Serenity's days and nights may include the finer things in life, but she never pictured it like this. Her new surroundings come with limitations and expectations, destroying everything that was decent and innocent about her. Her soul is crushed, and there are no familiar faces around to comfort her. Memories of her past have led her into a bottomless pit of regret and hopelessness. Carla's search for Serenity begins with nothing promising, but her love for her sister keeps her pushing forward. When her suspicions turn into actions, she unknowingly triggers a chain of explosive events that threaten her sister's existence. Cass throws caution to the wind and continues to do business as usual. When his denial about Serenity creates coldness toward his sister Heaven, he struggles with a life-altering decision. His twisted lies are catching up to him in the worst way. Serenity is in over her head and sees only one way out. Will she end it all and give up without a fight, or will she be able to play the game of the streets and come out on top?
Release date:
February 26, 2013
Publisher:
Urban Books
Print pages:
240
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“Now you know I ain’t gonna do you wrong, this gonna be easy for your first. You know we need this,” Iris said, walking toward the bedroom.
“I know I told you I would, but I don’t know ’bout this,” Serenity said, letting out her hesitation.
“After all we been through together. Doin’ him could put us where we need to be. On top. You know how this works. If it goes well, he’ll tell his friends then they gonna tell theirs. C’mon, Serenity, you know ’em girls would kill me if they knew you was passin’ up on this. Now, what would they think if you don’t?” Iris asked, making her feel guilty.
“So what?” Serenity provoked.
“You know ’em bitches already think you work for the Feds or somethin’ the way you keep tabs on they ass. You ain’t gonna show ’em you get down for yours, too? You know they wanna know when you getting started. Besides they ain’t gonna give problems if they know yo’ ass doin’ the same thing. We just gotta keep it on the low that you just wasn’t fuckin’, but you know a trick is trick either way.” Iris hoped her little spin on things would work.
“Okay, Iris, I know. Ain’t no need to go into how the girls gotta feel that I’m on they level too bullshit. How long is this gonna be?” Serenity asked, a bit uptight.
“He only booked a couple hours, so it may only be ’bout forty minutes for the most. I told you he ain’t gonna wanna fuck. He a little shy on that,” Iris encouraged.
“You sure he ain’t gonna wanna fuck?”
“Yes, I made sure. His dad was a former customer. They had this stupid theory that if you don’t fuck you ain’t cheatin’. Shit, if he gonna pay fuckin’ damn near five Gs just for a blowjob then why not,” Iris assured her.
“A’ight, I guess I’m ready then,” Serenity said, trying to put on a happy face.
“Okay, then let’s get you up there. Here is the key and a phone. No matter what, I will be walkin’ in after his hour is up. Okay?”
“A’ight, just give me a phone so if this nigga get all psycho on my ass I can call you. Now you sure I ain’t gonna have no surprises right?” Serenity asked one last time.
“I’m fuckin’ positive.” Iris kissed her lips.
Serenity sucked up her apprehensions and headed to the room two floors up. She didn’t want this, but she owed it to Iris.
“Yeah, baby, you know what I want.” Serenity dropped her black lace thong and sprawled across the king-sized bed in her birthday suit.
“Mmmm, looking like that I may just have to extend your stay.”
The soft light shining on her body made every curve just perfect. She lay horizontally on her stomach, putting her ass on full display for him. He already felt her soft skin when she greeted him earlier wearing six-inch stilettoes, thigh-high stockings, and matching black lace panty and bra set. Her lips were smooth and glossed flawlessly.
“C’mon, let’s get the party started.” Serenity sat up and pushed her back against the headboard. She opened her legs slowly, exposing her bald pussy. Continuing to tease, she sucked on her pointer and index finger then inserted it into her flesh.
“Oooh . . . yeah, you know what to do. Let me see you cum.”
Serenity propped her legs up to her chest to ensure a full frontal view. She began rubbing her clit with one hand while using the other to dip her fingers in and out of her tight asshole. Her smooth, hairless flower started to drip with her nectar, enticing him with each stroke of her fingers.
“Now you starting to do something.” He quickly took off his pants, grabbed a nearby chair, and seated himself directly in front of the bed. “Yeah, that’s what I’m talkin’ ’bout. Turn it around . . . I want to see that ass!” His cock stood at full attention watching Serenity turn over on to all fours.
She moved with talent and seduction. Her skin glowed. “Oh, so that’s what you want . . . You wanna watch my fat ass.” Serenity made her ass cheeks bounce up and down like a pro. “Now I know that’s not all I’m here to do.” Serenity stood up on the bed and walked over to him. With her scent literally under his nose she nudged his face into her wetness.
His tongue made it known that he wasn’t just another white young face with money to burn. He knew exactly what he wanted—his tongue inside her pussy. The warmth of his mouth along with his rhythmic movement almost made Serenity lose her balance.
“Oh, yes . . . please don’t stop . . . keep it right there . . .” Serenity whispered.
Suddenly he stopped. Serenity looked at him, wondering, No, this muthafucka didn’t!
He stood up and guided her to lay on bed. Looking at the puzzled expression on Serenity’s face he slowly started to kiss her feet. “They’re so soft,” he said between kisses. His tongue began to move in and out between her toes.
Serenity began to giggle a bit, but as he worked his magic on her toes the effect of the pill she took earlier was now making his touches ten times more sensual. Her clit pulsated as he maneuvered his way to her inner thigh. His fingers lightly ran over her pussy, causing Serenity to moan.
“You like that don’t you?” He took his thumb and rubbed her clit in a circular motion, then inserted two fingers into her pink hole.
“Oh yeah, please . . . give it to me . . .” Her hips started to rock back and forth. She wanted his hard dick deep inside of her in the worst way. She pinched at her nipples.
Continuing to work his fingers in and out of her flesh he could see her about to climax. “You going cum for me? Your pussy looks so good, baby . . . I just want to . . .” His fingers dove in deeper.
“Yeah, baby . . . I wanna cum . . . give it to me . . .” Serenity reached for his hard cock.
“You almost there . . . I want to watch you cum . . . Oh, yeah, cum for me . . .” With his left hand he grabbed Serenity’s legs, then pushed them toward the air. He moved his head closer to her hot spot. He watched his fingers move in and out of her pussy. All her juices flowed, making his mouth water. As he unleashed his tongue against her clit he could feel his climax building.
“Just put the tip in . . . c’mon, baby . . . I need it . . .” Serenity begged. She held his head firmly between her legs. His rapid tongue action became even faster. Moans of ecstasy escaped her mouth. “Oh, shit . . . Fuck . . . gimme that shit . . . oh, yes . . .” Her legs began to shake.
For hours Serenity felt the nonstop orgasmic roller coaster. The only surprise to her was he never stuck his cock in her. By the sticky wetness on her leg she knew his nut was busted. It couldn’t be that he was embarrassed about his size; after all, she was there to make him feel good even if his dick was two inches—hard. She would definitely have to get on the list for this dude. Easy money, she thought.
“I’ma get in the shower. Would you like to join me?” Serenity asked.
“Ummm, sounds very tempting, but unfortunately I have a meeting in a few. I’m staying close by, so I’m just going to head over there, jump in the shower, and change.” He quickly got dressed.
Sensing his awkwardness, she gave him an easy out. “Well, the pleasure was all mine. Hopefully we can see each other again. Just make sure the door is closed when you leave.” She blew him a kiss from the edge of the bed as she tried to stand, still shaky from his relentless pleasure. She hadn’t been pleased like that since college.
“You okay?” he asked, concerned, watching Serenity struggle to stand.
“Yeah, I’m fine. Please let’s not make this into something it’s not.” Serenity fought the stiffness in her legs to stand. Although his concern was just what she needed, her learned instincts kept chiming in her head. Don’t fall for the dick! She waited a few seconds before attempting to walk toward the bathroom. Damn, that shit looks far as hell right now. I gotta act like shit is all good. Fuck, I gotta work out more often.
“Fine? I know what I did and you know what I did. So if you want to deny it go ahead, but I can’t leave you here like this. That’s just not the type of person I am. Please just sit back down on the bed. I normally don’t do this so consider yourself special,” he said with a smile.
His deep-set blue eyes against his cream tone and his strong masculine shoulders could definitely make him the next young Hollywood superstar. Toned muscles and washboard abs reminded her of a young Brad Pitt. For a white dude he sure as hell got some serious tongue action, she thought, watching him walk into the bathroom, thinking that if it was anyone else she would have just been left there. Could he tell this was my first trick? Serenity heard water running. Why is this dude runnin’ me a bath? Damn, I hope he ain’t no fuckin’ serial killer. Who runs they ho a bath?
He walked back into the bedroom. “You’re not allergic to any scents are you? Like lavender or strawberry? Anything like that?”
“You really don’t have to do this. I don’t want to make you—”
“Are you allergic to any scented products?” Suddenly his voice was stern.
Serenity was shocked at his tone and shot him a look of terror. Her eyes searched the room for the closest object just in case he wanted to get psychotic. I’ma kill this bitch Iris if I get outta here! She promised me that this was gonna be smooth. Her eyes now fixed on his hands.
“I apologize. I didn’t mean to come off like that. There was some lavender sea salt in the bathroom and I threw it into the water without thinking.”
“No, I’m not,” Serenity answered calmly and quietly.
“Now, is it okay for me to carry you into the bathroom and put you in the tub?” His voice now back to the sweet, loving tone when he first greeted her.
Surprised that he even offered to help, she nodded yes. After he placed her into the tub, a smile crept across her face. Could he be for real? Why is he doin’ this for me? Shit, he sure as hell don’t have to pay for it. Why do I even care? Thoughts ran through her mind staring into his mesmerizing blue eyes as she continued fighting the urge to jump into his arms and walk out with him.
Serenity’s yearning for safety and security was at a pivotal point. Even though she agreed to this life, she would leave it in a heartbeat. She had been through it all in her eyes: death, sex, drugs, and lots of money. Her mental capability to withdraw and isolate was on overload. Serenity had been hiding her true feelings from Iris; ending and escaping it all was a big secret. She wanted everything to disappear and that desperate hunger for her mother’s love surfaced again. Serenity’s reasoning for the date was to earn trust. She was still on a tight leash, even though her role in their game proved vital to them.
“Can I ask you a question?” Serenity asked in a whisper.
“I rather you not. I wanted no connection to you,” he admitted.
“Wanted? Does that mean you do?” Serenity tried to pry.
“I have to go, but don’t get out of the tub for at least thirty minutes. Okay?” he asked almost at a whisper, trying to avoid eye contact.
Serenity reached for his hand and stared into his eyes, hoping he would stay, or just say something else other than he was leaving. At that moment she wanted to confess to it all; coming clean about everything felt right with him. Admitting what she really wanted for her life. Telling him how it all started, about all the hurt, the pain, the anger built up inside her. Tears formed in her eyes. All she wanted was the comfort of someone loving her, taking care of her, keeping her safe, wanting to do the best for her—everything not in her current life.
“Umm, I have to go.” He kissed her cheek as a tear escaped from her eye.
Serenity could hear the door slam. She buried her face in her hands and sobbed. With the shame and hurt weighing heavy, she lay deeper into the water. The warm water swallowed her entire body; then she closed her eyes as the water elevated above her head. After a few seconds, bubbles escaped through her nose and mouth. She fought the urge to survive as long as possible. Quickly jumping up she gasped for air, trying to inhale all the oxygen in the room at once.
“Fuck . . .” she coughed out, reaching for her chest. She took deep, long breaths and tried to slow her heart rate down. Closing her eyes she thought about her mother: the countless days of her pure love, her mother’s arms wrapped around her little body, consoling her when she got hurt, or just ’cause. She never needed a reason to show her love. It was just always there no matter what.
Ending her life wasn’t going to bring love to her any faster.
Missing the unconditional love she once had, she vowed to get it all back—a normal life. She unplugged the stopper to the tub. Watching the swirl down the drain she gripped each side of the tub. Slowly she stood to her feet; pulling the shower curtain closed she turned on the shower and adjusted the water temperature. With the water running down her back she placed her hands on the tiled wall as her forehead rested against the tile in front of her. She was in her own world, not paying attention to her surroundings, when suddenly she heard someone’s heels click against the bathroom floor.
The shower curtain was pulled open. “Was it bad?”
Serenity took her sweet ol’ time to answer, causing her unexpected guest to shoot her a look of annoyance. “What was bad?” she finally replied with an attitude, and pulled the shower curtain closed.
“Yo’ first time, stupid. What else would I be askin’?” She laughed, wiping a spot on the clouded mirror.
“Can I take a fuckin’ shower, Iris? Shit, you act like doin’ this dude was some extraterrestrial-type shit. Damn, what the fuck you wanna know? How big and long his tongue was? Now, leave me the fuck alone!” Serenity shouted, not thinking about the consequences. Serenity knew good and well what Iris was capable of.
In the middle of reapplying her lipstick, she stopped as if someone had a gun pointed to the back of her head. She placed her lipstick by the sink and turned around. Iris walked over to the tub and snatched the shower curtain open. “Who the fuck you talkin’ to?”
Serenity’s body quickly tensed up; not wanting to get hurt she slowly stated, “Iris, I’m . . . I’m sorry; that muthafucka made me feel like shit. You didn’t tell me that he was gonna talk to me like a ho,” Serenity lied, trying to gain some sympathy. “I just need a few. I’m sorry for my—”
“Stop your pathetic apology bullshit! I’ma leave yo’ ass alone, a’ight. Don’t think you gettin’ away wit’ nothin’ either.” Iris started to walk out of the bathroom.
“Iris, stop, come here . . .” Serenity begged.
Iris turned back around and walked near her. Through the months of having Serenity near her, she grew a soft spot for her. “What, Serenity?”
“Come closer.”
Iris stepped closer. Watching the water trickle down Serenity’s naked body was a sight no one could turn away from. This was the first time Serenity had ever showed any affection toward Iris. Although there had been times where Iris believed Serenity did have some feelings for her, this was an opportunity Iris wouldn’t pass up, even if it meant showing Serenity her secret love for her.
Serenity took Iris’s hand and guided her to her breast. Iris rubbed her nipple, bringing it to attention. Her Gucci fitted black business suit started to peel off her body with Serenity’s help. Iris slipped out of her four-inch Prada peep-toe pumps last and stepped into the shower. Kissing Serenity’s shoulder, Iris made her way up to her neck then her lips. Their tongues intertwined. Serenity pressed her body against Iris’s, slowly moving her against the tile. Iris gently caressed Serenity’s plump, firm ass. Serenity slowly inserted her fingers in and out of Iris’s warm flesh.
“Ahh . . .” Iris moaned. She tried to return the same pleasure to Serenity, but her attempts were denied.
“Don’t do anything, just enjoy it,” Serenity whispered into her ear, continuing to pump her fingers in and out of Iris’s wetness.
Complying with every movement of Serenity’s fingers, her pink flesh was now accepting her fist. Iris’s moans became louder as her back pressed against the cold tile.
Serenity believed by giving Iris what she really wanted she would be able to walk away without the fear of watching her back.
Coming closer to climax, Iris shouted, “Don’t leave me, Serenity . . . I . . . yeah . . . I . . .”
Serenity pumped her fist faster and went in for the kill. She lowered her head to Iris’s piping hot box. Fighting the pain in her legs, Serenity positioned herself so the running water would flow over her sore pussy. Serenity took her free hand to expose Iris’s swollen clit. Placing her mouth entirely over it she sucked her sweet, bald pussy until Iris exploded.
Serenity’s position was becoming uncomfortable with every head movement she made. She repositioned Iris’s leg to a wider stance, which made it easier to suck and fist at the same time. She knew by Iris’s sounds of pleasure that it would all be over soon.
“Oh . . . oh . . . yesssss!” Iris’s body shook.
Serenity slowly maneuvered her fist out of Iris. She kissed at her tender flesh, causing Iris to push her away. “Well, help me up. I done used up my last bit of strength on you.”
Iris helped her to her feet. Grabbing the body wash she squeezed some into her palm, then rubbed it all over Serenity. “Why don’t you just rinse off. . .
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