Aroused

by Sean Wolfe

Genres: LGBT Gay

Synopsis

Sean Wolfe Has A Reputation. . . . . .for writing some of the steamiest, smartest erotica between two covers. Now, the author of the wildly popular Close Contact is back with another collection of stories as literate as they are provocative, written with a voyeuristic intimacy that recalls a XXX-rated Christopher Isherwood. Reflecting the sexual seasons of a gay man's life--spring, summer, fall, and winter--there is something here for every man. . .stories of newfound eroticism as charged as it gets; of men on quests for their deepest desires and sexual selves; of couples looking to keep their sex lives alive and exciting; and of older men fearlessly redefining sensuality. Step inside and discover. . . A magical gift card that grants a lucky birthday boy three of his deepest, hottest wishes. A substitute teacher who gives a cocky young student private instruction in a bathroom stall. One hot card game between five college buddies that brings all new meaning to "five-card stud." And in one delicious novella, a high-priced call boy experiences everything he can in search of that most elusive high--true love. . . Confessional. Personal. Deeply erotic. And 100% hot. These twenty-one stories prove that when it comes to hot sex, intense pleasure, wicked fantasy, and deep desire, it's always the right season. . .

Release date: April 24, 2012

Publisher: Kensington Books

Print pages: 366

Sample

“Be careful what you wish for. It just might come true.”

I remember my mother telling me this over and over when I was a little kid. It was one of those things your parents tell you that you think sounds stupid as shit when you’re a snot nosed brat, but that comes back to haunt you when you move out and on your own. Had I known the truth in those words, I’d have taken my mother’s advice and been a lot more careful about what I wished for over the years. But not this time.

My twenty-fifth birthday was amazing. A group of friends threw an awesome party for me, and made me feel really special. I got lots of great gifts, but I was a little surprised when my three best friends chipped in on one gift for me. I was even more surprised when they handed me a card and nothing else.

“What’s this?” I asked, trying to hide my disappointment. “Where’s my gift?”

“That is your gift,” Brian said, and nudged Robert and Carlos on either side of him.

I stared blankly at them.

“Trust me,” Carlos said as he leaned in and kissed me on the lips, “you’re gonna love it.”

I read the card. “Wish Upon A Star. Like every good Genie, this card entitles you to three wishes, all guaranteed to come true. Happy Wishing!” It was a simple blue card with bright gold lettering. Cute, but not really what I was expecting from my three closest friends.

“Thanks, guys,” I managed weakly as I hugged them, and then turned to replenish my martini glass. I heard them laughing, and when I turned to glare at them, they stopped giggling quickly and looked at the floor. But I could still see a smirk on their faces. The fuckers.

For the rest of the night I did my best to remain happy and cordial and to be the perfect guest of honor. But when it was time to say goodbye, I made short work of bidding adieu to my friends, making sure they knew I was not pleased with their cheap ass gift.

After brushing my teeth, I threw the blue Make A Wish Card on my nightstand, and climbed into bed. As the darkness overtook my room, my eyes began to get heavy. Despite being upset at Brian, Carlos, and Robert, I had to admit they really outdid themselves with my party. It must’ve cost them a full paycheck each. What kind of selfish bastard was I?

I wish Carlos and Brian and Robert were here right now so I could thank them, I thought as my eyelids finally gave in to the sleepy.

A couple of seconds later I felt the mattress on either side of me sink deeper into the bed. At first I thought I was imagining things, but then I felt a strong hand tweak my left nipple, and a pair of soft full lips clasp onto my own.

“What the ...”

“Shhh,” I heard Carlos say as he slipped his tongue into my mouth and kissed me hard.

It happened so quickly I didn’t know what was going on. Carlos was kissing me tenderly on the mouth, Robert’s hot mouth wrapped around my limp cock and sucked it deep into his throat and teased me into full hardness, and Brian licked and kissed my nipples until they stiffened in his mouth.

“Wow,” Carlos said, as he broke our kiss and took a step back from the bed. “I had no idea this is what you’d wish for.”

“But I didn’t,” I managed to croak as I took in a deep breath. Robert’s tongue tickled my cock head for a moment and then he swallowed my cock in one slow move. “I just wished you’d be here so I could ...”

“This wouldn’t be happening if it wasn’t really what you wished for,” Brian said, lifting himself from my nipples and kissing me on the lips. “That’s the way the card works. You get what you really wish for, deep inside. You might not even be conscious of it.”

I moaned into his mouth as his soft tongue and Robert’s hot mouth overtook every sensation in my body. I thrust my tongue into Brian’s mouth and lifted my hips off the bed to slide my cock deeper into Robert’s throat.

Carlos took advantage of my raised ass and turned me onto my side slightly, so that Robert could still suck my cock but so that he could also have access to my ass. A second later I gasped and moaned even louder as I felt his hot, wet tongue lick around my ass, and then slide slowly into my hole.

Brian kissed me gently one last time, and then stood above my head. With the moonlight streaming in from the window, I could see the silhouette of his cock. It was fully hard and throbbing about seven inches in front of him. He straddled my shoulders and then lowered himself closer to my face.

I reached out and licked the head, savoring the slick salty precum that leaked from his piss slit. I wrapped my lips around his cock head and sucked on it for a minute or so, then slowly slid my lips down the full length of his shaft.

“Fuck, dude, that’s hot,” he moaned as the fat head slipped past my tonsils and deep into my throat.

I felt Robert’s mouth slip off my cock, and was about to complain, when Carlos’ hands settled on either side of my waist, flipping me onto all fours. The action caused me to let go of Brian’s cock, and I suddenly felt completely empty. I was confused and started to say something, when I realized what was happening.

Carlos was standing at the side of the bed, and moving me, on my hands and knees, over to the edge of the bed in front of him. Robert was already lying on his back, sliding himself underneath me. Brian was still fully hard and still dripping precum as he placed one leg on either side of Robert’s thin body and smiled at me as he slapped his cock against my cheeks.

“Fuck me,” Robert said as he lifted his ass a couple of inches off the mattress.

My own cock throbbed in front of me. I leaned down and licked Robert’s ass. He moaned and bucked his ass harder against my mouth, and I ravaged it as if it were my last supper.

“Fuck me,” he said, louder and more persistent this time.

I grabbed my cock and guided it to his ass. I thought I’d go slow and take my time, allowing Robert some time to relax and be ready for me. But he was clearly ready, and had other ideas. When my cock head reached his hole, I stopped and let it rest at the entrance to his ass. But Robert took a deep breath and slid his ass all the way down my hard cock. He didn’t stop until my balls rested against his ass cheeks.

“Fuck!” I moaned loudly.

“That’s what I’m sayin’,” Robert said with a grin as he gripped my cock with his ass muscles and then slowly slid up and down the length of my cock.

As I caught my breath and began sliding in and out of Robert’s ass, Brian took a step closer and slipped his cock into my mouth. I sucked on his dick, savoring the soft silky skin against the hard muscle as it slid deep inside my throat and then almost out again. Then I felt Carlos’ tongue licking my ass cheeks again, and slide slowly in and out of my ass. My head spun with overwhelming pleasure. I thought nothing could feel better than having Carlos’ tongue sliding in and out of my hole as I fucked Robert’s hot hole and swallowed Brian’s hard cock deep into my throat.

But I was wrong. A moment later Carlos stopped licking my ass. I made an extra effort to stick my ass farther into the air as I withdrew from Robert’s ass before sliding back inside. When he didn’t return to eating my ass, I thought maybe he’d left to go to the restroom or something. But again, I was wrong.

A second later I felt the hot and hard skin of his cock head push against my ass. At first I tightened up and tried to take in a deep breath. But since my mouth was filled with Brian’s cock, I only succeeded in choking a little. Then I relaxed, and as I did, Carlos pushed forward.

My eyes bulged as I stopped fucking Robert and just allowed Brian’s hard cock to rest inside my throat. I’m certainly not a virgin to being fucked, and not even one to being fucked by big cocks. I hadn’t seen Carlos’ cock, but as it slid persistently inside my ass, I could feel that it was the biggest cock I’d ever had. He slid in slowly, allowing my muscles to get used to the thickness of his cock. With each inch, my muscles tore just a little, to allow him further access. It seemed to go on for an eternity, and when he finally stopped pushing forward, I knew I had at least ten inches of fat, hard cock deep inside me.

“You ready now?” Carlos whispered as he leaned down and kissed my ear.

My mouth was filled with Brian’s cock, so my only possible response was to squeeze his cock with my ass muscles and slide my cock deep into Robert’s ass, and then out again, causing my own ass to impale Carlos’s huge cock.

That was all it took, really. The four of us began fucking like a well-oiled machine. Carlos shoved his cock deep into my ass just as I slid out of Robert’s, then pulled out of my ass as I slid all the way into Robert again. Robert couldn’t get enough, and moaned loudly as he bucked wildly up and down the length of my cock. Brian slid his cock in and out of my mouth, alternating between slow, deep thrusts and quick, frantic ones.

I’d never been so completely consumed with cock and ass, and never so completely satisfied. There wasn’t an inch of my body that wasn’t electric with pleasure. My ass and mouth were filled with cock and stretched to their limits. My cock felt like it was wrapped in liquid fire as I slid deep into Robert’s ass. I literally saw fireworks in my head every time Carlos stabbed his cock all the way to the balls into my ass, and I wanted the feeling never to end.

“God, I wish I could feel your cock inside me forever,” I said between loud moans as Brian removed his cock from my mouth to keep from coming too soon.

“Jason, don’t say that. You gotta be careful ...”

“Shut up and fuck me,” I growled as I grabbed Brian’s cock and sucked it into my mouth again.

We were out of control now. Carlos and Brian fucked my ass and mouth relentlessly, and I pounded into Robert like I was driving a stake through Dracula’s heart. I was starting to get close, and I could tell everyone else was, too. Brian’s cock was getting thicker in my mouth, and Carlos breathed heavily as he slammed into me. Robert was thrashing his head back and forth on the bed, and grabbing the sheets on either side of him.

“Not like this,” I said as I pulled my mouth from Brian’s cock. “Let me lie on the bed. I want you all to shoot all over me.”

Robert pulled himself from my cock and slid from under me quickly, and moved around to the side of the bed. Carlos flipped me around onto my back, never allowing an inch of his cock to leave my ass, and laid me on my back on the bed. Robert was now at my left side, and Brian straddled my face with a knee on either side of me. His ass was right at my face, his cock pointing toward my feet. I couldn’t see anything in front of me but his ass, so I reached out with my tongue and licked at it hungrily.

Everyone was moaning loudly now. My own orgasm quickly worked its way up my shaft, and I could tell by the way Brian’s ass was flexing that he was about to shoot as well. I could still feel Carlos’ cock deep inside me, fucking me harder and faster. Robert was to my left. I wanted their loads all over me, and didn’t hesitate to let them know.

“Come on, guys. I want you to shoot all over my face. Brian, turn around. Carlos, pull out of my ass and come over to my right.”

“What are you talking about, dude?” I heard Carlos say from directly next to me on the right. “I’m right here.” He took a step to his left, and suddenly his long, fat uncut cock was an inch from my face.

But that can’t be, I thought as Brian turned around and pointed his cock at my face as well. I can still feel Carlos’ huge cock sliding in and out of my ass. It drove in an extra long and hard stab just to let me know I wasn’t imagining things. And yet, I was staring at its angry red head an inch from my mouth.

“Fuck, man,” Carlos yelled, “that’s it. I’m gonna shoot!”

A second later my face was showered with hot cum. It sprayed all over me from every direction, and seemed to go on forever. My own load blasted from my cock, and from the sound of Brian’s moans, it was landing all over his back. A minute later, my face was covered with jizz, and it dripped down my cheeks and neck as my three best friends tugged at their cocks to allow every last drop to splatter across my face.

I was still moaning and writhing my ass under Brian’s body and against the bed.

“Dude, you already came, and we’re all done, too,” Brian said. “You can relax now.”

“You’re not gonna believe this,” I said, as my eyes rolled in the back of my head, and I bit my lower lip lightly. My cock was still rock hard, and throbbed against my stomach.

“What?” Carlos said.

“You’re still fucking me.”

“What?” He looked at me as if I were crazy. “Dude, you’re high.”

“No, I’m not. I still feel your cock inside me, and you’re still fucking me.”

My buddies looked back and forth from one another, stunned.

“Oh, SHIT!” Robert yelled. “Remember earlier, Jason said he wished he could feel your cock inside him forever. That was his second birthday wish.”

Carlos, Brian, and Robert started laughing as they watched me slide my ass back and forth against the invisible cock fucking my ass. I was vaguely aware of them around me as delirium took over my body, and I closed my eyes. A moment later my second load of the night flew from my cock and landed all across my chest and stomach.

And then I fell asleep.

The next morning I was awakened by the phone.

“Listen, Jason, I know you’re not thrilled with our gift. I know it doesn’t seem like much right now.” It was Carlos. “But trust me, you’re gonna love it. I promise.”

I could still feel his fat cock deep inside my ass. It wasn’t fucking me now, but just buried there, filling me up completely. The previous night came flooding back to me, and I remembered my first two wishes. I couldn’t believe it was happening, but there was no denying the long, thick, hard cock I felt up my ass. I hadn’t used my third wish, and for a moment, I thought about wishing I’d never asked to feel Carlos’ cock inside me forever. I was soft, but just the sound of Carlos’ voice was getting me plump, and as I got harder, the feel of his cock inside me began to move ever so slowly. I suddenly realized the little bit of control I had over the situation, and decided not to use my last wish just quite yet. I’d save it for another time.

“Jason, are you there?”

“Yes,” I said softly, as my cock grew just a little harder, and I felt his thick cock slide in and out of my ass slowly. I closed my eyes and moaned slowly as I wriggled my ass against the pleasure it brought. “Hey, where did you guys go after the party last night?”

“We all went home. It was after three in the morning. Where else would we go? Are you okay?”

By now I was fully hard, and Carlos cock was sliding in and out at a quickening pace.

“Mmm hmm.”

“Alright. Just one last thing, though, okay? Your gift is not a joke. You get three wishes, and they really will come true.”

“Really?” I asked as I stroked my cock and felt him fuck me harder and faster. I was already close.

“Okay, I can tell you’re mocking me. So I’m gonna go. Have fun with your gift. But Jason, promise me one thing.”

“What’s that?” I whispered as I bit my lip and the first spray of cum spewed from my cock and landed on my face.

“Be careful what you wish for.”

Growing up in a small, northern Texas panhandle town of less than 500 is a burden and punishment I truly would not wish upon my worst enemy. I held my breath and tried my best to get through high school with as little attention and notoriety as possible. It was painfully obvious to me that I didn’t fit in there. It was even more obvious to the other 499 residents who infringed upon my space and stole my air.

I came from a poor family, so I figured going to college was completely out of the question. Instead I focused my energies on researching other ways of getting out of the small, Bible-belt mentality, hopelessly redneck town and out into the real world. But my options were limited. My senior year in high school I felt like I was trapped and doomed to a life of riding tractors and plowing fields.

But miraculously, my belief and faith in the universe and its ability and desire to take care of us kicked in and proved my belief and faith were justified.

I attended a Quaker church. Though I didn’t acknowledge it at the time, I initially went because there were a couple of really hot guys around my age who attended there, and I had the hots for them. It was a subconscious action, or reaction, and I certainly didn’t realize it back then. But I know it now. Eventually, I actually found that my personal spiritual beliefs were very much in line with Quaker teachings, and I loved my church. And my involvement with the Booker Friends Church led me down a path that would forever change my life in many ways.

Most significantly, it announced in January of my senior year, that if I would be kind enough to accept the gift, they would be honored to pay my way through college. The one stipulation was that they wanted me to attend Friends University, a Quaker college in Wichita, Kansas. It was their sincere hope that I would get a degree in Bible and Theology, and eventually return to Booker and pastor my own church.

I was ecstatic, and agreed without hesitation. Wichita was a big city! I’d never been to a city of over 10,000, and so Wichita’s population of 250,000 seemed like New York City to me at that moment. I was finally going to get out of Booker. It didn’t matter that the church wanted me to return after my studies to set up permanent and binding residence and pastorship there. All I could see was an open door that presented a world of promises for me. I’d finally get a glimpse of reality. I’d finally see a real live Black person or a real live Asian person, rather than just seeing them on TV. I’d finally see tall buildings and subway systems and hear sirens racing through the streets at night.

But Wichita was a huge disappointment. It wasn’t a real city at all. No tall buildings or subway systems. The only sirens I heard were usually the result of a cat that got caught in a tree or something similarly ridiculous. Wichita wasn’t much different from Booker, except that it had approximately 249,500 more rednecks than did my hometown.

I did enjoy college, though, which was a relief, after having hated high school so much. It did present a few problems, however. I lived in the men’s dorm, which had communal showers on each floor. We had about 200 young, virile, corn-fed Midwestern boys in our dorm, and though we were all attending a Christian college, and many of us were planning on going into the ministry, most of us seemed quite uninhibited, and were perfectly comfortable walking around the dorm in various states of undress, and in various states of ... “happiness.” I was not one of those uninhibited boys, but I took extreme pleasure in watching my dormmates lather themselves in the showers and walk around the hallways either completely naked and sporting hard-ons, or in just their tented boxers.

By my junior year at Friends University, I was still a virgin. My mind raced with thoughts and images and dreams of quite torrid sex with several of my fellow students. There were a couple of brothers, Mike and Loren Boettcher, who were particularly blessed, and about whom I could not stop thinking. Both of them had cocks that hung to their knees when soft, and both of them couldn’t help but get half hard just by stepping under the shower. They often showered at the same time, and I often made every attempt to conveniently be in the shower at that same moment. There were also three or four other guys that I had the hots for as well, and I found myself spending more and more time strategizing on how to see them naked. And I spent more and more time daydreaming and fantasizing about all of them.

I’m no genius, but I’m not stupid either. It didn’t take long for me to realize I had sexual identity issues. I was horny all the time, and I spent about every spare waking moment obsessing over Mike and Loren and Daniel and Cory and Kevin and ...

The second half of my junior year, I finally decided to take action. There was a “dirty” bookstore and cinema about a mile from the school. One Friday evening I drove to the bookstore, and spent an hour and a half sitting in my car, trying to calm my heart down enough to go inside. I finally did.

The smell of sexual energy immediately assaulted my nostrils, and I got hard instantly. I looked around nervously, noticing the various magazines, the sealed video boxes, and the plastic encased dildoes of various sizes. The clerk barely looked up from the magazine he was reading to acknowledge my presence, but I slinked away to the nearest corner anyway, trying to will away the heated blush that had crept up my face.

At the back of the store was a door, with the words “Movie House – Pay Clerk to receive token.” I swallowed my pride and purchased a token, dropped it into the slot, and jumped as the door buzzed and then opened in front of me. I stepped inside and was instantly overwhelmed with the odor of stale sex and even staler popcorn. It was completely dark inside the theater, and my shoes stuck to the floor and made a sucking sound as I walked forward. I heard loud moans and mumbled words from somewhere ahead of me. I walked into, and then pushed aside, a black curtain. On a large screen several feet from me was a naked woman lying on her back and a naked man lying on top of her, ramming his cock deep inside her as they both made exaggerated moans and grunting noises.

I stood there, motionless for a moment, taking in the sight before me. I’d never seen anyone fucking before, and I was mesmerized. Someone coughed, and I jumped and looked around. Seven or eight men were scattered throughout the theater. As the camera angle on the screen changed and filled the room with a little brighter light, I saw most of the men were middle-aged or older, and most of them were stroking their cocks.

I made a concerted effort not to look at any of them, and fumbled my way to a seat near the back. I sat down and watched the movie in front of me. It wasn’t that I particularly tried to do so, but I automatically blocked the sight of the woman from my mind. All I could see was the naked man. His muscular ass flexed as he shoved his dick into the woman, and every once in a while the camera zoomed in and showed his cock as it pulled out and then slid back inside the woman.

I got hard instantly, and reached down to grope my cock through my jeans. It throbbed and begged to be released, so I pulled it out and stroked it slowly for a couple of minutes. In front of me on the screen, the woman began screaming, and the guy pulled out of her quickly. The camera focused in on his big dick, and I felt the stirrings of my orgasm building deep in my balls. A second later the actor moaned and huge streams of white cum flew from his cock. The first several shots landed on the woman’s breasts, forcing me to acknowledge their presence for the first time. I almost lost my erection, but then the camera moved back to the actor’s fat cock, and I was back on track. It took only a couple more strokes before my body tightened, a loud guttural moan escaped my throat, and I sprayed my load all over the back of the chair in front of me.

I lost my breath as jet after jet of cum flew from my cock. My legs quivered and my body shook with the force of my orgasm. When it was over I just sat there for a few minutes, letting the last few drops of cum slide down my still surprisingly hard dick. Then I stuffed my cock back inside my jeans and walked out of the theater.

“That didn’t take long,” the acne-faced clerk snickered.

I felt the flush come back to my face, and darted as quickly as possible to the restroom. Once inside I grabbed a handful of paper towels, wet them, and locked myself inside the stall. I quickly shoved my jeans down to my ankles, pulled my cock out, and began washing it with the wet paper towels.

Just being inside the bookstore filled me with conflicting emotions. I felt dirty and ashamed. If any of my schoolmates or friends knew I was there, they’d surely never speak with me again. I might even get kicked out of school. But at the same time, I felt alive for maybe the first time in my life. I was experiencing something I’d never given myself permission to feel before. And even after having shot a huge load in the theater a few minutes ago, I could not get my cock to soften. My heart was pounding hard in my chest again, and I knew I needed to cum again.

As I sat there half washing and half stroking my cock, I looked over and read a handwritten message on the wall. “I need to suck your cock. You need to suck mine. No troll here, you don’t be one either. 316.555.4976.”

I found it a little hard to breathe, and my chest hurt from the intense pounding of my heart. The number on the wall was only two digits different from my own, and I knew without thinking about it, that I was going to call it. I quickly stuffed my hard dick back into my jeans, pulled them up, and walked out of the restroom to the pay phone near the front door of the bookstore.

“Hello,” the voice on the other end of the line said.

My heart stopped, and I almost hung up the phone. But then I mentally slapped myself. I hadn’t come this far just to back out now. “Hi,” I croaked out. “I’m at the Galaxy Palace and just read your note in the restroom.”

There was an awkward moment of silence on the other end of the phone. “Yeah,” the voice said hesitantly.

“Ummm ...” I stuttered. “Do you want to meet?”

“How old are you?”

“Twenty.”

“Cool,” the voice said, and then waited for a couple of seconds before continuing. “We can’t meet at my place. But I’m just a few blocks from the Blue Angel Motel. Can you meet me there?”

“Yes,” I said, and felt my chest constrict with pain. I thought I was having a heart attack.

“How long will it take you to get there?” he asked, after giving me the address and room number.

“Twenty minutes.”

“Right on,” he said. “I’ll leave the door unlocked. Just come on in. Don’t turn on the lights.”

Visions of being ambushed and beaten or even killed flashed through my mind as I pictured myself walking into a dark motel room. “Okay,” I agreed way too soon, apparently not overly concerned about the dangers I might encounter.

The line went dead without a “goodbye” or “see you in a few” or any other such closing remark. I stared at the phone for a moment, and then rushed out of the bookstore.

The Blue Angel Motel was a local legend. Just a few blocks from Wichita State University, it attracted a score of college kids who wished to be discreet and rented the rooms by the hour. It was also frequented by prostitutes and drug dealers who needed a quick place to conduct their business off the streets and out of sight from cops. At Friends University we spoke of the motel in hushed whispers and sad, compassionate but self-righteous shakes of the head.

Room 115 was an end unit on the first floor. I found it easily enough and walked up to the door. It took me a couple of minutes to work up the nerve to go inside. Finally, I opened the door and took a step inside before I could turn around and run away. I closed the door quietly behind me and tried to get my bearings in the dark.

“I’m over here,” the voice said. It came from in front of me and to the left, near the only window. “Strip and then come join me.”

I tapped my hand against my right leg, a nervous habit I had when I was frightened and unsure of myself, and counted to ten. Then I stripped, letting my clothes fall to the floor next to the door, and walked slowly to the bed.

“Down here,” the voice sa. . .