Eternal Lover
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Synopsis
Theirs is a world of ancient desires and forbidden pleasures. They are men of mystery and women of seduction, wild creatures with the power to entrance and enchant, tease and tantalize. Enter their secret world, if you dare . . .
The Yearning by Hannah Howell: Alpin has lived for centuries with a lust that can never be quenched with mere physical pleasure. And then he meets Sophie, whose own search for lasting love binds them together in a cloak of shimmering sensuality . . .
City of Demons by Richelle Mead: Seth cannot resist the intense sexual allure of his demon lover Georgina. Yet their love reaches beyond the physical, into a place of complete untamed surrender . . .
Bitten by Lynsay Sands: Keeran's existence as a vampire has taught him to accept a life without love—until he saves Emily from certain death. And suddenly he discovers the soul-searing passion he thought he'd lost forever . . .
Heart of the Mummy by Saranna DeWylde: The Egyptian legend of He Who Endures fascinates archaeologist Dr. Kalila Blake. But her enigmatic colleague Dr. Seth Dakarai knows more about the warrior king—and about immortal desire—than she ever dreamed . . .
Contains mature themes.
Release date: February 22, 2022
Publisher: Zebra Books
Print pages: 400
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Eternal Lover
Lynsay Sands
Keeran crouched behind the chest that had been positioned to block him from the view of anyone entering the room. Hand clenched around his sword, muscles tensed, he stared with fixed attention at the crack of light coming in under the bedchamber door.
A rustle reached his ears as his father shifted in his own hiding place on the other side of the chamber. Keeran turned his eyes in that direction, but while he could see the dark shape of the bed between them, he could see no sign of his father in the gloomy corner beyond it. Keeran knew he was equally invisible to the older man.
Another rustle. It was the barest of sounds, but he recognized it for a sign that the older warrior was restless. They hadn’t been hiding there long, but Keeran was restless as well, eager to claim vengeance for the deaths of his mother and sister.
His gaze returned to the dark corner and Keeran silently cursed his father for refusing to remain at his side as he had wished. After losing both his mother and sister in quick succession, he’d wanted to keep his sire close as they awaited the beast they were sure would strike again this night.
His mother and sister. Keeran felt grief try to claim and weaken him, but staved it off. He needed anger now to strengthen him, so deliberately reflected on the events that had led up to this night.
Keeran had returned from more than a year fighting the king’s battles to find Castle MacKay in an uproar and his mother dead. It was his father who had told him the tale of what had come to pass. Some weeks past, young village girls and boys had begun to die, found pale and bloodless, two marks on their throat as if bitten. Panic had been quick to set in among the MacKay clan. Since the attacks had all taken place at night, parents began locking their children away the moment the sun went down, but this did little to slow the deaths. Two more young girls turned up dead in their beds, both only feet away from their sleeping parents.
As clan chief, Keeran’s father was expected to both stop these deaths and to avenge them. He immediately set up a night watch to patrol the village, then gathered a group of men to hunt the source of the attacks. It was the third night of the hunt that Keeran’s father came across what appeared to be a man feasting on the neck of one of the warriors assigned to patrol the village.
Geordan MacKay had told Keeran that for a brief moment, he had been so overwhelmed by the horrible realization that the ancient myths of night-walking beasts who fed on the blood of men were true that he had been unable to move. Vampires existed. But he had soon shaken off his temporary paralysis and attacked, taking the creature by surprise and hacking off his head before the vampire could straighten from his last victim.
News of the kill had spread quickly, and the clan had gathered to greet him as Keeran’s father had made his triumphant ride into the bailey, the headless vampire across his horse before him. They had all cheered when he held up the head, jaws open, deadly teeth exposed. A huge bonfire had been started and the body and head unceremoniously dumped on it to be sure the creature could not return to life. Then they had celebrated his death and the return of safety to the MacKays well into the morning.
Keeran’s father had thought his troubles over then. He had killed the vampire plaguing his people. They were safe now. And they had been. At least the people in the village. But the very next night, his wife had fallen victim to the bloodless death. Geordan MacKay had awakened in the morning to find her lying pale and still beside him. Obviously, there was a second vampire, and this one had possessed the gall to kill Lady MacKay while she lay sleeping beside her husband. The horror was not over.
Keeran had arrived home the afternoon of his mother’s death and joined the hunt for this new beast that night. That hunt proved fruitless, as did the next night’s hunt, and the next. In the dawn after the third night, the men had returned to the news that Keeran’s sister was dead. This new vampire had got past the patrols and guards that had been set everywhere and had killed her in her sleep, as had happened with their mother.
It had been obvious at that point that this second creature knew that Geordan MacKay had personally killed the first vampire and was now seeking vengeance. That being the case, Keeran had been the next logical victim. Father and son, both furious and grief-stricken, had redoubled their efforts to hunt down this new threat, but after nearly a week of searching, the laird of the MacKay clan had decided they should change their approach. They would lay a trap.
His plan had been simple. They would stuff straw under Keeran’s bedclothes, hoping the creature would think him asleep there. Then each would take position on either side of the bed so that no matter which side he approached from, one or the other would be positioned to come up from behind and tackle him.
His father’s plan had seemed a good one at first, but that was before they had doused the fire in the hearth, snuffed out the candles, and been plunged into stygian darkness. Suddenly blind, Keeran had feared they wouldn’t be able to see the vampire to attack him when he came. But his father had insisted they would see him enter by the torchlight in the hall spilling into the room when he eased the door open.
With no better plan to take this one’s place, Keeran had acquiesced and backed into his assigned corner. It was a relief to find that his eyes did adjust to the darkness and that, aided by the weak moonlight coming in through the window on the opposite wall, he could make out the dark shape of his bed.
Realizing all at once that this was no longer true and that the room seemed even darker than before, Keeran turned his gaze toward the window. It appeared that a cloud had been passing over the moon. Even as he looked, it moved away, allowing the faintest light back in. Keeran was just relaxing when another sound reached his ears.
Stiffening, he shot his gaze to the corner where his father stood invisible in darkness. Had that been a moan? He held his breath, straining to hear until his head ached with the effort. Keeran heard no other sound, but icy cold was creeping over him and he had the sudden uncomfortable sense of being the hunted rather than the hunter.
“Father?” he called in a bare whisper of sound.
Silence so thick it seemed to have a life of its own was his only answer. Keeran felt the hair on the back of his neck prickle. Had the beast got in? Nay. Light would have spilled into the room from the door had anyone entered. Still, his senses were on alert and his instincts were shrieking that there was trouble.
“Father?” he said, louder, to combat the sudden eerie sensation of being alone and exposed.
When there was no answer this time, Keeran eased up from his crouching position and moved carefully around the chest toward the door. They had removed all the rushes from the floor except for a foot-wide space around the bed. This had been to ensure they would be betrayed by no footfall as they crept up on the vampire when he appeared. Keeran was grateful for this forethought as he made his silent way to the door.
Relief coursed through him when he felt the wood of the door beneath his seeking fingers. Pausing just to the side of it, he listened for a moment, then pulled it open and thrust it wide.
Light immediately spilled into the room. Blinking as his eyes tried to adjust, Keeran turned to the corner his father had taken, prepared to apologize for the skittishness that had made him open the door, only to freeze as the man’s crumpled figure came into view. For a moment, Keeran was bewildered as to what the older man was doing lying there slumped against the chest he should have been crouched behind, but then he saw the blood dribbling from two small puncture wounds on his neck. He also noted that—while pale as death—Geordan MacKay was breathing, taking in short, gasping breaths.
Instinct sent Keeran hurrying across the room toward his father. He had just reached the foot of the bed when movement out of the corner of his eye made him stop his forward motion and turn. In his concern, he had forgotten the monster they had been lying in wait for. It was a fatal mistake.
Keeran’s sword was raised by the time he completed the turn, but the sight of the woman who stepped calmly out of the shadows so stunned him that he froze to gape.
She was slender, pale, and petite. She was also one of the loveliest women Keeran had ever seen. Her face was a pale oval, with perfect features framed by midnight hair that cascaded over her shoulders and out of sight down her back. His gaze stopped briefly on her large, lovely eyes, then dipped down to her sweet, blood red lips and stayed there. Keeran might have stared at her all night had a sound not drawn his attention to his father again.
“ ’Tis her. She is Vampyre. Kill her!”
Keeran felt as if he had been punched in the stomach at these words. He turned back to the woman, expecting a denial. Surely this beautiful creature could not be the monster they sought? But he found her smiling an unholy smile. A shudder ran through him as she licked her lips and he realized the crimson color had been his father’s blood. This was the beast who had killed his mother and sister and had now felled his father.
Red-hot rage immediately coursed through Keeran. He started to bring his sword down, but found she suddenly held the razor-sharp blade in a grip as hard as the steel she grasped. Keeran could neither raise nor lower it. Without hesitation, he drew the sword toward her as if her hand were a sheath. She didn’t even flinch as it sliced into her flesh. Neither did she bleed, he realized. Only the dead didn’t bleed.
Before he could attempt to hack at her again, the woman’s open hand shot out at him. He barely had time to note the move, let alone block it. Her cold palm slammed into his throat with incredible force, then her fingers closed with a strength no human could possibly muster. She followed that with a lightning-swift blow to his chest that sent him to his knees as the air was punched out of him. The woman then stepped forward, dragging him around by the throat at the same time so that she stood behind him and they both faced his father.
The sword had dropped from his hand when she had punched him. Now weaponless, Keeran could only grab at her hand, trying desperately to tear it away. His shock at his inability to do so had his eyes bulging as he attempted to suck air down the throat her viselike grip seemed to have sealed closed. He was a warrior: strong, hard, and twice her size, and yet she was stronger.
“Hellbound creature!” Geordan MacKay gasped, and the woman holding Keeran as easily as if he were a rag doll laughed. It was a tinkle of amusement, more suited to a ballroom than this tense moment.
“Undoubtedly.” She sounded amused, but her voice turned cold as she added, “But you shall go to your Maker knowing that I am taking your son and heir there with me. ’Tis a fitting punishment for your killing my mate, would you not say?”
Keeran saw his father try to rise from his slumped position at this claim, even as he himself attempted to break the grip on his throat. Neither of them succeeded. His father fell back with a weak moan of despair even as Keeran felt the sting of the beast’s death kiss on his neck. That first nip was all the pain there was to his death. Then ecstasy exploded where the sting had been, spreading from that spot through his whole body. Much to his shame, Keeran felt his body respond as if to a lover. Then cold began to creep over him and his vision began to narrow. His last sight before the encroaching darkness claimed him was of the tears leaking from his father’s regret-filled eyes and rolling down his pale cheeks.
When awareness returned to him, Keeran found himself lying abed and not knowing how he’d gotten there. He rolled weakly onto his side, then stilled at the sight of his father lying dead in the corner, a stake through his heart.
“He is dead. It is done.”
Keeran’s eyes shot to the window where the woman stood, shrouded in the gray light of predawn. She had awaited his regaining awareness before making her next move, and he suspected it would be to stake him, too.
“Nay. I’ll not put you to rest,” she announced, apparently able to read his mind. “Your father shall suffer more in his heaven knowing that you walk the earth, taking life to sustain your own as I do.”
“Never!” Keeran spat, repulsed by the very idea.
“We shall see.” Her smile was cold and cruel. “You will find you will do much to end the pain of hunger when it strikes.”
Realizing now that she did not have the mercy to kill him, Keeran turned his gaze aside, wishing she would just go away. He wished to be left to his misery and mourning. But while he could avoid looking on her monstrous beauty, he couldn’t shut out her voice.
“The dawn comes. You should seek shelter ere it arrives and sends you to hell in a blazing glory. A most unpleasant experience, I am sure.”
Keeran jerked his gaze back to her, prepared to spit out that he would rather die than live this walking death as she did, but he was just in time to see her slip through the window and out of sight. Now he understood how she had entered without alerting them, and realized that they hadn’t had a chance. Neither of them had even considered she might enter through the window. Keeran’s room was in the tower, too high for any mortal being to reach. They had underestimated the creature.
At least now she was gone.
Keeran relaxed on the bed with every intention of staying right where he was and allowing the sun to show him the mercy she would not, but when the first rays of light began to creep through the window and touched his feet, it felt as if someone had set a torch to his boots. It affected him even through his clothing. Jerking his foot out of that finger of light, he tried to sit up but found he was yet too weak.
Cursing himself for not staying where he was even as he did it, Keeran managed to roll off the bed, hitting the floor with a body-jolting thump. This gave him some respite from the sun’s rays, but he knew it would not be for long. Unshuttered, the window would soon allow the light in to fill the room. Yet he was too weak to gain his feet, let alone walk somewhere that the light could not reach him, and he refused to call out for help. He would not have his people see him this way. As far as they were concerned, their clan chief, Geordan MacKay, and his son and only remaining heir, Keeran MacKay, had died this night. He would have it so. He would not remain among them to sully them with his presence.
His gaze slid to the side and landed on the chest he had hidden behind. Mustering the little strength he had left, Keeran managed to crawl inside it. Relief flowed through him when the lid dropped closed, enshrouding him in a cocoon of darkness. It was quickly followed by shame that he had not had the courage to stay where he had been and allow the sun to destroy the monster he had become.
Emily spat the invading water from her mouth and coughed deeply, wrenching against the ropes around her torso as her body tried to expel the liquid that had made its way into her lungs. When the fit was over, she sagged weakly where she stood, forcing herself to keep her eyes and mouth closed. Both instinctively wanted to open.
Despite being ceaselessly pounded and buffeted by the wind, Emily felt starved for air; she longed to open her mouth and gasp in oxygen. She also yearned to open her eyes, but there was little to see. She was trapped in cold, wet darkness, alternately suffocated by the hard slap of the wind and pounded by the battering waves. Were it not for the solid surface of the mast at her back and the ropes digging into her body, she would have thought she’d fallen overboard and was drowning.
Emily almost wished she were drowning; at least then there would have been a foreseeable end to this torture. As it was, she was being beaten by waves that crashed over her, first slamming her back against the mast as they hit, then pulling at her, trying to rip her away from where she was lashed as they washed away. She was in agony, every inch of her flesh screaming at the abuse of the icy water and tearing ropes. No doubt by now the bindings had more than rubbed her raw. She imagined she was bleeding through the cloth of her gown, the ruby red drops washed away by each succeeding wave. And it seemed to her that this had been going on for an eternity, long enough that she began to fear she had been drowned by the brutal waves and was now in some form of purgatory. A punishment, no doubt, for her lack of proper concern when her uncle had been washed overboard. Was lack of grief at the death of a family member enough to see you in hell? she wondered. Despite knowing she shouldn’t, Emily blinked her eyes open and lifted her face to the sky. She was immediately blinded by another wave.
The storm had come on quickly. One moment it had been a bright and sunny morning, just coming on noon, in the next the sky had turned an ominous green that had gone darker and darker until all signs of daylight had disappeared. Emily had known from the sailors’ reactions that this was to be no normal storm. The mood among them had quickly become as heavy as the clouds overhead as they hurried to batten down everything onboard. She’d understood why when the ship had begun pitching wildly about. Then the rain had started, followed by the lightning that had briefly and intermittently lit the sky enough for her to see the great walls of water that the ship struggled through. Even the brief glimpses she’d had of those mountainous waves had left her gaping in horror. She had begun to pray.
Had this been a passenger ship, Emily would have ridden out the storm in her own cabin. No doubt she would have been lashed to a cot to keep from flying about and been blissfully ignorant of the true violence of the battle they faced. But this was one of her uncle’s cargo ships. There were no cabins. She’d spent the first part of the storm clinging to the side of the ship beneath a small wooden shelter, but as the storm had intensified in fury and she’d found it increasingly difficult to keep her footing, the captain had insisted on lashing her and her uncle to the mast. Her father’s brother had insisted Emily be taken first, and she had been touched by this very first sign of familial caring from the man. Then he had ruined it by shouting that if they managed to get her safely to the mast, he would risk the journey.
It had taken seemingly forever for the captain and the first mate to get Emily to the mast. The wind had kept grabbing at the long skirts of her gown and trying to whisk her away. By the time they had lashed her to it and gone back to collect her uncle, the wind had been a living thing, grasping and greedy. Worse yet, on their return the ship had been cresting one of the enormous waves that had been assaulting them for hours. The men had not been able to reach the mast before they were picked up by a rogue wave that crashed over the ship. Her uncle and the first mate had been swept overboard like so much flotsam. The captain had been smashed into the side of the ship with a violence that had left him injured, but alive and still onboard. Emily had known at that point that—barring a miracle—they were all lost. Her opinion had not changed in the eternity that had passed since then as she had first watched the seamen struggle to fight the storm, then watched them being overwhelmed by it until it had grown too dark to see at all.
The time since then had been interminable, filled with the crash of waves, the sting of rain, and the never-ending, howling wind. At first, there had also been the occasional screams of sailors being washed overboard, but Emily had not heard any for the last little while. She was beginning to think that she was the only soul left alive onboard, and didn’t know how long that would last. While the ship was still afloat, she was in dire danger of drowning where she slumped against the ropes binding her.
A sudden low crack and groan pierced the howling in Emily’s ears. It was accompanied by a shudder that ran through the boards under her feet and the mast at her back. Emily lifted her head and tried to penetrate the black, her heart thundering somewhere in the vicinity of her throat as she struggled to understand what this meant. It sounded as if the ship had hit something. This couldn’t be good.
Another wave battered her body and Emily moaned as her head cracked violently against the wooden mast. For a moment, the gloom was illuminated by stars dancing behind her eyelids and she was wretched with pain. It was then that the wind and water were abruptly cut off. She could still hear the wind, but it no longer beat at her as it had. Emily didn’t open her eyes until a hard form pressed itself against her.
Blinking her eyes open then, she was surprised to find that there was some light where until now there had been only darkness. The storm was apparently easing and some small moonlight was struggling through the clouds, enough that she could make out the ruffled front of a white shirt before her nose. Then that cloth and the body beneath it were pressed against her face and she felt arms close around her. Before she could quite understand what was happening, the ropes that had held her in place for so long slipped away. Stiff and weak from hours spent in the punishing wind, Emily felt herself crumpling downward, then was caught under the arms and lifted up.
“Hold on to me.” The words came to her clearly, though she almost thought she had imagined them, for surely even spoken into her ears she should not have heard them so clearly in this wind? Nevertheless, Emily did her best to obey the instruction, but her limp arms were incapable of following direction. She lifted helpless, apologetic eyes to the face looming above hers and was briefly caught in its dark beauty. Sad, gray eyes that seemed to reflect the moonlight peered out at her from a pale, chiseled face that was both handsome and somehow tragic. Emily knew instinctively that this man had suffered untold sorrow.
Her thoughts died an abrupt death as another fierce wave crashed over the boat, slamming both her and her would-be rescuer back against the mast. Her head cracked against the wood once more, this time a violent slam that made the night explode in a blinding light that faded as quickly as it had appeared, taking consciousness with it.
Emily blinked her eyes open and stared into obscurity. For a moment, she feared she was still on the ship and that the storm had merely passed, but then she realized this couldn’t be. She was dry, lying down on a relatively soft surface, and covered by what felt to be a mountain of blankets. She was saved! That glad thought was followed by the question of how? and a brief picture of a pale, handsome face beneath wind-tossed hair flashed in her mind.
Emily sat up abruptly and winced at the tenderness in her stomach, a reminder of her ordeal through the storm. She suspected she’d be tender for some time to come.
“And should be grateful to have escaped so lightly,” she reprimanded herself, then gave a start at the rusty sound of her own voice. Her throat was raw and sore, though whether from the seawater she had swallowed or from her own shouts she just didn’t know. Whatever the case, she determined to be grateful for this little reminder of her experience as well. No doubt, the men who had been washed overboard would have welcomed the opportunity to complain of so little.
Emily peered around the dim room as she shifted to the edge of the bed. There was little enough to see: unidentifiable shapes barely visible through the gloom. It appeared to be night still, or again. She wasn’t at all sure how long she’d suffered the brutal storm. For that matter, Emily had no idea how long she may have slept afterward.
Her gaze settled on a large black rectangle that might be a door, and she slid off the bed to move cautiously toward it, inching forward with care lest there be something in her path. But when Emily reached what she’d hoped was a door and stretched out her hand, her fingers encountered only heavy cloth. Drapes.
Gripping the material with both hands, she yanked them open. Midday sunlight exploded into the room, searing her eyes and sending her staggering back. Blinking rapidly, Emily turned away from the blinding light and got her first glimpse of the room she occupied. The sunlight lit it admirably. Too well. She almost wanted to slam the curtains closed again. The room she occupied was a gloomy prospect. No amount of sunlight could brighten the decor of gray and blood red with its coating of dust and detritus.
Grimacing, she rubbed her arms and shifted to place one foot on top of the other on the cold stone floor, then glanced at the loose cloth covering her arms. Her dress was gone. She wore a long, flowing white nightgown in its place. Embarrassment tried to claim her at the thought of someone—the sad-eyed man?—undressing and dressing her, but she shrugged it away. Surely it had been a maid and not her rescuer who had changed her? Emily hoped so, but another glance at the room was hardly reassuring. It did not reflect the efforts of a maid.
Her ruminations on the matter were interrupted when a click drew her gaze to the door she had been seeking. The large wooden panel swung inward and a head sporting gray hair in a neat bun poked in, swiveling until two bright eyes found her.
“Oh! Yer up.”
“Yes. I—” Emily paused. The head had slipped back out of sight through the door. In the next moment, the wooden panel burst wide open and the head reappeared, this time atop the rather large, comforting body of an older woman carrying a tray.
“Well! I was beginning to think ye’d be sleeping the day away.” The woman sailed cheerfully across the room to set the tray on a small table next to Emily. “Not that I’d be blaming ye if ye did. But I’ve been ever so curious since the master brought ye home.” She fussed over the tray briefly, then pulled out a chair and smiled at Emily. “Here ye are, then. I’ve brought you some good, nourishing food to restore ye after yer trials. Have a seat, lass, and—och!”
Emily had moved automatically toward the chair, but paused abruptly at that alarmed sound. The woman sounded like a chicken about to lay an egg and looked about as ruffled, her matronly body bristling and jerking back as if to flap wings that didn’t exist.
“Ye can’t be standin’ about barefoot on the castle’s cold floors, lass. Ye’ll be catching yer death, ye will. And ye’ve naught but the lady’s gown on.” Pausing, she slammed her palm into her forehead. “Oh, saints alive! I didn’t think to leave ye any slippers or a robe. I’ll fetch ye one right quick, ne’er fear. Ye just get off the stone floor and settle yerself at the table. I’ll return directly.”
The woman fled as quickly as she’d entered, leaving Emily feeling quite lost. She hadn’t had the opportunity to ask a single question, and there were quite a few she would have liked answers to. After a moment, the scent wafting off the food drew her to the table. Emily’s stomach growled as she surveyed the offering. There was quite an assortment: bread so fresh it was still warm, a steaming bowl of oatmeal, eggs, bacon, fresh fruit, cheese, and pastries that looked divine.
Overcome with hunger, Emily briefly forgot herself and fell on the food like a ravenous wolf. She had made great headway into the meal when a loud dragging sound, as if some huge piece of furniture were being tugged across a floor, reached her ears and made her pause and glance to the open door where the sound was emanating from. When her benefactor’s ample behind came into view, Emily stood and moved curiously to the door. Huffing and puffing and bent almost double, the older woman dragged what turned out to be a chest to the doorway.
“Oh! Let me help.” Emily rushed forward, concerned by the older woman’s flushed face.
The woman waved her away. “Ye’ll just be getting in the way. Back to the table, lass. I’ve got this.”
Ignoring that order, Emily took up position on the far end of the chest to help maneuver it the rest of the way into the room and to the foot of the bed. She wasn’t surprised to find the older woman out of breath when they both straightened, but the fact that she was as well was a tad alarming. Emily was usually much more stalwart than this and could only think that the storm had really taken her strength out of her.
“There now.” The woman popped open the lid of the chest and began to rifle through the neatly folded clothes inside. “These were the master’s mother’s things. Or sister’s. I think,” she added with a small frown as she lifted out an old-fashioned gown and took in its almost medieval look. “Well, they were some relative’s.”
An ancient relative, Emily thought with amusement as she peered over the gown the woman was refolding and returning to the chest.
“Anyway, this is where he had me get the nightgown ye’re wearing, and he said ye could make use of whatever ye needed.” She grunted with satisfaction as she came up with a slipper, handed
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