Fearless

Book 3: Pax Arcana

by Elliott James

Genres: Contemporary Fantasy; Fantasy Romance; Urban Fantasy

Synopsis

Someone, somewhere, has declared war on Kevin Kichida, and that someone has a long list of magical predators on their rolodex. The good news is that Kevin lives in a town where Ted Cahill is the new sheriff and old ally of John Charming.



The attacks on Kevin seem to be a pattern, and the more John and his new team follow that thread, the deeper they find themselves in a maze of supernatural threats, family secrets, and age-old betrayals. The more John learns, the more convinced he becomes that Kevin Kichida isn't just a victim-he's a sacrifice waiting to happen. And that thread John's following? It's really a fuse . . .

Release date: August 11, 2015

Publisher: Orbit

Print pages: 448

Sample

Once Upon a Time, Ted Cahill had changed. The only real question was whether Cahill had changed too much or not enough.

For example, when I first met Cahill, he had been a mouthy homicide detective in Clayburg, Virginia. Now he was the sheriff of Tatum, New York, which basically meant that he was better paid, had more administrative responsibilities, and was forced to be a lot more polite to a lot more people. But when someone in Cahill’s jurisdiction died in a suspicious manner, he was still a homicide detective at heart. And Tatum and Clayburg had a lot in common: Both towns are nestled in mountains, both towns are hosts to small private universities, and both towns call themselves cities, as if saying the word could make it true. So, how much of the change in Cahill’s status and environment was really all that significant?

Another thing about Cahill that was different—but not unrecognizably so—was his physical appearance. Cahill’s skin was a little paler than when I’d first met him, and I was willing to swear that his freckles were disappearing. His excess body fat had melted off like wax from a lit candle, and his cheekbones were still pronounced, but in an angular way rather than chubby. His brown eyes were still small but now burned with an intensity that might be compelling or disturbing depending on how you looked at them… or how those eyes looked at you. This quality is actually fairly common among supernatural beings struggling with predatory instincts.

And that, of course, was the biggest change, the catalyst for all of the cosmetic alterations in Cahill’s life. Ted Cahill had become a dhampir, a vampire who still retained some of his humanity. It was when trying to figure out how much humanity Cahill still retained (or what humanity meant exactly) that things got confusing.

“So, what about it, wolf boy? Do you smell it?” Cahill had been pushy and snappish ever since we arrived. He seemed to feel like he was doing us a huge favor by letting us help him, because asking for help had been so difficult.

“I smell it,” I confirmed. Sig Norresdotter, Cahill, and I were standing in the middle of a frosty and fenced in horseback riding ring next to Kincaid University’s stables. It was that kind of private school. Tatum in January was a lot colder than Virginia, and I was wearing a grey hoodie under a brown Flying Tiger fighter pilot jacket. I was also wearing black leather gloves, thermals under my dark blue jeans, two pairs of socks beneath my running shoes, and a slight frown.

The scent in question had been dissipating for twenty-four hours and was now too faint for normal human senses, but I could discern a weird, flat tang in the air. It was the slightly off, kind of wrong, almost burnt smell that writers of the old tales used to describe as brimstone. When someone or something from another plane suddenly materializes on this one, molecules from the visitor’s dimension get shoehorned into ours, and molecules from our plane get sucked into the visitor’s home to fill up the empty spaces left behind. It’s like the alternate-universe version of swapping spit. And the surrounding air has a neutral but not quite natural feel to it afterward.

Cahill gave me an impatient look. “And?”

“And why don’t you shove an orange cone up your ass and go direct traffic, you doorknob?” I said. “I’m trying to concentrate so I can do your job for you.”

Well, okay, I didn’t really say that. I might have a year earlier, but I’ve been working on my social skills. Instead, I confirmed Cahill’s suspicions. “Something supernatural manifested in this corral.”

“Was this thing summoned?” Sig spoke up, wearing some kind of cream-colored, soft-shelled female outdoor jacket unzipped. She wasn’t bothered by the cold any more than she was by the heat of the huge steaming cup of drive-through coffee that she was gulping instead of sipping.

By way of answering, I fished out my wallet and flashed the driver’s license I was currently using. “Does it say Gandalf on here or something?”

I really did say that one.

Sig gave me a look, and her glare is a formidable thing: icy-eyed, intense, full-lipped, and framed by long golden hair flowing over Scandinavian cheekbones. I stared back and saw how smart and strong and beautiful she was, and smiled.

Seeing that smile, her eyes softened, and the corners of her lips curved upward slightly. Being around Cahill again had us both a little on edge, so I relented. “Yeah, it was probably summoned deliberately. Things that break into our universe without an invitation are rare, and they usually kick up a shitstorm right away. They don’t go bump in the night; they go boom.”

Sig nodded and addressed Cahill without looking at him or using his name. “This missing college student… What was her name again?”

“Lindsey Williams,” Cahill supplied. “I was thinking maybe you’d see her ghost around here.”

“I don’t,” Sig said shortly. She doesn’t particularly like the I-see-dead-people part of being descended from Valkyries, but she doesn’t deny it either. “So, a security camera caught this Lindsey Williams heading this way at three thirty in the morning, right? What was she doing here that early?”

“Normally, I’d say she was meeting someone she shouldn’t,” Cahill said. “Some married professor, maybe, or her BFF’s boyfriend, or her drug dealer. But after a little nudging, her roommate admitted that Lindsey used to sneak out here at night pretty regularly. She said that Lindsey was horse crazy and that the upperclassmen in the equestrian studies program get to choose all the best horses for themselves. So Lindsey liked to come out and take some of her favorites for a night ride.”

“You say it took a little nudging?” Sig’s voice was tight as she repeated the words. Cahill had carried a major torch for Sig back in Clayburg. I couldn’t really blame him for that, but vampires are low-grade telepaths, and as a dhampir, Cahill had some of those abilities. When he’d partially turned, he’d started broadcasting his feelings for Sig and made her experience them too. From what I understand, they flirted around for a few days before going out on a date. Then they had dinner, and at some point while talking about how strange it was that they’d known each other so long and now this new thing was happening, Sig had a distant idea in the back of her mind. Sig is nothing if not strong willed, and the suspicion kept drifting back to the surface of her thoughts despite the tide of hormones trying to bear it away. After dinner, while Sig and Cahill were kissing in the parking lot behind the restaurant, Sig wrapped her arms over Cahill’s shoulders and pulled him close… and broke his neck. Lo and behold, the sudden rush of new feelings that had come into Sig’s life completely disappeared.

Cahill’s neck improved. Relations between him and Sig did not.

Cahill claimed the whole thing had been an accident, a result of having new powers that he didn’t fully understand and was still learning to control, and that was entirely possible. On the other hand, Cahill had used Sig’s unavailability as justification for using other women like Kleenex to wipe off excess sperm while his marriage fell apart. So it was kind of hard to say whether Cahill’s feelings for Sig were real or whether they were just his excuse for being a player, and that was a difficult uncertainty to deal with. If Cahill’s telepathic seduction of a woman he truly cared about had been unintentional, it was tragic, and he was kind of a victim. If it weren’t an accident, Cahill had mentally raped Sig as a means toward physically raping her. People are complex, so there was the whole question of what Cahill had done consciously or subconsciously too, or how much of the event he had reinvented or lied to himself about.

Which was why Sig had compromised. She left Cahill breathing but told him to get his dick out of Dodge if he wanted to stay that way. And Cahill, whatever his other faults, knew Sig well enough to take her seriously. Hence Cahill’s new job running a small police force in a town in upstate New York. I don’t know if Cahill had called Sig reluctantly or if he’d been looking for an excuse, but when he came across something he didn’t know how to handle, he’d called her just the same.

And she had answered. Sig is like that. She tends to have an “it takes a village” attitude toward monster hunting. I have mostly hunted supernatural predators alone, partly because I had no choice and partly because I’m an idiot. But Sig is worth going outside my comfort zone for.

“I gave the roommate a mental push,” Cahill’s voice resonated with a complex mixture of defiance and anger and shame. “If I don’t practice using my powers, I’ll never get better control of them. And this was for a good cause.”

Sig considered that while taking a big slurp of her coffee coco mucho mocco whatever (I’m a coffee purist), then turned her focus on me again. “So, what are we dealing with here, John? I saw your lips do that I-smelled-a-fart twitch they do when you connect some nasty dots. Spill it.”

Being attracted to a smart woman has a lot of rewards. It also comes with a few challenges.

“Yeah, I’ve put some pieces together,” I grumbled. I would have liked another minute to think about them, but I went ahead and squatted down closer to the ground so that I could outline a wide area with a sweeping index finger. “Did you notice how this part of the corral has the outline of hoofprints frozen in the mud much clearer and deeper than the rest of the riding ring?”

They had not.

“This patch of ground got moister than the rest and then froze. I figure the creature that manifested a physical body here used water as its elemental base.”

Cahill made a “time-out” sign and gave Sig an exasperated look. “Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! I asked you to bring Professor Peabody here because I don’t know a lot about this stuff, remember? What do you mean, element base?”

Professor Peabody was a cartoon character on the old Rocky and Bullwinkle show who had a lot of doctoral degrees. He was also a talking dog.

Grrrrrrrrr.

“Elementals are monsters from other planes who create a physical body from scratch and wear it around our universe like a cheap suit,” I explained. “They make that body out of whatever primary element is most similar to their own home environment.” I began to tick some examples off on my fingers. “A gargoyle might use earth. A sprite might use air. A salamander might use fire. And so on.”

It could get more complicated than that—a lot of otherworldly beings can possess human hosts, for example. Some of the rarer and more powerful ones can even incorporate more abstract forces like darkness or imagination, but I wasn’t set up for a PowerPoint presentation.

Sig squatted down to get a closer look, and I indicated the ground again. “I think Lindsey Williams snuck over here and found the riding ring empty except for a beautiful, harmless-looking horse that she didn’t recognize. I think Lindsey was drawn to the horse. She couldn’t help herself. It was like poetry made flesh. She looked into its deep dark eyes and climbed up on it, and the creature began to change. It took off with Lindsey on its back and jumped the fence.”

“How the hell do you figure all that, Charming?” Cahill challenged, but his voice was more subdued and curious than before.

“Because there’s a water elemental called an Each Uisge,” I said. “It assumes the form of a beautiful horse when it first manifests, and anyone who comes across it feels compelled to climb on its back and take a ride.”

“And it’s more like a highway to hell than My Little Pony,” Cahill guessed.

“Right. The person is compelled to cling to its back, and the Each Uisge changes into a scarier-looking beast and heads for the nearest large body of water. Once it has its rider submerged, the Each Uisge tears its victim apart with its teeth and eats them whole, clothes and all, everything except the liver. When it’s done digesting its victim, the Each Uisge dissolves into the water and goes back to its home plane. Basically, it uses our world like a drive-through window to pick up some fast food.”

“Everything except the liver?” Sig’s face had a strange I’m-trying-not-to-make-a-joke-about-not-even-supernatural-creatures-liking-liver expression.

“Jesus,” Cahill exhaled. It didn’t sound like a prayer. On the other hand, the word didn’t burn in his mouth like battery acid either, so that was good.

“Summoning an Each Uisge this close to so many bodies of water was definitely murder magic,” I said. “But how would anyone who wanted to kill this Lindsey Williams know that she was going to show up at 3:30 in the morning? And what did she do to piss a cunning person off?”

“What’s with this cunning person shit? Why can’t you just say witch or wizard?” Cahill complained.

“Ted, shut the fuck up,” Sig told him. “You wanted an expert. Be glad you got one.”

I stood up and offered Sig a hand. She didn’t need it any more than I needed her to help me deal with Cahill, but she let me pull her up anyway. “The question still stands. Is there anything to suggest that this Lindsey Williams is mixed up in our world?”

“Not that I can find,” Cahill admitted. “But I haven’t been on this long. We didn’t do any of that wait-forty-eight-hours bullshit here. Lindsey’s boyfriend is a local whose parents are big people in this town.”

“Maybe this Lindsey is new to our world?” Sig hazarded. “If she was as horse crazy as Ted says, maybe this is a case of some amateur witch using magic she didn’t really understand and getting killed by it.”

“Then who cleaned up the spell components and ritual items after she was killed?” I nodded at the stables where the sounds of an equestrian studies major getting the horses ready were obvious. “I guess she could be part of a group of witches, but I don’t see a whole coven being horse crazy. Or all of them being equally ill informed either. I can think of a more likely scenario.”

Cahill got it at once. “You think the spell was meant for whoever was supposed to show up and feed and groom the horses that morning.”

“Yeah. I think Lindsey snuck in, doing her little midnight ride routine, and accidentally triggered a trap set for someone else,” I agreed. “It would explain some things.”

“Maybe,” Sig said thoughtfully. “But maybe not. Maybe the spellcaster didn’t care who got hurt, because this was some kind of random act of magical terrorism. Maybe somebody has a grudge against the university or horseback riding programs in general.”

“That’s possible too,” I admitted. “But it doesn’t feel like it. Terrorism is about causing terror. This event removed a student quietly and discreetly. One of you should find out who was supposed to take the morning shift in the stables and make sure they’re safe.”

“One of us?” Cahill’s voice was suspicious.

“The other one ought to come with me and track whatever made those hoof marks,” I explained. “Or do you want to just take my word for it and not really find out what happened here?”

They both considered this.

“We could get Molly and Choo to do it?” Sig offered hesitantly. Molly Newman is our group’s holy person, and Chauncey “Choo” Childers is our weapons maker. They had gone to find us some hotel rooms and check out research material on Tatum when the local library opened: survey maps, town history, local legends, Native American tribes that had lived in the area, that kind of thing.

“Even if I’m right about the Each Uisge, we don’t know who summoned it or why or if they’re done,” I reminded her.

Molly and Choo are normal humans and a lot more vulnerable to surprise attacks than Sig or me, which is why Sig likes to keep them in reserve when we don’t know what we’re dealing with.

“I guess you are the best suited for tracking the horse,” Sig granted reluctantly, then turned to address Cahill. “And I should probably go investigate whoever was supposed to prep the stables yesterday morning. Anybody who pissed off a magic type might also have some ghosts that I can talk to following them around. But it’s your turf, Ted. Do you want to check on the student who might be the real target or go with John?”

Cahill sighed. His Jedi mind tricks wouldn’t work on me, and he probably knew it wasn’t a coincidence that neither of the choices we’d given him involved Cahill being alone with Sig. “I owe it to this Williams kid to find out what happened to her. I’ll help Charming test out his hypothesis.”

Yippee.

“No sense wasting time, then.” I pointed northwest. “The nearest lake is that way.”

Cahill squinted suspiciously. “How do you know that?”

“John memorized the campus maps on the ride up,” Sig said with a trace of… what? Fondness? Pride? “In case we wound up chasing something here.”

“I also brought a copy of the Junior Woodchuck Guide,” I added.

Cahill’s expression remained a bit sour, as if he’d bitten into something he didn’t like. Well, that was fine. It was what he liked biting into that I was worried about.

How long do you think we have before more people start waking up and moving around?” I asked. It was a little after seven, the time when the dining hall on the other side of the campus opened.

Kincaid University was large for such a small population, just a few thousand students, and some of those students would be in overseas exchange programs or away on internships. Rolling hills had stone stairways built into them, and bicycle and walking paths threaded through the various halls, dorms, libraries, gymnasiums, common rooms, auditoriums, administrative buildings, and gazebos (it was a no driving campus), but the paths were empty.

“On a weekday, the gophers would already be climbing out of their holes,” Cahill mused. It was a Saturday. “But there aren’t any eight o’clock classes to worry about, and the cold will keep a lot of the early risers who weren’t out partying last night in bed. I’d say we have at least an hour.”

“That ought to be enough,” I assured him. The stables were on the fringes of the campus proper anyhow, and we were headed into an increasingly thick-wooded area. I had a dark blue sling bag across my back, a tight cylinder rather than the teardrop-shaped kind. “One way or the other.”

Cahill ignored that qualifying remark and put on a pair of dark sunglasses though the sun was just barely starting to make its presence felt. Most dhampirs can function in sunlight, but their eyes are weak during the day, and they get sunburn or sun poisoning easily. “You’re dressing a little sharper than you used to there, Charming.”

“I got most of my clothes from Goodwill or Salvation Army centers when I was being hunted by knights,” I explained.

“Some of the sharpest dressers around wear consignment stuff,” Cahill countered. He himself dressed well when he wasn’t wearing a sheriff’s department jacket.

“That’s true,” I acknowledged. “But I mostly wanted to pay in cash and travel light and keep changing my appearance. My clothes were disposable.”

What I wasn’t saying was that Sig had given me the jacket I was wearing for Christmas. I’m not a big fan of men letting their women dress them like Ken dolls, but it was the first Christmas gift I’d gotten in a long, long time.

The trees were leafless and the ground frozen, but Cahill still wore an expression of mild distaste, moving awkwardly despite his inhuman agility as he avoided the occasional curling bramble or fallen branch.

“I take it you weren’t a Boy Scout,” I observed.

Cahill actually laughed before he remembered that we were being tense around each other. “Not in any sense of the word. I grew up in Queens. The only reason I moved to Clayburg before you met me was that I was still trying to save my marriage back then. My ex-wife wanted me to be a cop someplace where there wasn’t a huge gang problem.”

And he’d wound up hanging around a bunch of monster hunters instead. Cahill didn’t particularly want to talk, but he really didn’t want to linger on his ex or Clayburg either, so he tried to switch topics. “So, an Each Uisge huh? Wasn’t there some book about taming a sea horse?”

“There’s a line from that Browning poem, My Last Duchess,” I said. “The guy in the poem mentions a bronze statue of a sea horse. He calls having the statue made taming a sea horse.”

“You’re kind of a fucking know-it-all,” Cahill observed. “Did you know that?”

“What I know is that the statue of the sea horse is a dead thing,” I answered. “It doesn’t have any of the wildness or beauty or magic of the original. But the narrator is a control freak who tried to do the same thing with his wife. He couldn’t dominate her, so he had a beautiful painting made of her and then killed her. The poem is about what happens when you try to control the people you love. You wind up killing the things you loved about them in the first place, or the things they loved about you. You become a monster.”

Silence.

“I meant the book by Robert B. Parker,” Cahill said finally. “Taming a Sea-horse. I like mysteries.”

“Oh,” I said. “I forgot about that one.”

I could smell the approaching lake when Cahill said, “You’re talking about me and Sig. You think I tried to control her.”

Actually, I hadn’t had any intention of opening up a big emotional discussion on the brink of a possible monster battle. But sometimes, conversations have a mind of their own. Sometimes, things need to be said, and if you dam them up, they just find another way of getting around to the subject.

“I don’t think that,” I said. “You did try to control her. The only question is whether you meant to or not.”

“I didn’t,” he ground out. His right hand was a little too close to his gun for my taste.

“And you asked for help and we’re here,” I reminded him. If I ever discovered that Cahill was using his mental whammy to make women have sex with him, I was going to cut his head off and burn his body down to ash. But there was no point making threats. If I decided to do it, I’d do it.

Cahill bared his teeth. His fangs were showing, just slightly. “So, this hunt wasn’t just an excuse to get me out here for some he-man ass-kicking contest?”

“We’re not rivals, dumb-ass,” I informed him bluntly. “I don’t need to protect Sig from you. She already did that.”

Those words hit him harder than the whole sea horse thing.

“What do you fucking know?” he hissed. “You’re a man who got turned into something else, just like me. You had people chasing after you, and you put Sig right in the danger zone! And you’ve done all kinds of fucked-up things; any cop could tell that just looking at you.”

“What do you want me to say, Cahill? That life isn’t fair?” I asked quietly. “What was your first clue?”

It didn’t take enhanced senses to hear his teeth grinding.

I took my sling bag off of my shoulders. Might as well use the time wisely, since we were stopping anyway. “The question is, are you going to man up and deal with it or not?”

“You’re not sleeping with her,” Cahill said. “I’d be able to smell it if you were.”

It was true. I was courting Sig, and she was setting a slow pace. And it wasn’t any of Cahill’s business.

“I left Sig alone when she said that’s what she needed,” I said evenly. “And she came and found me again. I don’t know why. To be honest, I thought she was smarter than that. But she did.”

Cahill let out a long, harsh breath. It sounded like some of his soul came out with it. “If I leave her alone, I don’t think she’s going to come looking for me.”

I pulled out a sledgehammer that was rolled up in my sling bag. The sledgehammer was already smeared with mud, which was good. I’d gotten it from a room in the stables while Sig was talking to the student in charge of morning cleaning. “So grow a pair, or freak out and attack me, or shut up while you decide. I’m about out of bullshit.”

“Fuck you,” Cahill said, but his heart wasn’t in it. Maybe because he didn’t have one.

Next, I pulled a bottle out of the sling bag. I usually carried the bottle and a few other things around in a specially made guitar case, but I was in Tatum as an expert tracker, and that would have looked awkward. Cahill watched me pour a small amount of liquid over the metal head of the sledgehammer. Then he watched some more while I removed a matchbook from my pocket and struck a match, causing the top of the sledgehammer to flame briefly.

Finally, he gave in to curiosity. His voice wasn’t apologetic, but it wasn’t angry either. “What the hell is that stuff?”

“Absinthe,” I said. “Distilled down to the point where it’s basically jet fuel. Absinthe is made from wormwood, and wormwood is potent against water elementals.”

“Why?”

I sighed. One second, he was griping about me giving explanations; the next, he was asking for them. “My best guess? There’s a prophecy in the Bible about a fallen star called Wormwood poisoning large bodies of water at the end of time. It may be that so many people have read and repeated that verse over the centuries, believing it, that it became a kind of crude magical ceremony, and now wormwood has taken on symbolic properties. Magic works that way sometimes.”

“Do you even hear yourself talk?” Cahill’s voice was flat, all of the emotion drained out of it.

“Here’s the other piece,” I held up the weapon while the flames burned out and left a scorched patina behind. “I just combined fire with the earth that makes up this sledgehammer. When I swing this thing fast and cause it to whistle through the wind, I’ll be combining air too. That’s earth, fire, and air. Three natural elements against the truce this thing made with water to move around our home.”

“What am I supposed to do?” Cahill’s tone was showing some small signs of becoming normal again.

I sealed the bottle of absinthe and handed it over. It was shaped like a World War II Nazi hand grenade, though a little bigger. “Break this over the Each Uisge and light it on fire. Then grab the biggest branch or rock you can find and go at it.”

I removed my jacket and rolled it up in the sling bag, careful not to knock the katana inside to an odd angle.

“I don’t like you very much,” Cahill pointed out, as if that were directly relevant.

“So ignore my friend request on Facebook.” I stood and shifted the sling bag back over my chest and shoulders. “Are we going to do this or what?”

He didn’t answer, which meant that he sort of did. I started walking again and he followed. We were almost at the lake when Cahill spoke again. “Do you even have a Facebook page?”

“No,” I answered tersely, and we emerged from the woods at the edge of a large lake. The Kincaid University material I’d printed off said that the name of the lake was Contemplation, but that sounded like something the university founders had come up with. As opposed to Lake Intoxication or Lake Procreation or whatever the students actually got up to around those waters. If I’d known we would be dealing with a water elemental, I would have looked up the lake’s original name. True names are important.

Hell, I would have brought some rotisserie chickens from the local grocery store too. Back in ye olde days, knights used to lure Each Uisge out of their watery bolt-holes with roasted meat while the creatures still had the taste of flesh in their mouth. But you can never prepare for everything.

“Here’s what I don’t quite get,” Cahill ventured. “This thing just wants to leave? Why don’t we let it?”

“Because it broke the rules and killed someone from our home.” I didn’t take my eyes off the lake. I didn’t know much about this Lindsey Williams. I knew she had a passion for horses. I knew she had people who cared about her. And I knew she’d deserved a chance to fuck her life up and learn and love and try to figure out what she wanted to leave behind. And some thing had taken that from her. It wasn’t right.

Cahill grunted, so I gave him an answer he could be happier with.

“Besides, it’s easier for cunning folk to summon creatures that they are already familiar with,” I said. “Letting this thing live so that the person we’re really after can summon it again would be like leaving a loaded gun lying around.”

He nodded but still didn’t look convinced. Fuck him.

I yelled out over the water: “SCIO ENIM QUIA HOC! VENITE CERTAMEN! ET FERTE PRESIDIUM! VENENUM EFFUNDAM EN LECTO! ET MATREM TUAM TERPIS!”

Nothing happened.

“What was that?” Cahill wanted to know.

“Latin.”

He snorted. “No shit. What did you say?”

“I challenged and insulted it.” The sledgehammer was balanced casually on my shoulder, my feet comfortably apart and my left hip angled toward the lake. The terms of the Pax Arcana actually keep me from attacking supernatural creatures unless they have done something to make their presence known to the world at large, but if I let a creature smell werewolf and give them a little attitude, they usually attack me.

We waited a while longer. Cahill started to say something but I interrupted. “All right, we’re going to have to pull out some juju. Take your badge out and hold