Friendship Makes the Heart Grow Fonder

by Lisa Verge Higgins

Genres: Family Life; Women's Fiction; Contemporary Romance

Synopsis

TOP THREE REASONS TO VISIT EUROPE: 1. Explore foreign cultures 2. Sample outstanding food 3. Desperately flee impending personal crisis Lenny left his wife, Monique, a bucket list of things they'd dreamed of doing together before cancer took his life. For four years, she ignored it, too busy raising their daughter to consider the painful task of resurrecting shattered dreams. But when her next-door neighbor, Judy, starts a slow slide into a personal crisis, and another friend, Becky, receives shocking news about her future, Monique realizes that Lenny's legacy could be a gift to three women in desperate need of a new perspective. Whisking her friends away on adventures from London to Paris, from Monaco to Milan, she is determined to follow the bucket list to the letter-until one eventful evening knocks the three friends off the beaten path. Caught up in adventures of their own making, they begin to understand: Sometimes getting lost is the only way to find what you're really looking for.

Release date: March 19, 2013

Publisher: 5 Spot

Print pages: 355

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“Do not miss this rich celebration of friendship—its power to heal, to fulfill, and to put life’s adventures into perspective.
This book is as comforting as a cup of tea with your best friend.”


—Susan Wiggs, New York Times bestsellingauthor of Return to Willow Lake

One Good Friend Deserves Another

“Engaging…Higgins scores with a richly told story of what every girl wants, and the friends who’d sacrifice everything to
help her get it.”


—Publishers Weekly

“4½ stars! Higgins doesn’t use flowery verse; she presents hard realities, dysfunction, and, best of all, possibilities and
hope. Her research shines through with brilliant factual narrative in a novel that you won’t soon forget.”


—RT Book Reviews

“Characters that could have been stock (the rich girl, the Trekkie programmer) have a depth that is strengthened by relationships
with family, boyfriends, the past, and, most important, friends.”


—Booklist

“Reminiscent of the Sex and the City TV series…easy and fun, chock-full of humor and entertainment…relays the necessity of taking risks and the power of friendship
to pick you up when you fall.”


—Norfolk Daily News (NE)


The Proper Care and Maintenance of Friendship

“A life-affirming novel…A happy reminder that life is all about taking risks.”

—Publishers Weekly

“This well-written contemporary buddy book contains plenty of depth…the premise of friends knowing you at times better than
you want to admit makes for a strong tale.”


—Midwest Book Review

“Quirky, original, and startlingly refreshing, this is a novel about friends. It’s a novel about risks. And it’s a novel about
dreams, what we thought they were and what we discover them to be…[Higgins is] gifted and talented…Great novel. Great reading.
Great characters and plot.”


—TheReviewBroads.com

“A lovely novel with moments of deeply moving insight into what it means to be a mother, a wife, and a friend. Read it and
share it with your own friends—you’ll be glad you did!”


—Nancy Thayer, New York Times bestselling author of The Hot Flash Club and Beachcombers

“Offering words of wisdom from a dying friend, The Proper Care and Maintenance of Friendship inspires us to focus on what’s really important in our lives.”


—Liza Palmer, international bestselling authorof Conversations with the Fat Girl and A Field Guide to Burying Your Parents

“An amazing novel of love, friendship, and community. A truly joyous read that marks an impressive debut.”

—Jane Porter, author of Flirting with Fortyand She’s Gone Country

“Poignant, romantic, and funny…about the need for our closest friends to occasionally give us a shove in the right direction
when we’ve lost our way. You’ll recognize yourself in these women. I loved it.”


—Claire LaZebnik, author of Knitting Under the Influence and If You Lived Here, You’d Be Home Now

“Expertly woven together by Lisa Verge Higgins…simply but beautifully written…the common thread is Rachel, who has given the
best gift a friend can give—a second chance.”


—RomanceJunkies.com

CHAPTER ONE

Four years, two weeks, and three days. To Monique, grief was still a familiar guest, arriving without warning.


She sat on the edge of her bed. She knew she shouldn’t be here, alone in her house, engulfed by shadows. She should be outside
enjoying the waning light of the evening with Judy and Becky and the whole neighborhood. Through the screen window, she smelled
the mesquite-smoke scent of barbecue. She heard the rippling of her friends’ laughter as they gathered on the deck next door.
It was the last Sunday of the summer. Everyone was home from the beach, the lake, and the mountains. Swarms of kids squealed
as they jumped on the trampoline. In the driveway, an empty garbage can rumbled to the ground as if someone had stumbled against
it.


Earlier Monique had made an appearance at the gathering, like she always did. She’d brought over a nice batch of doubles, her grandmother’s Caribbean-island version of spicy hummus sandwiches. It was a crowd favorite. She’d shown up because Lenny
would have wanted her to. Lenny had always loved these casual get-togethers, sitting back with a beer and laughing with Judy’s
husband, Bob, over some golf game. He’d tease Becky’s husband, Marco, for doting so much on his own young kids, even as Lenny
leaned forward to allow those same giggling children to peel open the winged seeds of maple trees and stick them on his nose.


Four years, two weeks, and three days. Everyone expected her to move on, whatever the hell that meant. Yet here she was, sitting
in the gloom with Lenny’s bucket list on her lap. Fingering the crackling edges of the paper in the hope that, if she stared
long and hard enough at it, then Lenny would come.


He did not disappoint.

She drew in a long, deep breath, smelling the faintest whiff of Brut. She let her eyes flutter closed. She detected a rustle
in the room, like the sound of curtains blown by a breeze. She imagined she felt a pool of warmth, just behind and to the
right of her, where the mattress canted a bit, sagging under an unseen weight. She heard Lenny’s rumbling baritone in her
mind.


Taking that thing out again, huh? Second time this week.

She made a stuttering sound like a half laugh. Her heart began doing that strange pitter-patter thing, the one that reminded
her of the swift skitter of a premature baby’s heart, the fierceness of it in the preemies she worked with in the neonatal
intensive care unit. Her doctor had told her that palpitations sometimes happen when a woman approaches menopause. But she
didn’t think it had anything to do with menopause. She was only forty-six years old, and everything else was working right
on schedule. But she’d been feeling this sensation on and off since the day Lenny died.


I left you money to do that list years ago, Monie.

She smiled into the darkness. This list lived in the drawer of her bedside table, along with Lenny’s Mass card, his watch,
and the case with the diaphragm she hadn’t touched since. “You left me with a thirteen-year-old daughter too, remember?”


Oh I remember she’s a handful.

“It just didn’t seem the right time, to flit off to Europe, me, a widowed working mom.”

Monie, when did you ever “flit”?

“Is it wrong to want to spend as much time with Kiera as I can? In less than a year, she’s leaving for college.”

Kiera will be all right. She’s like you, Monie. She’s strong in the middle.

A prickling started at the back of her eyes. The paper rattled in her hands. She didn’t feel strong, sitting here in the dark
with her heart romping in her chest. She couldn’t help thinking about a biology lab she’d done while she was studying to become
a nurse. She and her lab partner had put dissected heart cells into a petri dish and fed them an electric current to set them
beating in dissonant rhythms. Within only moments, the cells began to adjust their throbbing to sync with the ones closest.


The heart closest to hers was dead.

She battled the urge to turn around and burrow into his burliness, to smell the scent of cut grass on his flannel. She’d succumbed
to that urge once—the very first time she’d sat in this empty room, bent over, crying out for him. She’d sensed him then.
She’d jerked up at the sensation. In her elation, she’d whirled around and found, instead of the man she’d buried, nothing
but cold and silence and an empty bed. So she’d learned to hold her breath when she felt him, lest she scare away the ghost
of his memory.


Her Trinidadian grandmother would have called him a jumbie—a lost spirit—and in her island patois she would have urged Monique to go to an Obeah woman to collect the herbs and the
talismans needed to send the spirit of Lenny away.


She didn’t want Lenny to go away.

You should do the whole list, Monie. All of it, just like we talked about.

Monique read the odd things they’d written. Slogging through the catacombs of Paris. Rappelling down an alpine ledge. Hitting
100 mph on a German autobahn. She could barely remember what they were thinking when they dreamed up this list. The project
had just been something to do to pass the time between chemo sessions or while the doctors were waiting for test results before
they prescribed more pills. These trips were something to busy their minds with, something to joke about, so that Lenny wouldn’t
completely lose hope, even while his burly body melted away in the hospice.


Lenny never lost his sense of humor, not even in the end.

She ran her fingers across his spidery scrawl, noticed how shaky his handwriting became at the bottom of the list. “This was
just a lark, Lenny. You don’t even like motorcycles.”


Maybe I just wanted to see you wearing leather.

She choked down a laugh. Her chest squeezed, muscling out all the oxygen. The truth was that the things on this list bore
no resemblance to any part of the wonderful life she’d led with her husband. Their life was here, in their center-hall colonial
on a street swarming with children. What vacations they’d taken had been modest—cabin-camping in western New Jersey, a week
in a beach house in Wildwood, one splurge to Disney World—always tempered by the need to pay the mortgage and his medical
school loans, and fatten up Kiera’s college fund.


She’d give up a thousand trips to Paris to have Lenny back, laughing as he hiked Kiera on his shoulders so their daughter
could reach the red apples on high.


“I can’t do this, Lenny.”

She clumsily folded the paper, running her fingers along the weakened seam. His disappointment was a chill as his presence
faded from the room.


“I just can’t do this without you.”

*  *  *

Judy poked her head in through the open front door and called Monique’s name into the darkness. Monique’s muffled response
rippled down from second floor gloom. Judy gripped the banister and headed up the stairs, noticing, as she reached the landing,
that a light suddenly went on in the master suite. She rounded the bedroom door just in time to catch Monique slipping something
into the drawer of her bedside table.


Monique shot off the bed and started pulling clothes out of the laundry basket, folding them with brisk efficiency. “Hunting
me down already, Judy?”


Judy noticed three things at once: Monique wasn’t meeting her eye, her friend’s graceful neck was tight and corded, and the
photo of Lenny on her side table was angled perfectly for bedside viewing.


“Well, Monie, you did pull your vanishing act again.”

“You usually let me get away with it.”

“Yeah, but this time you left me sitting next to Maggie talking about her most recent skin melanoma.”

Monique flashed her hazel eyes, begging her not to probe. Judy considered. She never should have let Monique drink that second
glass of wine tonight. The neighborhood gatherings often set the widow off. Four years was too long to be grieving this strongly,
but then again, Judy missed Lenny too. Bob missed Lenny. Everyone in the whole darned neighborhood missed Lenny.


Judy gestured to the basket of clean laundry. “I suppose you’re determined to finish that?”

“It’s not going to fold itself.”

Judy wandered to the bed to pull a pair of pajama bottoms out of the basket. “You know, you’re not the only Franke-Reed who
was noticed missing in action tonight. Becky’s kids were asking for your daughter.”


“Kiera’s still in the city, working with that filmmaker. She’s going to stick with that internship until the director kicks
her off the set.”


“Ah, yes. Unpaid internships: The twenty-first-century way to work around child labor laws. At least it’ll look great on her
college applications.”


Judy glanced over her shoulder to where the door to Kiera’s room yawned open across the hall. Kiera’s computer monitor was
on, the screen-saver a kaleidoscope of warping neon cubes. A pile of textbooks teetered on the desk. A blow dryer lay on the
top of the bureau amid a cascade of cosmetics. A hoodie was tossed carelessly across the unmade bed.


Proof of occupation.

Judy’s ribs tensed. She remembered what it was like to have a teenager at home. She remembered what it was like to have five kids at home, to have an oversized calendar on the kitchen wall aflame with ink—blue, green, yellow, red, purple, orange,
brown—one color for each body in the house. She’d been the captain of the Good Ship Merrill, full of purpose, blissfully ignorant
that her entire adult life was sailing by in a blur of parent-teacher conferences and Tater Tot casseroles and crew-team meets.


Now her empty calendar, a ghost in the kitchen. Audrey’s empty bedroom, like a sucking black hole. Judy’s sense of purpose
a wisp she kept searching for, while whisking the dust bunnies from under unused beds.


Judy forced her gaze away from Kiera’s room. Laying the folded pajamas down, she reached for a pair of jeans and shook them
with excess vigor. “So,” Judy said, “has Kiera whittled down her list of schools?”


“She’s working on the NYU application already.”

“Clearly I’m going to be useless to both of you. Kiera has already started early, which is the first piece of advice that
I would have given you.”


“You can still help. She’s stuck on a list of odd questions. You know, ‘what’s your favorite word?’ And ‘describe your most
life-altering experience.’”


“Oh, yeah. Audrey and I spent a whole afternoon vying to come up with the most outrageous opening lines for that one.”

Monique winced. “Please tell me Audrey didn’t use the story of her teammates trying to sneak a bottle of cheap vodka into
the crew-team hotel suite.”


“No, no, we made everything up.” Judy fixed her attention on smoothing the seams of the jeans, to hide a pang of remembrance.
“I think Audrey won with ‘It took me awhile to convince the natives to make me their god.’”


Monique’s smile was subdued, but at least it nearly met her eyes. Post-Lenny Monique was a hard nut to crack.

“Monie, don’t worry. Kiera’s a super candidate. She’ll fly right through this, just like she does with everything.”

“I hope so. Because, I tell you, it’s really not fun.”

Judy felt her smile tighten. It hadn’t seemed fun at the time, she remembered. It had been stressful and difficult. She probably
complained about it at every opportunity. Amid the raucous chaos of her home life, she had taken for granted the affectionate
intimacy, the warm, busy togetherness that had been jettisoned abruptly three weeks ago when Audrey walked to the gate of
the plane that would take her to California and tossed her mother a casual, breezy wave.


Bob kept telling her she should be grateful for the new freedom. Bob kept saying she was acting like a bird who didn’t yet
realize that the cage door was yawning wide open. Well, she remembered that they’d owned a parakeet once. Her older daughter
Maddy, appalled at its incarceration, had flung open its cage door.


The bird flew out…and then flew right back in again.

“You all right, Judy?”

Judy snapped her attention to her friend and found herself in the crosshairs of Monique’s hazel gaze. She dropped her attention
back to the yoga pants she was folding. Oh, yeah, she would love to talk to Monique about this—if the idea didn’t fill her
with shame. Monique worked as a nurse in a NICU. She cradled premature babies fighting for life every day. After Kiera left
home, Monique would have a meaningful vocation to return to, not just a house that felt so hollow and quiet that Judy felt
compelled to vacuum obsessively just to fill the place with noise. Monique wouldn’t have to fight a constant, low-grade pall
by starting an attic-cleanout project, or replastering the battered, crayon-streaked walls of the hallway, or planting perennials
on the edges of the lawn. “Damn hot flashes,” Judy muttered, picking up the pile of Monique’s active wear so she could turn
away from those all-seeing eyes. “I swear, if you could plug me in, I could light up half the neighborhood.”


“You’re not looking pink to me.”

“It’s just starting.”

“Um-huh.”

Monique’s mutter was low and drawn-out and supremely doubtful.

“You just wait.” Judy crouched to pull the lower drawer of the black lacquered chest-on-chest to slip the yoga pants and workout
shirts into their proper place. “In five minutes, I’ll have mottled cheeks and beads of perspiration on my upper lip, and
I’ll be generating enough heat to put steam on these windows.”


Monique gave her a narrow-eyed look. “Did you leave the barbecue because you didn’t feel like listening to Joe Davis’s latest
fishing story?”


 “You mean the one about the two-hundred-pound marlin?”

“It was one-eighty when he boasted to me.” Monique rounded the bed to carry Kiera’s things across the hall. “The point is,
you clearly used me as an excuse to slip away.”


“Your powers of observation are extraordinary, Sherlock.”

“It comes with the nurses’ training.”

Judy paused outside Kiera’s room, assaulted by the scent of nail polish and coconut shampoo, of dirty socks and ink. “Actually,”
she said, “I wanted to talk to you about Becky. She came by tonight.”


“Yeah, I heard the tumbling of the garbage can that heralded her arrival.”

“Actually, that was Brian’s Big Wheel, which she knocked into the garbage can. The thing is, Becky came by, but then left
right away.”


 “Did she forget to bring that red velvet cake? If she brought that cake, I’ll reconsider my antisocial tendencies and put
up with Joe’s fish tales.”


“She didn’t bring the cake.” Judy frowned, concern filling her anew, the concern that had urged her to seek out Monique in
the first place. “Something’s up with her.”


Monique wandered toward the doorway and tilted her head in unease, her fall of tight braids brushing against her throat. “It’s
Marco, isn’t it?”


“That’s where I’d put my money.”

Marco, Becky’s husband, had been put on unpaid furlough three weeks ago as a cost-cutting measure imposed by the architectural
firm he worked for. The company was struggling to hold on to its talent through a grim economic time, but couldn’t afford
to keep everyone on full payroll. Marco was one of the architects with the least seniority, one of the later hires. Gina,
his eighteen-year-old daughter from a previous marriage, was now in college, while Becky stayed home raising the younger kids.


“The timing is right,” Judy said, “for the financial strain to show.”

“It can’t help that Becky dented the car again.”

“Body work is expensive.”

“It couldn’t have happened at a worse time.”

“Yes, and Marco’s not home tonight. He took the train to his brother’s house in Hicksville so he could borrow their second
car while theirs is in the shop.”


Monique paused. “So she’s alone.”

“Yup.”

“And her kids are next door, having fun on the trampoline.”

“Monie, I saw her through the window tonight. She’s sitting at her kitchen table with her head in her hands.”

*  *  *

She could do this.

Becky pushed herself up from the kitchen table and slipped into the den, rounding the couch to confront the usual scattering
of toys. She picked up the Matchbox fire truck and little yellow car, and then she scooped up the Spiderman and Green Goblin
action figures and tossed them unerringly into the big wicker bin in the corner. She gathered the fashion dolls. She squinted
at the rug, searching for the little shoes, belts, and sparkling fabric purses. She lifted pillows off the carpet and tossed
them on the L-shaped couch, pausing to fold the throw blankets and tuck them in the lower shelf of the coffee table.


See? She was perfectly fine. She could take care of her house. There was nothing wrong with her at all. She’d finish cleaning
out this den and then she’d move back to the kitchen and make sure the last of the flour had been scrubbed from the counter.
She would hand-dry the bowls she’d used to make the cake. By then the pans should be well-soaked enough that she wouldn’t
have to scrub to loosen the baked-on crumbs.


After that, it’d be time to call Brianna and Brian home from the trampoline. On summer nights, they always tumbled in streaked
with grass stains, sticky with mosquito repellent, and sweaty around the hairline. She’d have to bathe them tonight because
early tomorrow morning they were going to her mother-in-law’s house for the annual Labor Day weekend cookout. She should probably
start packing snacks for the car.


A knock on the back door startled her. Shadows shifted through the window, and then someone turned the door handle and stepped
right in.


“Hey, Becky.”

She recognized Monique’s voice before her friend stepped into the light of the kitchen. Monique wore a tank top that showed
off her arms, honed by kickboxing. Judy, a shorter, sturdier shape, followed behind.


“I told you she was an alien.” Judy hiked her fists onto her hips as she scanned the room. “Mothers of three children aren’t
supposed to have clean houses.”


“It’s only two of the monsters now. I can’t blame Gina for this.” Becky pulled open the lower cabinet to toss a paper towel
into the garbage. “I haven’t seen hide nor hair of Gina since she left for Rutgers. But I’m not complaining.”


Becky smiled tightly. No use bringing up that other concern about Gina—that, if Marco’s unpaid furlough stretched much longer,
the college girl might actually have to move out of the dorm at Rutgers and back into this house. She and her step-daughter
didn’t have the best of relationships. If Gina came home again, the girl would take inordinate pleasure in flaunting the tongue-stud
she had done on her eighteenth birthday.


But Becky had bigger things to worry about now. She let Gina slip away, like water through her fingers.

Monique pulled up a chair. “We missed you at the barbecue, Beck.”

“That’s quite a trick,” Becky said, “since you weren’t there either, Monique.”

“I bailed when I thought your red velvet cake wasn’t coming.”

Becky turned toward the sink to avoid those clear, all-knowing eyes. “I think you bailed when Mrs. Davis started talking about
her colonoscopy. I hear the Miralax powder is thorough.”


Judy asked, “Marco not home yet?”

“The charmer won’t be back until ten or eleven.”

Monique said, “You want to talk about it?”

Becky concentrated on pulling one of the cake pans out of the sink and attacking it with the scrubbing side of a blue sponge.
No, she really didn’t want to talk about it. She hadn’t even told Marco what was bothering her. For so long she and Marco
had been living in strained little silences. The act of keeping explosive information from him had been easier than she’d
expected. The financial squeeze they were feeling was only the latest hit in a long string of odd distrusts and not-so-subtle
misunderstandings. And he’d been so angry lately, for the fact that his salary had been cut to nothing, for the bills piling
up, for the car accident. It didn’t help that she’d just found out from the dentist that Brianna was going to need braces.
She hadn’t yet dared to mention that, if Brian was going to play hockey this season, he would need all new equipment because
he’d grown so much. And no matter how many elaborate fantasy-castle cakes she made for friends and their referrals, she couldn’t
bake and sell them fast enough to fill the gap between what Marco had been paid and what the mortgage demanded. It was a long
list of worries.


They all seemed so silly now.

“Hey, Becky,” Judy said, peering at the calendar hanging over the desk in the corner of the kitchen. “Don’t you have a birthday
coming up?”


“Yeah. In April.” Becky held the pan up while water dripped into the sink. “I didn’t think you’d so quickly forget the margaritas
at Tito’s last spring.”


“April, September, whatever. It’s close enough for a celebration.” Judy wandered over to the table and ran her hand over the
back of a chair. “Don’t you agree, Monique?”


“I think I could talk Kiera into donating a little community service time toward watching your two little monsters.”

Judy added, “I hear that new tapas place on Main Street is great.”

Monique murmured, “A little Spanish guitar…”

“A little Spanish wine…” Judy nodded in decision. “I think you and Marco could use a fun night out.”

. . .