A Preacher's Passion

Book 3: Hallelujah Love

by Lutishia Lovely

Genres: Christian Suspense

Synopsis

After being celibate for five long years, Passion Perkins is ready, willing, and able to end her drought. But she's also determined to hold out for Mr. Right—a man her friends say doesn't exist—until handsome Lavon Chapman walks into her life. He's come to the community to film a DVD about Passion's minister, Doctor Stanley Lee, and his fiery wife, Carla Lee. Now Passion only has eight weeks to make Lavon her husband and end her celibacy—not necessarily in that order. But she has a most unlikely rival:

Carla Lee herself. . .

Before long, other members of the church community are entangled in scandals of their own, and while some are getting busy in service to the Lord, others are just simply getting busy. . .

"Lutishia Lovely brought Passion to church and set it on fire!!!"
—Pat G'Orge-Walker, Essence bestselling author of Don't Blame the Devil

"This is a remarkably crafted novel and a tremendous read."

–Romantic Times on A Preacher's Passion

Release date: August 15, 2012

Publisher: Kensington Books

Print pages: 432

Sample

People say Passion was fast from the womb. That when she heard men talking, she’d make a motion in her mother’s belly that felt like a tickle. When she heard women, her mother got gas. Even before Passion was born, she decided that men were to be loved; women, tolerated.

She had one real girlfriend growing up, Robin Cook. They got along like two peas in a pod from the moment they met at Martin Luther King Jr. Elementary School in Atlanta, Georgia. For one, they were big tomboys, bigger than most girls their age. For another, they both hated their female classmates and constantly baked up evil schemes to right some imagined wrong done to them. Whether it was putting cayenne pepper in a girl’s food, glue on her seat, or beating somebody up at recess, they were always getting into trouble, and usually together. But Passion and her family moved from Georgia to California when she was fifteen years old. She hadn’t seen Robin since.

Passion sat in her living room, flipping through an Essence magazine and watching the MLM channel, a new, progressive, Black-owned network that was finally giving BET some competition. A minister, Derrick Montgomery, was speaking at a convention hosted by a group called Total Truth. Passion decided he looked as good on TV as he did in person. That man is fine forever, she thought, as she turned up the volume.

Passion wasn’t a member of Montgomery’s church, Kingdom Citizens’ Christian Center, but the church she belonged to, Logos Word Interdenominational, fellowshipped with KCCC often. Passion loved Pastor Montgomery’s fiery style, not to mention the way his body blessed a designer suit. She could always expect a good word plus some men worth watching when she visited Kingdom Citizens, and was one of many who’d visualized Pastor Montgomery sans suit or wife. Either him or Darius Crenshaw, KCCC’s hot minister of music whose latest hit, “Possible,” had spent months at the top of both gospel and secular charts. Pastor Montgomery was fine, but Darius could sing, play several instruments, and looked like “thank you, Jesus.” Add the fact that he was single, and as far as she knew, available, and he was the obvious choice.

For all her salacious wonderings, Passion couldn’t see herself actually sleeping with Pastor Derrick or anybody else’s husband. She admired Pastor Montgomery’s wife,Vivian, who was good friends with her first lady, Carla Lee. Even after news broke that Pastor Montgomery had an older son from a previous relationship, a son he supposedly knew nothing about until two years ago, his and Vivian’s marriage remained strong.Word had it that the boy was even living with them now and playing basketball at UCLA. No, Passion would never act out inappropriately with Pastor Derrick.Well, other than the lusting in her heart for which she was already guilty. She’d probably not send love notes or nude pics to Darius Crenshaw either. But he was definitely daydream material.

An hour after the television program went off, Passion pulled into her favorite strip mall. It housed an inexpensive clothing shop, video store, nail salon, Chinese food restaurant, and the reason for her trip, Gold’s Pawn Shop. Passion loved this store. Pawning had kept her lights, gas, or phone on many times right after her divorce, when she’d been struggling to raise her newborn daughter. She’d pawn gold, diamonds, anything she could to make it to payday. She prided herself on the fact that she always bought back her stuff and in the process would sometimes find a couple bargains, enough to where she continued to make regular visits even after her finances improved.

She stepped inside the store. As she’d expected for the middle of the day, it was quiet. Lin, the Korean owner, was behind the counter, helping his one, lone customer.

“Hey, Lin,” Passion said cheerfully.

“Hey, Passion,” Lin said. “What you buy today? I got tennis bracelet you like—just came yesterday.”

“How much you want for it?” Passion asked. “I might be interested if you give me a good deal.”

“I give you very good deal,” Lin said. He unlocked the showcase and pulled out a bracelet set with tiny diamonds, effectively shown off in a black, faux-velvet case.

“This is nice,” Passion said. She put it on her arm, turned it this way and that.

The other shopper, a woman, looked at the bracelet as well.

“It’s pretty, huh?” Passion said to her, being friendly. “You think it’s worth two hundred dollars?” That’s the deal Lin said he’d give to Passion, because “she good customer.”

The woman didn’t answer, just stared. Passion looked up and stared back. The face was familiar. Then it dawned on her.

“Robin? Robin Cook? Girl, is that you?”

Robin was shocked, her response subdued. “Passion Perkins?”

Both women were incredulous. It had been twenty years.

“What on earth are you doing in LA?” Passion exclaimed, stepping forward to grab her former best friend in a bear hug. As she did so, she felt something cold, hard, pressing against her stomach. She pulled back, looked down. “And why are you buying a gun?”

Robin looked at Passion, then down at the gun, almost as if she didn’t know how it had gotten in her hand.

“I, well, uh, girl, it’s good to see you!” Robin placed the gun on the counter and hugged Passion with fervor. This had been her best friend back in the day. She was genuinely glad to see her again, but still couldn’t have a sistah all up in her business.

Passion didn’t miss the fact that her question had been diverted. But this was Robin, her homegirl from the ATL!

“Oh my God, Robin, I swear I thought about you just today. Listen, we’ve got to grab something to eat and catch up; you got time?”

“Of course.”Time was all Robin had had for the past eighteen months.

Both the gun and the tennis bracelet stayed at Gold’s Pawn Shop as Passion and Robin headed for the Chinese food restaurant three doors down. They quickly ordered, paid for their food, and sat down.

“Passion Perkins, or is it something else now?”

“No, it’s Perkins again. I’ve been divorced almost five years, got a little girl. What about you; are you married, divorced, kids? Are you living here or just visiting? Girl, I still can’t believe I’m looking at you!”

“Me neither,” Robin said, taking a large bite of her egg roll. “Um, this food is good.”

“Good and greasy,” Passion countered around a forkful of chicken fried rice. “Just the way I like it.”

Passion and Robin were silent a moment, devouring their tasty dishes, and then Passion probed again. “So, Robin, tell me wuzzup?”

Robin smiled as Passion mimicked the voice of their teens. She felt she could maybe share a few things with an old friend.

“Well, for starters, I’m divorced, no kids.” Robin filled Passion in on her ten years in Tampa, Florida, after leaving Atlanta, her turbulent marriage and its equally turbulent end, the split-second decision to stay in Los Angeles after visiting almost two years ago, and her current employment.

“You’ve been here two years?”

“Off and on.” Robin didn’t want to tell Passion or anyone else where she’d actually resided during most of her LA stay—in prison for identity theft and credit card fraud. “I took some time off to, uh, visit family . . . came back a couple months ago.”

“Wow, girl, you must be rolling to be able to take off work like that.” Even as Passion said this, her thoughts returned to the gun left lying on the pawn shop counter.

“Hardly,” Robin replied. “But sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do.”

Like shoot somebody? “So, where are you staying?” Passion asked.

“Downtown,” was Robin’s short reply.

Passion studied the face of her former running buddy.Twenty years was a long time; maybe she shouldn’t expect the two girls-turned-women to be as close as they once were. Still, Passion didn’t understand the guardedness she sensed in Robin’s demeanor—eking out conversation as if words cost money.

After an awkward silence, Passion reached into her purse and pulled out her cell phone. “I stay over in Leimert Park. Let’s hang out one day soon.What’s your number?”

They exchanged phone numbers and then Passion rose to leave. “You coming?” she asked Robin.

“Uh, in a minute, girl,” Robin said, looking up at the menu, prominently displayed along the restaurant’s back wall. “I think I’m going to get me something to go.”

Passion leaned over and hugged Robin. “Well, it was good seeing you, Robin. Take care, and let’s talk soon, okay?”

“Okay.”

Robin waited until Passion walked out the door, and then placed a take-out order. There was just one other purchase she needed to make before leaving the area.

Passion wasn’t sure why, but she didn’t leave the strip mall when she got in her car. Instead, she sat watching the door to the Chinese restaurant. A couple minutes later, Robin came out of the restaurant, looked around briefly, and headed back to the pawn shop. She looked around again before going inside.

Passion waited until she saw Lin unlock the gun case and hand something to Robin. “I knew she was going back to buy that gun,” Passion said to herself as she started the car and left the parking lot. “What is going on with you, Robin Cook? What is really going on?”

Robin sat on the sagging bed of her dingy motel room. It was almost midnight, and her workday began at seven A.M. Still, she sat there wide-eyed, watching reruns of Good Times, eating Cheetos dipped in peanut butter, and washing it down with malt liquor beer. This was her ritual almost every night. After spending eighteen months locked down, where every move was ordered and every moment scheduled, Robin fully appreciated being able to have lights and television on after nine P.M. The one good thing the motel had was cable TV.Watching reruns of J.J. badger Thelma or a preteen Janet Jackson cozy up to her TV mom, Willona, saved Robin’s sanity, such as it was.

Robin finished the bag of Cheetos and, licking the cheese off the fingers of one hand, picked up the gun with the other. She palmed the simple, semiautomatic Cobra compact, satisfied with the comfortable fit. Eyeing a crude, hastily drawn picture on a piece of paper taped to the opposite wall, she aimed the unloaded gun and fired off five shots in quick succession. V-I-V-A-N, the misspelled name on the paper identifying the drawing’s inspiration, was safe. Along with being on the antipsychotic drug Peridol, Robin was near-sighted. She thought she’d hit the target perfectly, but had the gun been loaded, no one would have died. Gonna get bullets as soon as I get my check on Friday, Robin mused, as she shot Vivian a couple more times before tossing the gun carelessly on the floor beside her.

Robin stared at the drawing, mentally replaying the events from two years ago. How she’d come to LA to reclaim her man, Derrick Montgomery, and after a failed coup d’état of Vivian’s domain, been tossed out of their church like a sack of potatoes by a burly security guard. She thought back farther, to the beginning: Lithonia, Georgia, and Pilgrims’ Rest Baptist Church.That’s where she and Derrick first met. She’d been his assistant with aspirations to be much more. But somebody named Vivian had gotten in the way. Robin’s smile was sinister as she imagined the future according to her plan. If it worked, Miss High-and-Mighty wouldn’t be in the way for long.

Robin stumbled into the bathroom, shook three Peridols into her hand, and swallowed them with the remaining beer. She turned out the lights, and after peering at the moonlight spilling through the torn, stained curtain, closed the window on the loud sounds of brass-based banda music drifting in along with the cool, autumn air.

As she waited for the drug to take effect, Robin thought about Passion and smiled as dim recollections of a happier time flitted across her mind. Her smile turned to a frown as one of the faces in her reverie became that of a young Vivian Montgomery. She flopped over on her stomach, letting the dulling effects of drugs and sleepiness overtake her.

Robin kept repeating something over and over, until her snoring blended with the muted Mexican music and a steady, rhythmic creaking sound from the couple’s bed above her. I’m gonna get her. I’m gonna get that prissy muthafucka. . . .

Passion sang along with the Logos Word choir, clapping her fiery-red manicured hands to their up-tempo rendition of a timeless, gospel classic. “While on others Thou art calling . . . do not pass me by!” She swayed and head-bobbed as the altos and sopranos traded increasingly difficult riffs of “do not” and “pass me by,” while the band held down a contemporary syncopation of drums, keyboard, guitar, and horns. Passion reared her head back and sang louder. “Savior, blessed Savior, hear—my—hum—ble—cry.” She had been praying, believing, wanting, and needing for too long.Whenever Jesus got there, she didn’t want Him to pass her by!

Into the congregation’s praise-induced frenzy walked the pastor, first lady, and a contingency of associate ministers, church staff, and special guests. They entered from a side door near the pulpit. Dr. Stanley Lee walked directly to the podium. His wife and the church’s copastor, Carla, the associate ministers, and assistants sat in the first of two rows of chairs on the pulpit’s left side.

“One more time, church,” Dr. Lee’s voice boomed into the microphone. “Oh, oh, oh, Savior,” he sang, his rich baritone rivaling the able-voiced lead singer. He joyfully led the congregation, walking from one side of the pulpit to the other, clapping his hands and raising them toward heaven. This was his world, his element. Stanley Lee felt more comfortable in the pulpit than anywhere else. An attractive six feet and two hundred pounds, with a smooth bald head and even white teeth, his look was a decidedly nice addition to the room.

“Yes!” Dr. Lee exclaimed as the song peaked to its flourishing end. “Hallelujah,” he intoned, as the church members clapped and shouted in praise. “And it is God’s promise,” he continued, “that before you call Him, He will answer, and that while you are yet speaking, He will hear.

“Whatever you need, God’s got it. Whatever you want, God’s got it. He’s on His way to meet your need right now. And He shall not pass you by!”

The band started up again with the keyboardist making a run that the guitarist slid in on, and the drummer’s dreadlocks flying as high as his sticks.The saxophonist poured notes in between strings and keys and hallelujahs and glories. Passion closed her eyes, basking in the feeling of joy and the spirit of God’s love.

“Excuse me,” a deep, slightly gruff voice said as a hand lightly grasped her forearm. “May I sit beside you?”

Any word except yes fled from Passion’s mind as soon as she turned toward the voice. It came from a solid-looking chest that pushed against a light gray silk shirt and tailored black suit. She looked at the hand that lightly grasped her arm and noted square, thick fingers with manicured nails. Looking up, she found a face full of character, confidence, and pure animal magnetism. The man wasn’t typically handsome. He had a flat face, big nose, thick lips, and black, beady eyes. But when the man unconsciously licked those lips, nodded, and smiled, Passion noted the beady eyes were surrounded by long, curly lashes, and the lips looked soft and inviting, probably capable of doing things better not pondered in church. All of these thoughts were processed in the seconds it took for Passion to nod, smile back, and move over so the manly stranger could sit at the end of the pew.

The choir finished their selection and Pastor Carla changed places with her husband, giving him a quick peck on the cheek as he gave her the microphone and walked to his seat. Pastor Carla continued to the podium.

“My goodness, that is a man of God,” she said, pointing to her husband and shaking her head in appreciation. The congregation laughed, used to Pastor Carla’s romantic overtures to her husband from the pulpit. It was part of what the members loved about them, that they fanned the flames of their decade-old marriage openly and often. Innocent touches, light kisses, a hug here or there, theirs was a marriage many members held as the standard for unions.

Passion was one of those members. Unlike her imaginings of Pastor Montgomery, she’d never entertained an untoward thought about Dr. Lee. If I could have a marriage like theirs . . . she thought. The commanding stranger fidgeted beside her. As was typical, it was a crowded Sunday morning.There had barely been enough room to fit him in on the second row. Maybe God is answering my prayer right now. Maybe His answer is this manly mass of muscle sitting beside me. . . .

Pastor Carla continued, congratulating the choir on a job well done and greeting the Sunday worshippers. She then asked the visitors to stand so they could be recognized. The man next to Passion stood, as did a dozen or so others. While they stood, Pastor Carla encouraged members near them to introduce themselves and make them feel welcome.

“Hi, I’m Passion,” she said, once the man whose name she’d heard was Lavon turned to her. “Welcome to Logos Word.”

“Lavon Chapman,” he said, taking her hand in his large, strong one and looking intently into her eyes. “It’s a pleasure to meet you . . . Passion.” Lavon paused before he said her name, caressing each syllable before it oozed from his juicy lips.

“Yes,” Passion said, feeling slightly discombobulated. “Passion Perkins. It’s a pleasure to meet you too.” She didn’t know what it was about Lavon that was so sexy to her but after five years of celibacy, it could have been that he was male and breathing.

“Interesting name,” he continued in a low voice, as the ushers prepared to lift an offering.

“It fits me,” she replied, then immediately could have kicked herself for what sounded like a flirtatious answer. “I mean, my grandfather called me that because of how feisty I . . .” She felt the hole she was digging get deeper. “What I’m trying to say is—”

“It’s a great name,” Lavon countered smoothly, saving Passion from further explanation.

Passion breathed a sigh of relief as Carla returned the microphone to her husband and Dr. Lee began to preach. She enjoyed the sermon, not because she’d remember either chapter or verse later, but because it gave her more than an hour of ongoing interaction with Lavon. Dr. Lee was one of those preachers who liked to interact with his congregants. He constantly encouraged the crowd to “turn to your neighbor and say” whatever phrase he wanted repeated for emphasis. He also referenced scriptures throughout his sermon. Passion shared her Bible with Lavon and when he placed his hand under hers to help her hold it, she thought she might have to excuse herself from the sanctuary. Was it her, or was he gently massaging her hand? It may have been her imagination, but either way Passion was now acutely aware of how long it had been since she’d enjoyed a man’s touch.

Lavon enjoyed the service—and the company as well. He’d always preferred thick women, ones who wouldn’t blow away in a two-mile-an-hour wind. Passion was like that: shapely, big breasts, wide hips, pretty face, nice eyes, and dimples. He was always a sucker for those. He also had a feeling the woman could live up to her name; something hot seemed to smolder just beneath her Christian conservatism. She was friendly too, which was refreshing. Often when he met women he felt as if he had to peel off layers to get to the real person, that they were so busy trying to be “all that” that they never got to be “all themselves.” He liked a woman who was comfortable in her own skin, not trying to be someone she wasn’t. Passion seemed like that. So did the church’s first lady.

Lavon and Passion stood and shared small talk when church was over, neither seeming to want to end their meeting.

After learning he was from out of town, Passion suggested they go for coffee.

“I just need to speak with the pastors before we leave,” Lavon said. “I’m working with them.”

“Oh, really?”

“Yes, I’m helping to direct and produce a DVD series.”

“Well, you go on, I’ll wait outside,” Passion said. Dr. Lee and Pastor Carla were friendly and it was always crowded in their office area after church, but Passion never liked to feel she was trying to be all up in their faces. She and Carla had talked on occasion, and she’d even helped out with a local Sanctity of Sisterhood Summit hosted at their church. Passion felt that if she ever needed anything—advice, assistance, whatever—that she could go to Carla, but considered theirs an acquaintance, not a friendship. And for Passion, that was just fine. At the end of the day Carla Lee was still a woman, merely tolerated.

“Hey, Passion,” Lavon said, when he found her waiting just outside the church doors. “We’ve been invited to Dr. Lee’s for their Sunday brunch.”

Passion was taken aback. Going to the pastor’s house was something reserved for the “in” crowd at Logos Word, a crowd she never thought she remotely belonged to. Pastors Stanley and Carla were her mentors, her spiritual covering. She didn’t know how comfortable she’d feel trying to treat them like regular folk, sharing a meal and small talk as if they were, well, normal.

“Are they sure?” she asked, with brows raised.

Lavon laughed. “What, is there something about you they don’t know?”

Passion realized how her question must have sounded. She laughed too. “No, it’s just that I’m not that close to them outside church. I’m just surprised, that’s all.”

Thirty minutes later, Passion and Lavon joined Dr. Lee, Carla, a couple associate ministers and their wives around the Lees’ large dining room table. Between helpings of scrumptious steak, potatoes and gravy, corn, green beans, and a tossed salad, Passion’s knowledge grew about Mr. Lavon Chapman.

Lavon was from the Kansas City area, and was media director at Mount Zion Progressive Baptist Church in Overland Park, Kansas. That’s how the Lees knew him. His pastor, King Brook, was one of Stanley Lee’s good friends and a fellow member of the Total Truth Association. Pastor Brook had recommended Lavon for the project when he heard what the Lees wanted to accomplish before the Christmas holidays.With a highly successful weekly television show himself, letting go of his director was a selfless gesture.

The series Lavon had come to put together was entitled Eight Keys to Victorious Kingdom Living. Each tape would focus on a different “Kingdom Key,” based on the fruits of the Spirit mentioned in the book of Galatians.The DVDs would include an interactive tutorial as well as a workbook to use during the entire series. By the time the Lees, the associate ministers, and Lavon finished discussing it, Passion was ready to order her copies right then.

After a decadent dessert of apple cobbler à la mode topped with caramel syrup, the Lees’ guests prepared to leave. Brunch had lasted two hours, leaving less than three hours for everyone to rest and prepare for the church’s evening service that began promptly at seven o’clock.

“See you tonight?” Carla asked Lavon, after giving him a light hug and thanking him again for his input.

Lavon flashed a sheepish grin. “Well, Pastor, I’m going to play hooky tonight, if it’s all right. I know you offered a driver, but I think it’s best I rent a car, considering how long I’m going to be here.”

“How long are you staying?” Passion asked, her heart dropping at the thought of this man walking out of her life as quickly as he’d walked in.

“Eight weeks,” Lavon and Pastor Carla said together.

Carla smiled at Lavon. “So you need to get to a rental car agency? Let me get one of the ministers to take you.” She then looked at Passion and added, “Unless you’ve already got a ride.”

“Thanks, Pastor Carla, but yes, I’m set,” Lavon answered, annoyed at the guilt that rose up.What was that about? He was thirty-five years old, a grown ass man. If he wanted to skip a church service and have a female congregant drive him to his hotel . . . that was his doggone business. Not that Carla had said anything, but her silence was loud.

She turned and hugged Passion. “Will I see you tonight?”

“Maybe,” was Passion’s noncommittal reply. As much as she’d enjoyed the meal and the camaraderie of her first lady, she was ready for some one-on-one time with Lavon. “Thanks again for the meal, Pastor Carla,” she said, heading out the door. “That apple cobbler was ridiculous!”

Without waiting for a . . .