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A People magazine Best Book of Summer
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“[A] second stunning piece of redemptive fiction.... An ideal recommendation for fans of Kate Atkinson and Jodi Picoult.” (Booklist, starred review)
A body burns in the high desert hills. A boy walks into a fire station, pale with the shock of a grisly discovery. A middle school teacher worries when her colleague is late for work. By day's end, when the body is identified as local math teacher Adam Merkel, a small Nevada town will be rocked to its core by a brutal and calculated murder.
Adam Merkel left a university professorship in Reno to teach middle school in Lovelock seven months before he died. A quiet, seemingly unremarkable man, he connected with just one of his students: Sal Prentiss, a lonely sixth grader who lives with his uncles on a desolate ranch in the hills. The two outcasts developed a tender, trusting friendship that brought each of them hope in the wake of tragedy. But it is Sal who finds Adam's body, charred almost beyond recognition, half a mile from his uncles' compound.
Nora Wheaton, the middle school's social studies teacher, dreamed of a life far from Lovelock only to be dragged back on the eve of her college graduation to care for her disabled father, a man she loves but can't forgive. She sensed in the new math teacher a kindred spirit—another soul bound to Lovelock by guilt and duty. After Adam's death, she delves into his past for clues to who killed him and finds a dark history she understands all too well. But the truth about his murder may lie closer to home. For Sal Prentiss' grief seems heavily shaded with fear, and Nora suspects he knows more than he's telling about how his favorite teacher died. As she tries to earn the wary boy's trust, she finds he holds not only the key to Adam's murder, but an unexpected chance at the life she thought she'd lost.
Weaving together the last months of Adam's life, Nora's search for answers, and a young boy's anguished moral reckoning, this unforgettable thriller brings a small American town to vivid life, filled with complex, flawed characters wrestling with the weight of the past, the promise of the future, and the bitter freedom that forgiveness can bring.
Release date: August 24, 2021
Publisher: William Morrow
Print pages: 352
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The Distant Dead
Heather Young
The boy shouldn’t have been in the cave. He knew this. He was a good boy, the sort of boy who cared about shoulds and shouldn’ts, but the thrill of this particular shouldn’t made him feel like a different sort of boy, the sort of boy he wished he were. It was why he was there. The air outside the cave was wavy with late-summer heat, but the air inside was cool, and on his tongue it tasted of dust and daring. He was twelve years old, and he was alone for the first time in his life.
The cave was some distance from where his people made their camp by the great lake, but they could see it, a black eye in a cliff that surveyed the wide, flat basin. They came to this shore every few seasons, following rabbits and other small game through the wetlands. In their stories the cave was a place that drove men so mad that they returned from it unable to speak, even the seers, who lived mostly in dreams. There was a seer among them now, a bent old man who had visited the cave the summer the boy was born. The boy kept his distance from him, as all the boys did, but he watched as the old man spent long, wordless hours drawing circles in the dirt. Sometimes the seer looked up from his tracings, and in his bottomless black eyes the boy thought he saw not madness or terror but something like awe.
As he stood at the mouth of the cave, the boy marveled at the earth stretched wide below him. The grasses close to the lake gave way to low brush at the feet of the rocky bluffs that rose above the basin floor like blisters. The lake itself was vast, a blue sheet vanishing into the shimmering sky to the north and east. His people called it Allelu, which in their language meant “water of life.” Ten thousand years later a different people, half the world away, would make allelu a song of praise. By then the great lake would be gone, leaving a flattened desert in its wake. Above the boy’s head an eagle soared, black against the sky, a beautiful, wild thing that would be dead before the season was done.
The boy was beautiful, too, with a face as delicate as a girl’s, and long-lashed brown eyes. He was his mother’s only child to live past the suckling years. Like her other babies he had been sickly and small, and even now he was slight, but unlike his brothers and sisters he had latched his translucent lips fast to her breast and would not let go. Now he was a singer of songs and a teller of stories, with a voice even the elders hushed to hear around the fire.
Tonight the elders would anoint the boy a man, together with two other boys born in the same season, but the boy didn’t feel like a man. He saw the arcing muscles of the other boys’ arms and the proud bones hardening in their faces, and believed himself to be a child. He heard them talk about the hunts they would join and knew himself to be afraid of the wild boar and the charging mastodon. He didn’t see how the elders listened when he read the stars, or how the other boys looked at him when they spoke, to see what he thought. He saw only how far short of the other boys’ his stone fell when he threw it in the lake, and how far behind them he ran.
He had come to the cave because, in the last hours of his boyhood, he wanted to do something brave. So in the lazy part of the afternoon, while his mother slept on the dirt floor of their shelter, he ran through the grass to the foot of the cliff and climbed until the eye in the rocks became a mouth. Now he took one last look at the bright curve of the world and walked inside.
The air was suddenly cold. The ceiling was low, the walls barely visible in the dark. A fine dust, bat guano mixed with sand the wind blew in, sifted over the boy’s rough tule sandals. He moved slowly, braced for the visitation that had struck the old seer dumb, but found only silence. After twenty halting steps he had reached the back of the cave. Still nothing disturbed the cool, dead air. He put his hands on the stone and waited for it to speak to him, but it said nothing.
Then, in the ghost-edge of daylight, the boy saw a narrow opening, the width of his arm and half as high, where the wall met the floor. He looked back to the cave’s mouth and the bright blue disk of sky. He knew he should leave now. His mother would be awake soon and calling for him. But the cave, after the trouble he’d taken to get here, was a disappointment. He turned from the sky and crawled into the crevice.
It was narrow, but there was enough room for him. He shimmied forward on his elbows, the rock cold and sharp against his skin, his nerves tingling with the thrill of exploration. He’d gone the length of his body when the thrill gave way to panic. The dull weight of the cliff pressed down and the tunnel felt like a noose about to tighten. He was a child of open space and unbroken sky, and his mind screamed at him to go back to the air and the light. He closed his eyes and breathed slowly, in and out. Then he forced himself to push on, a few inches at a time. At last, after he’d crawled three times his length, he felt the tunnel expand around him. He opened his eyes and rose to his feet, his arms outstretched, feeling for purchase and finding none. Then he froze, stunned into stillness.
The darkness was absolute, and the silence was deeper still. The boy had never experienced such an utter absence of light and sound. He could not see his hand in front of him, and he could not hear his own heart beating.
Without warning, he lost his body. His mind flooded beyond his skull, his spirit came untethered from his bones, and he was floating among eons he’d never imagined, ages beyond number. The lives of men and women winked past by the billions, bright sparks flaring and gone. The seasons of his own life vanished, unremembered. He saw the entire chasm of time: the births of planets and suns, the surging of mountains and seas, and the rise and fall of civilizations like heartbeats in a darkness that was the beginning and ending of everything, the womb and crypt of the world. His terror was beyond measure.
He reached out his hands, grasping at the dark, and invisible, sharp-edged crystals scraped his palms. The pain snapped him back into his body. He was a twelve-year-old boy again, breathing ragged breaths in the dry air of a cave. He touched his face, his trembling fingers tracing the bones of his nose, the soft skin of his cheeks. He thought of the old seer, and the circles he drew in the dirt. Had he, too, stood here, in the cave within the cave, while his spirit rose up to meet the universe? The eternity the boy had glimpsed brushed his arm with fingers of cold gossamer, and he shivered.
He drew in a long, slow breath and called his voice forth. It came in a whimper, but it came, and it brought with it a hot surge of triumph. He, alone of all the seers who had come before him, would return to his people to tell them the secrets of the cave. He imagined himself at the campfire that night, the blood of the eagle still wet on his forehead, describing the vastness of time while the other boys watched in awe and the old seer squatted on his haunches, the memory of it lighting his eyes.
He shouted, a crow of joy. The sound echoed through a dozen unseen caverns as though hundreds of boys were calling to one another. This made him laugh, and the laughter, too, bounced back to him a hundredfold. When the reverberations faded he turned toward the tunnel. It was time to return to his mother; to the hearth and the cooked rabbit that awaited him, and the ceremony that would mark him a man.
He heard a stirring in the dark.
Restless. Gathering. Alive.
The boy listened, one hand on the wall above the tunnel. The stirring became a mutter, then a high whine, rising from somewhere deep in the cave. The smell of cold stone yielded to the stench of something else, something ancient and feral. The boy groped for the tunnel, but it was too late. A swarm erupted around him. Thousands of small, dense bodies beat against his upraised arms, pummeling him with hair and teeth and leathery wings as they circled the tunnel. The boy screamed for his mother, but his voice vanished in the shrilling. He stumbled backward, one blind step, then another, until the earth disappeared beneath him.
The bats took no notice of him. They poured through the tunnel, out of the cave, and into the day, their eyes stabbed by light and their brains aflame with fear. In the harrowing radiance of afternoon they crashed into one another, as unmoored by light as the boy had been by darkness. From the shore of the lake their terror was invisible; they seemed to float upon the sky, as graceful as birds.
That night, by the lake Allelu, two boys became men. Before the ceremony, the old seer spoke for the first time in twelve summers. The missing boy had been taken by the bird gods, he said. It was a great honor. The people rejoiced, but the boy’s mother wept.
In the autumn the boy’s people moved on, tracking their prey south. Years passed. The boy’s mother died. The boys who became men died. Within a dozen generations the boy’s people were replaced by another people, born of the same distant land but with different gods and other names for the places the boy had known. More years passed, and another people replaced them, then another, and another. Allelu, allelu. Through it all the cave’s round, blank eye watched from the bluff, its darkness clenched like a fist around the boy who once sang songs and told stories and read the stars and who, one afternoon while his mother slept, climbed a cliff and touched the fabric of time.
His name meant nothing in the language of his people. But to his mother, it meant “beloved.”
There was no moon, only stars. Below them lay the flat land. Lights shone there, too, in scattered handfuls: streetlamps and headlights and the small square windows of houses. High above them, in the hills that once rimmed the lake, a fire burned. It leaped and played among the acacias, golden, laced with orange, and black at its heart. It danced for a long time, this fire did, singing its fevered song to the night.
It takes longer than you might think, for a man to burn.
The day they found the math teacher’s body, Nora was late to work. It was her father’s fault.
The morning started like any other. After she ate breakfast she carried her father’s tray across the backyard to his camper, stepping around the sandbox he’d built for her brother when Jeremy was five. After thirty-two years in the desert sun the sandbox’s wooden frame was rotten and the sand where Jeremy once drove his Tonka trucks was crusted with bird shit. Nora knew she should take it out, but she also knew she wouldn’t. Most days she didn’t even see it.
Her father’s camper was a 1990 Fleetwood Prowler, white with faded teal-and-brown trim, that he’d bought used when Nora was ten and Jeremy was thirteen. He’d been proud of it in the good-humored way he’d been proud of everything then, from his barbecue grill to his athletic son to his pretty auburn-haired wife. He’d never been farther from home than Elko, where his brother lived, but now that he had the camper he was going to drive his family all over the country, maybe as far as Florida. Nora’s mother’s smile was as dreamy as a child’s. Florida, she’d said. Just imagine.
That summer he drove them to Yellowstone. The park itself was a blur of neon-colored pools, but Nora never forgot how it felt to leave Nevada for the first time. Idaho hadn’t looked any different—scrubby desert, rolling hills—but when she saw the WELCOME TO IDAHO sign something inside her opened. She loved that they would go somewhere else the next summer, and the summer after that, every trip widening the world a little bit more.
But that fall Nora’s mother was diagnosed with cancer, and they never took the camper anywhere again. After she died, during Nora’s freshman year of high school, Nora assumed her father would sell it, but he didn’t, and while Nora was away at college it had migrated here, to the back fence. Since the accident it was where he lived, even though he still had his bedroom in the house. Nora had never questioned this arrangement, figuring it was part of some complicated penance only he understood.
She walked up the makeshift plywood ramp and opened the camper door to find him sitting at the banquette table in his undershirt and pajama bottoms. He hadn’t shaved, and when Nora saw this a thin band tightened around her forehead. The days he didn’t get dressed were bad. The ones he didn’t shave were worse.
She set the tray on the table—Wheaties, toast, and coffee—and put her hands on her hips. She had a tall, angular body, with long limbs and sharp elbows. She’d been a frilly girl, all tutus and spangles, then a teenaged beauty in Daisy Dukes and halter tops, but now she was a woman who didn’t make a fuss: crisp khaki pants and a plain blouse, hair in a ponytail, no makeup.
Her father stared at his breakfast, and Nora knew he wouldn’t eat it. She told herself she didn’t care. She had to be at the school in fifteen minutes; she didn’t have time for this. But when she reached the door she stopped. Through the worn screen she saw the back of their small ranch house, its white siding gone a ruddy gray. Her father’s rusted Weber and the empty planters where her mother used to grow tomatoes sat on the cracked cement patio, and the fenced yard was bald except for clutches of weeds in the corners. It all looked the same as it had yesterday, and the day before that, but for a moment Nora saw it the way it had been when she was a girl, with pansies along the fence, tomatoes in the boxes, the siding a crisp white. Even a few years ago there had been grass. She couldn’t think when the last blade had died.
Her father coughed a sodden, weepy cough. Nora took a steadying breath, then turned around. In the light from the window his blue eyes were watery. She sat on the vinyl seat and put her arm around him. “How about I come home for lunch today?”
“You don’t have to,” he said, but of course he wanted her to. Nora didn’t know what had set him off. A dream, maybe, or a memory. What was the date? March 14. It sounded familiar. It wasn’t the anniversary of anything she could think of, but that didn’t mean it wasn’t the anniversary of something.
“It’s no trouble. I’ll heat up the pot roast.”
Usually Nora’s father defrosted a Stouffer’s in the camper’s microwave for lunch. He brightened at the thought of the pot roast, and she promised to be home at twelve fifteen. Then she had to reheat his coffee, because it had gotten cold, promise twice more to come home for lunch, and take the pot roast out of the freezer. When she grabbed her car keys it was five to eight. She drove too fast down Franklin, but it was still four minutes past the bell when she ran through the double doors of the middle school, feeling like her seventh grade self, dashing late into this same building, her face hot with the same shame she’d felt then.
When the math teacher didn’t show up, nobody thought much about it at first. Dee Pratzer, the office secretary and emergency substitute teacher, covered his first period class with her usual aggrieved competence. Between first and second period Mary Barnes, the science teacher, stopped by Nora’s social studies classroom and said, with a hint of malice, “Adam’s late. I wouldn’t want to be him when Dee gets hold of him.”
Adam Merkel had never been late before, but he’d only been teaching at the middle school for seven months, the replacement for old Jim Pfeiffer, who’d finally retired. He was new to the town, too, which was unusual in itself. Lovelock was a sand-blasted hamlet of ranch houses, prefabs, and mobile homes strung along a mile of Interstate 80 a hundred miles east of Reno and seventy-five miles west of Winnemucca, surrounded by a desert so vast it ran into three neighboring states. Nobody moved there except divorced second cousins from Sparks with no place else to go and the occasional mine supervisor doing hard time on his way up the corporate ladder. When Adam applied for the job it had created a buzz: a professor from the University of Nevada wants to teach here! Think what that will do for the school’s test scores! But when he turned out to be a curled-up middle-aged man whom the students promptly named Merkel the Turtle, the buzz died away.
“Has anyone called him?” Nora asked. She didn’t like Mary. Mary was a divorced, faded beauty who, thirty years and thirty pounds past her prom queen heyday, still acted like a bitchy high school girl. She’d circled around Adam when he first arrived, but Adam had been unmoved by her pushup bras and red-glossed lips no matter how many times she brought him coffee from the staff room. Now she lifted her shoulder in a who-cares shrug.
“I imagine. Isn’t he throwing that party today?”
That was when Nora started to worry about Adam, because that was when she remembered March 14 was Pi Day. 3.14, Adam had explained at last week’s staff meeting, was a national math holiday, and he was going to bring pies for all thirty-six eighth graders. The other teachers were surprised. They didn’t expect parties from Mr. Merkel. Or pie baking. Good for you, Nora had thought. In the hallway afterward, she told him it was a great idea.
“In Reno,” he said, “everyone in the math department brought a pie on Pi Day.” He smiled, but the sadness that had drawn Nora to him was still there. She’d gone to the University of Nevada in Reno herself, graduating with a major in anthropology. She’d planned to go to Africa to hunt the earliest traces of humanity. Or to Europe, to dig for Neanderthal bones in the caves of Spain. Anywhere, really, that was on another continent and promised a bunch of ancient mysteries that had nothing to do with Lovelock. Other people went to college and came back, as her best friend Britta never tired of reminding her, but Nora hadn’t wanted to come back, and she suspected that Adam hadn’t wanted to come here, either. Something in the way he carried himself, as if he were heavier than his bones, made her think his reason might even be as tragic as hers.
“I can help you bake,” she’d offered. She made a good rhubarb pie, her mother’s recipe.
“No, thank you. I can manage.” His eyes were normally a light gray behind his silver glasses, but that day they had a darkness in them. That darkness had almost been enough to make Nora insist, and more than enough to make her wish, later, that she had. Now, as she looked at Mary Barnes in her frilly pink blouse, she knew Adam wouldn’t miss Pi Day if he could possibly help it.
Dee was erasing the whiteboard when Nora walked into Adam’s classroom after second period. “Adam’s still not here?”
“No. He hasn’t called, either.” Dee snapped the eraser down on Adam’s desk with her long, organist’s fingers. The desk was so neat that even Dee, with her prim skirt and shellacked hair, looked disheveled beside it. An in-box, desk blotter, stapler, and tape dispenser were arranged with linear precision beside the district-issued Dell computer. The only thing that wasn’t utilitarian was a single chess piece, an ivory rook, that sat next to the stapler.
“He’s supposed to have that party after lunch,” Nora said.
“He’d better get here quick, then, hadn’t he?” Dee saw Nora’s frown and sighed. “Talk to Bettina if you’re worried. I’m too busy covering his behind.”
Bettina was the principal, a no-nonsense, white-haired woman who reminded Nora of Barbara Bush. Bettina would care more that Adam hadn’t arranged a substitute than about where he might be, so Nora went reluctantly back to her classroom. As it filled with seventh graders she tried to convince herself there was nothing to worry about. It was strange that Adam hadn’t called, but surely he would be here soon, and all would be forgiven in the glow of watching thirty-six eighth graders eat homemade pie.
Near the end of third period Bettina came on the loudspeaker and called everyone to the gym for an assembly that wasn’t on the schedule. Nora was in the middle of a lesson on Lovelock’s glory days, when covered wagons filled the Big Meadow, the last stop on the California Trail before the Forty Mile Desert. Every year she dutifully presented this piece of history as an exercise in civic pride, as it had been presented to her, even though she thought it merely highlighted the shabby ruin Lovelock had become in the 150 years since. Her students were grateful for the reprieve, but one look at Bettina in the doorway fanned Nora’s misgivings about Adam into full-blown anxiety. The principal was as pale as her white linen skirt, and as each teacher arrived she sent him or her to the staff room. Behind her, in the gym, Dee snapped orders at 130 confused and excited middle schoolers. Nora headed down the hallway with leaden feet.
In the small staff room the school’s seven other teachers and two counselors crowded together, buzzing about what was so urgent it couldn’t wait fifteen minutes until lunch. Nora wrapped her arms around her ribs and leaned against the counter beside the P.E. teacher, Josie Wilson, a bubbly girl who’d played soccer at the high school five years before and looked young enough to play there still. Then Bettina walked in with the sheriff, and everyone else stopped talking. Dee had let the students onto the playground, and in the silence they heard them: the shrieks of the sixth and seventh graders playing, and the lower tones of the eighth graders, gossiping, probing, posing.
The sheriff closed the door. Bill Watterly was the same age as Nora’s father, with a jowly face and the soft body of an ex-football player. His shoulders carried his weight with the ease that only a big man’s shoulders can, but they didn’t carry bad news well at all. He’d only been to the school once since Nora started teaching, when Chris Mitchell, a junior at the high school, shot himself with his father’s Colt and Bill needed to pull his sister out of class to tell her. His shoulders hadn’t been up to the task then, and they weren’t bearing up well now, either. Nora braced herself against the counter.
“We’ve found a body up by Marzen.” Bill looked at Bettina, and she nodded at him to continue. “We think it might be your new math teacher.”
The room erupted in shocked exclamations, but Nora barely heard them through the sudden chaos in her head. Adam Merkel was dead. Of course he was. That was why he wasn’t here. But he couldn’t be dead. He was having a party after lunch. He definitely couldn’t be dead up by Marzen. Marzen was a crummy little town in the hills where nobody from Lovelock went if they could help it. Adam probably didn’t even know where it was. Yet here was Bill Watterly, stocky and grim in his tan uniform, saying they’d found Adam’s body. Up by Marzen.
“How did he die?” she asked. Everyone looked at her, then looked back at Bill Watterly.
The sheriff puffed out his chest. “I’m not at liberty to say.” His belly hung over the black belt of his uniform and his crossed arms were smug against it. She’d misjudged him, Nora realized. He was enjoying this. She felt the slow tightening in her mind, like small screws winding shut, that meant she was about to lose her temper.
“Everyone in town is going to be talking about this by dinnertime,” she said. “If you don’t want speculation and rumors messing up your investigation, you should tell us what happened.”
A tide of pink crept up the sheriff’s thick neck, but a look from Bettina made him swallow whatever he was about to say. He drew himself up and looked around the room. When he felt he’d regained his authority he said, “You all might as well know what happened. We received a call this morning from the Marzen fire department. When we responded we found one male, deceased, about a mile from the town. The body was burned.” He paused for dramatic effect. “We’re treating it as a homicide.”
“Oh my God,” said Josie.
Nora imagined Adam burning, his arms pinwheeling in flame, and her stomach slipped sideways. She made herself think instead of the last time she’d seen him: in the staff room yesterday morning, putting three creamers and four sugars into his coffee. Kevin Keegan, the language arts teacher, told him he was killing himself with condiments, and Adam had laughed in his uncertain way, not knowing if he was being insulted or teased. He’d had only a few hours left to live, but he’d shuffled out of the staff room with his coffee in one hand and his briefcase in the other as if it were any other day.
Your new math teacher, Bill had called him. He hadn’t even said Adam’s name. But why would he? To the sheriff and his fat, inadequate shoulders, that’s all Adam Merkel was. Seven months hadn’t been enough for him to become anything else. Even seven years might not have been. Back in Reno, Nora was sure, Adam Merkel wouldn’t have been just a dead math teacher. He would have been a dead friend. He might have been a dead brother, or a dead son.
Shit. Her body jerked backward. She couldn’t believe she’d forgotten. March 14 wasn’t just Pi Day. It was also the day, twenty years ago, when Lovelock’s high school basketball team played in the state championship for the first and only time, and Nora’s brother, Jeremy, senior point guard and team captain, scored 43 points in a win that was still the biggest thing to happen in this town since the last covered wagon pulled out of the Big Meadow. Nora’s father was never more proud of anything than he was of his son that night. He sealed Jeremy’s jersey in Lucite and hung it in the living room. He hung a brass plaque beside it with the date, the score, and the words: 43 POINTS. For the next seven years he bragged about that game to anyone who would listen, and many who would not, right up until the night he drove his truck into the guardrail on the Highway 95 bridge and killed his son instantly.
Fucking March 14. Her father was alone right now, in the camper. He was probably already drunk.
To get to Marzen from Lovelock, you took Interstate 80 thirteen miles east to the Lovelock-Unionville Road. Then you drove south through three miles of sage and sand, climbed into the foothills of the Humboldt Range, and took a nameless dirt road that forked to the right halfway up Limerick Canyon. This road rose through more hills furred with sagebrush until it ended in a small, square valley where a few dozen buildings huddled together. Only when you were upon them would you see that they sketched a town: a smattering of houses and trailers, a general store and a bar, a small school, a fire station, and a church the size and shape of three shipping containers welded together with MARZEN BAPTISTpainted in red letters on one side.
Two hundred and seven people lived there. Eighty-four men, seventy-six women, and forty-seven children. Most of the men, and some of the women, worked at the open pit silver mine farther up in the hills. Their fathers had been miners, too, and their grandfathers, but they knew the ore would be gone before their children could punch the clock. They didn’t talk about this, though. In Marzen, you took your problems one day at a time.
The town had no police force—its citizens managed the occasional drunken fight just fine on their own—so the fire station was where you had to go if you wanted to report a dead body. Jake Sanchez was the volunteer on duty the morning of March 14, which for him meant watching The Price Is Right on the black-and-white television with his feet on the desk. He didn’t notice the boy in the doorway until the boy said, “Jake?”
Jake put his booted feet on the floor and turned the swivel chair to face him. He knew him, of course. His name was Absalom, though no one called him that, not even his mother. One night, after last call at the bar she ran, she’d told Jake she picked it because she sang in the Baptist church’s small choir and loved the anthem “When David Heard.” O Absalom, my son, my son, it went. Would God I had died for thee! Her own son had no father to weep for him, so she’d decided to name him after King David’s favorite son, whose father beat his breast upon the walls of Jerusalem when he heard Absalom had fallen in battle. Of course she’d known her boy couldn’t really be Absalom, not in a town like Marzen, so she called him Sal. She’d died nine months ago, and sometimes Jake wondered if he was the only one left, other than Sal and the uncles he’d been sent to live with, who knew her son’s secret, unspoken name.
“What are you doing here, Sal? Did you miss the bus?” When Marzen kids finished fifth grade the Pershing County school district sent a bus to take them to Lovelock for middle and high school. Sal had started sixth grade in the fall.
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