Follow The Wind

by Janelle Taylor

Genres: Historical Romance

Synopsis

KISS OF THE NIGHT WIND. . .WHISPERED KISSES. . .FOREVER ECSTASY. . .Janelle Taylor's historical are full of the sensuous romance and richly satisfying storytelling that have become her hallmarks. Now, with characters so unforgettable and real that they live in your heart long after the last page is turned, comes FOLLOW THE WIND, Janelle Taylor's spectacular new novel of passion and adventure beneath the Texas sky. . . FOLLOW THE WIND

Release date: October 24, 2011

Publisher: Zebra Books

Print pages: 548

Sample

“A cold-blooded gunslinger is exactly what we need, Papa. A man who can strike as quickly and accurately as a rattlesnake, one without a conscience.”

“Men like that can’t be trusted, Jess. We’d never be able to control him. The way my luck is running these days, he’d rope up with Fletcher and betray us.”

“Papa, you always said even a bad man has a crazy streak of loyalty toward the man who hires him or when he gives his word on something. If we pay him enough, he can be bought. If we don’t get help soon, Wilbur Fletcher will own this land and we’ll be buried on it. Or left to feed the coyotes and buzzards; that would be more like the evil bastard.”

“Jess!” her father shouted in dismay. “Watch your tongue. Your ma and me never allowed you children to speak such words. This trouble is weighing heavy on all of us. It’s got us to thinking, talking, and acting loco.” Jedidiah Lane wiped the sweat and dust from his wrinkled face and took a deep breath.

“That’s my meaning, Papa; we have to stop it soon or be destroyed. I know you don’t want a dangerous gunslinger around and I know how you hate to seek help, but we must. The soldiers and Sheriff Cooper can’t do the job, and we can’t handle it alone. What else can we do?”

They had had this disturbing talk several times before, but Jed was still reluctant to admit he could not defend his land and family against the easterner who had itchy hands for his ranch and seemed ready and willing to do anything to get it. Jed ran his dirty fingers through graying auburn hair, then drew a bucket of water. As they did every day, he and Jess had halted at the well behind the house to wash up before going inside for their evening meal.

“Listen to me, Papa; the time for talking and praying is over. You know I would never suggest such a desperate plan if there was any other way to defeat Fletcher. What’s so wrong with it? He has gunslingers on his payroll. We need a man who thinks like they do, a man who can outwit and outgun them. We can’t fight and take care of the ranch at the same time. This is one of our busiest seasons. If we hire a gunslinger, he can handle Fletcher and his men for us while we tend to the branding and planting. At least he can teach us how to thwart him.”

As Jed rolled his sleeves, he reasoned in a weary tone, “What can one man do, Jess? We have fifteen hands and it’s made no difference. Fletcher still does as he pleases. If Sheriff Cooper or the Army gave us a little help, we could trap and stop that sorry bas—” He halted before saying the same crude word he had scolded Jessie for using. “Over the years we’ve endured many hardships, but this trouble is different. We know Wilbur Fletcher is behind it. No month passes without another offer from him to buy our spread.”

Jed splashed cold water on his face. His joints ached and he moved slower these days, reminding him that he wouldn’t always be around to protect and provide for his loved ones. If only Alice were at his side. If he lost his mother, his children, and the ranch…

“Papa, you aren’t listening,” Jessie said, tugging at his arm and worrying over another of these recent withdrawals into dreamy distance. “The Army and the sheriff told us they can’t do anything without proof. They won’t even look for any until they have ‘just reason.’ I understand they can’t camp here to observe; Fletcher would only lie low until they left. But they’re the law; they should do something, anything. While they’re waiting for him to make a mistake, he’s getting stronger and bolder, and we’re getting closer to that cliff he wants to push us over. Please let me ride into San Angelo and search for a gunslinger. I’ll be gone less than two weeks. Then we can have this trouble settled before summer.”

Jedidiah Lane looked at his daughter with indecision in his dark-blue eyes. Her reddish-brown hair hung to her waist in a thick braid that had loosened itself during her labors. Her face was flushed with excitement and anger. Jed shook his head when he saw that her sky-blue eyes that should be filled with peace and joy instead sparkled with determination and hatred. His gaze swept the petite body clad in men’s clothing. She looked so fragile, but he knew she was strong. He was so used to having Jessie at his side and doing a man’s share of work that he often forgot she was a girl. No, he corrected himself, at twenty-four, she was a young woman, a beautiful creature. He often worried that some man would steal her from him, and he didn’t know how he would exist without her. “You can’t go into a rowdy town like that, Jess. I’ll send Matt or one of the hands.”

That wasn’t what Jessica Marie Lane wanted to hear. She needed distance to cool her anger and clear her head. She had to find a way to help her father. She also wanted time away from the trouble and her responsibilities. Though she loved the ranch and her family dearly, she needed time to relax and think. Jessie wasn’t sure if her father realized just how dangerous Wilbur Fletcher was. It had been she and their foreman, Matt Cordell, who had convinced her father that Fletcher was behind their recent troubles. Her father had created the Box L and had made it succeed through many lean years. In a way, Jedidiah Lane didn’t think anyone or anything could wrestle it from his grasp. It sounded as if she finally had persuaded him they needed outside assistance, and she wanted to select the best man for the job.

“I stand a better chance of finding and hiring the right man than any of them do, Papa. You know I can take care of myself. I’ll take Big Ed with me and be on the alert every minute. You need Matt and the others to remain here to run the ranch and watch out for Fletcher.”

“Maybe you can locate a retired Texas Ranger,” Jed replied as a concession. “You know how skilled they are.”

Her tone was respectful but firm as she said, “No, Papa. A Ranger has law running through his veins. He would try to handle this matter like an assignment, like a lawman. We need a man with a killer instinct, one who follows our orders, no matter what they are. We might have to do things a Ranger wouldn’t allow. Fletcher doesn’t respect or obey the law or any code of honor, and we can’t either. Good men don’t always win, Papa. Nor can we take a Christian attitude and turn the other cheek. This trouble isn’t going to stop until one of us loses. To win, we have to fight like he does: mean, dirty, and clever.”

Jed stiffened. “We aren’t like that, Jess. We’re good, honest, hardworking folk. If we start breaking the law, we’re no better than Fletcher is. This thing has to be handled right.”

“Good won’t win over Evil this time, Papa, unless we fight Fletcher on his terms. You always say, ‘When a man wallows in the mud, he gets up dirty.’ The truth is, mud will wash off, Papa, but six feet of dirt can’t be pushed away from the inside. We have to face bitter reality: it’s kill or be killed.”

Jed sighed wearily. “In the past, I’ve used my wits and courage to defeat strong forces, like those Apaches and Comanches and rustlers and even nature. Blood has rarely been shed on my land. I kept praying that Fletcher would give up his hunger for the Box L Ranch, might even return East or move to another area. Perhaps you’re right in saying the man will never give up. If so, you must be right this time, too. I depend on you, Jess, and trust you completely. You’re smart. You’re proud and tough like me, but gentle and wise like your ma was. For twenty-six years, this has been my land, my heart, Jess. After I made claim on it with the government’s approval, my Alice used her inheritance to buy our first stock and supplies. We worked side by side creating this spread. We faced droughts, rustlers, sickness, hunger, cattle disease, poverty in bad times, and my pa’s death. Until we built this house with our bare hands, we lived in a tent, then a shack. We watched two sons die and we buried them out there. I watched my sweet wife suffer and leave me, and my hands were tied by God. Fate dealt me many crushing blows, Jess, but I overcame every one. Sometimes I’m too stubborn, and even reckless, but I won’t give up to nothing and nobody. My sweet Alice and two sons are buried on this land; so is my pa. I’ll be buried next to them one day.”

Jed’s voice grew hoarse with emotion. “Sometimes I got depressed and tired. But I haven’t felt this helpless and angry since Alice and the boys died. Ma is getting old and weak, and Pa’s been gone a long time. You’ve been like a son to me, Jess. I taught you to do anything a man can do, sometimes even better than most men, so you can take care of this spread when it’s yours. If I have to die for my home and family, so be it. But I won’t die without doing all I can to stay alive and to hold on.” He drew another deep breath and wiggled his sore shoulders to loosen his muscles. “You best leave at first light before I change my mind. I’ll go tell Matt and Big Ed our plan. Be real careful-like, Jess. If anything happened to you, I couldn’t bear it. You’re the rose of my heart and life, girl. When your ma was taken from me…”

“I know, Papa,” she responded, hugging him in gratitude and to bring him solace. “I still miss her, too. I’ll be fine. Before you can round up the calves for spring branding, I’ll be home again, with help. You’ll see, Papa, that rattlesnake won’t bite us again without suffering several strikes in return.”

Jessie watched her father head for the bunkhouse, his shoulders slumped and his expression somber. He hadn’t reminisced this way before, and now she knew what had been on his troubled mind. Although they were closer than most fathers and daughters, Jed usually kept his worries and fears penned inside. Jedidiah Lane was a strong, tough, independent man and he had taught his heir to be the same way; but this frustrating situation was overwhelming him, and that saddened her.

It also made Jessie feel guilty about the many times she had resented being depended upon so much. She resented the fact that her older brother’s death had caused this duty and burden to fall on her back, forcing her to make herself tough enough to bear them. She resented being a “son” instead of a daughter. She hated those feelings, but couldn’t help them.

She wanted romance, love, marriage, her own home and children. But there was little chance of meeting and marrying anyone if her life didn’t change. Even if she did meet a man, how could she leave with him? What would happen to her father, her grandmother, to her disabled brother, to this beloved ranch, to her immature sister until Mary Louise wed? If her father had an accident, who would take care of him and the Box L Ranch? Gran and Tom couldn’t, and her self-centered sister wouldn’t. She was trapped here by her responsibilities.

Besides, her blood, tears, and sweat were on this land, too. She loved it as much as Jed did. It would belong to her one day. She knew her father hadn’t meant to cause her pain. He loved her even more than his other two children because she was so close and helpful to him. Jessie knew that her father had difficulty expressing love since her mother’s death. She believed that he was afraid that whomever he loved deeply would be taken from him.

No doubt, she mused, her father yearned for a love to replace the wonderful one he had lost. Surely there had to be more to life than hard work for both of them. But how, when, and where could she find a true love?

By all accounts, Jessie fretted, she was a spinster! Was it, she asked herself, so terrible to experience nibbles of resentment once in a while? Was it so awful, so wicked, so selfish of her to sometimes think, What about me? To sometimes want to live her life for herself instead of always for others? Maybe someone special would ride into her life one day. Stop dreaming, Jessie. You have work to do.

“Father said you can do what?” Mary Louise shrieked.

Jessie glanced at her younger sister, whose dark blue eyes were wide with astonishment. “Ride to San Angelo to hire help against Wilbur Fletcher,” she repeated.

“That is ridiculous! You and Father will get us all killed.”

“It’s the only path left open to us. I’m tired. We’ll talk later,” she said, hoping to end the conversation before an argument could begin. “We’ve been repairing cut fences and gathering strays since sunrise. I have to get packed. I’m leaving at dawn.”

“I’m going with you,” Mary Louise stated.

“You can’t. We have to ride fast and hard. You know what that terrain is like. Besides, there isn’t time for shopping or playing.”

“I never get to go anywhere or do anything fun!” Mary Louise pouted. “I’m stuck in this godforsaken wilderness without friends or diversions!”

As she gathered clothes for her journey, Jessie reasoned, “One day, all this trouble will be over, and you’ll have plenty of both. Be patient, Mary Louise.”

“Never! It’s too spread out and wild here. We’re practically cut off from life by mountains and deserts. The only close neighbor we have is Mr. Fletcher, and you two think he’s our enemy. None of you care if I grow old and die here. I hate it. Father should sell out and move us back to civilization.”

Jessie knew it was futile to debate Mary Louise’s last statement. Continuing to pack, she replied, “You’re exaggerating. There are several towns and posts within a day or two of us. We go there for supplies and holidays. And there are other ranches within a few days’ ride. We aren’t that secluded, little sister.”

“What good are they to me? I’m never allowed to visit them for more than a few hours or overnight. And there’s no one proper to meet there. We have no entertainment, as you can’t call barn dances much fun. I’m lonely and bored.”

“There’s plenty to do. For one thing, Gran needs help in the kitchen. You know she can’t get around like she used to. She’s seventy now and needs help. If you’d stop complaining all the time, you’d find plenty to keep yourself busy.”

“With slave labor? I shouldn’t have to feed chickens, milk cows, grub in the vegetable garden, clean house, and do washing. Father can hire servants to tend us. All my friends at school had them. We aren’t poor, you know.”

“We don’t need to fritter away hard-earned money on servants when we can do our own chores. Besides, we don’t have an extra room for a female helper, and she can’t live in the bunkhouse with fifteen men.”

“If Tom went off to school as I had to do, she could use his room like Rosa did before she ran off to marry that drifter.”

“He wasn’t a drifter. He was a seasonal wrangler, and she loved him. It was time for Tom to move out of Gran’s room; they both need privacy. And you know why he can’t go off to school. The boys would give him a hard time, and he’d be miserable. You’re smart, little sister. If you help me with Tom’s lessons each day, he’ll learn far more than I can teach him alone. That would give you something important to do.”

Mary Louise glared at Jessie, then flipped her sunny curls over her shoulder. “I’m no schoolmarm, and I won’t be treated as one.”

“Teaching your own brother isn’t going to make you a schoolmarm. He needs help, Mary Louise. Between the two of us—”

“No. I do enough work around here as it is.”

Jessie looked at her sister’s perfect features, currently hardened by a pout. Mary Louise was two inches taller than her own five feet four inches. On occasion Jessie wished she had her sister’s tame golden tresses instead of her own auburn hair that sometimes frizzed into small, loose curls or tufted on the ends to do as it pleased unless controlled by a snug braid. Her sister’s eyes sparkled like precious jewels, expensive sapphires. The lucky blonde had an attention-stealing figure, whereas—even though she was four years older-Jessie was less filled out in the bust and hips. Men always noticed Mary Louise in a crowd. The bad thing was that Mary Louise was too aware of her exquisite beauty and the power it gave her. When it suited her, she used those charms and wiles without mercy. Jessie was glad she didn’t have her sister’s sorry attitude and personality, or Mary Louise’s insensitive and selfish nature.

Annoyed by now, Jessie responded a little harshly, “You do very little, and you know it. Gran isn’t a tattler, but I know she covers for your laziness many times. What have you done today? From the way you’re dressed as if for a party, I doubt very little. It isn’t fair to put your work on Gran’s tired shoulders.”

“It isn’t fair to force me to live here and work like a servant.”

Provoked, Jessie asked, “If you want to leave so badly, why don’t you accept a position as schoolmarm in a large town or in a private school like you attended? It’s a very respectable job. You’re smart enough to do anything you wish.”

“Smart enough to find a way out of here one day, but not by teaching brats!”

“I’m sure you will, little sister. Just make certain the trail you take from home is a good and safe one. Life isn’t as easy as you think.” Jessie realized that her sister was more bitter, spoiled, and resentful than she had imagined. That troubled her deeply, but she didn’t want to deal with this constant irritation tonight. “You’ve been home from school for nearly two years, Mary Louise. It’s past time to forget the East and stop making yourself so miserable.”

“I am miserable. I hate it out here. There’s nothing but heat, work, and solitude. I’m beautiful and educated, but how can I meet a proper husband or friends in this wilderness? I will not wither and die as a spinster, Jessica!”

Ever since she’d come back from school, Mary Louise had been different. She called Papa “Father” and Jess “Jessica.” The girl made everyone miserable!

The blonde continued. “This harsh land killed Mother. Look at pictures of her when she was young. She was beautiful and shapely. When she died, she looked old and worn. That isn’t going to happen to me. She never recovered fully from Tom’s horrible birth. It’s too hard on a delicate woman out here, and I refuse to live and work and look like a man as you do, Jessica Lane.”

“Tom’s birth was difficult, but Mama died of a fever she caught from that drifter. You can’t blame Tom,” she scolded.

“If he’d never been born, she wouldn’t have been so weak and gotten sick.”

“Mary Louise Lane! That’s a horrible thing to say.”

“We’re lucky we weren’t born deformed, too. Mother had trouble bearing children; she lost two others, you know that. Father treated her as one of his brood mares. She was too frail after Tom to risk another child, but he didn’t care.”

“That isn’t true,” Jessie countered. “Davy died when he was two, and the other baby shortly after birth. Tom was seven years old, so Mama wasn’t still ailing from his hard birth. That’s a mean thing to say, little sister, and a terrible thing to think.”

Undaunted, Mary Louise retorted, “If Davy hadn’t died, you wouldn’t be Father’s son. You would be married and have children. If Mother were still alive, she’d have forced him to leave this ranch land by now.”

“Mama loved it here. We all do, except you.”

“If she were still alive, she’d hate it, too. She would realize what it was costing her to remain. It will steal our beauty and drain us dry, Jessica, if we don’t get away soon. Talk to Father; he listens to you. We could have such a grand life near a big town.”

“I love this ranch as much as Papa does. I’m sorry home and family don’t mean the same to you any more. And I’m sorry you’ve been so unhappy since your return. We missed you those five years you were gone. You might be happier if you tried.”

Chilliness filled the girl’s eyes and tone. “If I were missed and loved so much, I wouldn’t have been sent away and kept away for so many years. I can’t be blamed for falling in love with civilization. I feel like a stranger, an intruder, here.”

“That’s your doing, little sister. But you were loved and missed. Mama wanted you to be educated as a lady in the way she was. Before she died, Papa promised her he’d make sure you were. If I hadn’t been eighteen already, he would have sent me, too. The only reason I didn’t go was because when I was the right age the war had just ended and there was still trouble back there. And we couldn’t afford it after the war took its toll on everyone. Mama did her best to teach me here, just as I’m doing with Tom. Besides, Papa and I couldn’t take care of you, Tom, and Gran properly while working the ranch. Gran was sick back then and had her hands full with Tom. Papa didn’t send you away to be mean, Mary Louise. How can you resent the years back East? You so clearly love them as the best in your life.”

“You wouldn’t understand, Jessica. You’ve never seen the places I have or done the things I have. You’ve never had friends around all the time. I miss them. Letters aren’t the same, and Father refuses to let me go visit them. If you knew what the outside world was like, you’d do anything to get away.”

Jessie was aware she didn’t have any close female friends, but she did have some nice acquaintances who she saw occasionally in town or on special occasions. There were plenty of men on the ranch and in town, but it was true that none of them courted her. Here, the hands sometimes treated her as a sister, but more often as “one of the boys” because she worked with them daily doing the same tasks. Only infrequently had a seasonal cowpuncher paid attention to her as. a woman, but she had never been tempted to encourage one beyond a stolen kiss.

Sometimes, Jessie admitted, she did want to see other places, make real friends, do exciting things, and find love like she read about in books and old magazines. Maybe that was another reason why this trip to San Angelo was so important to her. But her place was here, and she had accepted that, not threatened to find a way to change it as Mary Louise did. Yet her sister was accustomed to another kind of life. Jessie was trying to understand her feelings, but Mary Louise was so greedy and rebellious. If that was what “civilization” did to a woman, Jessie concluded, she didn’t want it.

“We’re so different now, Mary Louise, but we are sisters. If only you would—”

“Sisters help each other, Jessica. If you truly love me and want what’s best for me, you’ll convince Father to send me back East, at least for a long visit. His stubborn selfishness is going to get us all killed.”

Jessie knew if the girl left, she would never return, and perhaps that would be best for everyone. But she didn’t want Mary Louise hurt or endangered in her desperation to escape the life she hated. The girl couldn’t be reasoned with, so Jessie decided to drop the distressing matter for now. “I wish you didn’t feel that way. I have to finish packing. Please go help Gran with supper.”

“It’s dinner, Jessica. How like a rough, unmannered man you’ve become over the years without Mother here to guide you.”

Vexed, Jessie snapped, “What can you expect after being Papa’s ‘son’ since birth and working every day like a man?” She instantly regretted her words and continued in a softer tone, “But you’re wrong; I know I’m a woman. I want to find love and marriage one day, but first this trouble has to be settled. And it will be after I return with help.”

Mary Louise grinned with satisfaction at Jessie’s irritation. “How can you find a decent husband? All you see are crude cowboys, penniless drifters, and rough soldiers. If you married one, like moon-eyed Matt, you’d be stuck here forever, slaving on the land and pushing out babies. Not me, Jessica. I’m going to leave. I’m going to marry a rich and handsome man. I’m going to travel and be pampered as I deserve. Look at yourself in the mirror. You’re as tanned as a cowboy. You wear your hair braided, and you hardly ever don a dress. The sun and work are sapping what little beauty you have. In a few years, even that will be gone. Perhaps even old Mathew Cordell won’t desire you then.”

Jessie gazed at Mary Louise, who was standing with hands on shapely hips and a devilish gleam in her deep-blue eyes. A challenging expression was on the blonde’s face, but Jessie responded calmly. “Matt is our foreman and my friend, nothing more. He’s never tried to catch my eye, not that he isn’t ruggedly good-looking. I respect him. He’s dependable, hardworking, and kind.”

Mary Louise laughed mischievously. “And nearing forty. Of course, you are only ten to fifteen years younger! When Father dies, you’ll need a man to help you. Matt’s already well trained, and your choices are few. By all accounts, big sister, you’re already a spinster at twenty-four.”

The redhead frowned at those mean words. Jessie wondered what her sister had noticed about their foreman that she hadn’t. Or was it a joke, an attempt to point out that the best choice of husbands was a man Mary Louise considered beneath them? Matt was a good man, but there was no magic between them, only friendship. “Why do you keep teasing me about him lately? Does he appeal to you too much for your liking, considering he’s too poor and honest to be useful to you? I can’t wait to see whom you choose to fulfill your dreams.”

“It won’t be a cowpuncher with dirty fingernails and dusty clothes. My choice won’t stink of horses, sweat, and manure. He won’t be uncouth and uneducated. He’ll be wealthy, powerful, and educated. He’ll adore me and spoil me.”

Spoil you? You’re already spoiled more rotten than old eggs in an abandoned nest! “I wish you luck, little sister. Until you find him, you have work to do. Papa will be angry if you don’t get busy helping Gran with supper.”

“Luck, Jessica, isn’t what I need. I have wits, beauty, and determination. What I need is opportunity, and it will knock on my door one day very soon.”

What you have are dreamy eyes, little sister, and enough greed to fill a thousand bottomless barrels. You’re lazy, vain, and defiant. Who will want to tame a selfish critter like you? I wish Mama were here to straighten you out!

Jessica Marie Lane sat at the table with her father, sister, brother, and grandmother. Her emotions were in a turmoil after her talk with Mary Louise. To distract herself, she remarked, “The chicken and dumplings are wonderful, Gran. I wish I could cook like you. Every time I try, it never turns out like yours.”

The older woman smiled. “I’m glad I cooked your favorite tonight. You be careful on this trip, Jessie. We’ll miss you and pray for you.”

Jed had told his mother about their plans before Jessie joined them at the dinner table. He glanced up from his plate and said, “She’ll be fine, Ma.”

Mary Louise scoffed, “I think it’s an absurd idea, Father, and a dangerous one. When Mr. Fl—”

Her tone and words stung Jedidiah Lane. “It’s not for you to correct me, girl. This is the only thing I can do to keep my land and family safe.”

Jed’s rebuke provoked Mary Louise to defiance. “You can sell out, Father. We could move to a more civili—”

“Hush such silly talk, girl. I claimed this land and made this ranch from blood and sweat and hard work. No man is going to drive me off it. You should be more like your sister,” he added unwisely.

“I’m not Jessica, Father. You know how I feel about living in this wilderness. Let me visit Sa—”

“You’ve bellyached enough for everybody in Texas to know how unhappy you are. You’ve been stickier than a cactus since you came home from that fancy school. If I’d known it was going to ruin you, I would never have kept my promise to your ma to send you there. I’m tired of your grumbling and laziness and having to tell you ten times to do something or make you do it over to get it right. I told you a hundred times you aren’t going back East to get worse, so don’t ask again. I’m warning you, girl: correct yourself and stop this whining or I’ll straighten you out with a strap.” Jed wasn’t one to strike his children, but his younger daughter’s disobedience and haughty manner had worn thin.

“But, Fa—”

“No buts or arguing, girl. I didn’t raise you to be a weakling or a griper.”

Mary Louise fell silent, but her eyes exposed the fury within her to everyone.

It was obvious to all present that Martha Lane tried to hurry past the awkward and fiery moment by questioning her son and oldest granddaughter about their plans to thwart Wilbur Fletcher. The talk went smoothly for a while.

Tom, the girls’ thirteen-year-old brother, was excited and pleased about the decision to hire a gunslinger. “I can’t wait to meet him, Jessie. How will you pick him?”

Jessie’s sky-blue gaze met her brother’s greenish one, and she smiled at him with deep affection. She saw him squint to see her clearly; the round glasses he had gotten from the doctor at Fort Davis were not strong enough to correct his bad vision. Jessie loved him dearly, and she wished his twisted foot and bad eyes had not made such a terrible mark on his young life. She knew that Mary Louise was embarrassed by their brother’s disabilities, but she had not known how deeply the girl resented Tom. Jessie gazed at his freckled face and tousled dark-red hair. No one was more aware of Tom’s problems than Tom himself, and that saddened her. Jessie’s smile broadened and she said in a whispery, playful tone, “I’ll play the fox, Tom, and sneak around watching them. Then I’ll make my choice.”

“I wish I could help,” Tom murmured. “That Fletcher wouldn’t give us trouble if I was big and strong and good with a gun. If I could ride and shoot, I’d take care of him for you and Pa.”

“The best you can do for now, boy, is keep to your studies.”

“I will, Pa,” the boy replied in disappointment and with a hunger for approval.

Jessie looked at Tom’s lowered head. “I’m sure you would be a big help, Tom, but you’re a mite young to be taking on gunslingers and their evil boss.”

Tom knew age wasn’t his problem; his disabilities were. He smiled at his older sister who loved him and helped him more than anyone else. His forefinger pushed his straying glasses, for what little good they did him, back into place and he returned to his meal.

“You’ve been quiet, Gran. Are you tired, or just overly worried about me?”

Martha Lane looked at her eldest granddaughter. “Only a little, child. If there’s one thing about you, Jessie, it’s that you get done what you set your mind to doing. If it’s a gunslinger you need, you’ll come home with one. And I’ve no doubts he’ll be the best man for the job.”

“Thanks, Gran,” Jessie responded gratefully.

After the meal and dishes were finished, Tom returned to his attic room to complete his studies. Jed went to his desk to work on the ranch books. Mary Louise, as usual, retired to the room she shared with her sister to write letters to old school friends and to daydream or plot an escape from the ranch. Jessie and Gran worked in the kitchen, preparing and packing supplies for her journey.

“You know this has to be done, Gran, don’t you?”

“It’s sad to admit, child, but it’s true.” A wrinkled and gnarled hand caressed Jessie’s cheek with softness and love. “You have your pa’s strength and your ma’s gentleness, Jessie. You’re a special girl. You’ve been a blessing to my son and this family. The Good Lord knew what He was doing when he gave you to Jed as a helpmate. Without you at his side, he might have given up during hard times. I know this secluded life is hard on a young woman, but times are changing. When Thomas and I came here with Jed and Alice, there was nothing but the land. Jed and Alice worked dawn to dark building this spread. Me and Pa helped as best we could. It’s one of the finest in Texas, in the whole west. This home was built with love and care. Every board and stone was handled by a Lane. Every mile of this ranch has Lane tracks on it. To think of that evil man taking them away makes my heart burn with hatred and anger, and the Good Lord knows how I resist such feelings. Find us help, Jessie, but don’t lose yourself in this bitter war.”

“What do you mean, Gran?” Jessie asked.

“Fighting evil has a way of making a person grow hard and cold and ruthless. To battle a man like Wilbur Fletcher means you have to crawl into his dark pit to grasp him and wrestle with him. That takes a toll, Jessie. You get dirty. It changes you. Whatever happens, you can’t allow it to change you in the wrong direction. Always remember who and what you are: a Lane.”

Jessie eyed the proud woman who could be so tough when the occasion demanded it. She was lucky to have Martha as her grandmother, to be able to speak most of her mind to someone who cared and understood, who could be trusted. “I promise, Gran; the only thing that will change around here is Fletcher.”

When they were done packing the supplies, Martha retired to her bedroom and Jessie went to sit on the floor beside Jed’s chair in the large living area. The March night was cool, and a fire had been lit to chase away its slight chill. Jessie rested her head against her father’s knee as she had done for years, though not lately. She felt as if he needed her closeness and affection tonight before her departure, and after his harsh words with his younger daughter.

As when she was a child, Jed stroked her loosened hair and murmured, “Come home safe, Jess.”

“I will, Papa. Soon this trouble will be past. Be careful while I’m gone. Fletcher’s daring and greed make me nervous. We have to work fast to win.”

“I wish Mary Louise was more like you, Jess. What’s wrong with that girl? She balks at every turn worse than a stubborn mule. She’s been a splinter in my side ever since she came home. I wish I’d never sent her to that school. They ruined that girl. They filled her head with crazy ideas and dangerous dreams. She’s so bitter and rebellious now. I don’t know what to do with her. Every word I speak has to be mean and cold or she won’t obey me. I think the girl hates me.”

Jessie replied with care. “She’s having trouble adjusting, Papa. Life here is so different from what she was used to in the East. It’s remote and lonely without her friends and diversions. She had those things at school. She wore beautiful clothes, received lots of attention, and it changed her. She’s not a Texan anymore. We can’t blame her for being the way she is now. She was away from our love and influence too long. Be patient and gentle with her. Maybe that will help.”

His voice cracked with emotion and fatigue as he said, “She won’t let me, Jess. Every time I try, she takes advantage. It’s next to impossible to get her to do her chores. I never have to ask you and Tom more than once to do something, and it gets done right the first time. Maybe she thinks I’ll give up if she keeps battling me and making mistakes. She struts around like a spoiled lady. She’s rude to the men and disrespectful to me and Ma. Sometimes I’m tempted to switch her good, but I’m afraid if I do, I’ll be so angry that I’ll really hurt her. If she keeps pushing me and testing me, I don’t know how I’ll behave, and that’s bad.”

“I understand, Papa. I pray that time is all she needs.”

“That’s what we need, too, Jess. Time to defeat Wilbur Fletcher.”

“We will, Papa; I swear it.” She yawned and stretched. “I need to go check Tom’s schoolwork for today and give him assignments for when I’m gone.”

Jessie halted before leaving the room and said, “Papa, if you can find something for Tom to do while I’m gone, it would help him. He feels so badly about being too young and unable to assist us.”

“What can he do, Jess? It’s too dangerous for him to ride herd with us or to help with the branding. He can’t move out of danger fast enough. I can’t even let him carry the pail after milking ‘cause he trips too many times. I wish he had been born whole, Jess, but he wasn’t, so we have to protect him.”

“I know, but it’s so hard on him…Good night, Papa.”

“Good night, Jess.”

Jessie walked through the kitchen and eating area and up the corner steps to Tom’s attic room. She recalled with dejection how many times the railing had been loosened and repaired from Tom’s pulling at it as he struggled upstairs with his clubfoot. She wished he could run and play and ride like other children. Most tried every trick to get out of chores when Tom would give anything to be normal enough to do them. She tapped on the door, opened it, and entered the cozy room. Two lanterns gave brighter light than the average person required for reading, but Tom’s bad vision made it necessary.

Jessie walked to the small table he used for a desk and fluffed his wiry hair. Tom removed his almost useless glasses to rub his tired eyes, then smiled at her through a narrow squint that created creases between his brows and around his eyes. She teased her fingers over her brother’s freckled nose and cheeks. “Ready to get busy?”

After they went over the lessons Tom had done that day, Jessie told him to work on reading and on memorizing his times tables while she was gone. She instructed him to write down every word he had trouble saying or did not understand so she could explain them and give him the correct pronunciations later. She wished Mary Louise would work with him during her absence, but she knew the selfish girl would not. She dared not suggest that Tom ask for help and get his feelings hurt.

As she was about to leave, Tom asked in a pained voice, “Will I always be this useless, Jessie?”

Jessie’s clear blue gaze met his anguished one. “You aren’t useless or helpless, Tom. Please don’t feel or think that way.”

“I can’t help it. I can’t do much here. When we go someplace, I have to sit in the wagon and watch the others have fun. Look at what I have to wear,” he said, pointing to the thick stocking over his clubfoot that Gran had made for him because he couldn’t get a boot or shoe over the badly twisted foot. “People laugh at me, Jessie. They don’t want to be near me, like they can catch it or something. I wish they could, so they’d know what it’s like!”

“Sometimes people are cruel without meaning to be so, Tom. There are things they don’t understand, so it frightens them. If life had turned out different, they could have been you. To hide their fears and relief, they joke about it.”

The boy turned in his chair and stared down at his desk. “Please don’t let anything happen to you, Jessie. If you and Gran left, I’d be here alone with Pa and Mary Louise. They don’t like me. They’re ashamed of me.”

From behind, Jessie lapped her arms around Tom’s chest and rested her cheek atop his head. “Papa loves you very much, Tom. He feels responsible for what happened to you, and it hurts him because there’s nothing he can do to correct it. I know it’s hard, but a person’s behavior and attitude sometimes control other peoples’. If you act ashamed and defensive, they’ll react the same way—or even worse than they normally would. Show how brave you are. Don’t let this get you down or stop you from trying anything you want to do. It will be harder for you than for others, but your perseverance will reveal your strength and courage to everyone. Treat your problems with humor; that relaxes people. Sometimes you can hush mean people by saying, ‘God gave me this busted foot. I haven’t figured out why yet, but I know He must have a good reason.’ Or say, ‘I’m slow, but I’ll get there eventually.’ Always laugh, even if you’re hurting inside. If you show you can overcome your problems or accept them, others will. Everybody has flaws and weaknesses, things they can’t control, and it frightens them.”

Tom loosened her affectionate grip and looked up at her with shiny eyes. With enthusiasm and confidence, he said, “Not you, Jessie; you can do anything.”

Merry laughter came from the redhead. “I wish that were true, little brother. If so, I wouldn’t be leaving in the morning. My weakness is in being a woman. If I were a man, I could battle Fletcher.”

He looked puzzled and surprised. “You don’t like being a girl?”

“I didn’t mean that. I just don’t feel like a whole woman. I’ve been a tomboy and cowhand too long. Now I don’t fit into either sex. I had to be boyish to work the ranch with men, and I had to learn to do everything better to be accepted. One day I’ll be their boss, so I need their respect and trust. I can do almost any man’s chores, but I’m not man enough to challenge Fletcher and his hirelings alone. It feels kind of like that half-breed who worked here a few years back; you’re in the middle with no real claim to either side.” Jessie laughed and teased, “Why am I rattling on with silly female talk? I have to get some sleep. Work hard while I’m gone. This isn’t playtime, young man. Always remember, Tom, a smart brain is better than a perfect body. What you can’t do physically, learn to counteract mentally. A smart head can open some doors that strong bodies can’t. Learn all you can, as fast as you can. One day, you’ll be glad.”

“I love you, Jessie. I’m so glad I have you for a sister.”

“I love you, too, and I’m glad you’re my brother.”

“Even though I’m nearly blind and crippled?”

“But you aren’t blind, and you can walk; those are blessings, Tom. Think of your troubles as challenges, never as ropes tying you to a post. Look what strength and courage they’ve already taught you; it can be more, if you let it. If I know my brother, one day he won’t let this foot and these eyes bother him. Until then, young man, study hard and don’t lose heart. Promise?”

“I promise. You always make me feel better. I just forget it when I’m around other people, especially when we leave the ranch.” Tom hugged Jessie and kissed her cheek. “Be careful, Jessie. Come home safe, and soon.”

“I will, Tom. I have more lessons to teach. Good night.”

Jessie went to the room she shared with her sister, who was either asleep or pretending to be so. She donned a nightgown, put out the lamp, and got into bed. She was both excited and tense about her journey. She hoped nothing would happen tonight to prevent it. Fletcher had kept them busy for the past two days with his evil mischief, so hopefully he would be quiet for a time, at least long enough for her to get away unnoticed.

Jessie saddled her horse, a well-trained paint that balked at anyone riding him except his beloved mistress, and secured saddlebags and a supply sack. A bedroll was attached behind the cantle, and two canteens hung over the horn. An 1873 fifteen-shot Winchester rifle was in its leather sheath. Belted around Jessie’s waist was a Smith & Wesson .44 caliber pistol that loaded rapidly and easily and fired six times. She carried ammunition in one saddlebag and in her vest pocket. She knew, if a horse had to be dismounted quickly to take cover from peril, survival could depend on having a supply of bullets within reach.

Jessica Marie Lane was anxious to get on the trail before the hands returned from their nightshifts and reported any threat that would halt her departure. With the sun attempting to peek over the horizon, she had to hurry. Just as she was ready to leave, she heard men approaching her.

Jed employed fifteen regular hands, then hired seasonal help during the spring and fall roundups. Half of the men rode fence and did chores while the other half rested from theirs. The night/day schedule altered each week. As soon as the hands in the bunkhouse finished dressing and eating, they would replace the others to do the same before yielding to much-needed sleep.

The hands who gathered around to see her off and to wish her good luck were among Jessie’s favorites and best friends. These seven men were unflinchingly loyal to the Lanes and had been with them for years. All were skilled at their tasks, and all were amiable men who loved practical jokes.

Rusty Jones was laughing as he joined her. The bearded redhead told them, “That biscuit shooter is airin’ his lungs deep. I told him I was starving, but he ordered me out of the cookhouse till he sang out that vittles are ready. Come back fast, Jessie. I’ll have a hot iron waitin’ for you,” teased the expert brander.

“We’ll start bringing in the cavvy today,” Jimmy Joe Slims said.

Jessie smiled, sorry she wouldn’t be able to help gather the wild and half-broken horses to get them ready for the roundup.

Carlos Reeves, a skilled broncbuster, lit a cigarito, then rubbed his seat. “Si, amigo, I haven’t tasted dirt in a season. There’s one stallion I’m eager to get my gut hooks into. I never could break him last time. I’m not over that defeat yet. That diablo is demente. Ride with eyes and ears to your rear, chica.”

John Williams, a huge and strong black man who labored mostly as their blacksmith, said, “Miss Jessie, you be careful allee time. We’uns’ll work hard tilst you git back. I gots yore hawse shoed good and ready to sling dirt if needs be.”

“Thank you, Big John.”

“Lasso us a real tough hombre, Jessie. Just tame him before you get him here,” jested Miguel Ortega as he settled a sombrero on his broad back.

“Jamas!” shouted Carlos. “We don’t want him tamed, Miguel. We want him eager to spit lead at anybody riding the Bar F brand.”

“I’ll be jumpy as a prairie dog with a rattler in his role until you get back,” Jimmy Joe declared.

“Hold your reins, sonny,” Rusty replied. “Ever’body knows those two abide each other ‘cause the dog don’t know that rattler is feeding on his pups.”

“Biscuit!” Hank Epps shouted from the cookhouse, “Git yore grub whilst it’s givin’ the steam!” Yet the crusty and jolly old cook hurried to join them.

Jefferson Clark, another black man, said, “We was jus’ tellin’ Miss Jessie good-bye. She’ll be gone nigh unto two weeks.”

“Eh?” Biscuit Hank responded, cupping his ear as if his hearing was bad, but all the boys knew it was fine when Hank wanted to hear something.

“I’ll be mounting up, Papa, so the boys can fill their bellies and get busy.”

Jed embraced his daughter and urged, “Be real careful-like, Jess.”

Mathew Cordell ordered Big Ed, “Take extra good care of her.”

The burly man mounted his large sorrel. “I will, Boss.”

Jessie smiled at Matt who was fingering his mustache. He had never been one for many words, but this morning he seemed more talkative than usual.

“You sure you don’t want me or one of the boys to go with you two? That’s a long and dangerous trail, Jessie. I’ll be worried till I see your pretty face again.”

What her sister had hinted at last night kept flickering in her mind. As she had told Mary Louise, Matt was good-looking. He was steadfast and loyal, but a mite serious and quiet when compared to the other hands. A breeze played in his hair and something curious glowed in his eyes of a matching dark-brown color. His gaze was deeper, longer, and stranger than she had noticed before. Or maybe she was looking too hard because of her sister’s implication. “Don’t be worried, Matt. I have to go,” she told him.

“I figgered you would from the first time you mentioned seeking help,” the soft-spoken foreman replied. “I’ve seen how your clever head works.”

“A man don’t stand a chance against Jess when she makes up her mind about something,” Jed added. “Not even her pa.”

“I knew she would win,” Matt responded, grinning.

“Jessie wondered if that was a soulful expression in his eyes when the foreman ordered, “Let’s eat, boys. Jessie has to leave, and we got work awaiting.”

Jimmy Joe nudged the half-Mexican and teased, “Yeah, Carlos is eager to git his britches warmed, his bones rattled, and his butt sore before dark.”

“I’ll take the spit and fire out of any horse you bring in, amigo.”

“Why don’t we start with that stallion who tamed you last time?”

“Hopping onto his saddle will be easier than getting into a bunk with tied-down covers. I was so tired last night, I didn’t even loosen her reins before I jumped on her. Which of you amigos hobbled her so good and tight?”

The men laughed and glanced around, but no one laid claim to the joke.

Gran and Tom joined the merry group, but Jessie’s lazy sister was still dressing. Mary Louise had been told to take over Jessie’s morning chores during her absence but claimed she was “kind of behind” today. Jessie had awakened Mary Louise in ample time, yet her sister had not heeded her urgings to arise and get busy. Obviously Hank or a hand had done the milking and egg gathering. Jessie was glad she would be gone when their father learned of the girl’s new disobedience which would surely provoke more anger and harsh words. The redhead didn’t know what it was going to take to quash her sister’s stubborn defiance.

Embraces and words were exchanged. Then Jessie mounted the piebald animal and bid them all farewell. Off she and Big Ed rode on their adventure.

For the first few hours, the riding was easy as they traveled over grasslands and hills that were scattered with short trees, scrubbrush, and yuccas. Here and there they encountered cactus: mostly prickly pear, ocotilla, and cholla. The area was lush and green, and Jessie always marveled at its. beauty. Several buzzards circled high above in the clear March sky as they searched for food. Graceful antelopes darted about during their early browsing. They were plentiful—thankfully, more so than the many s. . .