward him. It’s all I can do not to pull away.

Doron’s whistle changes pitch. Pain flares in my arm as the snake embeds its teeth into my skin. For a long moment, I stare dumbly at the fangs locked onto my flesh, and then Doron grabs the creature’s head and carefully pries it off. Invisible flames spread down the length of my arm. Though I’ve worked hard to develop resistance against the venom, there is no way to protect against the pain.

Doron coolly examines the wound, peering into the punctures to make sure the venom has entered my bloodstream. I resent his clinical gaze, though I’m in too much pain to move. Finally, Doron nods in satisfaction and returns the snake to its cage. The first apprentice sneaks a worried look at my face before he leaves. He’s Zad’s apprentice—one year older than my seventeen, but he won’t take the trials until the usual age of twenty. In the few times we’ve met, we’ve had a friendly rivalry, but today I sense his wholehearted wish that I succeed.

The blackarmor scorpion comes next, with its paralyzing sting. Doron goads it with a stick, and soon enough, its tail plunges down next to the snakebite. As Doron inspects the wounds, the edges of my vision cloud and I sway on my feet. Doron directs a sharp gaze at me and commands me to sit. He helps me down with the steady hands of a seasoned healer, and I’m unable to reconcile his gentleness with the fact that he’s just goaded two deadly creatures to kill me.

After that comes the red-ringed spider. This one’s the worst, not because it’s any deadlier than the others, but because I’ve never completely rid myself of my fear of these creatures. My mother says a leaf spider bit me when I was very young, but I have no memory of it. I look away when Doron coaxes the creature onto my arm, and the bite is mercifully quick. Then the last apprentice leaves, and I am alone with the judges.

Fire from the three bites spreads through my chest, and the room itself fades in and out of view. Doron catches me as I list to the side. There’s a sleeping mat on the floor, and I wonder when they laid it out for me. Heat envelops my body. My vision clouds red, then black. Voices echo in my head, climbing like vines up the underside of my skull and threatening to burst me open. When I scream, Kaylah’s face appears in front of me, only to morph into the head of a snake. I’m suddenly thirsty, unbearably so, and I ask, then beg, for water. But no one comes to my aid.

Gradually, the sensations lose their strength and fade away. The torturous sounds collapse back into familiar voices, and the room stops wavering in front of me. The heat ebbs too, but not the all-consuming thirst. By the Goddess, I’d give up my healer’s sash for something to drink.

Footsteps shuffle up next to me. It pains me to turn my head, but when I see Kaylah holding a cup of water, I lunge for her. I don’t make it far, not even to sitting, but Kaylah catches me before I fall and holds the cup to my lips. It empties all too quickly. ­Kaylah sets it aside and wipes my face with a damp cloth.

“I’m proud of you, Zivah,” she says. “You are now the youngest high healer Dara has ever seen.”

Once it’s clear that I will survive, my judges aid the rest of my recovery. Now the healers who’d so relentlessly tested me all morning refocus their considerable experience toward nurturing me back to health. Doron mixes three drafts in quick succession—one to clear the remaining venom from my blood, another to help me regain my strength, and a third to rehydrate my parched body.

Zad, the third judge, applies a salve to my wounds. “You’ll have scars,” he says as he wraps the bandage with his long bony fingers. “But you want these scars. They are a mark of all you’ve worked for.”

And after he’s finished, Kaylah helps me out of my sweat-soaked clothes and wipes down my skin. When I feel human again, she takes me by the arm.

“Ready?” she asks.

I nod, and she opens the cottage door. It was dawn when I stepped into the cottage for examination, and now it’s late afternoon. Sunlight filters through the bamboo groves that surround our village, and the paths are mostly empty. Most of the people are still out on the crop terraces, finishing the spring planting.

“Zivah!”

I turn as my younger sister, Alia, throws her arms around my waist. “They told me you survived, but I had to see for myself.” She clutches me so tightly that the air rushes out of my lungs.

I laugh. “Are you trying to squeeze the remaining life out of me?”

My older sister, Leora, moves in for her own embrace. Her wise eyes shine. “Father and Mother had to return to the terraces. They will see you at the feast.”

Alia flings a thick black braid over her shoulder and grabs my arm. “And it is our job to prepare you.”

With that, she pulls me down the dirt path, giggling. The paths are uneven, curving with the slope of the valley. They are tricky to navigate on the best of days, and after this morning’s trial, it takes all my concentration not to fall on my face. Alia’s enthusiasm is infectious though, and I make a game effort as Leora makes more stately progress alongside.

We take a wandering hen by surprise as we careen around a bend. The poor bird squawks and flaps her wings, and Alia squeals in turn, windmilling her arms to keep from trampling the creature. Leora comes to the rescue, catching Alia’s waist from behind. For a moment, we are a wobbly tangle of arms and legs, and it’s only by some miracle that we don’t collapse altogether. Alia’s crying from laughter now, and I’m smiling as well. But Leora’s expression sobers suddenly, and I turn my head to follow her gaze.

A cluster of Amparan soldiers lounge by a stand of bamboo. One is a blond northerner. Another is a brown-skinned recruit from the southern territories, while others have the honey-colored complexion of the central empire. All of them, though, wear arrogance like mantles over their shoulders, and far too many look at my sisters and me in a way that makes me want to scrub their gazes off my skin. Leora squares her shoulders and deliberately resumes walking down the path. Alia and I follow her lead. After a few moments, the soldiers return their attention to their dice game.

When the Dara people surrendered peacefully to Amparan forces a generation ago, one of the stipulations, besides the yearly tithes, was that we would house battalions of soldiers that passed through our lands. One such group arrived five days ago. As always, our village leader split the battalion into groups to be hosted by each family. My mother, father, sisters, and I moved our cots to one side of our house so three foot soldiers could roll out their bedrolls on the other. It’s never pleasant, having the soldiers about. Feeding all these extra mouths stretches our supplies, and not all the soldiers follow the Imperial Army’s code of honor. Some have fingers that all too easily sweep valuables into their pockets, while others are aggressively friendly with the women. But the alternative is worse. The empire might be strict with those who surrender to them, but they are absolutely ruthless against those who resist. Those peoples have their homes burned to the ground, their people enslaved and shipped to the central empire. It’s the thought of these stories, carried back by those who travel beyond Dara’s borders, that makes me swallow the resentment in my chest as we walk by.

We’re quiet the rest of the way. Leora pauses just outside our bamboo cottage, and I know she’s wondering if the soldiers lodging with us are inside. But when she pushes the door open, the house is empty.

Leora smiles, regaining a bit of her cheer, and pulls me inside. “Come. You’ll be the most beautiful healer Dara has ever celebrated.”

They set to work immediately. Alia weaves colorful ribbons through my long black hair as Leora takes out my best silk dress, which she’s washed and pressed. Then Leora pulls out a red sash, and my breath catches. Healer’s sashes are usually plain red, the color of life, but this one has been embroidered with purple and green threads. Repeated along its length, subtle enough to avoid attention but clear enough to be seen, are images of the purple vel flower. It is said that the First Healer was taught the art of potions by the Goddess herself, and that the first lesson was vel tea for flu. Once the First Healer mastered the healing arts, the Goddess sent him forth to guard the curtain between life and death and ensure that none pass through before their time.

“Kaylah will present this to you at your ceremony,” Leora says. The embroidery is fine and even, clearly the work of Leora’s patient hands. For the second time today, my eyes prickle with tears. Soon my hair is pinned up, and my dress caresses my skin like a blessing. Leora smooths some berry juice onto my cheeks and lips, and then we’re back out the door.

We smell the roasting meat before we see the bonfire. A shout greets my arrival, and people crowd around me. My neighbor, whose belly swells large with her first child, embraces me and tells me she wants me to be present at her baby’s birth. Others follow in quick succession, taking my hand, offering their well-wishes. And then I see my mother and father waiting by the bonfire.

My mother’s face breaks into a smile when I reach her. She pulls me close and rubs my back as if to assure herself that I am in one piece. “You passed your trial.”

My father, his face lined by years on the crop terraces, clasps my shoulders. “My daughter, a full healer at seventeen. The ­Goddess smiles on our family.”

The ceremony itself is short. Head Healer Doron calls me forward and reads vows for me to repeat, the very ones that the Goddess gave to the first healer. I will use this sacred knowledge to heal and not to harm. I will brave the jaws of death to save those the Goddess has chosen. Then, with the village watching, my master Kaylah ties the sash around my waist.

The feast starts in earnest after that. Wine is poured, and after everyone has had their fill, some village boys pull out tambourines and pipes, and the dancing starts. I’d been worried about Amparan soldiers intruding on the festivities, but surprisingly few of them show up. It’s curious, since they must be able to smell the venison roasting, but I count it a blessing.

Much later that evening, I’m sitting at the edge of the festivities when Kaylah comes to join me. “Is the day catching up to you?” she asks.

Indeed, my limbs ache as I move over on the bench to make room for her. Kaylah sweeps her heavy black hair over her shoulder as she sits down.

“If I’d only been bitten by one creature this morning,” I say, “perhaps I’d still be dancing.”

Her eyes crinkle in her round face. “I’ve spoken to Doron and Zad. You’ll take over the care of my younger patients until you become more accustomed to managing things on your own.”

Doron and Zad will probably travel back to their own homes tomorrow. Though we call Dara a village, it’s actually a series of clusters up and down the valley. Doron, Zad, and their apprentices live a day’s travel away in different directions.

We sit side by side and watch the dancing. I’ve probably spent more time with Kaylah than anyone else, even my family. I was very young when my mother discovered I had an interest in healing. Like many women in our village, my mother sometimes foraged herbs for her own home remedies—vel for fever or a cold, sweetgrass for digestion, puzta flower for scrapes and bruises. I used to forgo playing with my sisters so I could tag along with my mother. I’d meticulously help her sort and clean the herbs, then set them out to dry.

In my seventh year, the Amparans waged a campaign near our home, and the perpetual presence of soldiers drained Dara’s food stores almost completely. I remember the never-ending gnawing at my stomach, my constant and growing obsession with food. Once I even sneaked out to spy on a group of Amparan soldiers as they ate, only to be dragged back by my terrified mother when she found me.

My mother developed severe pains in her abdomen that year, something more than common hunger. She tried to hide it from us, but I saw how she turned pale and clutched her belly, the drops of blood on her handkerchief. She didn’t go to the healer—they were busy serving the soldiers, and we didn’t have money to spare. That was the first time I remembered hating Ampara.

One night it occurred to me that if puzta helped scrapes and bruises, and sweetgrass helped digestion, the former added to sweetgrass tea might help whatever sores she had in her stomach. In hindsight, it might have turned out badly, and my mother only drank the brew I gave her because she was distracted at the time. But the pain was gone within a day. Once my mother realized what had happened, she took me to Kaylah. In the ten years since, Kaylah has taught me a healer’s skills—to sort herbs, milk snakes, mix poultices, and bind wounds. She’s also taught me to observe patients, to see beyond their symptoms for what truly ails them, and to have a healthy reverence for the Goddess’s work.

“Healer!” A harsh male voice cuts over the music.

I turn and jerk back when I see the Amparan commander Arxa cutting across the field. He’s an imposing man. Tall and well built, with sharp eyes and a hint of gray in his thick black hair. Several soldiers trail in his wake, silencing the few villagers around us with their glares.

Arxa’s eyes lock on Kaylah. “Healer, we need you. Now.”

Kaylah stands immediately, closing the distance between them before the commander can make any more of a scene. “What is it, Commander?” Tension rolls off the soldiers around us, and I can feel the growing unease of the witnesses surrounding me.

“Three of my men have fallen ill,” says Arxa.

Kaylah nods. “Lead the way.”

Commander Arxa leads Kaylah and his soldiers out of the square. I trail behind, and Kaylah motions me back. “Stay here, Zivah. Tonight is your night.”

But I ignore her, and she can’t afford the time to argue. I would be no friend at all if I let her go alone with these soldiers.

The commander stops in front of a house at the edge of the village and throws the door open to reveal three soldiers lying on the ground, their hair damp from sweat. One moans. Another turns his head from side to side as if searching the room for something. They don’t seem to notice us.

“How long have they been like this?” Kaylah asks. She steps closer, but Arxa puts out an arm to block her.

“Go no closer, Healer, until you see them more clearly.”

Kaylah pauses, puzzled, but then our eyes adjust to the darkness. Not much moonlight comes through the doors or windows, but enough to illuminate the soldiers in faint gray light. Kaylah sees it first, and her gasp rings in my ears. The soldiers’ arms are covered with large patches of discolored skin, patterned like the spots of piebald dogs or horses. The spots are bruise colored in the darkness, but if they were illuminated…

Kaylah draws a shaky breath. “I understand, Commander. I need light.”

Dread gathers in my gut as Arxa delivers the order and a soldier comes bearing an oil lamp. Kaylah carries it toward the sick soldiers, though she stops a good distance away. One cries out and throws a hand up over his eyes. Now, with the lamp, we can clearly see that the marks are large and bright red.

“Rose plague,” I whisper. Words that no healer ever wants to hear.

Next to me, Kaylah nods grimly. “These soldiers must be quarantined right away.”

Before she finishes speaking, another Amparan soldier runs up and salutes the commander. “Two others have developed a fever, and another seven are feeling unwell.”

Kaylah’s jaw sets, and her voice takes on an authority that rivals Arxa’s. “Round up your soldiers, Commander. They must all be checked.”

Arxa fixes his eyes on her for a moment, then gives a brisk nod. He steps out and addresses the soldier that just arrived. “Gather everyone. Line them up in front of this cottage.”

He steps through the doorway, and I follow behind him, my mind swirling from the news. Rose plague kills three out of four in a matter of days, and there is no cure. My skin crawls at the thought of those three feverish men inside the cottage. How many others have fallen ill? Who among the village has already contracted the disease from them? What would the empire do to us if Amparan soldiers died in our care?

Then the commander walks fully into the moonlight, and I let out an involuntary cry. It’s hard to see, but now that I know what I’m looking for…

“Commander,” I whisper. “Can you angle your arm toward the light?”

All heads turn first to me, and then to Arxa. The commander slowly angles his forearm to catch the moonlight. We all see the beginnings of skin markings. The Amparan soldiers turn to each other in horror, and everyone starts speaking at once.

“Order!” Arxa says, and the soldiers snap to attention, though their eyes are wide and their faces pale. There’s no fear in Arxa’s countenance as he looks down at his arm. The man’s just been handed a death sentence, yet he studies the marks on his skin as if they were simply battle diagrams or maps. Arxa drops his hand to his side and steps deliberately away from the others. He looks around, and when he’s made certain that everyone is paying attention, he speaks.

“I relinquish command of our battalion until my illness resolves,” he says. “See that authority moves correctly down the chain.”

Then he turns to Kaylah. “Healer, the lives of my men are in your hands. See that you do the empire proud.”

He doesn’t say the rest, but he doesn’t need to because we hear it as plainly as if he’d said it out loud. Do your best, and convince the empire that you spared no effort. Otherwise, your people will pay the price of your failure.

Amparan soldiers torture me in my dreams. They hold my head underwater until I writhe like a hooked fish, inhaling the foul liquid and coughing it back up. They beat me, whip me, hang me from the ceiling until I beg for mercy. I scream until my throat is hoarse, calling for anyone who might help—the gods of war and mercy, Warlord Gatha, my mother…

And this time, someone answers back. “Wake up.”

My eyes fly open. I expect to see the dark walls of my cell, to hear the screams of fellow prisoners and choke on the rank air. But instead I’m in a small, warmly lit room, and a woman wipes down my face. I grab her hand. She gasps, and I push her away and roll off the bed. The bedding tangles around my legs, and I realize I’m as naked as a newborn. Then the room spins around me. I pitch forward. The dirt floor is not as hard as the dungeon’s stone, but it’s still enough to make lights flash in front of my eyes.

As I groan into the ground, the woman shuffles to my side. “We won’t hurt you, boy.”

I roll over, my breath rasping through my throat as my eyes settle on her. She’s about my mother’s age, and only now do I notice her roughly spun clothes and the uneven walls of the room that holds me. “Where am I?” It doesn’t look like the dungeons. Maybe I’m still dreaming. Or maybe my captors have finally succeeded in driving me mad.

“An hour’s walk from Khaygal.”

I’m no longer in that accursed military outpost? Still, an hour doesn’t feel far enough. I grab the sheet from around my legs and pull it up to cover myself. My fingers shake.

“What’s your name?” the woman asks.

“Don’t ask his name.” A man comes up and puts a protective arm around the woman’s shoulders. “Don’t ask anything. The less we know about him, and he about us, the better.” He scowls down at me. “Behave yourself, boy. My wife might have pulled you out of the pile of bodies, but I’ll throw you right back out there if need be.”

Pile of bodies…I rub my aching temples and gradually, the memories return. The rose plague outbreak in the dungeons, the panicked guards…I remember coming down with fever, looking down to see red marks on my skin, lit by the dungeon’s flickering torchlight. And I remember feeling happy, because it meant they wouldn’t be able to hurt me anymore.

“You were dumped outside the fort, along with the rest of the diseased prisoners,” says the woman. “The sole umbertouched body in a pile of corpses.”

Only then do I see that the marks on my skin have turned dark brown, and I have a perverse urge to laugh. I just can’t die, though I’ve begged Zenagua, goddess of death, to take me countless times. Everyone knows the stages of rose plague. First comes the fever and the delirium. It kills most people up front, though a few manage a stay of execution. Their fever ebbs, and they regain their strength, but their rash stays red, which means they can still pass the disease to others. Those are the rosemarked, and they’re banished from society until the fever reclaims them a few years later.

Besides the rosemarked, there is one other group of survivors: the umbertouched, who beat the disease completely. Those lucky bastards have marks that turn brown. They also regain their strength, and they’re immune to the disease from there on forward. Seems I’ve now joined their nu. . .