A Dance Through Time

Book 1: Macleod Family

by Lynn Kurland

Genres: Epic Fantasy; Medieval Romance

Synopsis

From Lynn Kurland, the New York Times bestselling author of the Nine Kingdom series.

Scotland, 1311. James MacLeod was the most respected—and feared—laird in all of Scotland. He loved his men like brothers and his land with a passion. And he allowed no women to cross the threshold of his keep...

New York City, 1996. With an indifferent fiance and a stalled writing career, Elizabeth Smith found passion and adventure only in the unpublished romance novels that she wrote. Until a Scottish hero began calling to her...

Elizabeth longed for the man of her dreams. But she knew she was overworked when she began hearing his voice—when she was awake. To clear her mind, she took a walk in Gramercy Park. She dozed off on a bench—and woke up in a lush forest in forteenth-century Scotland. A forest surrounding the castle of James MacLeod, an arrogant and handsome lord with a very familiar voice. Elizabeth would turn his ordered world upside down and go where no woman had ever gone before: straight into his heart...

Release date: September 2, 2003

Publisher: Berkley

Print pages: 368

Sample

“An author to watch for…amazing mixtures of passion, history, and humor.”

—Rendezvous

“A bright new talent…Ms. Kurland seems destined for a most promising career.”

—Romantic Times

Praise for the novels of national bestselling author

LYNN KURLAND…

Stardust of Yesterday

“Lynn Kurland has created a true knight in shining armor who will capture your heart the moment you meet him. This is a brilliant first novel you won’t want to miss.”

—New York Times bestselling author
Constance O’Day Flannery

“Lighthearted…a fine effort.”

—Atlanta Journal

A Dance Through Time

“One of the best…a must read.”

—Rendezvous

“Lynn Kurland’s vastly entertaining time travel treats us to a delightful hero and heroine…a humorous novel of feisty fun, and adventure.”

—A Little Romance

This Is All I Ask

“Both powerful and sensitive, this is a wonderfully rich and rewarding book.”

—Susan Wiggs

“A medieval of stunning intensity. Sprinkled with adventure, fantasy, and heart, This Is All I Ask reaches outside the boundaries of romance to embrace every thoughtful reader, every person of feeling.”

—Christina Dodd, bestselling author of A Knight to Remember

Titles by Lynn Kurland

STARDUST OF YESTERDAY

A DANCE THROUGH TIME

THIS IS ALL I ASK

THE VERY THOUGHT OF YOU

ANOTHER CHANCE TO DREAM

THE MORE I SEE YOU

IF I HAD YOU

MY HEART STOOD STILL

FROM THIS MOMENT ON

A GARDEN IN THE RAIN

DREAMS OF STARDUST

MUCH ADO IN THE MOONLIGHT

WHEN I FALL IN LOVE

WITH EVERY BREATH

TILL THERE WAS YOU

ONE ENCHANTED EVENING

The Novels of the Nine Kingdoms

STAR OF THE MORNING

THE MAGE’S DAUGHTER

PRINCESS OF THE SWORD

A TAPESTRY OF SPELLS

Anthologies

THE CHRISTMAS CAT

(with Julie Beard, Barbara Bretton, and Jo Beverley)

CHRISTMAS SPIRITS

(with Casey Claybourne, Elizabeth Bevarly, and Jenny Lykins)

VEILS OF TIME

(with Maggie Shayne, Angie Ray, and Ingrid Weaver)

OPPOSITES ATTRACT

(with Elizabeth Bevarly, Emily Carmichael, and Elda Minger)

LOVE CAME JUST IN TIME

A KNIGHT’S VOW

(with Patricia Potter, Deborah Simmons, and Glynnis Campbell)

TAPESTRY

(with Madeline Hunter, Sherrilyn Kenyon, and Karen Marie Moning)

TO WEAVE A WEB OF MAGIC

(with Patricia A. McKillip, Sharon Shinn, and Claire Delacroix)

THE QUEEN IN WINTER

(with Sharon Shinn, Claire Delacroix, and Sarah Monette)

A DANCE
THROUGH TIME

Lynn Kurland

BERKLEY BOOKS, NEW YORK

Come to me in dreams, and then

One saith, I shall be well again,

For then the night will more than pay

The hopeless longing of the day.

Nay, come not thou in dreams, my sweet,

With shadowy robes, and silent feet,

And with the voice, and with the eyes

That greet me in a soft surprise.

Last night, last night, in dreams we met,

And how, to-day, shall I forget,

Or how, remembering, restrain

Mine incommunicable pain?

Nay, where thy land and people are,

Dwell thou remote, apart, afar,

Nor mingle with the shapes that sweep

The melancholy ways of Sleep.

But if, perchance, the shadows break,

If dreams depart, and men awake,

If face to face at length we see,

Be thine the voice to welcome me.

Andrew Lang
1844–1912

Table of Contents

Chapter 1

“COME TO ME.”

His deep voice echoed in the stillness of the great hall. He held out his hands, waiting.

She looked at the man standing before her, a warrior tall and powerfully fashioned. The firelight from the huge hearth played over the rugged features of his face, glinted off his long, dark hair, turned his eyes to a deep, fiery green. His gaze locked with hers, warming her, imprisoning her.

She walked to him, slowly. She reached out and put her hands in his. There were calluses on his skin, hard places where the sword had left its imprint. He ran his thumbs over her palms, caressing her hands before he took them and slipped them up around his neck. She caught her breath as his arms came around her and pulled her hard against him.

“Och, but you’re a bonny thing, my Elizabeth,” he said, in a husky voice.

He lowered his head and covered her lips with his own. He plundered her mouth, ravaging it with kisses that made her knees buckle. She clung to him as waves of desire crashed over her, leaving her weak.

A ringing began, intruding on the sounds of wood crackling in the hearth and the harsh rasp of the man’s breathing. She ignored the bell-like noise, but it continued, persistent. She turned to see what it was, then felt herself falling. She looked back at the man in disbelief.

“Nay, do not leave me,” he said, clutching her more tightly to him.

She stared up at him, mute, unable to stop the feeling of plunging into nothingness. She slid through his arms and felt a sharp pain…

Elizabeth Smith winced as her elbow connected with a solid wood floor. She opened her eyes and blinked a time or two.

Then she lay back and let out an anguished groan. Falling out of bed was not how that dream was supposed to end.

And that ringing had been the phone. She reached up and groped for the receiver on her nightstand. This had better be some kind of emergency, or she was going to kill whoever had ruined the best kiss of her life.

“Hello?” she croaked.

“Yeah, is this Eddie’s Breakfast Pizza?”

Elizabeth lifted her chin and peered up at her clock, squinting to make sense of the glowing numbers. Good grief, it was only nine A.M.

“Wrong number, buddy,” she mumbled and hung up the phone. She had been snatched from possibly the most perfect dream of her life for some idiot wanting pizza for breakfast?

Hopefully it wasn’t an omen.

She lay back on the floor and stared up at the ceiling, still wrapped in the remains of her dream. She could almost feel the man’s arms around her, hear his rich voice washing over her, taste his lips on hers. Her name from his lips had been a caress, a possessive touch that branded her his. If he only could have been real! No more putting up with men who could take her or leave her. There was a man who would be more interested in her than TV or sports. How distressed he had sounded when she had started to slip away from him! Of course she’d found him in a dream. Somehow, it just figured.

Well, there was nothing she could do about it. She groaned as she forced herself to sit up and face reality.

It was enough to make her want to go back to bed.

Her apartment, furnished as it was in early starving writer, was a sty. It was a minuscule Manhattan garret, and every available surface was covered with a stack of something. Her table, which served both as a place to eat and a place to write, was piled high with research books, drafts of her novel and a collection of soda cans. Dishes were piled in her sink. Clothes were strewn from one end of the place to another. It was a complete disaster, one she had put off dealing with for weeks.

Well, there was no sense in postponing the inevitable any longer. She hauled herself to her feet, then walked purposefully across three feet of floor to her table. To fortify herself, she took a gulp from the cola can she’d opened the night before, then sat and reached for the notebook that contained her list of things to do.

Finish cover letter for manuscript. She paused. Writing a novel was hard enough. Pitching it in three paragraphs or less was murder. Maybe she’d give herself another day to come up with something brilliant. She crossed the item off her list with a quick swipe of her pen.

Exercise. Oh, definitely not. She squelched the small stab of guilt over crossing off that reminder.

Clean apartment was number three. She was fairly certain there were no unpaid bills lurking anywhere, so maybe there wasn’t much sense in wasting time getting organized. She was sure she still had some clean underwear in her drawer, so what was the point in straightening up when the place would just get messy again anyway? Especially since she had much better things to do with her time this morning—mainly fantasize about that man from her dream. She tossed her notebook onto a handy pile of research materials, then sat back, ready to give her imagination free rein.

She closed her eyes and struggled to bring back his image. Tall, dark-haired, green-eyed. The feel of his arms around her was something she was certain she would never forget.

She opened her eyes suddenly, wondering why it hadn’t occurred to her before. She would write a book about him. If she couldn’t have him in the flesh, she could certainly have him in print. It made perfect sense, being that her passion was romance. Reading about it, writing about it, thinking about it: it didn’t make a difference to her which way it came. As long as there was a love story and a happy ending involved, she was all for it.

It had all started innocently enough. She’d begun by rewriting in her head endings to all the great tragedies. After she’d seen Romeo and Juliet settled in a quaint little Italian villa with five kids, she’d moved on to tampering with Ophelia’s head and Hamlet’s timing. Somehow, all of that had led her to thinking perhaps she should start from scratch with her own characters.

Her first attempt had wound up as kitchen shelf liner. But the manuscript sitting on her table was different. She had agonized for months over it, putting her whole soul into the fashioning of the characters. And now it was finally finished and ready to mail except for her letter of introduction. She paused and stared at it thoughtfully. Maybe she really should finish it up before she started on anything else.

Come to me.

Elizabeth froze. Her apartment was too small for anyone to have sneaked in without her knowing as much, unless they’d done it sometime during the night. Maybe they had, and they were just waiting for her to notice before they did her in. She took a deep breath. She might as well know now. She turned in her seat slowly, fully expecting to come face-to-face with the business end of a lethal weapon.

She came face to face with a month’s worth of dirty laundry.

She shook her head, as if by so doing she could clear up her sudden hearing problem. Her apartment was empty, but she had heard a voice, just as surely as she was sitting there.

Come to me. Wasn’t that what the man from her dream had first said to her?

Chills went down her spine, and her skin erupted into goose-flesh. Either she was losing her mind, or somebody was trying to tell her something. Maybe that incredibly sexy man was calling to her. Did he really want his book written? She nodded to herself. That had to be it. She had a vivid imagination. Her characters were taking on a life of their own and demanding their due. That happened to other people. It could happen to her.

Make haste, Elizabeth.

She squeaked in spite of herself. All right, either she was hearing things, or her apartment was haunted. Whatever the case, it was obviously a sign; she had no qualms about taking it as such. If the man wanted his book written right away, who was she to say no?

She jumped up and began shuffling through her piles of papers. Last week her fiancé had happened upon a few books he thought she might find useful. Though he was helpful and accommodating, he wasn’t exactly thrilled by her choice of careers. But since he wasn’t exactly her fiancé, he really didn’t have the right to say much about what she did.

Stanley Berkowitz worked at the New York Public Library. She’d been loitering in the reading room one day, poring over a lithograph of King Duncan’s dining table when Stanley had seen her. He’d recommended more books to her, then, as time went on, smuggled others out to her. He’d wooed her with research materials and Godiva chocolate. How could she have resisted two of her favorite things? When he’d presented her with a proposal and a diamond, she’d said yes to both. So he wasn’t her dream man. He was nice. There was a lot to be said for nice.

Or so she’d thought until last night. She’d begun to feel concerned that Stanley hadn’t exactly committed to a wedding date. Pushing him about it over chicken marsala had revealed he wasn’t all that interested in getting married any time soon, but he was interested in maintaining an engagement because it got his mother off his back. How she’d held onto her composure through chocolate decadence pie was beyond her. She’d accepted Stanley’s latest book offerings, but she hadn’t accepted his offer to come in. It was all she could do not to club him over the head with the biography of Robert the Bruce he’d handed her. That man from her dream certainly wouldn’t have been so blasé about her, no sir. No phoney engagement for him.

Elizabeth sat down with a thump. She was losing it. How would she know what that man would or wouldn’t do? She was taking her dreams way too seriously. It was a bad thing to start. Who knew where it could lead?

Elizabeth, now!

Like that, she nodded to herself. Not only was she starting to hallucinate in broad daylight; her hallucinations were starting to order her around. It was a very bad sign.

“All right,” she said out loud. “Keep your pants on. I’m working on it.”

She searched through the stacks, flinging papers, magazines, paper plates and red pens onto the floor, looking for those books Stanley had brought her the week before. They were on Scotland. Though her current novel was set in England, that wasn’t where her passion lay. Aye, ’twas Scotland that fascinated her. She dreamed of Scottish moors and fields of heather, of gloomy keeps with fierce lairds—ruthless warriors the size of linebackers who wielded swords against their enemies and wooed their ladies with sweet words and gentle kisses. It wasn’t that she didn’t already have linebackers. She did, in the persons of her five brothers. There were times she was sure she’d scream if she had to sit through another college fourth-and-goal story. But that was where big ended and the rest of her current situation began.

She had come to New York, sure the city would inspire her to write wonderful books. She’d found inspiration, but she hadn’t run into any ruthless warriors who had demanded she allow them to woo her. She had, however, been approached by that balding librarian who wanted to use her ring finger.

Elizabeth, by all the saints…

The hair on the back of her neck stood up without permission. Okay, so her hero was getting really impatient. She lifted up a collection of newspapers and hit the mother lode. She shoved the rest of the table-top contents onto the floor, then spread out the books in front of her and looked over the titles: Rulers of Scotland; Scotland: An Historical Perspective; Fact or Fiction: Scotland’s Turbulent Past; Life in a Medieval Hall; Scottish Lairds and Their Clans. She picked up the one on medieval life and glanced through it.

The keep was definitely the place to be. At least a body got clothes and a meal now and then. Bathing, though, didn’t seem to have been a priority. Elizabeth could only speculate as to the smell of not only the keep, but the unwashed bodies inside. Living on savings and the small amount she could bring herself to accept from her parents was tough, but at least she had her own bed, free from bugs and secure from men with rape on their minds. Nope, medieval life was not for her. She pitied the women who’d had to endure it.

The book on Scottish rulers caught her eye. She flipped through the centuries, from Kenneth MacAlpin to James IV. Robert Bruce? He had ruled from 1306 to 1329. For some reason, the dates appealed to her. Yes, this time period would surely suit the man from her dream. Now all that remained was to find a clan for him to rule over. Of course he would be a laird; a man of her warrior’s stature would find himself nowhere if not at the head of a company of equally fierce warriors.

She reached for the volume on Scottish clans. It fell open to a page on the Clan MacLeod. A chill went through her, as if Fate had come up behind her and blown softly on the back of her neck. She devoured all she could about the clan, their history, their wars and their enemies.

At the end of the chapter was a pen and ink plate of a forest. The familiarity of the place struck her like a blow. It looked so real she was half afraid to touch it, for fear some elf would reach out, snag her hand and pull her into his magical world.

Ridiculous. She resisted the urge to look over her shoulder and make sure there weren’t a dozen bogeymen there, winking at her from the shadowy corners of her apartment—along with her very vocal dreamboat, of course. No, the forest looked familiar because she had seen it in another book. Goodness knows she had read enough about Scotland.

But that didn’t explain away the whispers of magic in the air. Maybe it was her grandfather’s fault. He had filled her head full of tales of Scottish enchantments from the time she was small and somehow, in the back of her mind, she almost believed them. That and the gift of his Gaelic language was his legacy to her. Perhaps weaving a bit of enchantment into her story in his honor wasn’t such a bad idea. Even though nothing magical ever happened to her, there was no reason her heroine couldn’t enjoy a different fate.

All right. Now that she had found a time and place, she needed to immerse herself in what she’d learned and seen and let her imagination run away with her. Maybe she should get dressed and go for a walk to get her creative juices flowing.

Aye, come to me, my love.

Elizabeth jumped as if she’d been stuck with a pin. She had the insane desire to get dressed in the bathroom so whoever insisted on talking to her wouldn’t watch.

She shook her head. Ridiculous. There was no one in her apartment. Maybe all that was calling to her was that emergency box of truffles under the couch.

Well, whatever it was, it was something she definitely needed to get away from. She yanked on a pair of jeans, an oversized blue sweater, tennis shoes, and a leather jacket she had recently appropriated from her brother’s wardrobe. Alex was a big mucky-muck corporate attorney, making far more than even he could spend on clothes. Elizabeth made herself at home in his closet as often as possible.

She checked her pockets for her key and sundries, then ran from her apartment. She wasn’t afraid to be there by herself, just because her characters were talking out loud to her. No, not at all. She just needed some fresh air. Yes, that was it. A nice walk to Gramercy Park where she could plot her story in peace.

She pulled her collar up around her ears as she walked down the street. The chilly fall wind whipped her hair around her face and scattered leaves in front of her. There was a tingle in the air, as if the world held its breath, waiting for something magical to happen. Not that she believed in magic. She was a practical girl with her feet planted firmly on the ground. Which was, no doubt, why she spent most of her time writing about men who existed only in her imagination.

By the time she reached the park, she was ready not for a plot line, but a bagel and something hot to drink. She was also starting to feel a little silly. She had a very vivid imagination. That coupled with Stanley’s bombshell the night before had just sent her for a loop. Dream lovers were not loitering in her apartment, commanding her to come find them. She could go home any time and feel perfectly safe and perfectly foolish.

Well, maybe later. There was no sense in wasting fresh air. She nodded to herself in agreement. A half an hour meditating on a park bench, then a nice breakfast and cup of hot chocolate with whipped cream on top. Maybe she’d also look up that number for Eddie’s Breakfast Pizza.

First things first. She looked around, noted the mothers with small children and the apparent lack of thugs, then made her way to her favorite bench. It was unoccupied, in the sun, and free of bird droppings. Elizabeth smiled. Life didn’t get much better than that.

She stretched out and closed her eyes. The bench back blocked the wind, and the sun was warm on her face. This was the life. Much more comfortable than a musty-smelling castle. Her hero might have had to put up with it, but she didn’t. Nothing like fresh autumn air to really make you glad you’re in the twentieth century.

As she relaxed, the image of the forest she’d seen came back to her, filling even the edges of her mental vision. It just seemed so real. Where in the world had she seen it? She’d read countless books on Scotland, but surely she would have remembered such a beautiful place. It was probably even more beautiful in person. She needed to get herself to Scotland. What did heather really smell like? And who was to say she wouldn’t run into some handsome Highlander with a horse at his disposal and lots of time on his hands? She could imagine worse ways to see the countryside.

Now, if she’d just been able to run into that man from her dream, she would have been truly content. What a tour guide he would have made!

A shiver went through her. She pulled her coat closer around her. The bench back was supposed to be blocking that chill. Maybe the wind had changed. She turned her face to one side, then brushed away the annoying blade of grass that tickled her ear.

Grass?

She sat up, her heart thudding against her ribs. She looked around her slowly, her eyes noting every clump of weeds, every scrap of bark on the trees and forest floor, every pile of molding leaves. Realization dawned, then reverberated through her, as if she’d been a gong struck by an enormously angry orchestra member. She trembled from her heart out to the ends of her fingers and toes. Her surroundings looked frighteningly familiar, and there was a simple reason for it. It was the same forest she’d been looking at in the book.

Only now she was in it.

She lay back down, willing herself to feel the hard wood of the bench beneath her back. She was dreaming. Or she was delirious. Yes, that was it. Twenty-four years of sneaking cola drinks for breakfast had finally taken its toll, and she had been tossed into a sugar-induced hallucination. No more soda for breakfast. She crossed her heart as she made that vow. That box of truffles was definitely going into the Dumpster. No more peanut butter and jelly either. Who knew what sorts of terrible things peanuts could do to a person’s mental state? And pizza? She’d never touch the stuff again.

Unfortunately, all her solemn vowing didn’t help her ignore the mounds and dips of the uneven forest floor beneath her back and legs.

She took a deep breath and opened her eyes again. The sky was just growing light. Well, yes, that was sky. She had seen sky before and knew what it looked like. She sat up and reached out to touch the grass. It was stiff and resilient under her fingers. She plucked a blade of grass and bit into it. It tasted real enough. She rose unsteadily to her feet, turned and put a shaking hand on the tree. The bark was rough under her fingers.

She looked down at herself, hoping she would see she had sprouted wings or something else that would convince her she was dreaming. She still had on the same jeans she had put on that morning, the same pair of shoes, the same baggy blue wool sweater and Alex’s leather jacket.

But no wings. No shiny monster scales. No pointy toes.

She checked her pockets. She had her house key, her driver’s license and her American Express card. Her dad always told her never to leave home without it and, since he paid the bill at the end of the month, she followed his advice religiously. But she had no hard cash. Not even a tissue in case she became hysterical. She tried not to think about that appealing alternative. Well, at least she had warm clothes. That was a plus. She could have lost her mind with her shoes off.

But that was where the pluses ended and the minuses began. She slowly pressed her forehead against the tree, putting her hands on the bark in an effort to regain her balance. All right, so she had a fantastic imagination and it was currently running away with her. Soon she would wake up in the park and feel very stupid for having panicked. Right?

Right. She was dreaming. Wow, what an imagination she had. She envisioned a self-help book in her future entitled Sugar and Historical Research—Never Take Them Together.

After another deep breath, she pushed away from the tree and looked around. And as this was just a sucrose-induced delusion, what did it matter what she did? She would simply put one foot in front of the other and walk until she was tired. At least she wasn’t hearing voices anymore. It wasn’t a bad trade-off.

The early morning sun spilled down into the woods, the beams separating into soft threads of light as they fell through the trees. The air was cold and crisp. Elizabeth rubbed her arms as she walked. Strange. She had never had such a discernible sense of temperature in a dream. Maybe she should add last night’s bedtime helping of Deep Chocolate—Chocolate Chip ice cream with hot fudge sauce over it to her list of Forbidden Sweets. She definitely didn’t want a repeat of her current situation.

She walked until the trees began to thin on her right. She paused. Well, she was where she was. No sense in not having a good look around.

A beautiful meadow opened up before her. She stared at it for several minutes in pure enjoyment. Delicious, flowery smells wafted past her on a current of air that was sharp and clean. She lifted her eyes to the far side of the flat expanse and saw another forest of tall trees, equally as beautiful as the forest behind her. Then she looked to her left.

She almost fell over in shock.

Rising up from the meadow, at the base of a craggy mountain, was a castle. Not an elegant French castle like Versailles, nor a comfortable English castle like Buckingham Palace, but a medieval castle. And it wasn’t the remains of a hall that sat so sternly on the face of the land; it was a hall in perfect condition. Smoke rose from the towers in thin streams, and distinguishable figures moved about in the village outside the castle walls.

The ground began to buck under her feet, and she realized belatedly that she was trying to faint. She sat down with a thump and put her hands on her head to stop it from spinning. Fantasy was fine, but this was going too far.

The earth continued to tremble. Elizabeth looked up in time to see two horsemen bearing down on her. Dream or no dream, there was no sense in being trampled. She jumped up and ran for her life.

Seconds later she felt the ground come up to meet her. Abruptly. A heavy body pinned her facedown in the grass. She lost her breath, unable even to gasp at the pain of the lumpy field digging into her hips and chest. Good lord, I am going to die, she thought with a sudden flare of panic. Twenty-four years seemed too short a time to live, but who was she to argue with Fate?

The weight was suddenly gone, but she was far too stunned to move. She got help. She was hauled to her feet, and a rough hand grabbed her by the hair and pulled her head back. If she’d had any breath left, she would have cried out at the pain, then gasped in surprise at what she saw.

A man no taller than she stood disconcertingly close to her, wearing the grimmest expression she had ever seen. His hair was reddish blond and hung down past his shoulders. While there was a tiny bit of hair braided on each side of his head, the rest was a tangled, matted mess. He was not handsome, and his angry expression made him appear positively gruesome.

As he looked at her, his expression changed. This new expression alarmed her even more than the first.

“Och, but you’re a fetching wench,” he rumbled.

He yanked her against him and crushed her lips under his. Elizabeth choked at the foulness of his breath. The man shoved her to the ground and fell on to