Destructive King

Book 3: Mafia Royals

by Rachel Van Dyken

Genres: New Adult Romance; Romantic Suspense

Synopsis

"I'm sorry for your loss." I would rather be tortured for an eternity than hear those damn words from one more person, as if Claire, my dead fiancé, was a cell phone or car keys.



How about, I'm sorry your life is over. I'm sorry you want to die too. I'm sorry you see her in your dreams and wake up only to relive the nightmare.



I'm supposed to be the strongest of them all. Ash Abandonato, ruler, assassin, made man, brother, friend—instead, I hurt everyone I touch in hopes that they'll feel even a sliver of the pain that bears down on my shoulders.



And it's all her fault, Annie Smith. I daydream about her death. And then I close my eyes, and I see her soft smile. I feel her touch, her kiss—it was a mistake what we did that night, but I can't take it back, and now she's under my father's protection—my protection.



I can't decide if I want to strangle her or kiss her, and now that she's stuck in my life, my only goal is to make her feel the same loss I do and destroy her in the process. I'll trick her with my touch. Seduce her with my kiss. And in the end, when my enemy is at her most vulnerable—I'll bring down an entire Empire and continue my reign as King.



Contains mature themes.

Release date: January 12, 2021

Publisher: Van Dyken Enterprises INC

Print pages: 329

Sample

Prologue

 

 

"Death is not the opposite of life, but a part of it." —Haruki Murakami

 

Annie

 

I’d been living at the Abandonato compound, aka house, for two days, and already I felt like I was going to go crazy.

 

It was huge.

 

Like a mausoleum.

 

The only thing that helped was Ash’s mom Luc’s amazing cooking and the fact that Chase, underboss to the Abandonato Family and current US Senator from Illinois, reserved his terrifying mafia face for his children.

 

But me?

 

It was like he saw past the sweaters I couldn’t help but button all the way up to my chin.

 

He saw past the shyness.

 

He saw it all.

 

So when he looked at me, it was with respect.

 

If only that trickled down into his one and only son, Ash.

 

The same son who’d been spiraling since the death of his fiancée.

 

A chill wracked my body as I shot up from the bed in search of a sweatshirt I could put on. Why did they always keep the house so frigid? It was like they didn’t believe in heat or something, not that I wasn’t thankful for having a roof over my head after my adoptive parents’ death.

 

I blocked out the memories.

 

Just like I blocked out the blood that seemed to still be staining my hands even though I hadn’t done anything.

 

No, that had all been Ash.

 

I’d never seen another person so full of rage, so full of uncontrollable sadness that you couldn’t help but feel it every time you were in their presence.

 

Thunder boomed outside my window as the late fall rain pounded against the rooftop. I’d always loved storms, even more so now that I had a ginormous room with a balcony that overlooked the pool—including the pool house where Ash was currently brooding.

 

Memories of kissing him in that pool assaulted me until my feet took me over to the door, until I was opening it and peeking my head out to get a glance at the shallow end where he’d pushed me up against the wall and kissed the hell out of me.

 

To the footsteps I’d taken from the pool in a stupid immature move that probably could have ended with my blood on his fingertips—he’d been that angry.

 

I stared at his door and willed it to open.

 

And when it did, I nearly dropped to the ground so he couldn’t see me.

 

Instead, he just looked up at the sky, swaying on his feet as a bottle of pills fell from his hands onto the cement; he barked out a laugh and tilted back whatever was left of the fifth he’d chosen that night.

 

His full lips were pulled back into an amused smile as the rain attacked whatever shreds of good sense he still possessed.

 

“Are you happy now?” He roared up at the sky, then threw the bottle against the side of the pool house as the pills on the ground washed away. “Answer me!” He grabbed a chair and threw it into the pool. “Are you fucking happy?”

 

His screams were going to wake up the only neighbors we had—two miles away.

 

As it was, he was one more mistake from getting chained in the dungeon. I knew this because Chase had said so during dinner the night before, and when I laughed, and nobody else did, I realized they did, in fact, actually have a soundproof room in the basement.

 

Something told me people didn’t exactly come back from that.

 

It was his own child, but it was also the mafia, and even though nobody ever explained the rules—I knew one thing. They were killers. All of them. So chaining your son to a chair in the basement?

 

Probable.

 

I hesitated for a minute, but when he grabbed another chair and threw it, I snatched my sweatshirt, told myself that I’d faced angry before and knew how to calm it, and ran down the stairs and out the kitchen door.

 

Rain pelted my gray hoody as I jogged over to Ash and yelled, “Stop!”

 

He was holding the chair midair as he turned to me, his icy blue eyes void of all emotion.

 

Lost. He was so lost my heart cracked bit by bit as his chest heaved with more rage than a human was capable of holding—capable of coming back from.

 

A tear slid down my cheek, mixing with the raindrops.

 

He had everything.

 

And yet, he focused on the one thing he had lost.

 

I didn’t want to judge his mourning, but that’s not what this was—this was devastation pure and simple. This was carnage in its rarest form—this was death while still living.

 

A damned purgatory I wasn’t sure anyone would come back from, especially since he chose to punish himself because he was left behind.

 

And Claire?

 

In Heaven with their unborn child.

 

“Go. Away,” he said through clenched teeth, but at least he lowered the chair to the ground.

 

I took a deep breath and then a step forward. “You’re drunk and, from the looks of the pills you spilled, high. Just sleep it off, Ash—”

 

“Why the fuck does everyone suggest I sleep it off? Like I could just go to bed, close my eyes, and when I wake up in a blanket of fucking sunshine, I’ll have her back? I’ll have our baby back? That’s not how life works, Claire…” He stumbled toward me, then swayed on his feet as he rubbed his eyes with his right hand.

 

He’d called me Claire.

 

The knife twisted deeper into my chest as I took the second step, raising my hand to put it on his shoulder. “It won’t be better. I never said it would be better; I just think it’s best that you go inside so you don’t die from pneumonia or force your dad’s hand any more than you already have.”

 

He flinched a bit.

 

He worshipped his dad.

 

He was, after all, a carbon copy of Chase right down to the tattoos, good looks, and insanely out-of-control temper when he had no outlet for his feelings.

 

Luc calmed Chase the way Claire had calmed Ash.

 

And now…

 

Destruction.

 

“Ash.” I squeezed his shoulder, his full weight collapsed against me, thank God I was stronger than I looked as I helped him walk back into the pool house, completely soaked.

 

We made it as far as the couch before he fell against it. I decided to use gravity to shove him down.

 

He groaned and flipped onto his side, eyes empty as he stared straight ahead, droplets of water slid down his sculpted jaw onto the black leather.

 

I cleared my throat. “Let me just get you some dry clothes and some water…”

 

He squeezed his eyes shut.

 

At least he wasn’t yelling anymore.

 

It took me at least ten minutes to grab some clean clothes from the chaos that was his room. I finally located a dry shirt that didn’t smell like whiskey and a pair of Nike sweats that looked clean-enough.

 

By the time I made it downstairs with one of the bottles of water he always kept by his bed, along with his clothes, he was nowhere to be found.

 

Seriously?

 

Ugh, I so did not sign up to play babysitter tonight. I had class in the morning—early. And my only shot at survival was keeping my scholarships and actually graduating so I could get a job and get away from killers.

 

Not that I wasn’t thankful.

 

At this point, I would have agreed to be their live-in cook full time if it got me a place to stay—plus, they protected me from the outside.

 

And I knew it was only a matter of time before someone came after me, mistook me for someone else, tried to hurt me, or just found out what pain I was hiding.

 

Better to keep your enemies close even if they are terrifying.

 

“Ash,” I called.

 

A light flickered from the bathroom.

 

I sighed in relief, then went over and knocked, the door creaked open, and there he was, sitting in the bathtub completely naked.

 

It was impossible not to notice his perfect physique; even drunk out of his mind, he was beautiful—like a fallen angel that forgot his place was in Heaven—not his own personal hell.

 

“You know…” He held out a giant knife and thumbed the blade, studying the point as a trickle of blood trailed down his thumb. “Most people do it wrong…”

 

I froze. “You’re drunk, Ash. Let’s just get you some clothes—”

 

“Fucking idiots.” His pupils were pinpoints as he looked at me over the blade of the knife. “They cut against the vein forgetting that you’re supposed to cut with it. But there’s other ways, Claire—other ways to join you…”

 

He was out of his mind. My chest heaved with panic as I weighed my options. He was an expert at killing things, even drunk. I was a college nerd on scholarship who had zero hand-to-hand combat skills.

 

Let alone against a proven killer.

 

“Three seconds,” he rasped as he lowered the knife to the inside of his right thigh cutting the side like he was testing the sharpness of the knife. “Three seconds, and I’ll see you, sweetheart. Three seconds and you’ll be real again, three seconds, and we’ll be a family.” Tears streamed down his face. “That’s all, Claire. That’s all it would take.”

 

The knife was so dangerously close to his femoral artery that I had no time to call Chase or the ambulance.

 

No time but to figure out a way to save his life.

 

No other way.

 

“Don’t,” I whispered. “Ash, please… don’t.”

 

“I have to.” He sobbed. “I have to!”

 

“Please!” I choked on my tears. “Please don’t, Ash, please! Just stay, stay with me, right here, right now—hand me the knife.”

 

“Three seconds, Claire.”

 

“Ash, Claire would want you to live.”

 

“I killed you…” He grabbed the blade with his other hand and squeezed as blood spurted all over the bathtub. “This may as well be your blood. You were my soul, and I spilled it, I spilled it all. I didn’t see, I didn’t—” The knife slipped out of his bloody hand.

 

I lunged for it and barely grabbed it in time before he did; he was thankfully too slow.

 

I threw the knife away from us; it clattered against the bathroom floor as I tripped against his legs as they dangled out of the tub.

 

With a grunt, I fell on top of him.

 

He held me there.

 

Bleeding on me.

 

Sobbing.

 

His arms came around me. “You’re gone, you’re gone!”

 

I squeezed my eyes shut as he held me close, and then he was kissing the back of my neck.

 

“It’s Annie…” I moved away from him. “I’m not Claire—”

 

“Claire…” He moaned. “Please…”

 

“Ash,” I said it more firmly that time. “It’s Annie.”

 

I finally broke free from him, but he was fast; he grabbed me again, this time shoving up from the bathtub and reaching for me, jerking me against his chest as he pressed a hungry kiss to my mouth.

 

Every time I tried to pull away, he pulled me back.

 

And then he was turning the shower on.

 

My sweatshirt was coming off.

 

Escape was futile.

 

“Claire—”

 

“Ash.” My heart cracked in half.

 

He stole it then.

 

He stomped on it.

 

He wrecked it like he wrecked everything.

 

And I let him because I was too afraid he’d kill himself.

 

Too afraid that he’d snap.

 

I’d always been too afraid.

 

And half in love with a man who loved a ghost and would do anything to follow her into Heaven.

 

“Until the sky falls…” he whispered as he kissed me again and again, so I said the only thing I could say back.

 

The only thing I’d ever heard Claire repeat over and over again.

 

“Until,” I whispered, “if the sky falls, Ash.”

 

“You’re here…” He smiled for the first time. “Finally… finally…”

 

A tear slid down my cheek and joined the blood, and whatever was left of my broken heart as I swore to take this to my grave.

 

Right along with any feelings I’d ever had for Ash Abandonato.

 

He may as well be dead.

 

I may as well have let him do the digging.

 

“Goodbye, Ash,” I whispered under my breath.

 

This time I kissed him.

 

This time I pulled him.

 

This time I gave him what he’d been wanting since yelling into the dark night sky—Claire.

 

I gave him Claire.

 

 

Chapter One

 

But our love was stronger by far than the love of those who were older than we—of the many far wiser than we—And neither the angels in Heaven above Nor the demons down under the sea Can ever dissever my soul from the soul of the beautiful Annabelle Lee. —Edgar Allan Poe

 

Ash

 

Ten months later…

 

Shit always hits the fan when the storm is calm.