Los Angeles talent manager Benita Hawkins has returned to tiny Trinity Falls, Ohio, to visit her elderly great aunt Helen--and hopefully convince her to move to assisted living. But that's not the only move Benita hopes to inspire. After years of hometown hookups with her childhood sweetheart, university band director Vaughn Brooks, Benita wants more: for Vaughn to move to L.A. and settle down with her. She even gets involved in his work, planning to lure him to the City of Angels. . .
Vaughn has loved Benita since high school, but he also loves Trinity Falls. Hoping to seduce her to stay, he asks Benita to help out with the local production of his original musical. But when Benita takes her role too far, she may have blown both their dreams--unless she can prove to Vaughn that they want the same things out of life after all. . .
Release date:
September 1, 2015
Publisher:
Kensington Books
Print pages:
352
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“How long will you be in town?” Dr. Vaughn Brooks’s deep bedroom voice lifted Benita Hawkins from that place halfway between sleep and wakefulness.
She shifted under the sheets of Vaughn’s king-sized bed and spooned into his warm naked body. “About one month. Aunt Helen said her former colleagues planned to make the announcement about the endowed chemistry chair they’re naming in her honor either at the end of April or the beginning of May.”
Doctor Helen Gaston—Ms. Helen to the residents of Trinity Falls, Aunt Helen to Benita—was a retired chemistry professor. She used to teach at Trinity Falls University. The endowed chair was a gift to the university from one of her former students.
“A month?” The Trinity Falls University music professor played her body like a virtuoso. His large, hot hand left a trail of electricity from her waist, over her hip, stopping at her thigh. His sleepy drawl played a sexy melody with her stomach muscles. “That’s about thirty times longer than your usual visits.” His hand moved again, back up her thigh, along her hip, past her waist to cup her breast.
Benita pressed into his hold. Her nipple pebbled. “I have a job back in Los Angeles, remember?”
“You work for yourself.” Vaughn molded her breast in the palm of his hand. He whispered into her ear. “You can afford to be away longer than an overnight trip.”
Benita swallowed a groan as Vaughn’s caresses reawakened her recently sated passion. “Overnight trips? Stop exaggerating.”
Vaughn’s hair-roughened chest moved against her back. “I’m not. When you came home for the Trinity Falls Sesquicentennial Celebration, you arrived Friday night and left Saturday.”
Benita rolled over to face him. His left arm embraced her loosely. His erection flexed against her stomach. She rested her right hand on his bare broad shoulder and stared into his cocoa eyes. Her gaze roamed his beloved nutmeg features: well-shaped, clean-shaven head, high cheekbones, strong nose, full lips, and wicked goatee.
“As much as I’d like to spend a month with you every time I come back to Trinity Falls, I can’t usually be away from work that long.”
Vaughn sighed. “Benny, you have your own business. You’re an entertainment lawyer and business manager. You can work from anywhere. You can work from here.”
Familiar arguments. They’d been having them since Benita moved to L.A. three years ago. Why wouldn’t he understand her need for more than Trinity Falls? “When my clients are in the middle of contract negotiations and business dealings, they don’t want to wait a week, much less a month for me to weigh in on their contract offers.”
“That’s why you have e-mails, cell phones, and faxes. You don’t have to be in Los Angeles to negotiate for your clients.”
“I’ve made a life for myself in L.A.” She searched his almond-shaped eyes. Would he ever accept her need to spread her wings? “Since we were in high school, you knew I’d eventually leave Trinity Falls.”
“Yes. You and Ean had that in common in high school. But Ean eventually came to his senses. He moved back two years ago.” Vaughn rolled onto his back. Suddenly, the mood was gone.
Benita lay on her back as well. The late afternoon sun penetrated Vaughn’s cream venetian blinds to illuminate his dark wood bedroom furnishings. “I guess it depends on your point of view. From my perspective, Ean lost his mind.”
“No, he lost his father.” Vaughn’s retort was muted. “That’s when he realized the rat race wasn’t for him.”
Ean Fever had been a year behind Vaughn and Benita at Heritage High School. Like Benita, Ean had earned a law degree. He’d made partner with a prestigious firm in New York City, the culmination of his childhood dream. Then his father had died of cancer. That’s when Ean had thrown away the life he’d worked so hard for in New York. He’d returned to Trinity Falls and opened a little law practice in the town center. Nuts.
“Ean probably just needed a break.” Benita had known Ean’s father. Paul Fever’s death had been a great loss for the community. She could only imagine how devastating it had been for the Fever family. “He didn’t have to move back to Trinity Falls.”
“You sound like your parents. What happened to the college student who spent her Christmas breaks and most of her summer vacations in Trinity Falls?”
Vaughn was right. Benita’s parents had been very vocal about hating Trinity Falls. They’d had their reasons: nothing to do, nowhere to go, nothing to see, no one to talk to. As soon as she’d graduated from college, her parents had moved to Alexandria, Virginia. Benita had followed them before moving on to L.A. It was probably natural that she’d adopt at least some of their attitudes. But unlike her parents, she didn’t hate her hometown. She just wanted more.
Benita turned her head on the fluffy pillow and studied Vaughn’s profile. The softness of youth had hardened into the strong, determined lines of adulthood, complete with an attractive goatee. In high school, she’d been crazy about the boy. As a woman, she could easily fall in love with the man. Maybe she already had. But how foolish would that be if she wanted to build a life in L.A. while he stubbornly remained in Trinity Falls?
“If you really want to spend more time with me, you could move to L.A.” Benita offered him a hopeful smile. But she may as well have saved herself the effort. They’d played this verbal game before.
Here we go again. The thought flickered across Vaughn’s mind. His sigh was long and deep. Why did they keep rehashing this debate? “Trinity Falls is my home.”
“We could be happy in L.A.”
“You mean you could be happier if someone you knew was with you.” Vaughn searched Benita’s hazel brown eyes, noting the midnight ring around the irises. “There’s a town full of people you know and who know you right here. You’ve given Los Angeles three years, Benny. If you’re not happy there, it’s time to come home.”
Benita’s eyes widened. “What makes you think I’m not happy in L.A.?”
“I’ve visited you six times. You’re a different person when you’re in Los Angeles. You’re stressed and distracted.”
She frowned. “I thought you enjoyed visiting me.”
Vaughn shook his head against the pillow. “I want to be with you. But when we’re in Los Angeles, you’re mentally somewhere else. You’re checking e-mails, texting, or answering a hundred calls a day. And when we’re out, you’re less interested in us than in who might see us.”
Benita seemed to become more tense with every accusation Vaughn aimed at her. “I didn’t know you felt this way.”
Vaughn lifted her chin. He held her troubled gaze. “Didn’t you?”
“If you want to get to the top, you have to be willing to put in the time. And I want to get to the top.”
As an answer, that didn’t tell him anything. “What are you willing to sacrifice to get there?”
“Why do I have to sacrifice anything?”
Vaughn climbed from the bed. The chill in his bedroom prompted him to reclaim his jeans from the thick navy carpeting. He pulled them on before turning back to Benita. She walked toward him, bold, beautiful, and completely naked. At five feet, five inches in height, Benita was a small woman. But she had long, toned limbs. Her body was slender. Her breasts were full, the nipples pouting toward him. Her hips were round and swayed in a mesmerizing rhythm. When she bent forward to collect her blue jeans and matching purple underwear, she wiped Vaughn’s mind clean.
She straightened, meeting his gaze with wary hazel eyes that still captivated him after eighteen years. Her dark brown hair was tousled in waves around her heart-stoppingly beautiful face. Had she somehow cast a spell on him? Was that the reason he’d put his life on hold these past three years as he waited—praying—for her to return to Trinity Falls?
Vaughn watched her slip on her underwear and fasten her bra. He didn’t want to start this next conversation. He’d rather fly to the moon, dive to the bottom of the ocean, or grade finals and projects. But she didn’t leave him a choice. “We can’t go on this way, Benny.” Vaughn’s voice was gruff with reluctance.
“What do you mean?” Benita hesitated in the act of pulling on her form-fitting jeans.
Vaughn struggled to get the words out. “Our relationship isn’t working for me. I’m almost forty—”
“You’re only thirty-five.”
“Which is almost forty. I want to get married, buy a house, raise a family.”
“I want the same things.” Benita fastened her jeans, then bent to reclaim her orange lightweight sweater.
“But you don’t want them here.”
“Trinity Falls isn’t enough for me.” Benita pulled on her sweater. “You know I’ve always wanted more.”
Her words hurt even more than he’d thought they would. They turned his world on its behind, making it seem as though the ground beneath his wall-to-wall navy carpeting shifted. “Then I’m not enough for you.”
Benita’s lips parted in surprise. “That’s not true.”
“Then come home and build a life with me.”
“Why are you so resistant to moving to L.A.? You could do so much more with your music there: teach, produce, write, perform. Or all of those things.”
“I can do all those things here.”
“In Trinity Falls?” Benita sounded skeptical. “L.A.’s concert venues hold more people than this town’s entire population.”
“I won’t argue that Los Angeles has more of everything: people, theaters, traffic, smog, crime, earthquakes—”
“So it’s not the Garden of Eden.” Benita held up her right hand, palm outward. She was like a very small, somewhat irritated traffic officer. “Still you can do so much more there. You could be so much more there.”
“I can do and be everything I want right here at home.” Vaughn pulled on his dark gray jersey.
“That’s always been your problem.” Frustration leaked into Benita’s words. “You’ve always been willing to settle. You’ve never had any dreams or aspirations.”
“I have dreams, Benny.” Vaughn reined in his temper. “But I’ve put them on hold for you.”
“I never asked you to do that.”
“I’ve been waiting for you to return to your senses and come home.”
“And I’ve been waiting for you to join me in L.A.”
They’d reached the impasse. He’d been expecting it, but still he wished they could have avoided it. Vaughn locked his legs, hoping the act would prevent him from dropping to his knees and begging her to reconsider. Otherwise, he’d have to make a tough decision of his own. “I don’t want a long-distance relationship. I need to move on with my life here in Trinity Falls.”
It was a stretch to call what they had a relationship. It was more like periodic hookups during Benita’s quick visits home or the few times he’d gone to Los Angeles. But even as Vaughn spoke the words, something was drawing him to Benita like a magic spell.
“Why won’t you give L.A. a chance?” The tears pooling in her eyes tore at his heart.
“Los Angeles is changing you. You’re not the woman I know when you’re there.” She wasn’t the caring, considerate woman he’d fallen in love with when they were teenagers, the woman he’d fallen in love with all over again as adults.
“So this is it?” She lifted her chin.
“I’m sorry, Benny.” He strode from the room, giving her time alone to finish dressing. Giving himself time alone to deal with his breaking heart.
Early Monday morning, Vaughn thought himself alone in Trinity Falls University’s auditorium. He sat on the faux black leather cushioned bench before the university’s eighteen-year-old Steinway baby grand piano. His fingers danced over its ivory keys, running up and down the chords, calling forth an evocative ballad. A love song, one of his original pieces, swelled from the notes and sketched images on his mind: Benita, laughing, loving, breaking his heart. He drove the piece past its crescendo, then allowed the music to fade and, finally, to end.
The applause startled him.
Vaughn’s eyes shot open. His gaze swung around the room until he spotted Dr. Peyton Harris, standing in the second row.
“Encore!” The petite history professor stopped clapping and maneuvered her way onto the auditorium’s aisle. She approached him, her caramel eyes twinkling in her honey-and-chocolate-cream, heart-shaped face. “Is this Untitled Opus Number Six or does this one have a name?”
Vaughn smiled at his friend’s reference to the last time she’d found him at the piano. He checked his watch. It was almost half past seven in the morning. His first class wasn’t until nine. Peyton’s must be earlier.
“‘Forever Love.’” He couldn’t stop tinkering with it.
Peyton stopped beside the piano. Her curly bright brown hair bounced just above her shoulders. “That’s intriguing.”
“Thank you.” Vaughn rose from the bench. He escorted Peyton from the auditorium.
It was a large room in Butler Hall, the university’s administrative building and one of the oldest buildings on campus. It was named after the university’s founder, Clara Butler. The auditorium’s three sections of approximately six hundred mahogany chairs were bolted in place. The red cement floor gave the impression of carpeting climbing subtly toward the doors. Long, narrow gothic windows were carved into the walls just below the high ceiling, giving the auditorium a cathedral-like appearance. In front of the room, a concert pit stretched between the audience and the mahogany stage.
He could feel the history that filled the sweeping space: plays and concerts that had taken place during the almost century and a half since the auditorium’s debut, actors and musicians who’d performed, audiences that had been entertained and inspired.
“How are your plans for your musical progressing?” Peyton’s question pushed the ghosts of performances past back into the corners of his mind.
“I appreciate your not-so-subtle encouragement.” Vaughn smiled at the university’s newest faculty member.
Peyton had arrived in Trinity Falls in July via New York City. She was now dating Darius Knight, one of Vaughn’s childhood friends and the town newspaper’s managing editor. The journalist was a lucky man.
“That’s not an answer.” Peyton gave him a chastising look.
“I’m ready to start production.” He forced the words past the uncertainty weaving doubts in his mind.
“You don’t sound ready. What’s holding you back?”
Vaughn paused in the hallway just outside the auditorium. Benita’s refusal to return to Trinity Falls still hurt. “I’m not sure I can do this alone.”
Peyton stopped beside him. “Producing a musical is a lot of work. I’m sure you’ll need help.”
Vaughn hesitated. “Would you have time to help me?”
“Me?” Peyton’s winged eyebrows flew toward her hairline.
“I know it’s a lot to ask. I’ll understand if you’re busy.”
“I want to help”—Peyton spread her arms—“but I don’t know anything about producing a play.”
“You did a great job cochairing the fund-raising committee for the Guiding Light Community Center last winter.”
Peyton dropped her arms. “Fund-raising is a lot different from the theater. I can throw a party. But you need someone who knows what’s involved in producing a performance.”
Once again, Benita invaded Vaughn’s mind. In high school, they’d been members of their drama club. Now she worked in the entertainment industry. She had years of experience with performances: contracts, budgets, schedules, logistics. But he shut down that road before he traveled too many miles. He had to let go of Benita. She’d made him realize that two days ago.
“I’ll try it alone first. Maybe I can handle it.” Vaughn began walking in the direction of Peyton’s office near the end of the hallway.
“Isn’t there someone in Trinity Falls who’s been involved with plays?”
“We don’t have a community theater.”
The building was just coming awake with other faculty members preparing for early morning classes. Vaughn gave a nod of greeting to housekeeping staff as he escorted Peyton down the hall. It was the last full week of March. Midterms were behind them. Spring break was around the corner. The air was brittle with tension as the school year rocketed toward finals week.
“I don’t think it’s a good idea for you to produce this play on your own.” Peyton sounded worried. “Why don’t you make a list of the things that need to be done, then give us assignments so we can help you?”
The “us” Peyton referred to were their mutual friends, most of whom had known each other since childhood. They were each other’s Constant Cavalry. If ever one of them was in a bind, all he or she had to do was call. “If I get overwhelmed, I’ll consider that.”
Peyton stopped, prompting Vaughn to halt beside her. “There’s no ‘if’ about it. You’re going to need help. It took a lot of courage to get to this point. I don’t want you to become discouraged and give up on your dream. You’ve worked too hard.”
Peyton spoke with the passion of someone who knew what it was like to gather one’s courage for a leap of faith. She’d taken a similar leap when she’d left her familiar life in New York City to start over in Trinity Falls, Ohio.
Vaughn smiled. “I promise that, if I need help, I’ll ask.”
“All right.” Peyton gave him a dubious look. “But I’m going to stay on you about this.”
“Fair enough.”
But Peyton wouldn’t need to. This musical wasn’t his only goal. Vaughn was hitting the Play button on his life and putting himself back on the market. If Benita wasn’t going to be part of his future, he’d find someone who was interested.
“Are you going to spend your entire visit moping around my home?” Ms. Helen spoke with her back to Benita Monday afternoon.
Benita frowned from the threshold of her great-aunt’s kitchen. She wasn’t moping around. Am I?
She took in the small, neat figure of the elderly woman standing in front of the kitchen sink. Her great-aunt Helen filled her kettle with water before moving on to her stove. She wore an oversized vivid floral-patterned blouse over sage green yoga pants. Pink ballet slippers protected her dainty feet.
“I’m going to mope around Harmony Cabins tomorrow.” Benita lowered herself onto a seat at the kitchen table. “I want to check on Audra. I’ll probably shift my moping to Books and Bakery Wednesday.”
“At least you have a plan.” Ms. Helen fired up the burner under the kettle, then faced Benita. “I hope you snap out of it before we meet with Foster on Friday. If he sees you looking so sulky, he’ll think I’m not feeding you.”
Benita smiled at the idea. “Aunt Helen, I don’t think anyone would think I’m missing meals.”
“What’s wrong?” Her great-aunt’s thin, arched eyebrows knitted with concern. She joined Benita at the table. “Did you and Vaughn argue?”
“Vaughn?” Benita kept her expression blank.
“You remember Vaughn.” Ms. Helen spoke with the patience of a nurse, comforting an amnesiac. “He’s the nice young man you dated in high school. He teaches music at the university now. You have sex with him at least once every time you return to Trinity Falls.”
Shock wiped Benita’s mind clean. “You know about that?”
“This is Trinity Falls.” Ms. Helen rose from her seat at the table and crossed to the cabinet beside her stove. “Did you really think no one would notice?”
“People are talking about us?”
“I don’t know about all that.” Her great-aunt took three mugs from her cupboard and set them on the counter. “Probably, although there are plenty of other things to talk about in this town.”
“Oh. My. God.” Benita’s gaze swept the kitchen without seeing the bright green walls and ivory cabinets that made the room seem spacious and cheery. “Why didn’t Vaughn tell me?”
“I wouldn’t have.” Ms. Helen selected tea bags from a separate cupboard and placed one in each mug.
“Why not?” Benita’s gaze lifted to the back of Ms. Helen’s head. Her great-aunt had pinned her snow white hair into a neat, thick chignon.
“What does it matter if people are talking about you? Your visits are so brief. You’re not usually here long enough to hear the gossip.”
Ms. Helen checked the clock on the wall across the kitchen. Benita followed her gaze. It was a couple of minutes before noon. She puzzled at her great-aunt’s actions. Why was she preparing three mugs of tea when there were only two of them in her house? Was she right to be concerned about the older woman’s health and her ability to continue living on her own?
Benita started to ask about the third mug of tea when the kettle came to a boil. Ms. Helen turned off the burner just as the front doorbell rang.
“I’ll get it.” Ms. Helen gave Benita a critical look. “Try to look pleasant, dear. We don’t want our company to think I’ve been beating you.”
“Yes, Aunt Helen.” Benita stood to trail her relative to the foyer. Ms. Helen’s soft laughter floated back to her. Benita shook her head at her relative’s twisted sense of humor.
Ms. Helen stood on her toes to check her peephole before releasing her locks. She stepped back, pulling the front door wide. “Alonzo, how nice of you to stop by.”
“It’s good to see you, Ms. Helen.” Their guest’s warm baritone rumbled across the threshold before he entered the foyer. Ms. Helen closed and locked the door behind him.
Sheriff Alonzo Lopez was old enough to be Benita’s father, but that didn’t detract one bit of her appreciation for his exotic good looks. He removed his brown campaign hat, revealing his still-dark, wavy hair. His tall, lean, broad-shouldered frame was impressive in his sheriff’s uniform: brown shirt, black tie, and green gabardine pants. Or maybe it was his build that made the uniform look impressive.
His dark, coffee-colored eyes smiled at her. “Welcome home, Benita. How are you?”
“Fine, thank you, Sheriff. And you?”
“I can’t complain.” The understatement of the year, considering the happiness and well-being Benita felt radiating from him in waves.
“No, you can’t, considering you’re marrying one of the most wonderful people in Trinity Falls. Congratulations.” Benita watched with delight as Alonzo’s smile spread into a grin. She felt a twinge of envy.
According to her great-aunt, Alonzo had been in love with Doreen Fever—now the mayor of Trinity Falls as well as manager of the café at Books & Bakery—since they . . .
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