Viewer Discretion Advised

by Angus Stevens

Genres: Sci-fi Action & Adventure

Synopsis

A MOVIE LOVER'S FEAST THAT SPIRALS IN AND OUT OF CONTROL...

Adam Robinson gives his life 2 stars. On paper it should be a box-office hit, but it hasn't lived up to the hype. He wants to recast the whole thing, starting with himself.

 

Heading back to Sydney after an eventful business trip, Adam discovers an app that allows him to enter the world of his favourite films. No longer typecast as 'married man, father of two', he can be whoever he wants.

 

From playing action heroes, to rom-com leading men, it's a dizzying ride and the greatest experience of his life. Until he tries to log out...

 

With fast-talking narration and pop-culture obsession, Viewer Discretion Advised is a genre-hopping adventure rom-com, reminiscent of great modern classics like High Fidelity and Ready Player One.

 

'Wry, disarming, and ruefully told, Viewer Discretion Advised is a novel of considerable charm and warmth. More than a Gen X nostalgia trip, this is a journey into the heart and mind of a middle-aged everyman - a story that moves from wit to hard-won wisdom without missing a beat.' Geordie Williamson, Chief Literary Critic of The Australian.

 

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Release date: July 25, 2023

Publisher: Shawline Publishing Group

Print pages: 276

Sample

Chapter 1

 

FLIGHT RISK

Takeoff isn’t until 10:30 but Adam wants to be there early, to leave before everyone wakes up and avoid the hassle of helping Nina get the kids to school, so he doesn’t hit ‘Snooze’ for a third time and instead gets cracking.

Listen to them breathe.

Standing in the hallway looking into their bedrooms, Adam does this ritual hoping to feel connected.

If I can’t hear them, do I stay till I can?

Louie is on cusp of teenagerdom, with a body too big for his bed, outgrowing childhood and his dad’s jokes; Ella, enjoying being ten, is surrounded by fluffy toys, with Robbie Rose Robinson the world’s most adored puppy, tucked in at her feet. Her panda finger puppet is on her bedside table. They have a tradition of him taking it when he goes away. Relieved to have spotted it, Adam pops it in his pocket.

What if I just stick my head into each of their bedrooms, one after the other?

But that defeats the appreciate your whole family sleeping thing.

Well this I’m ‘The Rock’ angle isn’t really cutting it either.

Fuck it.

Downstairs, as he tries leaving without waking the house, Nina calls out, ‘Adam?’

Putting down his overnight bag he returns to their bedroom. Nina’s a very expansive sleeper. Her limbs take up vast tracts of bed country.

‘Heya, little Kinki, what’s up?’

‘Be safe.’

It strikes him as very un-Nina.

‘It’s only for two nights.’ He kisses her neck. She nuzzles in and loops her arm over him. They hadn’t touched all night so he’s glad she yelled out.

‘Good.’

Her arm feels nice. Then heavy. He drops his head down. It slips off. Released.

In the cab, he decides not to feel bad about how happy he is to be going.

Twenty-eight hours in the air over three days, and maybe he could have arranged things so it didn’t have to be him on the road, but he wanted to go. And now,

 on a glorious mid-November morning, Adam’s at the airport bar nearly three hours early, having a gin and tonic for breakfast. He raises his glass.

Fly to San Fran, do the presso, shoot the interviews, fly home. Done.

And it feels good.

The plane trip is perfect. He’s got empty seats either side, his new headphones, endless movies, and G&Ts on call.

Drunk at 30,000 feet, he cries watching Selma and makes friends with the air steward.

She hands him another G&T, and asks, ‘Have you seen Green Book?’

The night it won Best Picture, Nina ranted, ‘It’s a fucking travesty. White men back-slapping over “aren’t we great for not being racist” bullshit.’

‘Yeah.’

‘What do you mean, “yeah”?’

‘I agree.’

‘Adam, you’ve watched Old School fifty times.’

‘So what.’

‘But you haven’t got around to Moonlight.’

‘I’m waiting for—’

‘Or A Promising Young Woman.’

‘The right time.’

‘How many times have you watched Anchorman?’

‘They’re—’

‘And The Waterboy?’

‘Leave Sandler out of it.’

‘These directors did Dumb and Dumber.’

‘Green Book is not Sandler’s fault.’

‘Something About Mary and then this…’ Nina dripped scorn, ‘The Academy’s Best Picture.’

‘What do you reckon is the worst Best Picture?’

‘And he’s a flasher.’

‘Huh?’

‘One of the directors has flashed his dick over five hundred times.’

‘Oh, come on…’

‘Look it up. He’s said so. Including at Cameron Diaz.’

‘Okay, Kinki, I—’

‘Non-aggressively, apparently. Just as a joke.’

She sipped her wine.

Adam waited. He knew the moment he started speaking she’d talk over him. He hoped that if he waited long enough she’d finish her point, but the moment dragged

on, so he thought maybe he’d got it wrong and began with, ‘I don’t think—’

Nina pounced. ‘And now dick flasher’s got an Oscar for “hooray, I’m not a racist.”’

To the steward’s question, Adam replies, ‘Not yet.’

*

At San Francisco airport the arrivals line is long. Holding his passport and his overnight bag, Adam is a little hungover, sleep-deprived, but fine. He edges along with the crowd, anonymous.

When he makes it to the scanning device he pops in his passport, gets photographed, takes the printout and moves on. A customs official standing behind a wood-veneer counter compares Adam with the printout and his passport.

But the three don’t match up.

‘Glasses, sir.’

‘Oh, right…’

Adam takes them off.

‘Welcome to America.’

The hire car is a huge white Lincoln. Presumably the kid at work who booked it, had his reasons, but to Adam it’s bizarre. It reminds him of his last year at uni playing Cruis’n USA, and the final race ending on the White House lawn, partying with Bill Clinton and a bunch of pixellated bikini babes.

When racing Louie on the Xbox Adam drew upon this Cruis’n experience. Louie seemed impressed until, in their post-race chat, Adam said he just tried to fang it the whole time. This made his son suspicious so he checked their settings.

‘Oh my god you’re on beginner and you still can’t beat me.’

‘It’s ’cause these controllers are so pissy and fiddly.’

‘You’re such a bot.’

*

Adam recalibrates his brain

for driving on the wrong side of the road and turns onto the freeway. He hasn’t been to San Fran since he was a backpacker, and he compares his early twenties self with his present day version. It starts to get ugly and feeling himself heading down a corridor of mirrors he snaps, ‘Shut the fuck up.’

Today I’m driving in San Fran and I’m feeling fine. Okay?

Okay.

His Airbnb is in the Castro, the cool, gay part of town. He chose there because it was cool and gay and therefore the most San Fran-ish part of San Fran. The photo that determined which Airbnb he’d stay in showed one side of the house spray-painted with a mural of a young girl with dreadlocks, blowing the seeds off a dandelion.

Following the host’s instructions, Adam discovers the key isn’t in the letter box. The text he gets from the Airbnb woman says that she isn’t sure what’s happened but she’s just up the street so wait a moment and she’ll be there.

When she arrives, Adam’s sitting on the front steps, trying not to have the shits about being locked out. Like the house, the Airbnb woman is cool. She has curly brown hair, is wearing a short pink skirt, and has tats along both arms; she’s all teeth and friendliness. Her partner stands on the footpath near the front the gate, watching. He’s tall, skinny, and tanned, with a shaved head.

Adam gets up, but before he can step past her to give her access to the door, he is blocked in by her crouching down in front of him and picking up each of the little pot plants that line the steps.

Right in front of him kneeling at crotch height, she chats away. ‘The cleaner was supposed to leave the key in the lockbox, so I don’t know where it’s gone, but I keep a spare one around here…’

Adam is towering over her. Jammed in between her and the front door, he feels like he is invading her space, but there’s nowhere to move.

‘How was your flight?’

‘Good, yeah, good.’

As she keeps looking under the pots, Adam glances over at her partner, and smile-nods, but receives nothing in return.

‘Success!’ She stands up and leans forward. Her arm and chest graze Adam’s torso en route to unlocking the door.

She suggests nearby restaurants and bars, but Adam’s not listening. The intimacy of standing so close to a stranger and having chit chat while their partner lingers, is too claustrophobic. Wanting to wrap things up, Adam

tries to sound San Fran and chill, ‘Brilliant, thanks, awesome, yeah…’

For all its authenticity, the Airbnb listing had been tricksy in its depiction. Adam had wanted a San Fran two-storey duplex like in Mrs Doubtfire, but instead finds himself in a converted ground-floor apartment. The bedroom is not on the top floor with a gorgeous vista of San Fran but street level with a view of the bins. The black, metal spiral staircase in the living room that once led to the room upstairs is now closed over, leaving the handrails colliding with the roof, while Adam’s sense of being stuck in the basement is compounded by the clomp of upstairs’ every step.

Plus the walls are covered with paintings, none of them good. They fall into three categories: Mexican-themed blocks of colour housed in heavy, dark wood frames; buxom topless maidens done in a wishy-washy seventies style, with Hawaiian flowers in their hair, and African prints giving the fertility gods some serious respect.

Getting familiar with the place, Adam goes through unlocking, opening and shutting all the doors, windows and wardrobes. In the chest of drawers he finds a mobile phone charger and a red bra. To Adam, who grew up with a brother but no sisters and a mother who kept her thoughts and clothes to herself, the bra had once been a mysterious and wondrous thing. Now faced with this item, functional and lacy, it feels like washing.

He leaves them where he found them, closes the drawer and finds himself thinking of the night before.

Sitting opposite Nina, trying not to stress out about the fact that it wasn’t the cheap and cheerful place he’d hoped for, and trying not to resent the fact that the plate-for-two was in fact two bits of fuck all, Adam had been once again struck by the sheer blaze of her. His thoughts bounced between She’s a dogmatic pain in the arse to admitting She’s kind of magnificent.

In full flight, Nina was a thing to behold.

She ate without any consideration of etiquette and while cutlery was acknowledged as a sound starting point, if it wasn’t doing the job, using fingers was fair enough. She loved making sure that the waiter always thought hers was the best table. If served by a waitress, she didn’t care

quite as much, but regardless of their gender, at every nice-meal-out, she always had two options that could only ever be resolved by what the waiter thought was preferable. She loved to tip; glorified her time as a waitress and wanted to make sure that she righted the wrongs of all the nights she served tables by tipping an amount Adam found painful. Her favourite kind of waiter would be a gay man within a ten-year age radius of her, who was opinionated and a little bit fabulous.

Adam’s favourite waiter was like a note slipped under a door, someone who had all the answers but was barely noticeable.

The restaurant was crowded with dark wooden tables and soft lighting. Among this tasteful setting their date night had an edge. They hadn’t seen each other much lately, so they wanted to make the most of it, especially since Adam would be gone for a few days, but he had brought with him a backlog of resentments while Nina looked like she was hunkered down awaiting his report card.

‘Is that Judy Davis?’

Nina shrugged. ‘Why aren’t you eating the duck?’

‘I’m leaving it for you.’

‘I picked it ’cause I thought it was something you’d like.’

‘Didn’t we agree we’d just choose stuff we wanted?’

‘Yeah, but you love duck and you’re always saying I never consider you, so…’ Nina gestured like a gameshow model presenting the prizes, ‘I got the duck.’

How can she think ordering the duck makes up for the shit-ton of cooking, washing and bloody everything I’ve been doing lately?

‘Don’t you want it?’

‘Thank you, it’s just—’

‘You’re stressing out about your trip?’

‘No, I just thought—’

‘Presenting in the Valley, it’s a big deal?’

‘Not really.’

She’s not even thinking she owes me a thank you.

‘You said that it could totally change the business—’

‘Yeah but—’

‘That it was a really big deal.’

It was true, so much so that Adam was trying not to think about it at all, and instead, whether consciously or not, was focusing all his energies on Nina and the slow squeeze of his domesticated life.

If he had taken the time to consider his assumption that marriage would be an endless stream of mind-blowing moments, Adam may have realised this was based on his sixteen-year-old brain thinking how cool it’d be to be married because every day you’d see a woman naked and you could have sex whenever you wanted, and that this notion having morphed into a vague, ever-deflating sigh of, ‘Is this it?’ still held a disproportionately large cache in his head.

But Adam didn’t get that far. He stopped at, What’s the point of eating out if we’re just going to get the shits with each other? before dutifully answering her question. ‘Yeah, it’s pretty big I guess.’

‘It’ll be fine.’

‘For sure.’

‘So, then what’s wrong?’

‘Nothing.’

‘Just tell me.’

‘Honestly, I just thought it really was Judy Davis.’

‘So, she’s still alive?’

‘And it got me wondering if she’s still married to Colin Friels—’

‘Right…’

‘And how he’s only done TV and she’s more famous and…’ Adam paused wanting to see if she’s interested. ‘…And whether it was true that she won the Oscar for Best Supporting Actor but that Jack Valance, when he was presenting the award, was too drunk and read out the last nominee’s name as the winner which happened to be the new Spiderman’s Aunt May… Moira what’s-her-face? She was in My Cousin Vinny?’

‘Marisa Tomei.’

‘Yeah, exactly. So, because Jack was drunk, Judy got duped.’

‘You were thinking all that?’

‘Yeah… that and how 

she’d feel about it.’

‘Okay…’

Sceptical, Nina swivelled around, checked out the woman who looked nothing like Judy Davis, and played along. ‘Doesn’t she have a letter from the academy saying they made a mistake and she’d actually won?’

‘Isn’t that what you told me?’

‘I think Kate said that Paul was at their house once when he was living in Balmain and Judy showed him the letter.’

‘So, I wonder what Colin thinks about all of that?’

‘Thinks of what? The struggles of having a successful wife?’

‘No, that—’

‘You think you’re Colin Friels?’

Is she joking? Or winding me up?

‘Alright then, how is everything?’ asked their waitress, who was not a fabulous gay man, but instead an English backpacker who behaved like an extra from Wallace and Gromit.

Adam fake-smile replied, ‘It’s great, thanks.’

‘Can I get another glass of the rosé, please?’

Once she’d left, neither spoke. Adam didn’t want to answer the ‘Do you think you’re Colin?’ question but could feel Nina expecting a reply.

Have fun.

Adam sipped his beer.

Maybe she’s flirting? I mean, I’m so out of practice, so maybe…

Adam took a different tack, hoping it is flirty. ‘Anyways, I was reading an article about Julia Louis-Dreyfus telling a story about how she was doing a Saturday Night Live skit with Tina Fey and that blonde woman—’

‘Amy Poehler.’

‘Yeah, and they were riffing

 about whether they were too old to be fuckable and how all of a sudden Julia stopped finding it funny and—’

‘What does this relate to?’

‘Judy Davis.’

Nina leaned back. ‘Go on.’

‘And I saw Husbands and Wives when I was seventeen and it became like my roadmap to what marriage is about—’

‘It’s classic Woody.’

‘Yeah, and after that film I saw my parents differently.’

‘Why?’

‘Well, do you remember how Sydney Pollack leaves Judy Davis for someone younger and—’

‘You want an affair.’

‘What—’

‘Is that what this is all about?’

‘No! At the end, Sydney and Judy get back together and—’

‘You want permission to fuck around?’

‘That’s not what I’m saying.’

‘That’s exactly what you’re saying.’

‘No, I just, I’ve always used movies to make sense of life and—’

‘You’re wondering if you went off and fucked someone else would people see that it was my fault, like the bullshit way Woody made Judy’s character into the villain.’

‘Here we go!’ With impeccable timing, the Wallace and Gromit waitress presented Nina with her rosé and picked up the side plates. Angry whispering now, Adam didn’t wait for her to leave, ‘You jump a million steps ahead, I just thought I saw Judy Davis and I started thinking about her and all of a sudden—’

‘That’s such bullshit.’

‘It’s not.’

‘She’s not Judy Davis and you’re full of shit.’

As Nina made her point, her fork left the table. It hit the floor and clattered out of reach.

The less Nina cared about being overheard, the quieter Adam became. Back-peddling, he replied, ‘That’s not what I’m saying.’

‘So, I’m just making it up?’

Five beers and three wines  in respectively, Adam’s point was lost in the sweep of what’s implied and assumed. ‘Kinki, you’re not making it up. ...