Midnight Thirsts: Erotic Tales Of The Vampire

by Timothy Ridge, Michael Thomas Ford, Sean Wolfe, Greg Herren

Genres: Anthologies; LGBT Gay

Synopsis

Hungry. Ruthless. Irresistibly erotic. Succumb to desire as dark and mysterious as the men featured in these four tales of sensual--and deliciously sinister--passion. . . Midnight Thirsts The Nightwatchers, by Greg Herren Aspiring actor Phillip Rutledge is looking only for a role in a local theater production when he finds something much more tempting in the arms of mysterious Kevin Lockhart. Yet what Kevin craves may be more than Phillip is willing to offer as he learns that one more night in the sensuous stranger's embrace may be his last. . . Carnival, by Michael Thomas Ford As chief mechanic for a traveling show, Joe Flanagan has found the perfect place to hide what has always set him apart--his desire for other men. But when a new attraction is added to the carnival, presided over by the seductive Mr. Star, Joe finds himself a player in a dangerous game that promises a kind of pleasure he's only dreamed of. . . The Vampire Stone, by Timothy Ridge Antiques dealer Roland Weir is thrilled with the chance to sell a valuable, ornately carved box dating back to the 1700s--but he's even more intrigued by the man who offers it, and the strange caveat that accompanies the object. Suddenly, the life Roland has known hangs in the balance as the necklace inside the box reveals the promise of unearthly power--and untold bliss. Vampire, Inc., by Sean Wolfe A typical boys' night out becomes an odyssey of pleasure when Chance Foster meets Christiano Montez, a newcomer to Denver. Startled to discover that the charismatic, otherworldly young man is a vampire, Chance is still willing to risk everything to hold onto his sensual new lover--even in the face of a rival vampire's deadly blood lust. . . Indulge in the forbidden pleasures of the vampire in this collection of lushly erotic stories that will make your blood run hot. . .

Release date: September 1, 2004

Publisher: Kensington Books

Print pages: 333

Sample

Go home, old man, Rachel thought, tapping her black fingernails on the counter.

It was a quarter till nine, fifteen minutes before she could lock the doors. Everything was clean, and the cash register was already counted down. All she really had left to do was dump the remains of the day’s coffee down the sink, lock the cash drawer in the safe, and turn everything off. She’d be gone by ten minutes after at the latest.

She glanced out the big windows fronting the coffee shop. The streetlight just outside cast a yellowish glow in the thick mist pressing against the glass. She shivered and looked back at the old man. He was sitting at one of the tables in the far corner, with the same cup of coffee he’d ordered when he came in around seven thirty. He hadn’t touched it. It was still as full as when she’d filled the cup, only no steam was coming off the black surface now. He didn’t seem to be watching for anyone, or waiting. He never glanced at his watch, which she’d spotted as a platinum Tag Heuer, nor did he ever look out the window. Every once in a while he would look up from his newspaper and catch her staring. He’d smile and nod, then go back to his reading.

Apparently, he was determined to read every word.

She stood up, bending backward so her back cracked. The night had been really slow. The Jazz Café, even on weeknights, usually was good for at least thirty to forty dollars in tips. Tonight, when she’d counted out the tip jar, it yielded less than seven dollars. Just enough to get her a pack of cigarettes and a twenty-ounce Diet Coke at Quartermaster Deli on her way back to her apartment. It wasn’t, she thought, wiping down the counter yet again, even worth coming in for.

Usually on this kind of night, cold and damp and wet, Rachel was kept hopping with orders for triple lattes. The tables would be full of people who would come in shivering, bundled up against the cold wetness in the air, which seemed to penetrate even the thickest coat. They’d hold their steaming cups of coffee with both reddened hands, talking and laughing. Some would be doing their homework on laptops.

She liked busy nights, when the orders kept coming and the tip jar filled. Then, the time seemed to fly by, her closing shift passing in the blink of an eye. She hated the slow nights, when every passing minute seemed to take an eternity. She glanced back at the clock on the wall, then back at the old man. If you would just leave, she thought, I could go ahead and close early.

He’s kind of good-looking, she thought as she sipped her tepid cup of green tea, for an older guy.

At that moment he looked up, and their eyes met. His were blue, a deep blue with some green in it. Once again, he nodded his head to her and smiled, but this time he didn’t go back to his newspaper. He held her eyes.

Not to worry, my child. I’ll be gone soon enough.

She turned away, shaking her head, the hair on the back of her head standing up. She felt a little nauseated. All she’d eaten was a bagel with cream cheese. The damned tips, she thought. She’d hoped to get enough money tonight to get something to eat after work. That wasn’t an option now.

That’s it, she decided. Her blood sugar was low.

He couldn’t have read her mind; he couldn’t have talked to her without speaking. That was crazy; that kind of thing didn’t happen in real life. No, her imagination was working overtime because she was bored and her blood sugar was low.

She turned back to the counter. He was standing there. He was smiling at her. He was handsome—she amended her earlier thought. There was something kind in his smile, and his pinkish-white face was free of lines. He might not be as old as she’d thought, despite his thick white hair, which hung past his ears. His clothes were immaculately pressed and looked expensive. There was a big sapphire ring on his right hand.

“I didn’t mean to startle you.” He inclined his head slightly to her. “My apologies.”

British, she thought, or maybe Australian.

“It’s all right.” She forced an awkward smile, the kind she usually used on difficult customers who didn’t seem to know what they wanted or changed their mind when she was halfway through making their drink.

“Trust your instincts.” He bowed his head, then turned and walked out the front door.

She watched him for a moment, hugging herself tightly, until he disappeared into the fog outside.

“Get a grip, girl,” she said aloud, walking faster than necessary to the door to turn the lock and drop the blinds. She stopped at his table to pick up his coffee cup.

Beside it sat a hundred-dollar bill and a small cream-colored business card.

She stared at the money, then reached for the card.

“Nigel Witherspoon, Nightwatcher.” She turned it over. Written on the back, in a spidery hand in red ink, were the words “Your friend is in danger. Trust your instincts.”

She slipped the card into her pocket. Crazy old man, she thought, picking up the hundred-dollar bill and smiling at it.

Looked like she could have that cheeseburger after all.

For a moment she thought she smelled roses, then shook her head and went back to closing up the shop.

 

Philip Rutledge turned up the collar of his black leather jacket as he stepped outside his apartment building on Ursulines Street.

It’s like stepping back in time, he thought as he stood looking up and down the street. The mist hid the telephone lines hanging overhead. The lanterns on the fronts of houses, glowing through the whiteness, could have been gaslit. A horse-drawn carriage rode by, empty except for the driver, and in the silence all he could hear was the clomping of horseshoes against the pavement. To his right, he could hear the clicking of boot heels against the sidewalk, but even squinting he couldn’t see who was making the sound, until he suddenly appeared, the mist seeming to part. The man was in full nineteenth-century attire, from the top hat to the cane, to the boots, to the cloak flying behind him. The man nodded at Philip as he went past, a slight smile on his face. Philip stood there and watched the man continue on his way up the street.

The man disappeared into the mist at the corner. Philip grinned to himself. Maybe he’s a ghost, he thought, reaching for a cigarette as he carefully made his way down the five concrete steps from his building’s front door. He stood there for just a moment, staring into the mist where the man had disappeared, lighting the cigarette and walking down to the corner at Burgundy. The man was gone, vanished as if he’d never been there at all. Definitely a ghost, he thought. Everyone knew the French Quarter was full of ghosts, and on a night like this it was even easier to believe. He ran a hand through his thick, dark blond hair, which was cut short on the sides and long on the top. His hair was already damp from the mist. Condensation was forming on his jacket. The night air was still; there was no breeze; there was no sound anywhere.

I love New Orleans in the mist, he reflected as he started walking up Burgundy Street. He loved the timelessness, this feeling that he was walking in a different era. The spell of the mist could last for a while. The streets were deserted—no tourists anywhere, no one out walking their dogs. It was easy to imagine the women in their hoopskirts just inside the walls of the old houses lining the sidewalks, sipping wine out of crystal and laughing at the jokes of the men as they ate by candlelight. Every house’s shutters were closed and latched against the night.

As he approached the corner of Burgundy and St. Ann, he heard footsteps echoing behind him.

A chill went up his body. He stopped walking, standing there, his head cocked to one side, listening.

Nothing. There was nothing to hear except the distant sound of cars driving down Rampart Street, a block away.

Stop scaring yourself, he thought, dropping his cigarette and grinding it out beneath his boot. It’s just a weird night, that’s all; stop letting your imagination run away with you. You’ll never be able to get hard if you keep this up.

He lit another cigarette, turning and looking behind. He couldn’t see more than a few feet; it was pointless. But again, his senses seemed to trigger something, a feeling that something was back there, watching, waiting…He peered through the mist, squinting, straining his eyes. Nothing.

He took a drag on his cigarette and started walking again. Just nerves, that’s all it was, the mist so thick and damp and, well, cloying. He inhaled and blew the smoke out through his nose. He passed under a streetlamp and stopped there for a moment. He cocked his head, straining to hear. He could have sworn…

There! A cautious footstep, then silence.

His heart began to beat faster.

Maybe it’s just someone walking their dog, he thought, looking back down Burgundy Street. But then, why don’t I hear the dog?

He started walking again, trying to keep the sound of his own steps as silent as possible. Surely, he reasoned, no one was going to be out trying to mug people tonight.

The French Quarter wasn’t completely safe. Once away from the neon and crowds of Bourbon Street, in the silent darkness of the lower Quarter, muggers plied their trade, pulling knives or guns or simply jumping the unsuspecting solo pedestrian after night fell. Attention must be paid to surroundings, awareness at its peak for safety. Philip had never been mugged, but he rarely came staggering home drunk in the wee hours of the morning alone.

There. Another step, then another stealthy one followed.

He fought to keep his breathing under control. Just because there was someone back there didn’t mean he was going to be mugged.

St. Ann was only a half block away. There would be people around; the Rawhide Bar was there on the corner. Safety.

He started walking just a little faster, trying not to break into a run.

The steps behind kept pace.

His breathing started coming quicker, beads of sweat forming at his brow line. There was dampness under his arms. He tossed the cigarette away into the street.

A car went by, its headlights glowing against the white blanket, illuminating shapes and forms. He stopped and looked back as the lights swept along the sidewalk, until the glowing red taillights vanished.

There was no one there.

He took several deep breaths and started laughing as his heart rate slowed.

Idiot. He grinned, heading for the corner. You just heard your own footsteps echo; that’s all it was.

He flagged down a United cab at the corner, which was a lucky break. He was running a little late. On his way out, his phone had rung. Once he heard his mother’s voice on the other end, he regretted not letting his machine answer. It was the same conversation it always was: “When are you going to get a real job?…You can’t work at a coffee shop forever…We didn’t spend all that money on college for you to spend the rest of your life making lattes.”

“How are you ever going to buy a house?” she would ask. “A car? What about retirement? You’re young now; you think you don’t have to worry about these things, but you have to start planning, Philip. You have to think about your future.”

His future. He’d applied for plenty of jobs since graduating last summer. Nothing.

His mother, of course, didn’t know he made plenty of extra money. The ad in the local gay paper, with his bare torso and a beeper number, was quite successful. It had been running now for several years, and his mother would be quite shocked if she knew how much money was sitting in his savings account at the Whitney Bank.

He ground his cigarette out on the sidewalk. Arthur, the man in Uptown he was going to see, would give him several crisp brand-new hundred-dollar bills.

What would his dear Southern Baptist mother say if he told her that he could make three hundred dollars, cash, for doing nothing more than standing in front of an old, lonely man while wearing nothing but a jockstrap?

He climbed into the cab. The driver was a black woman with feather earrings dangling down to her shoulders. Thick dreadlocks hung down her back. “Where to, darlin’?”

“Fifteen twenty-three Octavia.”

She nodded and turned the meter on.

 

Other than the employees, Rachel was the only person in the Quartermaster Deli.

Sitting at the long table, waiting for her mushroom bacon cheeseburger to cool off enough to eat, she kept watch out the plate glass window. Her cigarette burned in the metal ashtray coated with the resin of thousands of previous cigarettes. She took another drink of her Diet Pepsi. The half joint she’d smoked on her way through the Quarter had mellowed her out…although she had this eerie feeling, as she’d walked through the thick mist, that someone was following her.

Paranoia will destroy ya, she thought, her eyes still fixated on the swirling mist outside the glass. She shook her head. Stop looking for something that’s not there.

“Looking for ghosts?” the woman behind the cash register called over to her. A Marlboro dangled from her lips. Her curly black hair stood out at all crazy angles from her scalp, and she was wearing too much pancake makeup and too much black eyeliner. Her body seemed shapeless in the battered old LSU sweatshirt hanging almost down to her knees.

Rachel turned and smiled at her. “It’s a haunted night.”

The woman shrugged. “If you believe in that stuff.”

Rachel turned back to her window. She believed. The big old house on State Street that she’d grown up in was haunted. Her parents and older siblings didn’t believe her, and she eventually gave up trying to make them understand. She saw them everywhere: the old woman in black who paced the halls upstairs, the lovers who met in the gazebo in the backyard around midnight, and the young boy playing in the garden just outside the dining room windows with a ball just after sunset every day, who sometimes would smile at her and beckon to her to come and play just for a little while. They’d even sent her to a psychiatrist once, thinking she was emotionally needy, a little too desperate for attention—perhaps that was why she made up the ridiculous stories.

She’d hated her family then, for not believing her, for finding it easier to believe she was unbalanced or insane than to accept that their house was haunted.

Philip was the only one who believed her, and sometimes she wondered if he did or was just humoring her out of friendship.

At least if he doesn’t, he has the decency to pretend, she thought, picking up her burger and taking a bite.

Trust your instincts.

She spun her head, looking out the window again. The old man was standing on the opposite corner, staring at her through the glass. She forced herself to swallow, even though her stomach was turning. He nodded to her, then turned and walked up Bourbon Street, vanishing into the mist.

Trembling slightly, she stared down at the burger, appetite gone.

 

The radio in the cab was tuned to an R & B oldies station. Gladys Knight and the Pips. He remembered the song vaguely but couldn’t recall the name.

He looked out the window as the cab drove out of the Quarter and headed Uptown. The black jock he had on underneath his baggy jeans was pinching him slightly below the right cheek. He shifted in the seat, trying to get the strap to move down.

“You okay back there?”

He looked up. Her dark chocolate eyes were watching him in the rearview mirror. Her voice was a deep alto, without inflection or tone. Each syllable was the same note.

He shrugged. “Yeah, I’m fine.”

“On your way home?”

“Work.”

“What do you do?”

How do I answer that? he wondered. Hell, she was a New Orleans cab driver. She’d seen and heard it all before. “I’m an escort.”

She nodded. “Are you careful?”

“Yeah.” He resisted the urge to say, I’m not stupid. He knew other escorts didn’t care about condoms. He saw them online all the time, peddling their bareback wares. He sometimes wondered why they didn’t care. Sure, there were drugs and stuff now, so it wasn’t a death sentence like it used to be, but you needed insurance to get the drugs, right? It wasn’t like they were passing them out for free. Why take such a risk? His friend Rory, the one who’d gotten him to place his ad in the first place, was willing to go condom-free.

“If they pay extra.” Rory shrugged, uncaring. Rory never bothered to get tested, either. He could be passing it along to his foolish customers.

Philip shuddered. The cab was rolling along St. Charles Avenue now. The streetcar clanged past them, glowing eerily in the mist. Huge oaks lined the Avenue, their thick branches arching over it like a tunnel. They stopped at the light at Napoleon, the redness glowing through the mist. He glanced out the window.

A blond man was standing on the corner, looking right at him.

He was good-looking, tall, with long white-blond hair hanging to his shoulders. He was wearing a black overcoat over tight black jeans. His eyes were an intense blue, as though shot through with lights.

The man smiled at him and waved.

Philip stared at him.

They were in bed together, the blond man’s hard body pressed against his as they kissed. It was a tender kiss, the kind that lovers share, rather than the frantic face-eating kind driven by lust for a stranger. His lips were strong, firm, yet gentle and almost sweet. Philip leaned his head back, and the blond man started kissing his chin, his outstretched neck, sending tremors through Philip’s body. The scent of lilacs and roses was heavy in the air, and Philip luxuriated in the smell as his body enjoyed the feel of the silk sheets against his back, his butt, his legs. Philip put his hands on the blond’s back, feeling the strength of the rippling muscles there, trailing them down as the back narrowed and then began to curve outward into the hard, round muscles of his ass. The blond man was now kissing the cleft in the center of Philip’s chest, while the fingers of one hand were stroking a nipple…

The light changed, and the cab started moving again.

Philip’s eyes opened. He stared at the dreadlocks hanging down over the headrest.

He turned and looked out the back window.

The man was gone, like he’d never been there in the first place.

Philip shook his head. What the fuck? He reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out his crumpled pack of cigarettes. “Do you mind if I smoke?” he asked as he shook one out.

“Just open the window.” She smiled at him in the rearview mirror, showing gold caps on her front teeth. “Don’t bother me none, but you’d be amazed at the way some people bitch.”

He cracked the window, and the cold, damp air slapped him in the face. His hand was shaking as he shook out a cigarette and lit it.

What the hell was that? he wondered, inhaling the smoke and blowing it out the window. He turned and looked back, but he couldn’t see anything through the mist other than the headlights of the car behind him, the low hanging branches of the massive oaks, and the occasional streetlamp.

New Orleans is a haunted city. Maybe it was just a ghost.

He smiled to himself. Rachel Spielman, his best friend, whose apartment was just across the hall from his, claimed to see ghosts all the time.

“So many people have died violently here,” she would say, rolling a joint. “Is it any wonder the city is full of ghosts?”

He didn’t believe in the supernatural, ghosts, werewolves, witches—any of that. Bogeymen to scare children into behaving was all it was, old stories coming down from the less-educated times, when an eclipse was a sign of God’s anger. Rachel did, so he always humored her and listened to her wild stories of the ghosts in her parents’ house. It was part of her charm, part of the reason he liked her so much. A vivid imagination.

He tossed the cigarette out the window as the cab turned onto Octavia Street. She pulled up in front of Arthur’s house. “Nine seventy-five,” she said without looking back, expertly flipping the meter off.

He pulled a ten and a five out of his wallet and handed them over the seat to her. “Keep it,” he said.

“Thanks, man.” She flashed her gold teeth at him. “You be careful, okay?”

“I’m always careful.”

Her smile faded as he opened the door. “There’s some weird energy in the city tonight,” she warned, “so be on your guard.”

He looked at her for a moment, trying to decide if she was serious, and then climbed out of the cab. “You don’t have to wait till I’m inside.”

She shrugged. “Suit yourself, man.” He shut the door, and she pulled away from the curb. He stood there, watching the red taillights disappear into the mist.

The street was deserted. He looked around and exhaled in relief.

Did you think you’d see him again? he asked himself as he went up the walk to the front door. You’re getting as crazy as Rachel. He climbed the steps to the verandah. A porch swing swayed gently, as if someone had just gotten out of it. Wrought-iron chairs beaded with condensation were scattered around, empty and forlorn. Green-painted shutters stood sentry beside darkened windows. A fountain in the side yard bubbled, water flowing through a marble urn held aloft by a bare-breasted woman. The front door was oak, half of it stained glass in the pattern of a Madonna and child, the Madonna smiling down at her giggling infant. The house, a huge old Victorian, seemed cold and uninviting. He pushed the buzzer, hearing the bell clang inside. Footsteps approached the door. He looked back to the street. It was still empty. The door swung open.

Arthur was in his early seventies, a retired professor of English from Tulane University. His head was completely bald, white, crisscrossed with bluish veins. Long gray hairs hung from his nostrils. He was wearing a long red velvet robe that brushed the floor. His bare feet protruded from beneath its hem. His toenails were long and yellowed. His watery blue eyes were bloodshot. He smelled of sour Scotch. He always drank several Scotches before Philip arrived.

“Philip.” His voice was slightly slurred from the liquor. “Do come in, my dear boy.” He smiled, yellowed teeth over bluish gums. He didn’t look well, not that he ever did.

Philip stepped past him into the house. It was always spotlessly clean, everything in its appointed place, yet it always smelled musty, the air stale. Philip removed his coat and hung it on the coat tree just inside the front door. He walked down the hallway to the living room. The curtains were closed, as they always were. It was as though light and fresh air had abandoned the house many years before.

If ever a house was meant to be haunted, he thought as he untied his shoes and removed them, it was this one.

Arthur stood in the doorway. His glass of Scotch sat on an end table, next to the reclining chair where Arthur always sat. The ice was melted. The half-empty bottle stood, uncapped, next to it. Philip knew Arthur would not come into the room until he was undressed. He never did. Arthur didn’t want to touch him, as though somehow he were unclean. Philip placed his shoes on the hearth, then removed his socks. He stood back up and pulled his sweatshirt over his head. It was cold in the house, and goose bumps rose on his bare skin. He folded the sweatshirt and placed it next to his shoes. Arthur liked everything to be neat. Philip undid his belt, unbuttoned the fly of his jeans, and slid them down. He stepped out of them and folded them, placing them on top of the sweatshirt.

With only the black jockstrap on, he turned and faced Arthur, his legs apart, his pelvis thrust forward a little.

Arthur smiled, pale lips parting to show his almost predatory teeth. “Beautiful, yes, simply beautiful.” He stepped into the room and removed his robe. His skin was pale white, pale enough to see the blue veins, and hung in folds from his arms. A patch of gray hair stood in the center of his flabby, sagging chest. His belly was round and hung over the gray pubic hair, the small pink cock, the even smaller balls beneath. He sat down in the chair and reached for his Scotch, taking a drink and smacking his lips. Philip turned so his back was to him, then bent over forward, bending his knees slightly, so the muscled orbs of his ass were rounded and uplifted, framed by the straps of the black jock. He glanced up at the antique clock on the mantel.

Arthur was breathing heavier. Philip knew without looking that the little red cock was now hard, being stroked. Arthur never wanted to touch him, which was fine with Philip. He didn’t want to be close to Arthur, to feel that old, papery skin, to smell the stale Scotch on his breath or the slightly sour odor of his body. He shifted his weight from one foot to the other, flexing each cheek in order. This was so much easier than the others, the closeted overweight married guys from out of town, who wanted to fuck him or be fucked, to have their moist, sour-smelling cocks sucked, their balls touched.

“So pretty,” Arthur breathed.

Philip straightened back up, bringing his arms up over his head, making the muscles of his back stand out, standing like that for a few minutes, watching the second hand on the clock moving ever so slowly around the Roman numbers on its face. He turned sideways, posing, his right arm dropping and flexing so the muscles of his pecs and shoulders jumped out, while looking at a point slightly above Arthur’s head. His own cock was still soft. That was fine as long as the jock was still on, but when it was time for the jock to come off, his cock had to be erect, ready to be stroked.

He climbed up on the coffee table, flexing his arms again. He avoided looking at Arthur, and started thinking about something erotic, something to get his cock to start stirring.

The man in the mist.

That handsome face.

The blond hair, the blue eyes.

The blue eyes with the hint of unforeseen pleasures in them.

He smelled lilac and rose again, felt the silk sheets against his skin.

His dick began to stiffen.

He saw the blond man unbuttoning his own shirt, revealing marble-like skin, muscles finely etched in relief like a sculpture, the round, pink nipples on his large chest erect and hard. The tufts of blond hair running from the navel downward, hinting of what was below.

He imagined what the man smelled like, how his lips would taste, how his skin would feel against his own.

He was hard now, the head of his cock sticking out above the waistband of the jock.

He slid the jock down, spitting into his other hand, which he used to start stroking his dick.

“So pretty,” Arthur said again.

And Philip lost himself in the reverie of the fantasy from the cab, the blond man’s mouth and tongue working on his neck, his chest, then his stomach. Philip closed his eyes, imagining himself back in the room that smelled of lilac and rose, his skin lying on sheets of silk as candles flickered in a warm, soft breeze. “I love you so,” the blond man whispered, his fingers probing the cleft between Philip’s cheeks, looking for the entryway into his body.

Philip brought up his free hand to pinch his own nipple.

Arthur was breathing faster; he could hear him. “So pretty, so pretty,” he repeated over and over again, like always, and Philip began rubbing his thumb over the head of his own cock, the precum starting to leak out a bit, using the sticky drops of fluid to further lubricate his cock as he rubbed; and in his mind he was far away, far from this spooky, stale old house with an old man sitting on the couch in front of him, in a bed with the blond man, who was sucking Philip’s cock while probing Philip’s asshole with his fingers. Philip imagined looking down on that white-blond head as it moved up and down, worshipping Philip’s cock as though it were a totem.

Philip heard the gasps as Arthur’s little cock ejected its few drops of semen.

His own was ready, the cum rising in him, his balls tightening, and even though Arthur liked him to be silent, he cried out as he reached the point, his juices spilling out of him.

He opened his eyes.

“So pretty,” Arthur said again, his own eyes closed.

So pretty.

“Keep the change,” Philip said as he slid out of the cab in front of his building on Ursulines.

“Thanks.” The cabbie, an older white man in his late fifties with his hair greased back, nodded.

Can this fog have thickened? He shivered as the cab drove off and he dug into his pocket for his keys. He climbed up the five sagging wooden steps, blue paint peeling off in flakes with each footstep. He unlocked the door, stepping into the darkened passageway leading to the courtyard. A cracked birdbath with a naked cherub on its hands and knees stood in the center of the courtyard. Building materials lay in piles around it, the corners piled high with resealed paint cans, blue paint gummily dried down the sides. A wooden staircase stood in one corner, winding around in a squarelike pattern up to the fourth floor. His apartment was a tiny efficiency up on the fourth floor; an oven in the summer, always cold in the winter. He could hear sounds coming from the other apartments as he climbed the sagging wooden steps, one hand on the railing: televisions, stereos, laughter. About the third floor, his legs began to burn a bit, despite hours spent on the stair-climber at the gym. The stairs became rickety the higher he climbed, soft in some places, the railing giving beneath his weight a bit in others. Slightly out of breath when he finally reached the top, he lit a cigarette and stood there for a moment, waiting for the burning feeling in his legs to subside. He walked to the little corridor that led to his apartment. He slid his key into the dead bolt on his door.

“Hey.”

“Jesus!” He dropped his cigarette onto the damp floor. “What the fuck, Rachel?”

Rachel stood in her doorway across the hall from his, her electric-blue hair hanging uncombed to her shoulders. She took a hit on the joint she was holding. She was wearing green camouflage army pants and a tube top that barely contained her large, heavy breasts. Her navel was pierced, as was her right eyebrow, and her nose. A tattoo of a sunburst surrounded her navel. She shrugged. “Sorry, man. Why you so jumpy?” She offered him the joint, and he took it, pushing his door open at the same time.

The little room was frigid. “Fuck,” he said, turning up the gas heater mounted on the wall between the dormer windows, taking two hits off the joint. His lungs burned a bit, and he fought down a cough, blowing the smoke out. He shrugged. “You startled me.”

She sat down on a tattered brown beanbag chair he’d bought for five dollars at a thrift store, pinching the joint out between her fingers. “Think I was a ghost or something?” She laughed. “Chill, boy. Where ya been?”

“Arthur’s.” He shrugged off his jacket. “How was work?” He worked afternoons at the Jazz Café.

“Slow.” She made a face. “Cold as it is, you’d think everyone would want coffee, but the Quarter’s deserted tonight.”

“It was slow as fuck all aft. . .