It takes a special kind of hero to be a smoke jumper. To take the greatest risks. To live or die in the raging heat of the moment. And it takes a special kind of woman to love him. . . Where There's Smoke. . . For Jack Donovan, smoke jumping is a way of life. He lives for the adrenaline rush--the thrill of flying over the burning California hills, the intensity of diving straight into the inferno, the glory of taming the forces of nature. Love is a distant ember compared to the feeling he gets fighting fires--until an emergency call from his hometown brings him face to face with the one woman he can't forget. . . There's Fire Lily never got over the handsome rogue who once kissed her senseless--and then left. She vowed she was done with love-'em-and-leave-'em men and small town life. Until a series of malicious fires set by a stalker has her running home to hide. Now, their summer is heating up as Jack fights to save her from the stalker's fiery threats and to convince her to give the passion between them a second chance. "White hot suspense and a drop dead sexy hero!" -- New York Times bestselling author Roxanne St. Claire Anne Marsh's novels are: "Smoking hot." -- Fiction Vixen "Sexually charged." -- Bookaholics "Superb." -- Midwest Book Review
Release date:
November 1, 2012
Publisher:
Brava
Print pages:
288
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The DC-3 pulled through the air, heading for the thick, dark plume of smoke boiling up from the park’s northeast corner. Early-summer lightning strikes always wreaked havoc out here in Northern California, setting sleeper fires the Forest Service couldn’t spot right away. One quick jolt of lightning could shoot an old, dry tree full of electricity and heat, creating a slow burn spotted only when the fire flamed outward to surrounding brush. The spotter crouched by the plane’s open door waved him forward, and Jack Donovan moved into position. Feet and arms braced in the open door, fifteen hundred feet of smoky air between him and his target, he had a clear shot down to the small clearing now blossoming with streamers from the plane’s previous pass. The red ribbons pulled hard right, so he’d be watching for crosswind.
Overshoot the drop spot, and he’d slam into the ponderosa pines hemming the clearing.
“You ready?” The spotter roared the routine check into his ear. “Watch the drift streamers, and check your chute, or the boys will be fishing you out of the pines when this fire is finished.”
“Fuck you.” He grinned at the spotter, knowing his face mirrored the other man’s exhilaration. He’d be first jumper out the door on what was likely the last jump for his team. Christ. If it hadn’t been for that damned phone call, he’d have kept the team here all summer. Money was good, and, so far, there was plenty of fire. All the makings of a good summer.
“On final, fifteen hundred.” The pilot’s crackling voice warned that the plane was turning, banking to make the pass over the drop site. The pilot was a former jumper himself, and he knew the DC-3 better than he would a lover. Hell, for most of them, the plane and the fires she flew them to had to be better than a lover, because it was the rare woman who’d share her man with the fires season after season. Jack Donovan lived for the adrenaline rush and the adventure. And so did his team.
That team of eight jumpers was now sprawled out behind him. The seats of the plane were long gone, jettisoned to make room for the gear, so his boys had parked their asses on the floor in jump order. Ready to go just as soon as the pilot hit his sweet spot and the spotter signaled.
Protect and defend—that was the team’s motto. Work hard, play harder. Fire always came first, but they’d steal a few hearts, love-’em-and-leave-’em in a heated blaze that was deliciously short-lived because they knew—and the women in their arms knew—that these were stolen moments. No, there was no time for even a summer romance, because you never knew when that call would come.
You accepted that there wasn’t a happily-ever-after waiting at the end of your rainbow. The boys you jumped with were family, and that was more than good enough. The men Jack shared a plane with had become his brothers, and it didn’t matter that they didn’t share a lick of DNA among them. Family was about more than science.
The plane finished its turn, straightening out as the pilot brought her around. The roar of the engines competing with the dull roar of the flames was a familiar song. This was going to be a real bitch of a fire, and there was no stopping the hungry smile spreading across Jack’s face. God, he loved his job.
So why had he agreed to put it on hold?
He should have refused to take the call, should have known she wasn’t calling for a little hi-how-are-ya. But, no, he’d let the boys hand him the SAT phone back in base camp, and he’d listened to what she had to say when he should have been running as fast as he could.
“You have a minute for me, Jack?” Her familiar voice had crackled down the line.
He’d always had time for Nonna. Always would. Something primal and satisfied unfurled inside him when he heard that voice of hers. Yeah, hearing her voice made him happy. He’d made his peace with that years ago—treasured what they had. Outside family wasn’t something every man on his team had, so he recognized his luck. And he’d answered her before considering his words. “I always do, Nonna.”
Her little hum of appreciation was part of the ritual. “It’s fire season up here in Strong, Jack,” she’d said, as sparing with her words as ever. “We’ve got the station, of course, but Ben isn’t sure we can handle it this time. Says the one truck may not be enough. ”
“Ben said that?” Her words had surprised him. Old bastard had never admitted to not being enough, and he had reason for his pride. Ben Cortez could have taught the hotshots on Jack’s jump team a few tricks. A big, hearty man with shoulders worthy of an ox, Ben could out-bluff, out-talk any fire he went up against. Or so it had seemed to a ten-year-old boy with stars in his eyes. Hell, Jack would still fight fires with the man any day.
Ben had been his inspiration to start his own company after he’d left the military. He’d begun by jumping fires freelance, signing on with whatever crew needed an extra pair of hands. Now he and his brothers had their own company, running three or four teams each season. Good money, but it didn’t come easy.
“He did. This isn’t your usual summer.”
There’d been a pause, and, again, he should have recognized the signs. He’d wished he could see her hands. When he’d been a young boy living in her house, he’d learned that Nonna’s hands gave her away every time. Like him, she’d never been particularly good with words, but those hands had always told him the full story. Even though the harsh static of the SAT phone was hardly a visual, he’d known those hands were telegraphing him a message.
“And?” he’d prompted finally, when the silence had stretched on long enough to become awkward.
“And people here don’t quite know what to do. They’re talking about bringing in outside help, but Ben’s reluctant.”
“Stubborn old man.” Jack had laughed then, even though now he wanted to curse. That was the way he wanted to go out. Larger than life and cussing right up to the end. Just like Ben would.
Nonna hadn’t said anything—just made that small hum of agreement again. He’d have bet good money her index finger was tracing figure eights on her desk. Because she wasn’t done with him yet. She was still leading up to what it was she wanted from him. “Ben might take help from you,” she’d pointed out. “You come up here, lend a hand, he won’t see it as outside help. You’ll just be one of his boys, come home for the summer. It would make perfect sense for you to stop by, pitch in a little. Come home for the summer, Jack. We need you here.”
He’d wanted to quip, “Call the fire department,” but this was his Nonna. You didn’t ignore family, not when they stood there and put a hand out for help. “I’m a smoke jumper, Nonna,” he’d pointed out, as gently as he could. Hoping against hope that she’d see the logic of his words and let him break the connection and go out on the next fire call with his life unchanged. “I jump out of planes to fight my fires. Ben’s place—that’s a small-town firehouse with a single engine.”
The town’s fire department was local and all volunteer. Jack had spent summers himself on the vintage truck. Hell, he didn’t even know if it was capable of getting up a stream anymore. Most they’d ever encountered was an oven fire or two, a backyard barbecue that had hopped the hearth and torn through some zinnias. Those fires could be bad, but only if they got out of hand. And they hadn’t. Boring as hell.
“Night and day,” she’d agreed, “but he’ll accept your help. He won’t accept an outsider.”
And for some inexplicable reason, she—and the other three thousand residents of Strong—would let a grumpy, sixty-year-old fire chief dictate their fire plan to them.
“I haven’t been back to Strong in years, Nonna.” Not since that last night he’d come too close to spending in Lily Cortez’s arms. He’d run hard and fast, and he was running still. Lily Cortez was more dangerous than any fire he’d ever faced. He still saw those brown eyes of hers, accusing him, when he thought about that night too much. “You think he’ll buy this coincidence?”
“Ben’s not stupid—just stubborn. He won’t ask questions. And it’s time for you to come home, Jack,” she’d said softly. “You’ve stayed away long enough.”
He didn’t want to go home and fight Nonna’s fires. He could still see that sleepy mining town, and it didn’t take a genius to know Strong wouldn’t be much of an adventure. Strong got two, maybe three, good fires in a season. He’d wind up sitting out most of the summer, and sitting had never agreed with him.
Nonna knew that. Even as a boy, he’d always been on the move. Restless. Nonna claimed he was looking for something and wouldn’t stop until he found it. Sometimes she’d added that he was looking for trouble. And that, he’d had no difficulty finding. When he’d run for good all those years ago, he’d run straight into the military, and enlisting had been good for him. It had knocked honor and responsibility into a boy who was too damned smart—and too much of a smart-ass—for his own good. Hell, he was still an irreverent bastard, but now he knew who and what he stood for. What was worth defending. Protecting.
“We’ve already had a series of small fires, a bad start to fire season.”
He hadn’t like her word choice. “ ‘Series,’ Nonna?”
She’d hesitated, but she hadn’t taken it back. “Yes. I think so. And I think Ben believes so, as well. The grass fires were first.”
“Grass fires are pretty par for the course,” he’d said cautiously.
“True.” He could almost see her purse her lips as she mentally ran through his logic. “And that’s what we all thought. At first. Then there was the mailbox. A trash bin in back of Blue Lou’s Diner.”
“Sounds like you have a couple of kids on your hands,” he’d said indulgently. Someone still needed to kick their collective asses, but it didn’t have to be him. Even the most harmless of fires could burn out of control when fire season got well under way in California and the rains were a distant memory. He figured she hadn’t bothered him with the oven fires and false alarms.
“Maybe,” she said slowly. “Maybe not. Ben says he found accelerants. Maybe some of these were accidents or kids’ mischief, but not all of them. Come on home, Jack,” she’d finished. “I think we’re going to need you this summer.”
“You talk to Evan and Rio about this?” If he came home, his brothers would come, too.
“No,” she said. “I wanted to talk to you first, Jack.”
“I’ll make some calls,” he said grudgingly. He couldn’t be gracious, not about this, but Nonna had always been a smart woman. She didn’t call him on his lack of manners. This time. “I’ve got three days left on my contract here, and then I’ll pull a team together. We’ll come up and park it in Strong for the summer. But just for the summer, Nonna,” he warned.
He couldn’t go home, not for good.
He’d do it. Grudgingly. Not graciously. He wasn’t walking away from Nonna, and that meant he couldn’t walk away from Strong. He didn’t know how he’d get through the fire season or make sure he and his guys all had what they needed. He was a jumper, not a long-term planner. But somehow he’d figure it out. Town needed someone else there 24/7 in the winter months, too. For all the oven fires and home-wiring jobs gone bad. Ben was getting on; he wouldn’t be able to manage single-handedly forever. He’d make some calls, put out some feelers, he decided. Somewhere there was a man who was right for the job. But he and his boys, well, they’d be riding out of town at the end of the summer, like they always did.
There was no changing who or what they were.
The plane banked and came back around, the vibrations making the floor shudder beneath his steel-toed boots. The spotter bawled an update, but the engine’s roar drowned the man out. Didn’t matter. Jack knew precisely what he needed to do. Fire was clear as day from fifteen hundred feet, a Dante-esque patchwork quilt with the jump spot a small bare circle in the very heart of the flames.
Worked for him.
When the spotter’s hand smacked his shoulder in the familiar signal, he went out the door, launching himself into the whistling air and driving down toward the ground as he fell away from the plane. The drag chute snapped behind him, jerking him back and up as his ass cleared the wings, the wind tearing at his lungs and eyes. Adrenaline pumping made a man feel so goddamned alive, you forgot there was nothing but a handful of nylon and chute between you and the ground. Head up, feet down, he started the count.
Jump thousand.
Look thousand. The jump site spun up to meet him as he came down, cataloging the fire’s perimeter. So he’d go back to Strong. Do the same thing there as he was doing now. Jump in feetfirst when the call came in.
Protect.
Defend.
The ground rushed toward him. The roar of the plane’s twin engines was drowned now by the fire’s greedy voice as it devoured acres of prime woodland. Reach thousand. Five hundred feet above the ground, he groped and found the rip cord. A man got just one chance.
Wait thousand. Above him, other jumpers whooped as they jumped free of the plane’s cabin and plummeted toward the waiting fire.
Four hundred feet. Pull thousand. The chute opened, right on schedule, and he pulled hard on the toggles, aiming for the fluttering scraps of the markers. Laughter ripped from his throat as the canopy jerked hard above him, catching the fire’s updraft. God, it was a good day. A good jump.
Check your canopy. When he made the mandatory glance up, he spotted his boys coming down hard on his heels. Steering fast around the tall, summer-dry ponderosas, he hit the ground hard and run-rolled, pulling in the chute and shucking the harness as he came up. The powerful heat of the fire hit his face. Whooping, he turned to high-five the next jumper.
“Let’s catch us a fire, boys.”
Betsey wasn’t any happier taking this particular stretch of highway than Jack was. The old Ford whined as he pushed her up the nearly deserted stretch of highway, but she didn’t quit. Maybe he should have bought a new pickup when his fire company had first made it into the black four years ago, but he hadn’t. Sentimental, his brothers had accused. Practical, he’d countered. Truck still ran and got him where he needed to go.
If he wanted fast and sexy, he had a trio of Harleys in the garage of his Northern California base. But he’d brought the truck with him when he’d struck out from Strong ten years ago, so maybe Rio was an insightful bastard and the truck’s bed was hauling a shitload of small-town baggage and memories he’d done his best to jettison along the road. Every time he slid into the cab, he came face-to-face with who he was and what he’d come from. Work hard, and the rest would come to you. Hell, he could practically hear Ben Cortez preaching that line. There were no shortcuts in life, and the truck reminded him of that, no doubt about it. As a smart-lipped teenager, he hadn’t appreciated the sentiment. As a man and a former Marine, he believed in those words wholeheartedly.
The road curved, and he let the truck follow the bend, hugging the guardrail. At least he wouldn’t be alone in his misery. He’d pulled in both his brothers from the other job site they’d been working. Their company could take the financial hit, no problem, but Evan liked his cushion. The kind of fire crew Jack wanted wouldn’t come cheap, either—ex-military, all of them. Strong was going to be safer than Fort Knox.
“We’ll both come, Jack,” Rio had laughed, his brother’s mischief carrying clearly even over a bad cell phone connection. Imagining the devilish smile creasing Rio’s face had been all too easy. “The fire here is under control, so we can come on back. You’d better hope Nonna knows what she’s asking for,” he’d warned before signing off.
Nonna knew, all right. That was what worried Jack. She didn’t just live in Strong—she lived for the damned town.
Just like she’d lived for them all those years.
Boys, she’d told him once—early on, when they were all still learning how to live with one another, and there were more bumps in the road than smooth patches—were more like puppies and kittens than the town’s mothers let on. You could never have too many, and, after one look into their eyes, she’d been lost. A sucker for all that love flooding back at her, with the desperate plea of Keep me. She’d kept Jack. And then she’d kept Rio and Evan. She’d made them promises, and she’d kept every one.
He never knew why she hadn’t married, hadn’t borne babies of her own, but somehow he and his brothers had been enough for her. Together, they were a family, and he wasn’t stupid. He knew what that was worth—and so, here he was, taking his truck up a highway that hadn’t been re-paved since he was a boy. She wanted him to put out fires; he’d put out fires. Whatever his Nonna wanted, he’d give it to her. He could leave again at the end of fire season, when the summer was over.
So far, the weather report this summer was your standard-issue hot and dry. Solution could still be as straightforward as getting the word out about basic fire prevention and praying like hell that the storm cells stayed far away from Strong.
A man could always hope.
Town came out of nowhere, just like it always did. One minute, there was nothing but the ribbon of highway shimmering in the California heat. Next moment, familiar signs flashed past, advertising pick-your-own fruit and fresh cherries. His old truck whined harder, the engine complaining about the hot, dry climb up into the foothills of the mountains, but he was almost there. If he pulled over now, he might give in to the urge to turn around. Truck didn’t want to be here, out in the middle of nowhere, and neither did he.
The only company he had on this hot, dry stretch of road was a pickup cooling down beside a big sign, tailgate dropped and flats of fresh-from-the-field berries ready for sale. Blink, and you’d miss it.
The past rushed up to meet him as if he’d never left.
Strong’s founders had parked the town right on top of a pack trail that had eventually become State Route 49, as if the original townspeople had worried life might just pass them by if they weren’t careful. Pulling his truck off the highway, he let the vehicle crunch slowly onto the gravel shoulder in front of the fire station. Just maybe, they’d been right to worry. Everything looked the same. Historic Main Street ambled lazily along both sides of the highway, the clapboard stores painted a cheerful rainbow of pastels. A wide-plank sidewalk sported barrels of red geraniums and white daisies. Hell, he half expected to see chickens scratching or a sheriff’s posse saddling up, but there were just a handful of signs advertising a half-off sale at the antiques store and Blue Lou’s special of the day.
Christ. It was even worse than he remembered. The new fire station was a simple, two-garage building standing in for the run-down historic wreck the town had finally abandoned a few years ago and put up for sale. Black-and-yellow black-eyed Susan crawled straight on up the side of a seldom-used front door. He’d always known he’d been made for adventure and not for cottage-cozy in a small town, no matter how pretty. There was plenty of pretty in Strong, and it made his feet itch.
When he swung down from the truck’s cab, they were waiting for him. His Nonna and her Ben. Her shoulder-length hair was tucked into its usual loop, although more gray streaked it now. He’d never figured out how she anchored the twist, but the hair obeyed. He’d never known how she got all her boys to listen, either, because she wasn’t a screamer, and she never so much as hollered at them. She was blunter than hell, but he’d never mistaken that wry little twist of her mouth for anything but her loving acceptance of life and the boys that life had placed in her path.
She smiled when he headed toward her, holding out her arms so he could swing her up and around in a bear hug.
Ben, on the other hand, didn’t look anywhere near as welcoming. Which figured.
The fire chief was the old dog here, and damned if he wasn’t set in his ways.
“Nonna rope you in, boy?” Ben Cortez didn’t look as if he was buying whatever story Nonna had spun about her boys paying her a little summertime visit. No, he looked pissed as hell with a side of frustrated. Nonna could do that to a man, though. Wrap him around her finger without ever realizing she’d done it. She’d had old Ben dancing to her tune for years.
“Can’t a man come home for a few weeks?” He slammed the door of the truck behind him. Nonna just shook her head, but she’d gotten the message.
“Sure,” Ben drawled, “but other men might be wondering why it took ten years for him to drag his sorry ass on back.”
“Ben . . .” Nonna’s voice was pure warning, and Ben threw up a hand. “Apologies.” The older man grunted the word as if it hurt.
“No problem.” Jack couldn’t blame the man for feeling put out that Nonna had gotten around both of them. Again. Problem was, when a man loved a woman, he didn’t want to hurt her feelings. “I’m here now. You going to turn away a helping hand?”
“I’m not that stupid,” Ben muttered. “Even if some folks might think so.” He shook his head. “Come on in, then, and take a look at what we got.”
“Let the boy settle in first,” Nonna protested. “He just got here, Ben. He doesn’t need to fight fires this afternoon, does he?”
“Maybe not.” Ben stumped up the stairs to the firehouse porch, the old wood protesting each step. “But, since it’s what he came for, he might as well see what he’s gotten into. Unless you warned him already?”
Jack shot Nonna a glance, but she was just following Ben up the steps and into the fire. . .
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